Chose to leave the title blank for I can't think of the appropriate words to fill in the blank. The coincidence meet up last night felt kinda nice, in the sense it felt like back then, like as though nothing had happened before in between. I enjoy such moments whereby everyone just hangout and chilled out. I don't know how the rest feels about it, it's really nice to see everyone talking to each other n making fun of each other again..just some random thoughts..

Bangs not

Tried getting those "bangs" once again recently and it looks relatively better as compared to the past. But I'm done with it, gonna keep back my fringe as I find that it gets in the way of my eyes and it's not that easy to manage especially when I have a morning flight and I've to get up earlier than usual to blow dry those fringe. If managed wrongly, then there it goes, uber bad hair day.

My hair doesn't seem to be growing ever since. It's still stuck midway, when it curls at the bottom when I tie it up into a ponytail. It kinda irritates me. Was contemplating if I should get extensions done or not?.. miss my locks.

On a lighter note, I'm exactly 4 days away to see the boyfriend. (: It's like a judgement day for me as well, when the bf will tell me the truth if I've put on weight or not! lol.. then it'll be October. Not exactly my favorite month but I have something to look forward to (: can't wait!!!

Will be meeting the ladies tonight for dinner and some picture craze sessions..

Till the next update ;)

xoxo
jo

December dreams

Looking through peoples' birthday celebration, I feel like doing one for myself this year. Somewhere along the line of "turquoise and white theme.." hmm definitely balloons, cupcakes, friends and just hang out and have fun (:

My 21st might have been sucky but it's okay (: there's always another year to celebrate.

The contractor came today, gave the quotations and all, hopefully it'll be nice and cosy after all the renovations and what nots. Can't wait for it to actually happen!! time when I can finally get rid of unwanted stuffs and bring in new furniture and a WARDROBE of my own!! (:

Hopefully everything goes according to plan..
Looking forward (:

nom nom nom

Can I request for some nice yummy cakes from "cupcakes n bakes"
some nice little get together at "hatched"
some nice relaxing spot for a little picnic..

just some small and random thoughts on such a sunny and nice weather today.. (:

The cycle

Each time when I'm back home, there's bound to be new stories heard. The anger and the disappointments. It has come to a point where it got so bad, everyone is giving up.

Oreo Cheesecake

I've finally used the recipe Sop got for me- Oreo cheesecake. Though it took 12 hours to complete, it was a satisfaction! as this was the first time attempting it, there was lots of things to be done through that 12 long hours. The effort, the patience, the correct ingredients, the heat. Best of all, we did everything without a CAKE MIXER. To whisk the egg whites till it turns into "foam" was extremely tiring! effort goes to Sher for that. All in all we baked about 10 cheesecakes. LOL~! the first 4 were burnt due to the adjustments of the time and temperature, we need to trial and error due to the size of my oven and that we couldn't follow the exact timing and temperature given on the recipe.

When we finally had our very first successful cheesecake done, that feeling of satisfaction and excitement was overwhelming..it felt good. (:

I'm definitely going to get a cake mixer soon before the next baking session, in the meantime, I'm gonna go to the fridge to grab more cheesecake as it's finishing soon!

xoxo

Jojo (:

It's interesting to know that, there's actually people reading my entries, and that your comments do make my day. Be it for your sarcasm or your thoughts that you think it'll kill you if you don't pen it down. I appreciate the feedback. Be it I'll taste my own medicine or not, it's not up to you to conform upon me. No one is saint, did I not say that I'm not here to be a clown to please all?. People do make mistakes, and learn from it, maybe you haven't learn from yours. Or that maybe you haven't realize you did fault as well? why not just learn from it and MOVE ON?. I know I've made mistakes in my life, and that there'll never come a second chance to change the facts. It'll take time to let it go, if I irks you that much.. you could jolly well not read my entries.

Don't torture yourself. Stop making yourself a living hell. Move on..

review

Tonight I feel otherwise.

going "buck" to work

The 9 days of leave has finally come to an end. Though we've only spent our days in sunny island Singapore, it was more than enough for us to have the fun and rest we needed. (:

It seriously doesn't matter whether you'll be able to go overseas or not when you're on leave. It's the company that means the whole lot. As for now, I've to compose myself, and prepare for work tomorrow. Though there were times that we dread heading back to work, I guess we should strike a balance between work and play..not gonna whine anymore that I'm heading back to work.

Cheerios~

what goes around comes around

I'm not perfect no one is, I'm not saying that everyone has to like me neither am I here to be a clown to please all. After a while in this chaotic industry or should I say in every industry, you'll learn that you can't trust no one except yourself. If you're able to find a handful amongst the people, you should start counting your blessings.

I'm glad I know who got my back, so long as you do what you're suppose to do and not interfere in unnecessary 'stirs', you're more or less on safe grounds. I'm no master of the 'sa-ka' and do not bow down to them. I'm trying to learn the way of not being so judgmental of things/people unless necessary. It's a bad habit I picked up before and I'm trying to do away with it. After all, 'hear says' are pretty harmful, it hurts relations and other factors will subsequently snowball.

It's best to let bygones be bygones.
Be the bigger man..

Early morning

It's pretty sad that I can't continue to sleep further especially on my off day. I gave up trying to sleep after tossing and turning in bed for the longest time ever.

I've another dental appointment later at 9:30am with RMG. I'm bearing so much fear in me, I guess that's partly why I couldn't sleep in peace. The thought of the dentist trying to use those shiny equipments in my mouth..UGH. It's really a serious investment for me. The sufferings just got to end. I haven't been able to chew properly for the longest period of time and it seriously upsets me, as I'm a person that's fond of eating. It came to a point whereby I rather pop pills to kill the aches and not eat for the rest of the day, that's how bad the ache got to me. No more sweet tooth, it has finally taken a toll on my tooth. ) :

While these past few weeks that I'm away from here, I went ice-skating!! I enjoyed myself a lot though it was kind of tiring as I was trying to cope with the skates for the first hour, while the bf has to stick with me to ensure that I don't fall. So sweet of him, so bad of me. I kept pushing him away, as in I want him to go enjoy, instead of sticking to me when I needed support. LOL. It was pretty much a tiring day for him, as he was wearing skates that had slightly bended blades. I really enjoyed skating. At least I managed to skate better in the second hour. We bought volleyball as well. (: can't wait to get my hands on it (: There's so much that went on in the past weeks, caught a few movies, hung out with his friends. All in all I don't have much to complain about (: hahaha.


I enjoyed myself while bf did the back breaker (:

It's been a while since I've penned down a proper entry. Days been going by pretty fast. I've a feeling I didn't worked hard enough this month, and it's already coming to an end. May is approaching, and I can't foresee what's ahead. There'll definitely be lots of things going on but can't picture it as of yet but I can finally say TGIF tomorrow because I'll be off (:

It's been a while since I really dress up for an occasion/outing and the only group of people that makes me feel so stressful when I have to meet up with them-the primary school peeps. It's either I'll be overdressed or under,which in this case it's always UNDER. LOL I'll be meeting them tomorrow and now I've a huge headache on what to wear. The theme is "Casual". When questioned what's Fang's casual, she told me "either maxi dress or long skirt.." base on my understanding, my form of casual are :shorts, tees, tank tops,etc. LOL oh well.. I hope I'll figure something out by tonight.

It's been the longest time since I've seen the ladies, work has really tied them down, having to meet with deadlines and all. I wonder what I'll be like if I were in their "mess" hahaha. Sitting in the office cramping the accounts, the audits, reports and more reports. Generating brain cells every single day. Sometimes, I do feel like changing my job to work in the office, to experience those "OL's" lifestyle and also to work my rusty braincells a little...

Time will tell, I'm giving myself 2 years to figure it out..

Thoughts lingers~

Drop that bomb

Im weighing at 56kg as of 18 April 2011. FAT PIG IS BACK!!!

Failed Model LOL

Went for a photo shoot today. It was crazy, hmm not much of a fun experience for me as I was clad in outfits that I wasn't comfortable with. Oh well, guess I'm not cut out to be a model after all. Hopefully I'll look okay?. LOL. At least I've the experience of how life's like in the office of a magazine company. It looks pretty interesting..hmm (:

All in all it's the experience ;) thanks Nget lol.

Met up with Sher for lunch after the photo shoot, as I looked pretty horrendous, I got myself shades that's kinda expensive. Finally had my dessert at Bugis. Had the longest conversation on the "Hello Kitty". Having lots of fun making fun of it, Sher actually searched the web for Kitty's surname, twin sisters name..LOL.. I had my fair share of fun laughing my ass off.. (:

good night world..
xoxo

jojo.

Supper?

Supper sessions never leaves me with only undigested food and water retentions, in fact it's times like this when we sit down and talk about life, anything and everything. It works like a reminder sometimes, to make you reflect on yourself a little, and realise that actually there's changes in yourself that you didn't feel. Sometimes changes are good, if it helps you grow.. if it doesn't, and your perceptions and all gets confused and mixed up, it'll be nice to have someone to trigger you.

The topic that we touched on and all, it shows how much I've pulled myself away from all these, and how comfortable I'm in my tiny box.. talks like these that makes me get back on track. I enjoy hearing people talking about life and all, especially when they've got lots of encounters of weird and funny things..

Do I even make sense?.. hmm..

Don't wanna be in the default category, I wanna learn more things!

funny shit!

April FOOLS

I seriously feel like a fool right now preparing for flight..it's so freaking early!! waking at 2am when I got home only like 11plus last night..Doubly shitty..

It's not "where" that gets to me..maybe I just bother too much..

I miss Taiwan but...

Monday that has blue written all over my forehead

This morning I woke up dreading for work. I feel mentally sick, like literally trying to psycho myself to fall sick this instance so that I won't have to feign any illness. I was feeling lethargic, it's morning like this that makes me wanna change my job. Mornings' like this that makes me wanna do something outrageous like calling some random figure waking them up to pee or just to company me on the phone while I make my way to work. It's times like this that I've to remind myself, STOP BEING LAZY.

Let's think of happy things to make me feel a little tad un-blue.

-My toothache is gone! (: (touch wood)
-I've got myself Laniege's powder (:
-My nails ain't chipped
-My Sunday with my family was amazingly FUN (:
-Fell asleep while reading
-Ice cream chef =))
-Changed my seat, it feels so comfy as though someone's hugging me.. (:
-Tamagochi! =) haha..

Alrights I'm ready for work! (:

xoxo
Jojo

Happy 1 year anniversary (: