colourful sprinkles

Baked again today =) this time round it's over at Nic's place. We started at 4pm and we're still baking..HAHAHA!!! shall upload the pictures later ;)

what hurts the most

Sometimes "what hurts the most" comes from the people that's the closest to you. It could be your parents, siblings. Was yakking away on the phone with Nic, about how our siblings have treated us. Remembered the times when I was so piss with my sisters that I just word vomit on them, throwing them with very hurtful words, that I believed was unbearable. Thinking back now, I've been mindful of my words these days, so in any point in time, when wrong choice of words are exchanged, it dampens my mood pretty much.

Im not saying that Im all prefect and great, at least try to keep your cool. Im trying my best not to get angry these days, trying to control my temper, and be as patient as possible..

I miss the "buka" timing again! ugh..

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Korean dramas are ever so disheartening..they always make me cry a lot. So much..

Dead log

Came back around 10plus just now and I drop dead on the sofa. I merely sat there to rest my feet, the next thing I know, 4 hours had past. LOL! so embarrassing. Overlooked my roster once again, was suppose to reach briefing room at 0510 instead of 0550, lucky I checked my roster once again after talking to baby on the phone. I still told him confidently that I only need to prepare at 0350 LOL when actual fact I had to prepare by 0310, so yea, it was morning madness once again. There was a freak accident towards terminal 2 looks quite freaky though, the taxi hit a motorcycle, from the look of it, the cab's boot was pretty much dented but the surprising thing was, the motorcycle was in it's upright position but the seat badly damaged, it's believed that the rider has flown quite a distance, because his helmet or something was found quite a distance away.

cab drivers, in the early morning, especially on their way to the airport are the most reckless. It's not the first time such accidents happened.

Feeling pretty hungry right now, but there's nothing at home for me except for instant noodles, hopefully Joleen comes home early today, so she can get me the economic rice =X yes, I'm very lazy, I admit that. And I don't really like to head out whenever I'm home especially during the 7th month.

My eyes are pretty much swelled up right now, because I was watching "Mooncake Resonnace" and I cried my eyes out. Today's episode was how xiao yue was being framed, by Sha jie and Camie.. so hurtful. Ouhh well, now Im feeling sleepy again..

Nap time!

ps: missing you so so much..

Baked

Managed to get the lazy bones out of me and baked. And for a first timer I would say I've done well. =) At least it made me happy, though the first few attempts were burnt. They were still my effort alright.

Was suppose to fast today, but I was so pist over the oven, so it's considered day 1 fasting failed. hmm..

I love the cutie face I made, reminds me of my sotplug. LOL!

coincidental meet up

Was on flight last night, and bumped into Bonnie on my returning sector. It was nice to see familiar faces on flight. She was doing a 6 months internship in Bangalore, imagine that (: it must have been an eye-opener for her. =)

6 months away from home, to a faraway place. If she can do it, so can I =) I've only got 2 more months to go =) hehe.

Didnt manage to catch up with her, and the time ain't right either, it was like 4 plus am in the morning, too tired, and I feel so uncomfortable to be catching up with my friends in my uniform. LOL.

Should have took a picture with her..ugh.

Waiting patiently for the phone call now.. (: while Im watching the mooncake show on cable again. (:

Chance upon a 30 days' 30 letters' project. It's getting me pretty excited. To write a letter everyday to the people mentioned in the list. Sounds pretty interesting and at the same time keep myself occupied. I shall start this project in September. =) so that October reaches me pretty soon. =)

1. Your Best Friend
2. Your Crush
3. Your parents
4. Your sibling (or closest relative)
5. Your dreams
6. A stranger
7. Your lover
8. Your favourite internet friend
9. Someone you wish you could meet
10. Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
11. A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
12. The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
13. Someone you wish could forgive you
14. Someone you’ve drifted away from
15. The person you miss the most
16. Someone that’s not in your state/country
17. Someone from your childhood
18. The person that you wish you could be
19. Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
20. The one that broke your heart the hardest
21. Someone you judged by their first impression
22. Someone you want to give a second chance to
23. The last person you kissed
24. The person that gave you your favorite memory
25. The person you know that is going through the worst of times
26. The last person you made a pinky promise to
27. The friendliest person you knew for only one day
28. Someone that changed your life
29. The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
30. Your reflection in the mirror

SUPER IMPROMTU!!

Was suppose to be sleeping soundly right now, but I was up and about. Followed mummy down to pray for the start of the 7th month, followed by my crazy idea of getting an oven..which I've finally did it!! =) on top of it, I've got my ingredients for cookies session today. I'm so damn happy =) finally my own oven =)

But I do feel pretty drained right now, ouh ouh ouh!! and I've collected my specs! =) DOUBLY HAPPY!! and I've done your errands baby =) don't worry.

I can sleep peacefully now, I feel my shoulders aching badly already.

Good nights for real..
=)

Reader Digest

I want to get copies of Reader's Digest, it's pretty entertaining and easy for me to digest. =)
I love the stories and jokes shared in it, it did made my night so so much better. And for now, it's time for bed. Good night world (:

BANGS..

I CUT BANGS!!!! hahaha, chui to the max..so sad. Kao! this aint the outcome Im looking for..

Been playing around with my hair last night, been thinking of ways to make it look less awkward..hahaha.. Be prepared for lots of nonsense pictures..

=)

I've got my specs done as promised, and stock up the fridge =)

I'm a happy girl. hehe.

Xoxo,

JO

cloudy saturday

The weather is so nice to me once again, it's making me so lazy, but I'm not going to just sit in and rot at home today, Im going out. Walk around. Out with non other than my sissy once again. Need to clear my head a little. It's gonna be "make a specs" day. Been dying to get my hands on a new pair of specs for myself. Aint changing the colour though. It's going to be black..

Been like a turtle for a while now, didnt realise there's a few new eateries at Century Sq, what a doink. Ain't having the crave to have sweet food today, but I would love to have a decaf caramel frap ;) ouhh, speaking of it makes me feel so perked up and excited already. :)

It would have been better if you were here with me....

Distance makes the heart grew fonder..why aint Dubai just one stop away from Tampines?.. at least I wont hear so much echo from my heart..

Okay, let's see I've got a few errands on hand to run, and I've to settle lunch, or should I just have that packet of bee hoon that has been lying there since 8 in the morning? Okay better not go on with the food ramblings, I feel the churning..hahas!

Sasa is having "buy 1 get 1 free.." I'm loving it ;) can anyone be a kind soul and let me know when does the strawberry hair curls at Sasa will come in?, it's been OOS for a long time now..UGH.

Alrights got to go now,

XOXO

J.CO

cold

Where has everyone gone?, I see tons of breakfast in the kitchen, but no one's in sight. It was merely a long island tea last night, but it made me feel like crap inside. It's been a while since I puked. UGH.

Stupid Jo.

comfy & lazy

My eyes are are half open right now as I typed away, Im actually looing at the keyboard than the screen, so I wonder if there'll be any mistakes in the words, but I dont care, I just felt like typing away since I've been sseating here after the phone call from baby. LOL!! It's been a while since I missed his calls, LOL. As he has some particular ringing tone assigned for him, so whenever that song starts I'll be able to jump up and answer his call, apparently lazy bone today almost coulnd't hear it. hahahaha. And for that I got reminded, a STERN WARNING, NO MORE TAKING MC HOR..TOO MANY ALREADY..LOL orhh yes bi..

My eyes are getting smaller as I sit on my rattan chair, or whatever chair is this, it's making me feel so comfortable with my legs crossed I just feel like sleeping back once again. Lucky Im feeling hungry right now, I'll have MacDonald after I finish bathing, it was bought from mum last night, as my hunger died off last night, so I kept it for now, which I guess was a right choic. At least it makes me move my butt out of the chair for FOOD. lol.
K gotta go prepare now, wonder how many error in this entry..LOL!!!!

Ouhh, note to self..not to open the door anymore. There is no ice-cream outside. LOL.. dang..

Xoxo,
sleepy eyes...with itchy throat that is giving me hell, if only I can use something to scrape that throat of mine.

BLAH!

I remember what love said..

Kill me I cried..when love said-No.

It's difficult to explain everything when it's regrading matters of the heart. We gain some we lose some. We gain love we gain hatred, it depends.. LOVE is quite deadly I would say. It makes you and breaks you. I believe certain point in life, everyone has been through this love hate situation where it left you feeling so helpless/so blissful. 2 sides of everything. I've been in both situations, I understand how it actually feels, the irony of it.. I chose to listen to my heart.

Overnight

Gonna stay up tonight to company Jo. She's having her Art prelim's tomorrow,so she's doing some prep work.. hmm they've got 2 prelims before the O levels, so much better off than my time. Wonder how's the school system like these days. Damn, Im hungry right now, and Im having cravings!!! apparently Im craving for mooncake now. LOL superbly random.

2 months down, 2 more to go!! =)

=(

I dont like what I hear. Not a single thing of it. Now I'm so worried =(

Please, I pray that nothing happens. I can't take this kind of joke, I have a weak heart.

sometimes

Sometimes it gets to me when I'm not able to get my point across to others because what I've said to them, might cause a reverse effect, or maybe even backfire at me.

It has happen to me so many times, I just shut down. I just chose not to explain further anymore. If you know me well enough, I will try means and ways to let you understand my point, because I myself feel that communication is so freaking important, it's like the freaking basic foundation.
I have this overwhelming feeling that, people needs to understand my point, and not jump into their own conclusion of what I'm thinking or have to say.

I don't like to be misunderstood, but after certain incidence of the past.. I realise I grew out of it. If they wish to misunderstand me the way they perceive it, then I'll let it be. It shows how much you understand me. If you have uncertainties, clear it with me, trash it out. But if you think it's pointless, or have your own perception of me that you strongly believe in, then shouldn't I save my breath?..because you have already judged me, and gave me the death sentence.

NDP Preview

Nothing beats the actual performance, but I'm glad I was able to see the preview live at Padang. I miss those kind of atmosphere, where I've lost it like, when I was in Primary 5?. I remembered being so excited over NDP when I was young, my family never failed to gather together and watch the parade live on tv. That happened back then when all my uncle and aunt's were living together at my grandmother's place. It was fun, I miss those family bonding. Those were the days, when I will never be home alone. There's bound to be someone home, to company me, have dinner with me, and watch tv with.

Or it could have been that I was still young, thus I enjoyed everyone's presence..well times has change so does everyone else. I remembered having my mum make jellies in the fridge before the telecast on tv, so that we'll be able to enjoy the chilled jellies while all of us glue our eyes to the tv and having the non-interruption period for snacks or what nots.

Today, while my sis and myself were waiting for the parade to start, all this small little images came back to me, as though it happened yesterday. Im not saying that Im being patriotic or what so ever, I just miss having so much fun with my family..

There's way too much pictures to handle..LOL, gotta sort them out now.. =)

emotions overwhelmed

Have I told you how much I miss you?..
I miss you dearly..so so sososososososo MUCH!!

I miss you my bed..LOL!!!

and of course you =)
I miss you chen keke =)


After my flight last night, it just made me miss you even more..
come home soon..

Me love, me soul sister..LOL!!!

Chilly

Off days gets by faster than I've expected. Will be doing an overnight tomorrow, then I'll have my weekends off!! =) can't wait!!

Mr Tan had so much fun last night when he called me like 2:50am? singing the maggie instant noodle song!!!! hahaha wth?! been locked up for too long, the people in the ship are going bonkers already. =) It's nice to hear his laughter though, laughing is contagious as well. =)

I had my fair share of fun in class, thanks to Mr Cass Singh and my hokkien beng, Ng Si Bei!! hahaha, Cass's nonsense are one of a kind that simply makes all of us burst out laughing for no apparent reason, one example was Cass trying to get back his notes from FQ..cus FQ brought the wrong notes for lecture yesterday so she borrowed Cass's and forgotten all about it, so when Cass needs it back he just looks and FQ, unknowing what Cass needs FQ gave Cass the blur look then Cass played along by asking " How are you FQ?" like so loud and random, I just burst out laughing, the scene was hilarious, even Syaz burst out laughing..hahahah..

The class was very noisy last night, not due to discussion of the lecture but the jokers went crazy last night..LOL!!..

Till the next Monday, where the joke starts all over again..

cravings

Im having cravings for ABC soup. Shall have it for lunch tomorrow =)

Dear pimple, though you look pretty cute, can you not appear on my face anymore? I dont have spare cash to invest on you..

No matter how many times I've blinked my eyes, my days still seems so draggy. Can it fast forward a little to at least maybe mooncake festival? 7th month is near the corner, which means mummy is gonna be extremely busy, cus I'll need her to fetch me home once again. LOL!! Laugh for all I care, I just can't help it can?..

I'm pretty lucky today, cus one of the sector was cancelled, so we only need to do the Langkawi sector, which wasn't full at all. I love the load today. =) Ouhh! I had BK for lunch today, like after so long..

Enough of the food rantings, it's making me VERY HUNGRY..zZZ

good nights for now..

xoxo,
Jojo..