simple dinner

It was just a simple dinner over at Vivo with the fellas, though not all responded at least there was a handful. Just the 4 of us, we had dinner at Thai Express, I was craving badly for TOM YUM, so I chose the Tom Yum Pla which is the Tom Yum Fish..it tastes just as good as the seafood. (: Cravings satisfied! and I had Gong Cha twice!! hahaas, it has the ai-yu jellies..I love the purple plum ai-yu tea, =) NICE.

Met up with fen earlier, and we had a shopping spree once again, as I was too hungry when I met her bout 6, we headed to provence to get my favourites =)) munching away happily..hahas..
Then we went cotton on, bought ourselves the same flats hehe and then we went crazy at Daiso. All in all I had 17 items of food and 1 pair of socks. LOL.

Mr Tan wasn't that happy bout me getting shoes again, so I gotta make sure I do wear those flats pretty often.. =p

Though we seldom meet up these days, the fellas are still as nonsense as ever, we all had our fair share of laughters =) It was nice catching up..

Not much pictures taken for tonight, not even a dual picture with Fen.. but it's the company that matters bahh.. =)

Now I know how it feels when there's no response..AT ALL.

blues NOT

My day aint that blue afterall, I had so many things to do. Okay not really MANY but yea, handful, enough to keep my crazy mind from drifting again.

Will be meeting up with the fellas for dinner at Vivo tonight, I miss tom yum madness!!! I was so happy I've manage to find people for dinner tonight, yeaayy!! =) but to my horror, I realise I can't have SEAFOOD?.. DAMN!!! and I'm still arranging dinner at Thai Express..FML TTM!!! I'll have to choose an alternative, seeing it not having it. UGH.

I miss those spicy shits, so so so so so much!!!

Im currently waiting for my hair to be set. I've bought a hair dye from Mustafa the other night with bi and Nel..I would say Mustafa looks nicer now? lol you've got to see it for yourself..back to the hair dye, as I'm sick of seeing those patchy colours on my hair and also the fact that I wanna do something to my hair for the longest time ever..and since I can't do bangs, then I thought an alternative would be to do a touch up for my hair DIY style. I wonder how horrible it'll look,hmm...eitherways since I'm already at my worst, I don't bother much bout the image no more. So be it if im UGLY. As long as Im happy with it, you have no say in MY LIFE.

19mins had past, another hmm 21 mins?.. I don't really know if time really works for such stuff but yea, I guess I'll just follow the typical kiasu style, the longer the better?.. hopefully I do see new colours? or at least no more patchy sights..

Ohh oh oh!! yea watch "Unstoppable" simple storyline but it's nice to watch on a night when you have nothing to do..

I've a list of shows that I've yet to watch and hopefully something happens..LOL!!

-Eat,Pray,Love
-Jackass 3D
-Paranormal Activity 2
-Megamind
-Due date
-Sex and the city 2

hmm yea the list goes on unending.. Im currently still on the drama : Hai pai tian xin..yea laugh at me, I know kinda back dated, but I have khaki to watch it with me, who is non other than Mr Collin Tan. LOL!! That show is silly enough to keep me this optimistic and saint, and the fact that he's there to watch it with me. It's the FIRST TIME my bf would sit and watch a drama with me.. and that's because he's a female trapped in a male's body. LOL!! this statement is quoted from him so yea..

Just so you know Mr Collin Tan,
you RAWK my world! =)

Monday blues..

Was trying to use the Ipad to blog last night apparently to no avail. Thus the details now. I was on a long "leave" which I wonder how much it's going to result in my pay reduction. *Fingers crossed*

The swelling has subsided, though it looks a little bruise on my face with that uglified greenish bruise there. I was glad my weekends was kept busied. At least Bi was there. Though there were really times when I felt like punching him straight in the nose, lol. But isn't it all bout the bittersweet that makes everything more memorable? that's to my own perception. Instead of losing weight, I've been happily gaining all the weight I could ever get. Instead of sticking to the soft food, porridge and what nots I chose hard solid food. Like really hard!. LOL that's the effect of not having proper meals for so long that now, after I've got rid of the wisdom tooth, I ate whatever I felt like eating, though it takes a longer time, I rather take solid food than stick to porridge cus Im really sick and tired of it.

Will be heading back to work like FINALLY. I do miss the work environment, and of cus the $$ flow.
There's still some other stuffs to be done to my tooth. =( REally, I feel pretty fked up. No more candies and all. Feel my pain and agony. =( I've still got one more tooth to pluck, one root canal and hopefully no more reactions from my other 2 more wisdom tooth. I'm still traumatized by the whole dental visit shit.

Love me at my worse or just STAY AWAY FROM ME.

Stay away

As much as I tried to remain positive. Each time I look in the mirror it's like a slap on my face, the swell just wont go away, it doesn't even looks like it is improving..it remains this huge. It's really depressing, getting those weird looks from people. =(

UGLY AND FAT.

We attended Ai Ping's wedding dinner, she's looking at her best =) very sweet, she looked so gorgeous in her princess like gown and her custom sari. "Mums to be and the Dad next door.." so cute. hahas. There was 2 ongoing weddings, so cool. Ai Ping's and her sister-in-law, both held their weddings together, both ex flying crew.. awesome to the max. Pictures will be up later..

Bi, you took the trouble to rush and all just so to company me at the dinner, thankew so much, though at the expense of you being tired..xin ku ni le.. made me laugh so much, thanks for being there for me.. (: sitting beside a monster me.

miss you..

Was randomly editing pictures and happen to fall in love with this.

For you..

Aching mad

My face got even more swollen. This feels so crappy.

Made my way to the office this morning, arrived at the airport about 7:45am ain't I early or what.. hahas.. had a talk with my manager and saw some of my favourites =)

Feeling a little sick right now, gonna go rest some more.

Baby dearest I miss you..so much.

Oh no..

Seriously I hope she doesn't have to restitch again, which I doubt it. Because I can still taste fresh blood in my mouth and the pain is still as excruciating, in fact my face looks more swelled up now. I'm scared of returning back to the dentist, I don't feel so brave anymore.

FML, Im still in agony.

FINALLY!

I did it!! the wisdom tooth is gone! Im in another stage of agony, the pain was excruciating, cried like a baby. The after effect of the painkiller wearing off was horrible. It was too much for me to handle, I was crying away while I changed the gauze. Joleen couldn't take it when she saw me crying, I guess she felt helpless and not know what to do.. I still taste blood in my mouth now, hmmm, no more gauze though. I dare not squeeze the gauze into my mouth anymore, it makes me feel so uncomfortable, and it kinda sticks to my wound, so I dont wish to aggravate it any further. I dont wanna kill myself.

I hope this is the last time I have to visit the dentist to get my wisdom tooth removed. There's just too much things going on at the same time that I actually feel traumatized by the whole process. The dentist didn't really make me feel any much better, after extracting the front part of my wisdom tooth, the dentist seems to be struggling alot and it kinda worries me. True enough, with all the chiseling and all going on, my root doesn't seem to budge. So she had to make me walk out of the room to the xray room with my bloody wound, I was freaking out pretty bad. After the Xray, I had the urge to just run away, run home or something but that didnt happen of course, I obediently returned back to the room to continue with the surgery, that 1 hour seems to be the longest time I've ever had to endure. It's even worse than my root canal. I was literally shivering all over, like how coco will react when she sees the groomer or the vet, that scene should be hilarious, I really don't know how to react. I wanted to laugh at myself, as in my body was literally shivering, not as if I did it on purpose or what, but yea it came naturally, not within my control. LOL.

I had running images in my head as I lay there waiting impatiently for everything to be over and done with. I was scared stiff when I hear the chisel sound thingy it was in my mouth for a good whole 5 mins? I was so afraid that it'll cut my mouth open, like those gore scenes in SAW, my imagination was running wild I tell you. Then I imagine myself in one of those jackass scenes, which I almost choked myself, as I was too engross with my imagination that I forgot to swallow/breathe.. how dumb is that..hahas..

Mum says my face doesn't look swollen, which I beg to differ. If she say my face not swollen, that means IM FAT!! freaking hell.

That's alot of shit I've gone through for today. But I manage to finish my big bowl of porridge, 2 packets of pineapple tart and small slices of pear. Hmm, Im having cravings for bubble tea!!! kaoz.. this is crazy..

I miss you baby..

I wanna laugh so hard but I can't!!! TMD!!!! TOINK!!!
Joleen just said something dumb. Italics ( Ee-TAR-Licks) HAHAHAHAHA!!!! freaking hell!!! I cant laugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haahahahahaha.. SHIT!!!!! OUCHHHH MY JAW!!! they purposely sia!!!! now my mum wanna join in the fun and create nonsense to see me suffer...SSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BBBBBBAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

STUPID

Im goddamn stupid. I could have just gone to this dental instead of returning to the same dental clinic. This one that I've just gone, could arrange for an operation for me at 330pm today. Phew~ a sigh of relief for me finally. Seriously, Im freaking stupid. So much for listening to my doctor to go here and there and what not when I can just go to other dental clinics and see what they can do for me.

STUPID DUMB ME.

AGAIN

I wonder how many entries I can come up with in a day. Since 3-ish in the morning till now, this should be like my 3rd post already?, I've edited my "Taiwan" entry, as in more visuals added in.

Im glad the ache is gone for the time being after taking the painkillers. I'll have to head down to the doctor and then to the polyclinic to hopefully get my referral letter from the gp. So much to go through. K A R M A. This is the result. Geng too much mc's in the past, now that I have real cases I fear of taking mc. K A R M A!!!.. now it's time I suffer. Like suffer big time, called up Raffles hospital..they have standby dentist, that will cost me $500 just to activate him that doesn't include gst and consultation fees and what not. Then I called SGH, they have dentist available, and I'll just have to pay $90 flat rate for consultation, charges for the removal of wisdom tooth and what not have to base on dentist to access my situation before they can charge accordingly. Then nget was telling me there's such thing as getting the hospital to send the bill to my place as in to pay later, which apparently made me see a glimpse of light, but then again.. after checking, there's no such condition. SAD right.

So people out there, heed old people's advise..save for the rainy days. So that when such things happen, you won't have to bother bout money matters.
Is there any dentist that's running a charity drive or something, like helping the needys to pluck out their wisdom tooth?.. UGH.. how else shitty can things get for me?.. IM AT THE LOWEST PIT.

Some pictures to make your day..
Laugh at my FUGLINESS..







I was contemplating whether to cut bangs or not, and when I ask this question, bi will reply" Do you need me to show you how you look like with bangs?" then images of the bowl like fringe appears in my head, the hair that went wrong, so bad that it sticks to me like a nightmare from elm street. FUGLY was the only word which I consider appropriate.

I looked god damn fugly, like a drag in this picture. GOODNESS!! *smacks forehead*

That's some fugly pictures of me to entertain your day.

Back to my toothache. FML totally.

Something to distract me

Silver's really cute in this video, the both of them actually.. at least it made me smile..

WORSE

Im fucking feeling at my worse. K A R M A.

In agony

Im wide awake right now, the toothache is seriously getting to me. Im running a temperature and I don't know what to do. I just popped 2 painkillers hopefully something happens, at least to numb the ache or something. I really cant take it.
I dont wish to take mc this is like the worse ever. To have all the nonsense all at once. It's like there's no quick relief for this. And this is it.

IN AGONY.

Devastated

To get a referral letter from the polyclinic, I'll have to wait till END OF DECEMBER before I can FIX AN APPOINTMENT with NDC. By then wouldn't I have died of hunger?. It's like Im force to go on strike with my tummy. It's growling so loudly for food, but I can't bite anything. The trip to my company doctor was redundant, she did filling for me which is totally irrelevant to my pain.

Though I've got a referral letter from my doctor, NDC will charge me under private which will cost up to 2K, and that for any other appointments with NDC in near future which I hope not, will be charged as private no subsidy no nothing. So I drop the idea of sending my referral letter from my company doctor. Now, I need to go to the polyclinic to see their dentist which is like..end of December for them to understand the situation before they can write a referral letter for me to make an appointment with NDC for wisdom tooth removal........

Is it so difficult to just write a referral letter for me so that I can make an appointment with NDC?..

FML TO THE MAX, now I can only rely on painkillers for god knows till when. The Xray I did is making me more worried. My wisdom tooth is growing horizontally, that's why my other tooth are feeling so much pain, so much so that Im running a temperature..

Any recommendations for extremely strong painkillers? apparently the panadol extra aint working for me.

FML.

Airy

Dear wisdom tooth, how are you now? I'm kinda missing you right now, it's a black hole on the left upper of my gum. If it's not for the lower widom that's causing the problem you wouldn't have to go.

It took me 1 hour to finish my bowl of shredded pork with mushroom rice. LOL thanks Fen for the company..lol, to watch the bo guay take her meals slow and steady. hahaha.

Now I've got 3 more wisdom tooth to go. Man, I wanna rid of all my agony. I look so rundown right now. So many red dots on my face, frizzy hair, bloated face and thunderous thighs. I'm looking at my WORST. Oh well..

Bleah..
Time to rest, feeling giddy already..

Not Okay..

The consumption of panadol is getting more intensive now. The fact that the dentist aint open on Sunday kills me. I shall wait till Monday. Dear toothache can you just spare me from the agony. It's pretty much irritating. I need to pop panadols to temporary numb the pain. With the headache and the earache, I guess it's the wisdom and that cracked molar pressing on my nerves.

Monday. Just 1 more day.

TAIWAN

Seriously, I wont mind going to Taiwan once again, because the time spent there was not enough..or should I say it'll never be enough? LOL I had tears forming in my eyes on the day we had to leave Taiwan. There's no culture shock, and it's not that complicated to get to places. There's just so much to see in Taiwan, they have the countryside and the modern era sites of Taiwan. I like those kind of feel. Unlike all the high rise buildings you see everywhere in Singapore. I mean it's nice to go away to places like this once a while. And also the fact that I have bi there with me. That means a whole lot to me. (: With bi around, I have no worries, it's like a sense of security, like I'll never have second thoughts like..ohh no will we be able to head back to the hotel, is he going the right way.. those thoughts didn't came to me at all. (:






I really enjoyed myself over there, though there were times when I tried to "la sai" lol. It's the first time I see bi angry okay.. lol. Pattern more than badminton! hahas, and I learned a new command from "san yi". LOL!! so funny!!.. Pictures are up, this time round in bi's album cus we're using his camera throughout the whole journey cus mine was of a lower quality..so yea. Hahaas.. I've missed out on quite a number of places, I hope I get to go there soon, this time round maybe I'll go for a week! hahaha, cus 5 days is really too little for us.

I miss the "cong yiu bing","qi li xiang",the family mart and the 7-11 and the ramen shop, and the "di gua qiu"..so many!! hahas..oh mann..




I've finally went on a vacation before the end of 2010. (:
I'll always remember the nonsense, laughters and fun thrills we had over in Taiwan.. (:

Bibi chen, wo ai ni. (:

finally!!!

Im finally in Taipei!!! I cant believe this, it's been so long since I've gone for a holiday, though it's raining outside now, nothing stops us from roaming around the place while we wait for Mich and the rest to meet up with us at the hotel.

Once again I behave like a mountain turtle, I bet I've got on bi's nerves. LOL!! what! I just cant help it right.. I've bought my oversize yakult, hopefully will be able to hit Shilin tonight, shop till we drop!!!!

Bibi..thanks for companying me here.. =)

I love the 7-11 and family mart!! lol so colourful!!!!!!!!!!

I'm like in a holiday mood for the longest period of time ever. Been missing so much from school, literally MIA-ed from the SIM-ers. Great. Wonderful. The grave has been dug and it's all ready for me to lie in and cover up with mud. Lost my priorities once again. In my own lala land. Bi calls me LG = Lazy girl. ): Hais.

My groupmates gonna shoot me down BIG TIME. It's already the 18th. Everything is in a mess.. my stuffs ain't packed, I've got a long flight tomorrow, the weather forecast aint showing very good weather though. I have to play tug of war at night, NO BLANKET!. I need to jot that down in my shopping list, my OWN BLANKET.

Complacency sets in once again.

I cant agree more..

Geek in progress.

For every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. -Quoted from Roz-