I'm not perfect no one is, I'm not saying that everyone has to like me neither am I here to be a clown to please all. After a while in this chaotic industry or should I say in every industry, you'll learn that you can't trust no one except yourself. If you're able to find a handful amongst the people, you should start counting your blessings.
I'm glad I know who got my back, so long as you do what you're suppose to do and not interfere in unnecessary 'stirs', you're more or less on safe grounds. I'm no master of the 'sa-ka' and do not bow down to them. I'm trying to learn the way of not being so judgmental of things/people unless necessary. It's a bad habit I picked up before and I'm trying to do away with it. After all, 'hear says' are pretty harmful, it hurts relations and other factors will subsequently snowball.
It's best to let bygones be bygones.
Be the bigger man..
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Wednesday, May 04, 2011
Early morning
It's pretty sad that I can't continue to sleep further especially on my off day. I gave up trying to sleep after tossing and turning in bed for the longest time ever.
I've another dental appointment later at 9:30am with RMG. I'm bearing so much fear in me, I guess that's partly why I couldn't sleep in peace. The thought of the dentist trying to use those shiny equipments in my mouth..UGH. It's really a serious investment for me. The sufferings just got to end. I haven't been able to chew properly for the longest period of time and it seriously upsets me, as I'm a person that's fond of eating. It came to a point whereby I rather pop pills to kill the aches and not eat for the rest of the day, that's how bad the ache got to me. No more sweet tooth, it has finally taken a toll on my tooth. ) :
While these past few weeks that I'm away from here, I went ice-skating!! I enjoyed myself a lot though it was kind of tiring as I was trying to cope with the skates for the first hour, while the bf has to stick with me to ensure that I don't fall. So sweet of him, so bad of me. I kept pushing him away, as in I want him to go enjoy, instead of sticking to me when I needed support. LOL. It was pretty much a tiring day for him, as he was wearing skates that had slightly bended blades. I really enjoyed skating. At least I managed to skate better in the second hour. We bought volleyball as well. (: can't wait to get my hands on it (: There's so much that went on in the past weeks, caught a few movies, hung out with his friends. All in all I don't have much to complain about (: hahaha.
I enjoyed myself while bf did the back breaker (:
I've another dental appointment later at 9:30am with RMG. I'm bearing so much fear in me, I guess that's partly why I couldn't sleep in peace. The thought of the dentist trying to use those shiny equipments in my mouth..UGH. It's really a serious investment for me. The sufferings just got to end. I haven't been able to chew properly for the longest period of time and it seriously upsets me, as I'm a person that's fond of eating. It came to a point whereby I rather pop pills to kill the aches and not eat for the rest of the day, that's how bad the ache got to me. No more sweet tooth, it has finally taken a toll on my tooth. ) :
While these past few weeks that I'm away from here, I went ice-skating!! I enjoyed myself a lot though it was kind of tiring as I was trying to cope with the skates for the first hour, while the bf has to stick with me to ensure that I don't fall. So sweet of him, so bad of me. I kept pushing him away, as in I want him to go enjoy, instead of sticking to me when I needed support. LOL. It was pretty much a tiring day for him, as he was wearing skates that had slightly bended blades. I really enjoyed skating. At least I managed to skate better in the second hour. We bought volleyball as well. (: can't wait to get my hands on it (: There's so much that went on in the past weeks, caught a few movies, hung out with his friends. All in all I don't have much to complain about (: hahaha.
I enjoyed myself while bf did the back breaker (:
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