Bored

Was trying to change my blog template a few days back, but DAMN there were several errors that I can't figure out. Cus I aint no IT student and I'm seriously noob towards such stuff.
So a few updates..

I had my hair extension!! lol, freaking costed me a fucking BOMB. $140. I got chided for that, like literally spend whatever I have left on it, and it doesnt look natural at all, cus it's only 70 strands. =( $2 per strand.
So that is one thing down. I've finally gone back to school, but sadly not today, as I'm having a horrible throat that even swallowing down the saliva would own my throat man. ARGH. Hate this crap.

Went to parkway ytd..it was FUN =) was stuck at Borders for almost an hr plus, we were stuck at the "Games" section, searching for " Where's Wally" it's damn addictive man! lol. I was the winner for the night. LOL. =x Before that, had Ajisen, hmm no doubt Im not a fan of RAMEN, still I gave it a shot. I tried the ermmmmm.. ton smth, I cant recall the name, it taste real nice as in the soup and the bacon I think. The ramen was "O-K".
So basically, I was literally laughing the whole day even though my throat was giving way. ;) Still, I enjoyed myself.

I love hardgay's swimming trunks. LOL!!!!!! ( if you know what I mean..) hahahah.

My throat hurts..
Anyone..BINTAN? in march?..

When you learn to cherish

Simply shuts me off. I wonder why.
Am I that irritaing?. I hate doubting myself.

Cramps

Post syndrome for exams, work and future. Is giving me extremely bad cramps. I don't like this feeling, yet I've still got to work 2pm today. ARGH =(

Too much of thinking in the day resulted in a bad nightmare. I can't remember what I dreamt but it was kinda bad, that I actually broke out in cold sweat. Hmmm, but some how or rather you were in the dream. Okay, thanks for waking me up this morning, hahas. I still insisted on having 20 more mins.. =p but I guess this woman fell back asleep alr..hahas! you and your MIDNIGHT shift!! GGRR!!! continue later when im back, gotta go to sch alr.. byee

Is it my fault things became this way?. Time is always a factor, I'm always in the wrong time frame, eventually I feel the intense hurt. Ha. So what if graduation is nearing, is it going to make any difference. Cynical.

I've just realised I've set my priorities wrongly. And definately planned it wrong. I see things in a new light now, but I guess everyone will be like going " yah right there she goes again.." Hahas, but this time round I've got to be determined. It's like finally my dream came true. There's bound to be sacifices to make. I'll lose some things that holds great significance to me. I'm known to people as a confused girl. I hope I'm confuse no more.
Time for me to really PLAN FOR THE FUTURE. within less than a month, I'm leaving ITE for good. So my first top priority is to clear my finals. It's not going to be easy, I need to be extremely disciplined. Force myself.

This roller coaster has to stop. It's time for me to get off the ride. I cant live my life this way anymore.
So I'll be

-Mugging real hard for this fucking finals.
-Stop being paranoid for small stuffs, which is getting on peoples' nerve.
-Stop taking things for granted.
-Cherish whatever I'm left with.
-Look Forward.

I dont wish to look back ten years from now regretting like fuck.


Good Nights.

New Loves

I've fallen for Marie Digby's vocals man..and Richie Kotzen's talent.........OH MANNNN!!! THEY ROCK MAN!!

Fucking PIST OFF

Headache man, woke up early like 6 in the MORNING OKAY..
Just to wake some people up, eventually I got screwed. Okay, if I make people wake me up in the morning, at least I'll try my very best to not SHOUT or make the person feel fucked up for waking me up.
If you get a remark like " YOU'RE VERY IRRITATING!! " zZZz wasnt I suppose to wake you up no matter what?..
When it's not appreciated, it just stings me. So yea, thanks for ruining my morning. Thankew so much. I just love having a fucked up morning to start off with.

I'm missing the fish head steamboat alr..

* I need you boo..gotta see you boo...* - Chris Brown : With You ROCKS!

Missing out

Although we're left with maybe less than a month till the final exams.. I've been skipping school as though exams were over. Loads to catch up on..any kind souls willing to burn their mid-nights with me?.. Apart of me wanna do well for this final shit..a part of me is left wandering. This is extremely bad, and I've got no one else to blame but myself for landing up in such a state, and I guess Ms Choo has already come to terms with it.

We're giving up on ourselves, before people gave up on us. I feel a lil wee bit stressful having to turn up for school like say tomorrow?.. I dont wish to see Ms Choo's face and people hounding us for our projects. I feel bad, but it just doesnt seem to have a big impact on me till the extend of making myself going the extra mile.
This sounds so loser man. Any kind souls willing to help this useless person here?.. =( Call me sadist, but I miss the days when my mum FORCE me to study, cus no matter how unwilling I was to study, the cane was always there for me, so yea. I never wanted to give in to the cane..
Like wad Ed said, I'm always giving in to the devil in my mind. It's too late for soul searching, just fucking pray that at least I clear my sem man. One last final stretch and that's it. GET THE HELL OUT OF ITE.
Speaking of which, Im gonna miss the class man, though I didnt made myself THAT sociable, only a handful were close to me..

Remembering the first day of school, when I cursed and sweared bout how fucked up this class was, which still does in a way..LOL!! I'm kidding!! okok.. the first time Van spoke to me in the auditorium..the first time I made friends with Shu Zhen and Co, the first time I thought Syahid was damn cool but turns out to be otherwise..the first time when I thought Zhe Wei was some fucked up ah beng..lol! joking larr! as in like those typical AH BENG..hmmm, the first time when Audrey and Van walked up to me and said I had flawless complexion when I had a pimple on it..My first found best fren SITI ZAHARA..hahas..Andeline the one that I thought was in the wrong course..hahas..Rina the noisy girl in class..hahas..still is ehh still is..LOL..hmm who else let's see..Jinyi aka JING YI aka Edmond aka HANDSOME ED..hahas.. the ah goon I thought, on his first day in class, whom turn out to be the funniest monkey..hmmm, Ryan and Ming han when we went to watch X-men3 lol! when we were suppose to do CIP, together with SuZhen..Gabriel that fella who fell for Yvonne, hahas!! u sucker! lol!! hmmm Yvonne that went haywired..Jieyin ever wanna fight with me..lol..Cai ling the one that has nice hair..Siyu the very skinny girl with long hair, Felicia hmmm the monitress..Huifen..the loud speaker!! lol!! no offence, but you seriously gotta tone down a bit.. =p Yati, the purple eye girl..nice lady..Farhana the ever so sporty lady of QA!! hahas.. Deedee the damn hot chick..hahas..Nysha the pretty girl..Ira I seriously love her hair..Alfred my suck blood brother..LOL..Johnson, the fella that sits beside me during OFA who likes to stay on soccer.net... Tom the fella that skidded near Circuit rd..hahas..hmmm,Azure the one that looks tao..hahas. Nurul the one who has very slim figure when she turned up at the first ever class chalet with tudung yet still looks nice..Sharifah very quiet girl that kinda get bullied at times..Naeera, she uses profound words man!! the twins..hahas. Kappoo the ever so irritating fella in first sem..that eventually went MIA..Allvyn he likes to drink..as of what Ms Choo said..quan tien the ever sleepy guy..Iza the shortest yet smartest..no offence arhh.. ;) Jun Jie!! wah wah wah this fella, always careless during OFA..Yana, I only started talking to her like 3rd Sem?..cool chick.. did I miss out anyone??..if I did, my sincere apologies okay?..
Anyway, though it's only 2 years, it's nice having people around in this class, though Im not that sociable to all, but I hope U dont forget my name someday when you happen to bump into me..Last but not least...of cus it's Joycelyn!!!, she is with me since sec 4 okay! lol..I didnt put ur name last on purpose okay..she was with me day 1 of school alrite! a gamer.. the one with all the latest gadgets.. =)

Im JOANNE.=)

Dress on SALE

Wore only once selling at $18. Contact me at daze1034@hotmail.com

Lady is 163cm.

CNY 4th Day

So right now I'm freaking bored. Ended up betting soccer with Senget..hahas!
I bet Liverpool gonna win so yea, you better suck thumb and just pay that $1.50! hahas..
Went Hog's Breath Cafe with the cheeky girls..lol. To celebrate Lily's belated 21st!

Man, we're turning 21 this year..freaking fast man.

The food there was not too bad, I liked the MUDPIE! hmmmmmmm =) yummylicious.
We're like talking bout Edison..LOL! comparing stuffs like is this the standard asian size etc, etc. LOL!

Okay, cut that crap..I sang the birthday song to the WRONG PERSON! lol..instead of singing.. " Happy Birthday to Lily... I sang it as "Happy Birthday to Sheryl.." LOL!!! OH MAN!!!!!! hahahs..

i'm lazy to blog alr..

Oh yea Im waiting for " The Leap Years", "P.s I Love You", I wanna watch them..
Who's up for "27 dresses" and " Ah Long Pte Ltd" ?!! Please bring me along to watch it!!! thankew very much!

Pictures uploaded =)

[ Birthday Girl ]
[ The Cheeky Girls ]
[ Lily & Cactus ]
[ Mudpie!! ]
[ah Long's gf ]

CNY- 3rd Day

Desperate means calls for Desperate measures. LOL.

Theme Park

I wanna head down to the theme park!! any takers?..

1st day of CHINESE NEW YR

Happy Chinese New Yr to all =)
Had a fruitful CNY eve, ate so much till my tummy felt weird and therafter was CJ7 with bi..
I would give it a TWO THUMBS UP!!! the show was way awesome =)
Though it's more like a non-fiction movie, where aliens exist, man that little CJ7 sure looks like my coco baby..hahas!
A movie which I literally CRIED! and laughed like mad..hahas. I LOVE IT! =)

Gonna prepare and head out to my ah mah's place fer second round of steamboat from where we left ytd, lol, and more steamboat at nite at my great grandmother's place..OH MANN!! Spare me from the sinfulness.

I fell in love with the DJ.. hahas.
I'm getting so high..

ANG BAO WO LAI LE!!!!!!!! =)

Ps: Can I own a CJ7 too? I promise I'll treat it good..hahas..

LEAVE ME ALONE.

Struggling Down.

People make choices everyday, every decision you make, you ought to know there'll be consequences to face. I faced mine. And I'm taking the other way out.
What are white lies?..
I dont seem to be able to comprehend, I've not forgotten.

Closed chapter.

Anticipating. It's Nerve Wracking.