IMVU

went for work and training, lately tt's my lifestyle. Work and training.
Wasnt really a good day for me ytd, cus sort of lyk had a little conflict during training, i wasn't on form and the morale of the team was kinda bad.
Well, and i was having fever, hmmm, what a day.

Woke up kind of early today, and was excited to try out the IMVU thingy. lol
And it's kind of fun to me, sort of Sims-lookalike. lol..
Had fun chatting with van in IMVU..
AUDREY!! YVONNE!!! d/l IMVU!!! hahas..then we can slack in starbucks and chat le..
lol..

'out

Hong Kong Cafe part II

Aright im back here to blabber once again.
Just came back from work, feeling kinda exhausted though i didnt do much at work today.
Well took alot of pictures today, hahas.

Alrights bout last night.
Met up people of East View Primary.hahas.
Had dinner at Hong Kong Cafe.
People involved-Fang,Pei,Phei,Jun and Na..
hahas..we laughed so much, we ate alot and we had DESERT! whoot`
what a dinner. =))

Alright i guess my mind is too dead to blabber too much..
hahas..
i'll try to upoad pics now.

Missed my bf ):
Though we quarrelled and all,
I melted when he just treats me sweetly.
I miss your bear hug!..
Will most likely be seeing him on either Thurs or Fri..not sure.
Miss you.

Dinner at HOng Kong Cafe

Met up with the usuals for dinner..wonder if im able to upload the pics.
After meeting up with them, my moodswings all gone. hahas.Funny bunch of nonsense people, never fail to brighten up people's day. =))
Argh stupid blogger is giving me probs. Shall upload the pics other time.
Got to go, working at 10 tmr.

nights.

okay, so i've failed.
No matter what i do, fucking things happens.
I kept very calm, tried talking nicely on the phone.
And i fucking missed out on the submit request part!..
I was so engrossed on the blardy class details shit, i omitted the submit request part.
Just cause i wanted to get the the submission thing over and done with soon.
It resulted in more shit. Now he is left with some crappy module, seriously i feel bad. I hate doing this kind of things.Yes, no doubt it's something very simple. Yet, I SCREWED IT UP.
Yes, i don't use my brains, yes its all my fault. Why the hell they only open up so little vacancies.
When i was in the page, it was left with 4 vacancies, but i screwed it up.
Yes, I've SCREWED IT UP.

I'm way disappointed with my capability. Seriously, what am i good for?.
Nothing i suppose, N-O-T-H-I-N-G
I'm only good at whining,sleeping,crying my eyes out for all the stupid reasons.
It's all my fault, what can i do to make things better?..N-O-T-H-I-N-G.
Bascially, i've did nothing right. Nothing to make him happy.
Therefore, in conclusion- A B-U-R-D-E-N to him.
Yes, a BURDEN. Nothing but a BURDEN to him.
I am neither good in studies, nor do i follow instructions well.
What the hell is wrong with me?..
People yelled at me for the same reasons.
Everyone, all of my boyfriends.
I do see this problem, by why can't i fix it?..
I fucking suck to the core.
Why can't i get things done correctly.

A senior crew who doesn't do the part of one.
A student who failed in her studies.
A girlfriend who failed in doing anything right for the relationship.
A daughter who failed - (one that would do the parents proud.)
A friend who people rather not have.

I'm afterall- a failure.

Enough said, my day is busted.

mandatory IS modules

Im up so early today because i gotta sign up an IS module for bf, as he got work, i gotta help out.
I don't seem to understand what the e-mail was trying to say, it seems like they are writing in some gibberish language which i dont understand. Hahas.
I bet i got to be real calm when i call him later at 12pm to do his IS module thingy.
Everytime when i got to do this kind of thingy, i'll get so pist, as it's like i'm the one viewing the thing not knowing a clue on how to go about with it, while he is the one knowing what to do but can't view it and will have to try his best to explain to me. IN conclusion, with both impatient people trying to work out something on the phone would mean D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R.
I hope i don't piss him off. If i do and he hangs up the phone, there goes his IS module.
The stupid computer would randomly allocate him. And if that happens, I would be in deep shit.
Therefore i got to be real NICE and i MEAN it. I won't want the computer to randomly pick a stupid IS for him, and eventually it's whose fault for that...not him, not the com, not my parents, not his parents..ITS MY FAULT. So yea, im in a sort of stressful position myself too..
Hahas, enough said, i've got to get ready.

'Out

busy day at Tembling

Loads of customers today, i was late.hahas, as per usual.
Saw my primary school friend, Cheryl.Gave her discount.
Had "zui kuey" for dinner, hahas very nice! =)
My manager went to buy K800i when he went to got us dinner. IDIOT.
Meeting up with my primary school friends tomorrow..Whee` =))
Currently waiting for my hair to dry before heading to bed, so during the meantime, i'll just surf the net or something.
I've seem to misplaced my Ftt receipt.OMG, and i've forgotten the date.Im D-E-A-D.
Alright i've seem to lose the talent of blogging nonsense on my blog..
Enough said..
Im off

When love comes around'

just woke up;

Just woke up!..omg..half a day wasted..LOL
Actually woke up at 10 plus this morning, but i felt that it was too early for me..
After heading back to sleep, i only woke up now. Damm.
Now my eyes are still so swollen, arghs. hahas
Going to work soon, gotta go prepare soon. hmmm,
How's everything?..

'Out

my eyes are feeling real tiny..hahas

Finally!! i've finally complete watching the whole show of Full House..all the Dvd..wahahas..
and my eyes feel way so tiny..hahahs..
and i guess its bed time for me..*yawns*
A very nice show which i wont feel bored watching it over and over again..
No doubt they are always bickering at one another..but, in a way..its all in all a feeling which is difficult to explain..only be felt with the heart =))

I can feel exactly what they went through..
This shows brings out the cuteness of the character of ji en..
Her acting is awesome, her facial expression..when she gets mad..being provoked..
hahas..she's really very cute..tt's why it made Rain "Ying Zai" fell so deeply in love with her, she has a unique character that attracts him to her.
She gets along well with people and she makes every little thing seems so enjoyable doing..
She's a simple,innocent girl..that never allows others to bully her..
A strong and independent girl..on the other hand..as she is innocent..her thinkings at times would be kinda.."ben ben de"..hahas..
Well..it's a MUST WATCH drama series..

It makes u cry.laugh,and feel her silliness..
hahahs..overall a nice show!!!..
my eyes are way tiny now..lol..
and my nose hurts!..
loads of tissue used tonight..lol..due to my tears..hahas..
mum gonna nag at me again..=x

Went to work today, was quite enjoyable..
worked with fen and jean sure brings the gossip queens together man..LOL..=p
dear came to pick me up after work, so sweet bahhs?..hehe =x
guess he's either still playing game, or asleep at Ken's place..
shall turn in already..
im working tmr..6-11 pm at Tembling Haagen Dazs..
bleahs..

' Love =))

at home-PArt 2

Woke up around 1 plus just now..
woke up to an empty house..no one around..only me and my dog..
wonder where have my sisters gone..but oh well..it's good to be alone at times..

went out for dinner ytd..met up with bf.
had rojak for dinner..and we headed to CS's arcade to play the Drums.
Was suppose to be having dinner with ken and the rest, but all came late, so me and bf have our dinner first.
After playing at the arcade..mas came and the rest has arrived at the mutton shop..so we went over to meet them. And off we headed to Ken's place..

After trying for about 4 hours or more?..lol..on the guitar..i manage to play "Holiday" starting base part and "Guang Huai Fang Shi" starting part..hahas..all half past six..=p
Dear went in to Ken's rm to rest while i continued playing on the guitar..watched tv all the way till bout 5..after Oprah's show..went homez..

Bf felt that i didnt show any concern for him ytd, as he was still ill..and he's grown numb to my "sorry's".Well seriously, i mislooked that part out. I thought he was feeling better and everything, and that he was playing games with ken and mas at first..so i was left playin on the guitar..for quite a while..i don't know..

'Out

alone at home

hello mr daryl..view my blog eh..wahahahs..

aiya..it's so difficult to upload pics to my BLOG!!! argh! =((


yeah! can upload the pic alr..hahas..i wana buy this bag..wahaha..it's only 39 bucks..wahaha..im gonna get u! next month..ahahs..

and that was my lunch..hahas..bleah

the bag i wana buy..wahahs..

well..im bored at home..wahahs..

oh well..i noe i look stupid..but its my PROB!! hahas..

im just sick with this CRAMPS!..its driving me nuts..

bleah!

bad =((

i am currently PMS-ing officially NASTY
The cramps are officially killing me..
i skipped singing club for today..
disappointed =(
can't sing!!..
was looking forward for today..
at first i was lazy to get out of bed to prepare for Singing Club..
But when i finally got up to prepare..
The cramps attacked me...
AAArrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

not in a good mood...dont mess with me..i bite!

Photographs speaks a thousand memories.

Went over to Dar's place to bring him to the doctors..
Was not in a ease of mind, having to press the doorbell and making the grandmother answer the door.
Because somehow..i know that his family members doesn't really like me..
Dar was still having high fever..he was like sort of bed-ridden..
Helped him put on his clothes..and brought him to the doc.
I didnt really treat him nicely..i kept using the towel..dapped it into the pail of ice water..and smacked it onto his body..hahas..kinda mean..=x
Well..after bringing him to the doc..and company him back home..helped him dish the porridge and fed him..like a big baby..=x..
but he was ill..real ill..so i tried my best to take care of him..
After makin sure that he has his med and barley water, his grandma cooked..rested for a while and i left for home arnd 6..

Did nothing much at home..i bought fruits on my way back..
watched tv..and chatted a little with my sis..
took out my photo album..laughed at the pictures..
and some memories..

and i found my diary..that's like so long time ago..
afterall..its nothhing..
im gg to school for the singin club thingy..
aint sure how many will show up...
just try my luck..maybe after that drop by dar's place and check on him or something..

good nites.

how long more?

how long more can i still endure with all the hurting words?..well..i dont know..
It's like the rubber band is stretching longer and longer..and it aint gonna hold back..it's just stretching the band to the extreme limit..
I've grown numb..
you knew i didnt liked being scolded to a drastic state..
Why is it that at times like this you make me feel that ur're so insensible..
i'll take that ur're sick and not argue back with you..
But that doesnt mean that you can jolly well..take me for granted..
You've always said that i hurt ur feelings..have you considered mine?..
I know all these vulgarities are in you..you cant change that..but at least try when you want to use these words on me..
i'm just telling you..this rubber band is stretching...
please dont use all these strong words on me..
It wont salvage the situation..it'll just make me walk away. far far away...

failure.

Wasnt really a good day today.
Met up with PS and yL..walked around Tm as Ps wanted to get jacket for work..
She needs a total white jacket..but we found none..
After shopping and having dinner with them..
They headed home..while i went to meet him and the rest.
Well..he was complaining that he wasn't really feeling that good..
But i didnt really bothered..
I remembered once when he was ill..
I skipped my first main team training..for touch rugby..just to take care of him..
Now he's sick once again..
Had a little quarrel..and both gave the cold shoulders..
throughout the whole of the time..
He was feeling real weak..
After smoking..he got worse..thus we went back by cab..him,mas and me..the usual 3
I alighted first..
i shouldnt had alighted..should had gone over to his place..
He was right..
I only cared about myself..
I did had the intention of going over to his place..to take care of him..
But i didnt..
Not sure what i was angry about..
I left him alone....im so FUCKED UP..
Wasnt there for him when he needed me the most..
now im worried sick..feel like just takin my dad's bicycle and go over to his place..
But what can i do?..it's already late..and i don't know my way to his place by bicycle..
I regret not going over to his place..wtf was i angry about?!!!.. :(
I guess the only thing i can do..which i would..is to appear at his block downstairs tomorrow..
Call him around 11plus?..or maybe earlier..and bring him to the doctor..
He did call me when he reached home..but he didnt do anything..
Not even taking the panadol..
He's running a high fever....
Dammit..im so fucked up..
FUCKED UP.

Dear,im really sorry. I should had gone over to your place..
At least i could be there to sponge you..and make sure u take ur medicine..
But i wasnt there to do anything..
What have i done?..

I deserve nothing man..
I feel so tired myself.
Fucked up.

a song felt with memories..

I guess Bf would be real upset to know tt im listenin to Jay Chou's latest song right now..
i cant help it..seriously..his songs are real nice..i swear..

Was listening to Bai Se Feng Che..oh mann!..i swear..that song sure was meaningful..
It made me well..cried. Yupps..i cried, because it brought back memories of me and my once best friends back in RC haagen Dazs..
They were very nice people..aint sure what was the reason..all of us went our seperate ways..and im only in contact with fen..cus we're now working at Tembling..
Reminiscing back of the past..when we went to Mt Faber, while kelz drove us up there..LOL..
It was so much of funny episodes running through my mind..
They were the colest collegues i ever had in RC..bestest wroking kahkis..the unbeatables..lol..

Well..i dont mind meeting up with them..
But i believe things would be different now..
It's like those feelings were lost..
Never brought back..
and that..they have their new groups now..
yupps..
nothing much..

packed.

Well i just got back home after fetching my sis back from school..she had fever and was stuck in the sick bay..thus i've got to rescue her..lol..

let's back track..
Accompanied sh to a few shops ytd..and she got her "gift"..hahas..after which..met Audrey..companied her down to Novena..we didnt had to get out of Novena as we saw her cousin whom, her friend wanted to head down to the headquarters for an interview..so all Audrey had to do was to pass her the stuff and off we head to next destination..
Bugis..wahhas..
We went there to look for yvonne at the same time..Aud went for the interview..
von was real hyper ytd..seems like after her clubbin session..she cant stop dancing..
she was dancing away ytd when we saw her at her store..wahahs..
i bought a white watch..hahas..i knda like it alot..but still it cant replace my adidas..hahas..

After everything..Aud and i head back to Tamp..it's time for our GYM session..LOL..yes i've said GYM!!..hahhas..
On our way to the GYm..i saw her..what a day!..i'm not sure what was her problem..but she still has that look back then in school..well..can u wake up girl?!!..no one lives in the past?!!..and her stupid POPEYE friend..trust u to have this kind of friend..the sight of that POPEYE irks me..yucks..
Oh well forget about it..it's ur lost girl..not mine.. ;p
We hit the GYM and finished after about an hour plus nearing 2?..Aud did the treadmills for full 20mins..while i went around doing the weights and stuff..hahahs..LOADS of nonsense happened..
hahhas..before we did the treadmill..we tried doing cruches and sit-ups..we tried hooking on to each other's leg and proceed with our sit-ups..but i cant help it but kept laughing..hahahs..so full of nonsense..there were many people there ytd night..thus causing me and aud a little shy..hahahs..

After our gym session we took pics..lol..and headed for....erm.........dinner..
LOL..well i ate Bah Chor Mee..and Aud Yong Tau Hu soup..she wasted her rice..hahas..
and yeap..i headed home..
rest,watch tv,upload pics
took med..and i doze off real soon..
hahas..

alriights shall upload some pics..
and back to tv..hehe :)

oh yupps! it's dear off day today..so i'm gonna company him..;)
tatas!

K-tved.

Yeap! went ktv-ed yesterday, with sh..kind of disappointed. My singing has gone down the drain..=(
Ktv-ed till bout 7..and went for dinner..
Dinner-ed at Tamp swiming complex's Sushi restaurant..well the food aint that bad?..kinda nice though..well after dinner was shoppin a while at Pasa malam..well..

hmm..after that, i headed home..nothing much..went home.
Felt kind of nauseous, not sure..maybe i'm still sick and everything..

hadn't check the net about the prices for the best package to Thailand..

well i have nothing to further scribble on my blog..
gtg..working at 6 today..
but i'm heading down to Cs today..
to return sh her phone..

Full House

A holiday which i long wanted..but not sure of how to spend it..
therefore im watching Full House all over again..hehe..
No doubt i've watched this show b4..but..still...i like Ji En and Ying zai..they rawks..such a cute couple..i wish i had those kind of life..
Well..should i go for a holiday?..hmmm not sure..Dear called me last night..telling me bout the holiday plan..well. i like holiday..but..i've not save any money..monetary issuse is a big problem for me..Dear was planning on Thailand..hmmm..i wana go there!!! hahas..but since $$ is in the way..hmm..maybe KL will do..=)) i don't mind that..hehes..oh well oh well..
Dear's been working hard these days..he got home only bout 4.35 AM! poor him..=( and he should be awake by now..needs to reach HarbourFront by 1.30pm.. hmmm..hasn't seen each other for like 4 Days already?..
Well..many things happened..sometimes..i miss him alot..sometimes..i just feel like being alone...well...currently..we're fine once again..
Yeap..that's about it..
It feels kind of weird not going to school..it's like i'm used to going to school..at least my days were like faster to get by.Now that i'm working at Tembling..there's seriously nothing much for me to do, just sitting on the counter and watch the cars go by. Will be meeting Sh later..gg to K-tv..wahahs..it's been a long time since i last went to K-tvs..hmm..wonder if she can wake up on time mahhs..she got home only like 6plus AM..well..everyone has everything to do during the holidays..should i start my dieting now?..hehe..

Alrights..back to my show..
Oh! you just signed in..=)) its been a long time..

back' couch potato..
misses-

a rainy day at work..

It's another day at work..well..hmm..openin as usual..well..there's nothin much..
Only 2 customers..from 11-3pm..hahas..

Yu feng came in early today..so yeap..i cud sit back and watch the on-going entertainment..hahas..
Nothing much done today, got home changed and time to sleep..
thought there was friendly match today..but it was cancelled..so yeap..
SLEEEPPPP!!! ZzzZZzzZZzz..so shiok..hehe

It's nice to jsut stay home and sleep in..=))
I was being locked out!!! when i got home..cus i didnt bring my keys..again..arrgghh..someone please remind me bout my keys..hahhas..
aarrgghhh........

Tembling people aint that hostile after all..
and guess wad..hahahs..one of the manager lives just opposite my block! wahaha..

im back with HD..

HeyHeyHey..im back.back again.Back working my arse out at Haagen Dazs..hahas..well..it wasnt much work..serious..the customers that came were countable..
ermm..i guess total in all less than 10 customers..wahahas..
Im working at Tembling..bleah hahas..
Heard that its closing down..but aint sure when.."going CS" wHhheeeee!! =)

Nothing much done at work today..just slacked with fen and catch up the times we had missed out on. So much to talk about..wahahas..no doubt..theres like a little awkwardness bwtween us..or is that how i feel..yupps..im not sure how to put it..but it just felt like..err..not shy of what to say..there were a few moments of silence here and there..

I see my old-self in fen..she's so like my past..
I miss the times..
I use to be so talkative like her..
it's like me and fen had swopped positions..
she sure is enjoying her life right now..i feel happy for her..=))

Im not sure of certain things, not sure how to put it,
some times, or many a times things fade.

Well..aint sure what im saying once again..
welll




BLEAH!..

Todays' mood: Moodless.

woooHHHOooo!!!

Finally!!! EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!! woohoo!!!..
oh well..screwed up m y paper..but oh wells!..its finally my long awaited holiday..
arghh..but it also means i've got to start working already..bloody hell..my managers are fast man..they dont give me a break......
But on the other hand..no work=no $=cant go out and shop or have fun..
haiis..................

Thanks to Audrey,Von,Van,Dk,Ryan,Zhe Wei..some help from Edmond,Jie Yin,..u people rock!!!!..thanks for helpin me out in my AFd..=))

Stress period finally over..
Now..i just hope that everything turns out fine for everyone..

good to go =))

After 12 hrs+ of slp..im good to go =)
sorry von..didnt went with u to study last night..i took med and i drop dead..sorry sorry..=(
went over to bf's place for a while ytd..met up to see e doc together..LOL..i was terribly coughin..
At first it was just companying him to see e doc..But after hearing me cough he cudnt stand it anymore..so i've got to register to see the doc too..arrrghh..=(
Went over to bf's place to rest..cus i was having headache..bf slept real fast!..lyk within 2 mins..omg..and throughout i could not sleep..cus of the thunderous SNORING..ZZzzz
i tried using Audrey's method..pressing his nose..LOL..i did all sorts of nonsense just to stop him from snoring..i even covered his nose and mouth for few secs..
it did woke him up..it did stop..BUT ONLY FOR A WHILE!!!!!..argghh..
so i tried sleepin on the floor...arrgghh..its too cold for me..so i got back up and tried to cover his nose or something..ARGH!..i gave up hope..i jus lay there..feeling more sick than ever..was having fever..felt so so so uncomfortable..i didnt want to make noise cus i guess bf's real tired..he hadnt sleep much lately..so i jus lie there and listen to his snoring..left his place at 6.30pm..groggly..rush to the ATM to draw money and took cab home..i was real sick at that point in time..
The cab drive was nice..told me to take care of myself and everything..cus i was coughing real badly..now my throat feels so dry and painful when i try to swallow down my saliva..aaarrgghh...im losing my voice..wahahas..
im sorry to everyone whom called me but i didnt pick up their calls..SORRY PEOPLE!!!..
June i dunno if ur're at Macs last nite or not..im sorry too..the medicine that i took almost most of it causes drowsiness..SORRY PEOPLE..really sorry!!!..=((
alot of AFD to catch up today..for today..and only today..I'VE GOT TO HOLD ON!!!..

Pei finally uploaded the pics we took during her birthday..hehehe..
shall upload one pic of me with tt famous pose..lol..
did i mention that i waited for bf outside his house for half and hour ytd?..hahahs..my bloody line got cut off for a while and i could not reply anything or call anyone..argghh..basket..
oh wells..im just DAN BAI..
bleahs..
OH yeap HAppy Belated Birthday to DK..it was his bdae ytd..
they celebrated his bdae at the Macaroni Cafe..cutting cake w/o waitin for US!..lol..
it was a tiramisu cake..=x so i only ate the chocolate part..
yeap..tt's abt it..
byee
DAN BAI

FINALLY!!!!!!

Finally..
finally BFD is down :) left AFD to go..
Was coughin so badly while doing the paper..felt so bad..its lyk so disturbing to others..Sorry People..
Used one whole packet of tissue for the runnin nose..arggh..sick..
now im not feeling so stress..but there's still stress..hahas..cus im afraid of my AFD..haiis..i've been coughing so badly that it feels lyk my throat is coming out soon..
i guess i'll go rest a while first..
niites

im sick sick SICK!!!!

Have been coughing and sneezing for the whole day..it's getting real irritating..
i rested a while bout 2 hrs..im still feelin kinda tired.."ahhhchewww"
argghh..there goes the sneezing again..
Study so much till i cant take it anymore, so many things cramped up in my mind.
He woke up at 7 plus..now over at josh's place..
The phone convo was a little silent..like not sure of what to be said, i feel hurt. But the thought of last night just simply wont go away from my mind this time round.

I needed someone to hug today, but no one.
I needed someone to take care of me today- but none.
I didnt msg or anything..didnt want to disturb..
Didnt know i was ill till i told him so.
I want this exam to be done and over with.
I've not started with AFd..i know no SHIT.
I want to break down and give up everything.
But i cant...

"ahhhchewww"..basket..

im nasty-
go away.
i miss the cheerful me in tt pic.

Exhausted-

Im sick! omg..im down with flu and slight fever..was coughing the whole night..waking my sisters up..sorry about it..i wasnt able to sleep at all last night..i guess i only slept at 3plus..

Had been going to the Macs to study...only studied BFD..omg..im afraid i will fail my Major.
If i really failed..i guess i just drop out of school..and work..my parents arent happy that im still wasting their money studying..They dont trust me..they doubt me..With these kind of attitute to me..It's not encouraging me to study well..i just got more depressed..its all about the monetary issuse..
Went out to celebrate Pei's birthday..initial plan was to bring her to Chai Chee's CC to sing karaokae..but...cus there were so little people..so change of plan..we went to town to shop and eat SUSHI..wahahas..we ate so much till we couldnt eat anymore..therefore..we gotta hid the sushi's in the plastic bag..and threw it away..(sssssshhhh)
After eating and all..PS gotta go alr..left me and sh to walk around..were kinda tired..
I want to join the Brazilian some sort of martial arts combining with music,dance and martial arts..it's really nice..we stood there to watch it for quite some time...
After that sh bf came so we went to look around for food to eat..
ended in ThaiExpress..i wanted to have the fruit salad..but..nahhs..they didnt have mango..so i chose Sour Plum drink..which i only drank like 1/4?..lol..
Bf came soon after so we went our seperate ways..sh and her bf went their FoodFair i guess?...
While me and him had some problem..
Wasnt happy bout alot of things..things which he felt..i shouldnt had done..
I know im sorry to kinda expect so much from u..Sometimes..i just dont want u to get into trouble..
It made me realise i wasnt tt good after all..Please dont walk away..i cant afford to be chasing u back all the time..

im no longer who i use to be..
accept me for who i am..

Oh my goodness-

After the long hours of studying im finally gg BERSERK...(is it spelt tt way?..hmmm)
Studied at home ytd..and Tamp Mac..omg..BFD whole day...
hmmmm..currently i can smell Bak Kut Teh fragrance twirling around me..hmmm...yummy..wonder which unit is it coming from..wahahas..
Oh wells got up like an hour ago..and here i am once again..hahas..
Dear hasnt msg me..guess he's busy...
Went studying at Tamp Mac last night..me and ACT sweetie =x
We ACTUALLY TAWNED!!! can u believe it?! LOL..wahahha..went home bout 5 plus?..6?..
We studied till bout 3plus and the bonkers mode came to us..we just pick on people to talk bout and laugh our heads off man..hahahs..we were lyk some drug addicts on cracks or smth..LOL..
I laughed till snorting could be heard..and i gave the person sitting kind of beside us a shock..LOL..oh wells..madness always hits me in the wee hours..=X
Before gg to mac to study..i went over to Suntec groggly to meet Dear after an angry phone call from him..LOL..oh wells..what to do?..a gf got to do what a gf got to do..so yeap..not gonna whine bout tt too..or else he'll think i dont love him anymore..hahahas..
I guess after gg to the toilet to do my big business..im off to the STUDY room..to study my BFD before heading off to mac to study AFD..
i feel lyk uploading a countdown counter in my blog. hmmm..but aint sure how to go about with it..
Omg..all the BFD shit are rotating in my head..argggghhh..gotta store them till lyk the 11 Sep..unleashed all the knowledge i know on the bloody paper..i gotta PERSERVERE!!!!...
alright alright i gtg!!!
the sheat is coming out!!!!
oooooohhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

half time

was blog hoppin around when i came over my friends blog..one of her entries she mentioned..
what is it like to choose between the one YOU WANT and the ONE that you know loves you?..
its such a big risk in a way if one were to choose for the one YOU WANT cus you wont know if that person has the same feelings for you too..(risky eh) hahas..
Oh wells..hasnt been doing any proper bloggin on my previous entry..reason being..my mind was in total blank..
Exams are nearer..access paper was over. It suck big time..oh wells its over i aint gonna whine about it..
Lets back track..
hmm..i've been swimming for 3 days back on Fri-Sun..hmm..not bad everyone says im Tanned..hahas..im ''AN-NE" hahahas =x..
went to the COMEX fair on Sunday..omg..the crowd kills me man..all the typical singaporean cant wait to grab those "GREAT" deals..omg..hahahs oh well..
My com is running real SLOW!!! must be my sis..kept playing online games..wonder what virus has she got for the com once again..omg..
there's training this Thurs and Fri there would be a friendly match against Tamp ITE..hmm..i guess i'll most likely be the reserve..the benchwarmers..hahas..
i wana watch "THE BREAK UP"..
heard its a good movie..hmm..
i wan more "TAnning" sessions..oh ya..
and maybe more clubbin sessions.. =x
i've finally seen for myself the actual "ButterFactory" omg..its real small..something lyk Coco Latte..just that Butter is more crowded..
i've gotta learn the right way to POP the tequilla man..the second time i did it myself..there wasnt even bubbles.... oh wth..

PEOPLE LETS PARTY OUT! hahas..
2 weeks time..wahaha..
Devilish Seduction- :p

rest

tired!!!!!! Exams faster OVER!!!!!