All the randoms

How to make it big?, to have a more comfortable life for my family and myself.

This is how realistic the world is for the 20th century. No matter how much I wish to lead a simple life, there are bound to be setbacks.


Goodwill

Some people lead such fulfilling life, just by doing good things to others. Giving out almost everything of what they have left for themselves. Not trying to be boastful here, but I was once in such position, whereby I just want others around me to be happy at all cost. But lately, I've seem to lost that compassion. I've become someone which I find scary.
I've become so unreasonable, so tempremental, so crazy, too into my own life. SO selfish.


Work

Has been going smoothly for me. I've got used to the environment and everything. That subconciously, I'm somewhat influenced by it. That's my weakness. Not being able to be myself, been putting on this mask, that it sort of got into me. That eventually, I lost myself.



I miss what I lost.
And Im gonna bring it back.
Watch me.

Sweets.

Happy Valentine's Day to all the readers out there and everyone in the whole wide world. =)

Busy

Been busy lately. Today will be my 3rd day for the 2nd consecutive week. Geez, my backs going to break.

My nerve near my eye area is giving me problems. It feels as though it's gonna burst any moment. The ache was unbearable. Wonder what's the cause of it.
Eitherways, I'll just go for work then maybe tomorrow or something then I'll head out to see the doc.

When it slips away, it'll just turn to dust.
Nothing seems to last.

3rd Day

Finally =) today's my 3rd day, and a deserved off. Hahas. My body clock is screwed. I wake at odd hours and sleep when everyone is bustling down the streets. Happy belated birthday to everyone yesterday. =) Ren ri on Chu 7th of CNY.