Pist Off

One thing I HATE THE MOST, is for someone to show temper at me for NO REASONS!!. I held back my anger and control my temper. Don't push my limits any further, I don't wish to be yelling at the top of my voice, I know how childish you can get at times, but a person of your age doing such childish acts, don't you feel childish?. Don't you feel ashame?, I'm not trying to say that I'm absolutely right, but look at your behaviour lately?, flaring at almost all of us, many a times I wanted to yell back, why are you flaring up for no reasons?, if you want to talk to us, Im fine. Just talk, not YELL AT US. I don't like the way you're showing your attention. If you don't like the way I behave, which I know you've given up hope on me. I'm doing my best to talk nicely, don't try to get on my nerve on every single little thing that I've said. If Im able to do it, I won't ask anyone for help. So yea, don't pick on me. If you don't wish to shower your attention on me but treat me like a stranger, it's okay. I've cried over it too many times that, I gave up on myself too. If you feel that Im being disrespectful, ask yourself why.


Unfilial Daughter.

500th Post woots

I survived!! =)

Everyone was nice, just that I was slow with my service but other than that, we learned alot. Now let me enjoy my 2 days break before Im back to training once again. =( Bored to hell.

Waiting =)

BITCH

Just felt like bitching this morning, might be due to PMS thus this kinda attitude.

Or maybe cus it's due to constipation that I feel so pist off cus of all the shit in me.

Or maybe Im just tired, or maybe my sis kicked my butt last night while I was sleeping, cus maybe I was snoring too loudly, hahas, I don't know man, just felt cranky this morning, CRANK THAT!! soulja..

Okay this is bulls, off for training.
Ciaoz.

Shall update more when Im back..

Backache.

OMG!! What is wrong with Blogger!! the entry I typed got sweeped out. Oh crapp, now I got to retype the entry again, anyways it wasnt a long one to start of so yea, it's okay.
Was saying that I'm finally back from the flight and my back is aching for who knows why..hmmm, must be my bed.
Anyways the flight was okay, the crew were nice, in fact very nice? I mean really nice!! it was a pleasant flight, cept that the morning wasn't a very good kickstart, but we manage to pull through =)

Looking forward to tomorrow's flight to Balikpapan, hmmm.. better rest gotta wake up early again tomorrow to prepare..

Alright, toodles =)

Striving to hit my own Everest.

Saturday BURNT

It was horrible having to head back for class on a Saturday, when I could just sleep in all I wanted. The reason why Im not including Sunday is cause it's more like a literall preparation day for MONDAY. It's gonna be a long flight on Monday, to Shenzhen, and I got to freaking wake at 3am!! cus we're planning to reach the briefing room by 4.45am before the actual briefing that starts at 0530 hrs. So yea, almost 24 hours gone already =(

I'm still nervous, all the what if's popping in my head. Will be heading down to E! Hub to catch Indiana Jones. Hopefully I dont fall asleep, cus Im feeling kinda sleepy already, the show starts at 0000hrs, so yea. After Monday, Tuesday would be another flight, to Balikpapan, both aint that short flights, cus both I'll be back in SIN only like in the evenings. BOO!! =(

I want more rest!! BOO!! =(


Jhoom Baraba Jhoommmmmmm..

Free Planet Fitness Centre Entry

Woke up feeling restless and lethargic, but still chose to get changed and head out..I look awfully pale and the fact that I wasnt having any make-up on. Headed down to Vivo, to try out the Planet Fitness, and the experience there was AWESOME!! hahas, I love the machines there, as in it's more relevant and interesting ;) too bad I couldn't have my camera with me, which I doubt they would allow me to. As it was my first time there, I brought so much stuffs with me, that my bad weights more than 3 kgs I think?!, and it turns out that they have everything there FOR YOU!!!! argh! I should have checked with Daryl first before I packed my bloody bag..ARGGGGGH. The gym was awesome, even running on the treadmill doesn't tires me out anymore, lol, because they have a freemotion=TV on it!!..call me a country bumpkin, I don't care, like I said, it was my 1st time there so ya!

I love that place, and Im gonna make full use of it during this short one week entry. =)

Enough said, off to my DS.

Nites =)

Pics from Mother's Day

Happy Advance Birthday to Joycelyn K.S.S

Eventually I went down to Joycelyn's birthday celebration, I was all excited about it, cus I get to see people which I've not seen for a long time!! =) Peishi,Yanlin,Shihui..of cus the birthday girl.. Joycelyn. A little get together, Angie and her Bf, Mindy, Hongyi, Hongyi's bf, Liying, classmates from QP, yea almost there, it was nice to see them, maybe it's due to the distance, didn't had much to talk about.. my heart felt a little cold. Might be due to my flu, hahas. Anyway, it was nice, joked here and there, yea the atmosphere was o-k.

It was nice to have a group of people there just to celebrate your birthday, it was nice especially when your loved ones is there. That is the most important. Lucky girl.. =)

I was imagining mine. It was horrible when I imagined mine. How pathetic my celebration would be,I cant even think of who to invite.. so it kinds of shut me out of it. It's like a mental note to myself that I should just disappear on my birthday for this year. Cus I guess eventually no one will bother bout it.

Enough said.

HAppy advance birthday to you girl =)
HAppy Birthday!! ;)

Detached

Some came some left. What went bad will never be given a second chance. It's like a bad apple, once you found a part of it rotten, you won't bother to eat it anymore and just dump it away. I used to have that thought, but has anyone ever really bothered to just cut away the rotten part?, it's just that one part of it.

To some they can't really be bothered cus in a way, it's their life, they wont bother as long as it doesn't concern them. They are just satisfied with the way things are. To ignore what they don't wish to see/hear. So basically, I guess a few/ a lot of people seems to be sliding out of my life very soon. It's really sad. It was once a big group, now it has become 3 or 4 parts. Only a handful left. Maybe it wasn't them. It was me.

But I can only say so much. I can't bring anything back. No one seems to be bothered. I can only think of "those days", this is life I guess, my once reknowed "Best Pal" can't even be bothered to say a word "Hi" how sad can that be?, if I have to point fingers, maybe all 10 of it would be on myself. I didn't handled matters the right way, and it all went the other way. I am angry seriously, it's so obvious that no one liked our presence, yet I still insisted on staying. How thick skinned am I these days?..for those that loathes me, this is the time when you can sit back and have a good laugh about it.

Down

Down with flu,cough,fever,sore throat. You name it I have it. It's really annoying especially when it happens to be on a weekend. My weekend is freaking BURNT!.

Hate it.

screwed

Im so fucking screwed, I've just finished painting my nails and Im waiting for it to dry like NOW. Dead. So screwed. So my day was spent sleeping away till bout 3 plus. Caught "Speed Racer" at Ehub, didn't regret it, it was an awesome movie, the CG was damn good. It's not at all kiddy, it keeps your anxiety level high. hahas, I was literally pinching.hahahas so sorry =p

Mother's Day celebration was terrible this year, the food wasnt that fantastic and the service was horrible. Im not being a critic here but the organization was bad, the staffs showed attitude, argh, okay I know it was busy and all but they were literally bad.The dishes came out slow, a few tables complained and stuff..it made dad real mad. So I kept myself busy by taking pictures here and there, shall upload it another time when Im in a better state to do so. im feeling so sleepy already!! ARGH =( when will my nails dry man. Tomorrow we will don our uniform to work, =) hopefully I wont look horrible, Im still having problems bunning my hair..argh.Oh yea, my aunt made a comment like- " Did she lose weight?..like no difference.." Wah!!! another fella that doubts me. =( Please dont compare or judge me can!! zZZZz, it's getting VERY EXTREMELY IRRITATING.

Alright, I cant be bothered to wait for my nails to dry, I needa sleep already!! gotta wake at 0530am..SHEESH!!
Nites.

Luckily it all made sense.

Regrets.

Call this Karma.
What goes around, comes around.

Oh GREAT! _|_

Im down with flu..OH GREAT!
Best days of my life.. __

Weekends <3

Woots` it's finally the weekends.. =)
Even stretching of my back feels so good. I can sleep in once again ;) , I don't have to apply makeup when I'm out on weekends..I LOVE IT!! =)
I've been saying loads of random stuffs lately like when my friend is sitting beside me and has her heels slightly off, I went "your feet feeling itchy?.." "maybe there's hair.." okay that was lame, but that's me for the time being, doing/saying the most ultimate random shit, like TO THE MAX. Must be too much of the trainings that it actually got to me, too much information loaded.

So randomly, I've watched Iron Man plus Harold and Kumar..both are awesome shows not to be missed. ;)

Enough of my randomness.I'm seriously bored to death.This entry took me like more than 1 hours to complete.My mind's' in a blank.I'm feeling hungry but I dont seem to have the appetite.
Alright I'll go watch Dane Cook now, seems so hilarious that it kinda tempts me..

Over and out.

Weekends NEARING!! =)

This week is a fast one, it's gonna be the weekends SOON!! woots` cant wait cant wait.
Got a test to clear tomorrow, oh mannnn..I dread TESTS..and it's so difficult to memorise..weekends coming meaning the 13th is approaching too!!, omg Im so nervous. Slow and steady, fast but not clumsy please. Chop chop!! argh, I'm looking forward yet with alot of stress and etc. Not much catching up have been done lately, what's everyone doing?..is Cactus back from HK alr?..has everyone completed their exams?..WHERE ARE YOU ZAHARA!!! you idiot!! never call me anymore!! found new friends abandon old ones already los.. =( so many so many..Van,Aud,PeiShi,ShiHui..many many, the list goes on..Meifang,Peijun,Sheryl,LingNa..see!!! so many..but I'm always tired after trainings.. =( my phone seldom ring these days anymore, cept for some occasional beeps once a while.. I've not studied for tomorrow's test!..hmm, how?.. I've not done my own notes for the 13th. I'm so dead.

There's this joke I've heard on the radio like 2 weeks back, it went..
" you're so fat that when you walk, your butt cheeks go blekblekblekblekblek!! "
I was laughing so hard to it man, maybe by reading it you don't feel the impact, but when I related it to my friends, they were laughing equally hard..

Alright time to knock out.
Nights everyone.

E Hub

Uber long time since I last post a proper entry?..went E Hub just now, is that new shopping area at DTE called E Hub?, not sure, anyway I was there so yea. Walked from White Sands. Memories of the past when I use to frequent that park connector to school, the swings/playground is gone, the econ minimart is still there and the school that gave me loads of memories still remains. 4 years since I stepped out of the school feeling relieved and freed. But as I look back, it's the memories that I missed. The canteen, the noisy people in class, my 1st love, LOL..so many many! hahas. Oh well..time never waits. It waits for no one.

So back to E hub, hmm, there's a mini ferris wheel, wanted to just sit in it, though it's a small one. It cost $6.50 per pax. There's NEW YORK NEW YORK over ther! argh, shouldn't have had my dinner at white sands. BOO!, met my cousin at B&J for ice cream hahas, loads of cookie dough ahhhh, yummylicious bt I wasn't able to complete it. =p

I wonder why..
but I'm addicted to the irritant.
I don't wish to get hooked. Cus month(s) down the road, I'm gonna be a lonely ranger. =(

Post Labour Day

I wrote a freaking long entry but decided to just scraped it out.