back once again ( in sch )

once again the person who never fails to blog once she gets the chance..hahas..

truck loads of shit happened to me lately, struggling.
Got myself a new job. No further comments for it.
I guess im seriously down on luck for this week. Injured myself at work lately, and got myself 3 stitches, it feels like shit. The doc was fucked up. The company is fucked up for wanting me to pay for the medical fees.Had high fever last night, and there was no one there to look after me.
Felt like shit, cried. It seriously just wasn't my day, days liek this just makes me feel like sleeping and not wana do anything and maybe don't ever wake up.
It's not like i have anything to look forward for anymore. I feel like no one cares.
But, forget it. I can pull through.
When I was in the clinic doing the stitches I was crying my eyes out, I msg-ed you.
But nothing much helped. I felt dumb for msg-in you. I thought there is at least some ppl i can still turn to. im dumb, so downright dumb.
Scars..when will these scars heal?..
It hurts soo much.

Audrey girl thanks for reminding me bout the food that i cant eat..hahas..
thanks shi hui fer being ther for me =)

bye.

The Social Misfit is Back.

Its almost 2 weeks now since my com broke down.
Im isolated from everyone. Now my phone seems to be like my "MSN"..the only way to get to me.But my line got cut yesterday!!! =((
Mum called Starhub and they say that it was due to some connection problem.
ARgh..
Very shitty, now I can only use the com in school, which is real laggy!!! argh, at least I can still use it. SO yea.
Will be having my BFS CA tmr.
I've got a new job =) starting next Wednesday. I hope everything will turn out fine.
Okay many things happened, but not sure of how to go about with it.

Okay I guess Im to hungry to continue blogging, gonna go grab some food. Argh..
Till my next entry, hahas.

Bye.

Self-Denial

After so many days- absence of the computer. I slept ALOT.

Been a good girl staying home, slept in early.
Went down to collect my pathetic pay yesterday.
Having mix feelings right here right now. So much for thinking.
Ya true, I think alot.
Now it feels so fucked up.
Was so happy that I can finally get online..but now..
FUCK YOU man..

Thanks girl for helping me with my com ytd, you should know who you are.. =)
And that you know who, 31 Jan.

i wish.

I wish I get in and leave this place.

Been a while since my last entry, was busy working away, taking up as many shifts as possible, I hope I earn alot next month.

Well, it was my off day ysterday, and also for me to take my FTT once again, and ya..like what Daryl said, "Song Bo!"..I failed once again.ARGH!!..Some people told me, I only read the book and not memorise the content inside.Some told me to try again.But nah, maybe next month or something.$$ running low this month.
After accepting fate that I failed my FTT once again, went down to meet Shi hui..
Met her for badminton session, hahas, the kick is coming back. hahas, but I dont think will have much time in future to play another round of it.
After badminton session, went to sing KTV at the usual place, sangs lots of oldies, hahas, it was really way back songs, when Aaron Kwok had his mushroom hairstyle. Sang "Nan Ren Bu Gai Rang Nu Ren Liu Lei" ..and all the memorise flood back to me once again.
I just let the memories flow.
Another wrong move I guess for msg-in.

Argh.
Gotta go, working at 10.