Happy thoughts

Happy thoughts shall be my 2010 resolution. =) short and simple.

The closure of 2009. The grand finale. =)

Im glad 09 is going to be over soon. It was a mad roller coaster ride for me. Tough patches here and there. But Im glad, it's still considered a happy ending for everyone out there. There has been so much that went on the past few months, regrets, guilt, and lots more that words cant explain. I've lost quite a number of important things in my life from where I am now. Some stuff just couldnt be brought back again like my lost camera with my memories in it, and my Levis watch. Both which happens to be my 21st gift. I was devastated. Hurt. And plenty of other things that happened.

I've made selfish choices along the way which I know hurt plenty. I blame myself pretty much, it haunts me every now and then. Times when I gotta struggle with my conscience. Not that I've killed someone or something. It might be something small, but to me every little stone, setback gives me quite a massive attack. It took me quite some time to get over it, but Im really glad everyone is fine now. I see pretty much a happy ending.

This happy thought in me will last for a while Im sure. Im happy that people around me are happy. That there's no more grudges amongst the whole. It's the process of everything. And it's playing like a flashback in my mind as I sit here thinking of every single moment of 2009. Be it if Im still considered a friend of your's or not. I wish for peace and happiness for all of you out there!! \nn/

As long as people around me are happy, Im more than contented. The ride still has to continue.

Happy 2009 everyone.
Thank you people for entering my life.. <3

XOXO
JOjo =)

almost

My tooth is almost done now. Left the crowning part and it'll all be done. But Im kinda lazy to do the crowning. It'll cost me $XXX so Im considering delaying it. I've got better things to do than spending more than 1K on my freaking tooth. =(

Im starting my "mang ka li routine" very soon. I've got to start to be ngiao. Something I hate alot! UGH. But I've got no choice. I've got to do some sacrifices to save my ass. To save for my studies.

Im going back to my old survivor mode. Back to secondary school days. The way I spend money.

JIAYOU!!

xoxo
Jojo.

Sunshine

Little Ms Sunshine just brightens up my day. Watching her as she sleeps so soundly in my arms, nothing to fear. How I wish I could turn back into a baby myself once again..

Xoxo,

gotta prepare for work once again..oh ya! Avatar 3D RAWKS!!!!! \nn/

in a flash

Everything seem to happen in a flash. Im back from my Batam trip like so last week, and Christmas has just passed with now-it's boxing day. Many things happened in between, situations where I was left feeling stupid, and confuse.

It all happened on Christmas eve and early Christmas itself. My sister and myself attended the family gathering. Whereby there were tons of food, moutains of dessert. And I finally had a taste of the blue cheese. It gave a weird smell, which is difficult for people to have a liking for. But it was nice. Okay, it aint that perfect but it goes real well with wine. Had a few cups too much to drink, cus my uncle kept refilling. The second dosage of sparkling red wine, was kinda killer. Couldnt really hold wines that well. So I had my cut off limit for it. It was a silent killer. After gathering there for a good few hours, we left earlier as we've still got other programs on.

That's when my spasm neck started to give me some problem. It literally tilted to the left, freaking gave me a shock of my life. And I was suppose to meet Daryl for midnight mass. Imagine that scene, anyone who was with me, would have like died laughing at me. But no. Daryl was extremely pist. He felt that I was showing disrespect to his religion. C'mon it wasn't really on purpose. But yea, the night when horribly wrong. And I felt horribly guilty. It was all due to the drowsy effect I had from my food poisoning jab I had earlier in the morning. =(
Everything went haywired. It was a horrible scene, which I hope it will never happen in the near future. And Im definitely not showing any disrespect.

In the end, everything went picture perfect. And the whole incident became a joke for us to fall back on and laugh. GEEZ~ what a night I would say. Whereby I had to rush to the clinic at the airport like twice on the same day. GEEZ~ Damnit.

Christmas day was well spent. I had hell of a time laughing my lungs out. And I caught Cyril the magician on AXN. His moves are so great that I seriously salute to him. He's moves changes right in front of your eyes!. He can change a bowl of chicken noodles to Laksa and the stack of card to literally stick to the ceiling revealing only the card that you had in mind. Just simple illusion tricks caught me real fascinated. Geez~ =)

Received santa mail at 11plus. Slot beside the flower pot of my neighbour!! LOL!! wth. Thank you santa claus! =)

Alright enough bulls,
gotta go prepare for work alr..

Merry Christmas once again people! =)
Xoxo,
Joanne.

Dilemma

Im stuck in this situation whereby $$ is such a big issue. I guess this problem has been consistantly stucked with me. It gives me a bigger headache now.

Im in debts, SIM has accepted me and what else.. my bloody tooth cost me a bloody big bomb!. I need a bank loan. This is so shitty.

Another will be, Im tired already. I feel like leaving. But this shouldnt be what I should be thinking. I'lll be totally out of my mind for wanting to get out. Im stuck here. Been enjoying so much so that I've not saved a penny. And Im paying more shit these days. Im drowning in debts. I feel like seeing the dental and to ask them to just pluck out my tooth, forget bout the freaking root canal shit. I aint no rich mofo to spend on a tooth. I see a huge obstacle infront of me now. The letter in my hands.

What am I suppose to do?
Crazy.

Feels like the 21st!!

Updates of my birthday celebrations will come up real soon, for the mean time, I've got tons of Xmas stuff to do. Just wanna thank everyones wishes,gifts,presence,msges,Fb's..etc. MAN I FEEL SO LOVE!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!!

And a big thank you to Daryl for giving me an unforgetable 22nd that feels like 21st!!!! MAY I STAY AT 21ST ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA. =)

MANY THANKS I WANNA MAKE!!!

A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO:

My Haagen Dazs friends for celebrating my bday.

-Pei Fen

-Yiming

-Andy

-Xiao Kel

-Mw

-Cecilia

-Qiao Fen

My Ku & Mr Ong - for the mini celebration at Marche =)

-Ms Nicole goh for attending my celebration though you gotta work early the next day.

My SecSch BItches!!

-Shihui

-Peishi

-Yanlin

-Kenneth

-JiaHuang

-Willkie

-Josh

The Riders

-Nel

-Mark

-Cong

-Collin & Chantelle

B.O.S.S

-Joel

-Thierry

So many special thanks.. =)

And if I missed out your name, aint because I forgot bout it, it's cus I haven totally wake up while writing this.. =)

I seriously feel so love this December..really so many surprises that made me cried okay!!! this feels more like my 21st than last year!!!!

For the first time I felt your effort so greatly. Im really touched, it feels so sweet. Thank you so much Daryl. =)

Sunny little island

In another mere 5hours we got to bid goodbye to tis small little island. First day was hell for me when there was so many bites all over me given by e blood sucking mosquitoes of Batam..the weather varies like Sg rains and at times extremely hot weather..and today,our small little hut that we're staying had a little electricity trip. Lol! We've experienced almost everything..even candlelight dinner was accompanied by fireworks! I'm lucky or wad? Hahas..okay e electricity man has fixed e prob out fer breakfast and tanning soon :)

non-stop crying

Went out with Nic today. She gave me a call bout 11 plus in the mornin when Im still in a half awake mood and said something like " meet you 1.30pm in town.." I was like HUH!! HAHAHA

GOt ready and headed out.
Her bf came nt long after and we proceeded to Marche. Nic killed me as well, appeared with a slice of chocolate cake, and a Coach wristlet!!! bloody hell, once again my tears rolled. DAMNIT!!! stop pulling stunts on me already!!! I cant take it I have a weak heart man..

Thankew so much Nic. Thankew for the contribution as well Keke Tan! hahaha.
Im really touched man, damnit. =)

Omg...
FAINTING ALR.......

Touched to tears

It's been so long since I felt this way, I was never such an all out friend that deserved such gift from the HD fellas. I literally burst into tears. LITERALLY. MAN I CRIED CUS I WAS TOUCHED. MY GAWD.. It's been so long since I felt this way.. I CRIED!!!!!

They got me a 16GB Ipod Nano! in GREEN!! <3
man, I wanna faint when I saw the gift. And nonetheless, before getting the gift I had 2 other boxes to choose first. It was a pair of BIG EARS and plenty of colourful hair extensions, pictures should be up soon I guess waiting for Andy and fEn to upload.

And I LOVE THE MANGO MOOSE CAKE! NICEEee =) sweet enough to kill me <3
Thankew so much people..

Special thanks to :

-Pei Fen
-Andy
-Yiming
-Kelvin
-Ming Wei
-Qiao Fen
-Cecilia

THANKEW SO MUCH!! OMG. (:

Panda with Red Nails

BLEAH...I feel so blah right now.. Nails ar nails faster dry ar..

Pineapple Tarts!!

I've got pineapple tart cravings!!. I've got myself hooked onto it since my sissy bought it back from Taiwan last year, my cravings for it never ceased! whenever I see any malls having those Taiwan fairs, I'll never fail to search for the pineapple tarts. Lately Tampines One is having it and I've already bought 2 boxes!! hahas, more to come I guess since I've finished those already. Currently muching on the mango tart. HAHAHAHA Im feasting like crazy. Really turning into a bum, since the bet was called off by the organiser HIMSELF!! HAHAHAHA! U SUCK LA CONG! hahaha.

Alrights, gotta go lie down on the sofa a little preparing for work soon!

*I just cut my own fringe, and it looks so freaking THICK!. Geez~

second session

Today ( 07.12.09 )

The root canal treatment for my second session today went smoothly. There wasnt much pain and it made my ache go away. =)

Was out with Fen and Ym to Summer Breeze. Love the view and ambience there. It made me felt peaceful and calm, as though my troubles were chased away by the sea breeze. It felt good. Just laughters and positive people. I'm glad I've met them in my life and still will!. =)

Nothing beats good company and laughter to clear your troubles.

Thank you people that cheer me up =)
you know who you fellas are!

Bad bad month

This December, seem to be so gloomy. Bad things kept happening, Im trying my best to remain optimistic. The toothache is going on and off so badly these days, that fever never fails to attack me in the night. Kinda tired of it. I got to rely so much on the painkillers.

Unlucky encounters:
-UOB card got retained in the cash deposit machine together with my money..
-Camera stolen
-Bad toothache and wisdom tooths
-Arguments
-Ulcers on my tongue
-Aud's phone stolen while she was studying below her block with Jas..

I didnt heed advise to save for the inevitable. And now I suffer. Karma back to me all at once?.
I guess so.

I woke up and felt that my right side is swollen. The toothache is killing me. My surgery for the tooth will take place on the 14th. Hopefully the cost doesnt kill me, or there isnt other complications or whatsoever. How to save for this freaking December, I hope it can change for the better soon.

Great grandmother was admitted into CGH last night. She had high fever, mum said she cant communicate anymore, she can only stare at you. She is very ill already. Waiting for mum to let me know when we can visit her.

Please..not now....

Ulcers

I have like 4 ulcers on my tongue now. Feels so good. Cant even chew on my food properly. UGH. This is so irritating! =(

Congratulations to Adelina <3
Baby girl!! =)) A saggitarius baby like me! hahaha.

Finally watched 2012, man I cried like so many times, and people can still make fun of me..zZz cant I be an emotional wreck for movies?..

Gotta go prepare now..
Ciaoz!!

I wish

I really hate myself. Utterly disgusted by myself. With how Im handling with stuffs lately. This one got me bad. Made me cry like a child. I lost my camera. Which happens to be my 21st gift. It's not even a year old, and I've lost it. How I wish someone did prank me or something. Yes say whatever you like. Be it childish or whatsoever. I have plenty of memories inside there. All gone with the wind. GONE! =( and I never realise it till now. It might have been lost a few days already and I didnt realise it. I dont wanna suspect people, it's not a good thing to do. Im really upset. Seriously.. where did I lost my camera. =(

"It's only a camera, why must cry over it..."
Please.. seriously.
Use your brain before you speak to me.. it got me bad. Real bad.

Aching Mad

Doc gave me bad news, I have so many problems with my tooths!.. First I need to get a root canal done, then extract wisdom tooths, followed by filling.. OMG. $$ drop from sky? how do I spit this huge sum of $$!! I have to force myself to eat proper food.. it's really making me lose my appetite. This feels so shitty. My right side feels numb now, and Im running a tempreture. How great is that. UGH!

Can someone just punch me already.,!!