Changes..

Help!..Im having sleeping disorders. Damn.

Was having a "mass communication" with the usuals..hahas. Not bad not bad, no doubt you dont know what we're talking about but you could blend in with us, as though you know who and what we're talking about. Amazed. LOL.
So everyone was talking bout their own random shit.

It's pouring outside, the cold air blowing against my cheeks that icy feeling..wooooooo COLD.Bbrrrr..
Im currently wearing my oversize jacket and Im still shivering, my nose feels icy cold..fyi I dont have aircon at home cept for the master bedroom, which I will never have access to in the day cus my mum tends to lock the door when she heads out to work.

In a few hours time, the NSF isit? lol..I dont even noe their positions..the TANKEES..are coming back..
Mr BS and Mr Siew. LOL.
Definately loads of stories from them..which also means NOVEMBER is nearing..headache, headahce, headahce.

Time for bed..
Nites. :)

Missed.

So i gave Cafe Del Mar a miss. Had the red alert.
Hais, miss a good opportunity for good food once again.

Some random pictures I took lately..

[ The contrasting colours. F word and Ed ]
[ The 1st Day Liying Drove =) ]
[ I was extremely bored at work ]
[ Nearing closing ]
[ What we sancked.. =x ]
[ View from the 6th storey ]

Been blog hopping, and I envy people born in a well-to-do family.
She is young, doing private in SIM and her baby girl is just so cute..
It's like a dream come true, to have a family-loving husband and cute lil rascal.

Just had a dream that I was pregnant, LOL. I was so happy in the dream, but it seems like I was a single mum cus I dont remember a husband by my side in it. Hahas. But, I seem to have a miscarriage. The pain was excruciating and I woke up feeling sad and hurt. The hurt was from the cramps, lol.
I must be thinking too much of kids, OMG. Hahas, so I guess child care centre would be one of my part time job after I grad from ITE.

Received an unexpected call today, it was auntie. She invited me to join her for a trip to China during CNY next year, I was kinda shock. But I declined, cus I'll be very busy next year around that month, preparations for final exams.

It feels so awkward, and I dont know how to react to it..

HIM

It hit me bad. Man I thought tears wont roll.

"This yr was the worst birthday I ever had, I hated it so much that I dont remember it..."

You killed me mister.
Im so sorry it actually happened.

YOU fucking killed me.

Just when you feel so emo-fied. H.I.M's songs just felt so ever in place so ever in the right time.
"Play Dead" is currently on the repeat track.
Simply those few words. It pierced straight into my heart.
I thought I grew numb of it.
It didnt took me long to cry.
I nearly forgotten the feeling of having tears rolling down my cheeks.
Now that im reminded.

My Bitter Sweet.
Like what you said, whats done is done. whats over is over.

Pins and needles, intense hurt.

Im home.

Ellos, just came back from school. Was extremely lethargic in school today, not my usual self. Hahas.

Realise I didnt blog bout the accident that I encountered last Friday.
HAhas, now Im kinda phobia of Toyota Crowns. MY FIRST encouter, kissing the ass of that toyota's bumper. HAHAS. Luckily we didnt had to compansate anything, but I felt real guilty cus there was a dent by the sides of Han's Caddy. Guilty guilty.

Im very tired, shall continue bloggin later..
nites..

Last Night at Cosy Bay

Time passes kinda slow yesterday, and the sales wasnt that great. Everyone was waiting impatiently for closing. When the music for closing started, everyone was seen packing up real fast..HAHAS! =)

Rushed to change and prepare for the nights' programme. =)
Sher and Jason came to pick me up, Mr Boon borrowed a RED Toyota IST!! for ying to drive, SO SWEET!!. After picking me up, we went to fetch the birthday girl, Ying took over and we head down to "XIng Hai Shan" at Katong. There was a BIG GROUP of people there, even Nico was there. H Ahas. Man, I sat at the wrong table and felt so awkward, after which it was time to go COSY BAY!

Sher and I drove the IST fer a few rounds, hahas. I suck at driving man!
More practice needed, LOL.

Gotta prepare for work le..
Byeee


HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING!! =)

In School

Since it's printing session for today's AccPacc, I've decided to blog =)

Everyone's playing this game to winh a laptop, lol. I cant really bother bout that man. Im too tired, =x

Yesterday was fun! lol. It's such an isolated place, but I made full use of my presence there. Hahas!
After which was Seletar Dam and dim sum. The highest peak was the last part, when I was controlling the steering wheels on the highway!!!!

Man, lesson starting..ARgh.
gtg.

Jojo signing out`

=)

Im finally joggin =)

Met up with Sher at 8pm to jog. Woot! and we did alright! around her area for 2 rounds, a good start I guess? the distance was just nice. lol. We're gonna increase our rounds as time goes by. It's only the first jogging session, more to come, more to come. =))
So after the jogging, I sprinted home, stretched and did some extras- 30 cruches, 10 push-ups, 1 min leg raise.
And I just had Koko Krunch in the middle of the night, half effort gone. LOL. And some people is trying to tempt me with SATAY AND HUM!! lol. No..resist TEMPTATIONS.
Was browsing through my folder and found pictures of me and random people partying. OOOOOOOOOO, that feeling is kicking in once again. Hahas, gotta resist man.
Maybe once in a while, needa relax and have some fun!..lol. Man, I miss dancing, lol.
Audrey, Zara! Cheryl! people!! it's time to PARRTTTEEEEHHHHHHH lol, next month. Next month, teehee.. =x

Dont ask me why, but the urge just suddenly came to me. Must be the pictures..lol.

HELLO! =)

Been a good girl lately, returning home straight after school. =)
And it's like a routine now for me to have my precious NAP which will last more than 4 hours. LOL.
Let's say I take a nap at 4 I'll most likely wake up at 10pm. LOL! Yet, I can still continue with my sleep at 1.30am

Alright so I feel a little less stressed up with school work, since I've completed my part for AA2 and Audit. =)
The weather looks fine now =) after so many days of pouring rain. It's finally the warm sunshine =))
Been in some sort of confusion lately, but I seem to figure out some stuff already, but.. Im not very sure bout it as of YET. So yea, not yet.

Fell in love with this new song-"Soulmate" by Natasha Beddingfield, and I kinda like the part
" who doesnt long for someone to hold, who knows how to love you without being told.."

Oh! Im not working tomorrow, so I guess I'll be sleeping in for tomorrow too =))

alrite gtg..

Freaking hungry right now, yet there's nothing at home for me to eat, should i make that milo? wahaha.
My tummy dont feel right, must be the combo I had today.
Chili Kuay tiao mixed with a lil of thousand island chicken, guava juice and coit tower.
Woot. Plus last night's-Milo Dinosaur.
This combination has left my tummy feeling upside down.

Gonna go lie down now..
Nites.

It came back

Didnt meant for that to happen, it has happened before and now it happens again.
My bad. Guess, that's why I always pist people off.
My stubborness.
It killed me again.

Cold

Guess I've been hanging out too much, Im gonna quit fer a while.
UGH. Hate this kinda feeling, I just prefer to manage on my own.

ANNOYED

It gets annoyin at times when I wanna use the com and so does my sis.
But most of the time I get to use it.
At times like this, I CANT wait to earn that money to get a bloody lappy or com of my own.
Seriously, those stupid faces that lil one is showing me these days is getting on my nerves.
I dont bug her when she uses, but there's a limit to it doesnt it? since it's a SHARED com.
When she's using the com early in the mornin till late noon, I DIDNT DISTURBED.
So yea, when I wanna use, why you show me that face.

She's getting out of hand. Im in no position to say that, since she's the youngest, priority all to hers.
Okay, maybe at times, I just wanna use the com and expects her to stop playin her game.
Maybe I should give her more allowance on gaming.
AAARRGH.
Stupid shit. yes, she's young and everything. And Im suppose to be the old and understanding.
I'll get my own com.
Yes, my next target-A COM/LAPPY


-Childish anger of mine.

SCAM!!

School started! =)
First day of school, finally get to see the ladies!, yet that Zara didnt came to school again. GENDENG!!

First day of school and lecture started..

No doubt this sem only has 2 modules, man, it's freaking stressful. The last lap.

Auditing and Advance Accounting.


After school went back home to prepare for work.

Met up with Sh at Pasir Ris and headed to 400plus to have our dinner first. Saw Tm's mum and sis on the bus 358.

Shihui just kept reminding me, THE WORLD STILL REVOLVES WITHOUT YOU.

And bout the work..argh! It's like a scam sian. But not very difficult too, just that I dont really like door-to-door thingy. But nvm, gonna try again this Wed, cus it's kinda easy to close a deal..

Today's my off day! off from work and school =)

Im gonna rest =)

Lost track of Time

Been sleeping late and waking up even later than usual these days. If I'm not working, most likely you'll be able to find me home sleeping all the way till bout 2 plus before I actually woke up..
Today's the latest cus I slept at 1plus last nite?..LOL

I slept well, till I feel that my face is a lil swelled up alr..lol.
Today will be the last day I enjoy..
Tomorrow till next week, would be a tormenting one.
But to earn that extra income, I'm gonna go for it..
Tomorrow and Sunday will be working at Clinique, but tomorrow would be at Parkway. SIAN los!!
Sunday at Tamp Clinique, noon shift also.. =(

Mon-Fri BUKIT PANJIANG!!!! crazy, but the pay is attractive, 6-9.30pm

I hope I survive.

It's bringin back..

That song..Im sinking into it..
It's as though relating..



Crying.

Butterflies

It's been a long LONG time, since I felt this kinda feeling.
And it's giving me that very uneasy feeling.
It states " Leave everything you're bothering about behind for today.."
I better find more stuff to do at work today..

The Gaaylord Party

As per usual we were all late even though we were told to meet 12.15pm at Bedok Inter..hahas.
I took my time on the computer, and only left to prepare bout 11.30am. HAHAS.
Didnt know what to wear, so I just randomly picked a top and a shorts and off I left my place at 12.13pm HAHA!!

Saw Senget and his friends at the bus-stop, hahas. All were late! lol. And to think I was kinda late, I rushed a cab down..and the next thing I know, Senget called to say that he saw Kiku on the bus with Kel! lol. Damn.
I wasted my $5.10!! hahaa. After meeting up with Lily, Kiku and Kel at inter, we went to get the drinks and stuff Fang instructed..hahas. We thought time was running out, so we rushed a cab down to "Butterworth 8".
Upon reaching, I saw this big group of people outside the gate, must be Senget's group. LOL, true enough, it was. hahas.

Mr Dennis's surprise party was held in the function room, very nice I must say, cus it's sort of like surrounded by the pool. =) Very nice indeed.
We crapped around, took pictures, Cactus and Jun was late and Sher didnt appear.
And soon it was time. LOL. Fang went to pick the "Shou Xin", who appeared in a WHITE OCS shorts and a taekwando tee. HAHAHA. I just cant help but to laugh.. =x
He entered with a " ahhhhhhhh!! " JAW-DROPPING kinda look, LOL!!
That look was PRICELESS man..hahas!!

So the birthday song started and it was time for Dennis to receive his 21st BOMBS. HAHAS.
He had to pull of with what was requested of him before he could receive his present.
First it was the kisses from his friends, followed by the pumpin with the heaviest person on him which kinda had a retaliation of "WO HEN FEI MEH?"..LOL hmmm, moccha advert, (D)rain imposter, swiimming, and the writings of "Happy Birthday" using his arse.

There's this part when Fang and Dennis were made to kiss for 10 secs, and cameras were all on them man..Dennis even took out his own LOL!!..Very sweet I must say, it's as though it was their wedding or smth..hahas!!..

Fang did a good job. LOL. To have Dennis with that TOTALLY STUNned look. HAHAHA.
CONGRATS!!!

Pictures waiting to be uploaded..
Fang please upload fast..hahas!

Put the Blame On me

As life goes on
I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go

This is CRAZY

Im still wide awake!! Alright I went to read my past entries again. Ha. Just got to remind myself of some stuff.
Was online for a while, chatting to all the weird people up at that hour.

So some people invited me for wakeboarding next month! =) Will inform you again!

Argh, I guess I'll be missing the application again this time round. =( Oh wells.
Now I feel a lil sleepy, gonna head to bed soon.

Maybe you should listen to advises people give bout me.
Afterall you dont know me that well either.
Im just sick and tired of knowing that people have so much to say about me.
Ha, oh well.
Time to rest.

Early morning once again..

Look at this untimely hour, where it's suppose to be sleeping time. I just woke up. Damn. Thus, Im sitting here using the com in the dark. So I've got 29 unique visitors today =) Ha! Welcome to Nuff Nang.hahas..

Nothing much happened today, just work. Back to my working life, next week would be more hectic. Oh yea, Eddy msg me this afternoon while I was having lunch, like so unexpected, but I kind guessed what he wanna ask , cus next week would be the last week of our hols before the new sem starts..so Eddy asked for "Mambooo LOL. Shall see bout that, shall see bout that. hahas.

So fast, this week has came and left, it's already considered Friday morning..woot. The weekends are nearing =) gatherings and many more.

Kay..
Nites =)

CLEARED!!!

Finally the results are out. I've CLEARED my sem! but it wasnt of good grades. Yea, it's all my fault that I got such grades, but I'm not gonna let that mistake repeat itself once again.
Im going to put in MORE effort this time round, and I make sure I do it. Nothing should affect me this time round, one last sem to go.

Been a long time since my last milo dinosaur =) AWESOME!! =))

Schoool is starting like on 15 Oct. Cant wait! =) I miss ZARA!!.
Met up with the ladies ytd, woot! =)
See ya guys real soon!! =))

This feeling is seriously giving me the headache.
Suffocated.

New Account

I've created a new account on friendster cus my old one screwed up..

dazemelancholy@gmail.com is the new link..hahas.

Im lazy of adding people alr..hahas.
Gone.

Heart Attack

Minor stuffs are giving me the heart attack, on and off my ears will have that " eeeeeee.." sound which makes it a lil irritaing.
Just dyed my hair ON MY OWN just now. The outcome of it is kinda bad, no comments on it.
Meeting the girls tmr =)
Currently im HUNGRY so I guess I'll sleep after blogging, just dont wanna eat man. This is the most sinful hour. Supper will OWN me. And the scales will start increasing. No i dont want that. Hahas. Im being so random here. Just felt random today.
My mind is fucked. LOL. A new phrase I learned.
Exhausted is the word.

I choose to remain where I am now, I dont want no nothing.
Nites.

Warning

TODAY'S THE DAY!!!!