cloudy

The sky looks real dark outside and I needa head out soon. Meeting Nic for lunch and there after for my physio again.

Rainy day.
Where is the sun hiding?

2010

YOU

I hope you make the decision that's best for yourself which you wont come to regret in the near future. No one decides your future except yourself. I believe my emotions got the better of me today. It takes lots of self discipline to be able to control what I wanna think about.. but apparently it went kinda off today.

Physio was okay, my back doesnt hurt that much after today's physio. Nic has been so sweet to company me down for my 2 physios.. I've another session tomorrow and I'll be headin back to work on Saturday. Some thoughts just went through my mind. Maybe that explains why Im kinda down today. Am I ready to change vocation?..change my life..

How well do I adapt to changes?..

Can I take another heartache?..

Can I still remain as cheerful as ever?..

xoxo

Jo.

scared

Im scared. It feels even worse after physio. I can feel that it's painful than usual. And my legs feels numb easily.. I really hope it's only a strain..

Eating Habits

This should be 1 week of me abstaining from the nicotine and have been munching like mad eversince. I was surprised that I actually stopped myself from taking any. =)

But I get hungry easily from time to time. Like now, Im extremely hungry it's growling like mad. UGH. Might get BK or something when I reach later.

Alright Im gonna book for physio tomorrow. Hopefully there's slots for me. My back cant take it anymore. UGH crap.

GTG.
Xoxo.

=)

no matter how little time spent, how seldom we meet.. we're always there..

Laughing is contagious

It's been a while since secondary school girls met up. Went for dinner at the Taiwanese cha chan ting at Citilink. Thought of giving it a second chance. This time around I tried the coffin toast with the same pearl milk tea. The toast doesnt taste that bad, but the "cream" like kinda chowder form is a little "mua/gelak" after a few mouths.

There after was parkway for a supposedly " Cotton on megastore" last minute shopping, but was under renovation. Popped by Joycelyn's company, and down to Mustafa with Sh's bf and their friends. We laughed so hard, till my stomach hurts. It feels like good old days, especially when sh is there. Though it sounds disgusting, but her nonsense never fails to brighten up people's day. =) I bet Joycelyn had fun too! =) those monkeys that didnt turn up, you ladies missed the fun!!!!

Have fun at BKK tomorrow Ms Heng!! =)


Oyasumi..
xoxo.

2 days

Doc gave me 2 days of mc to rest my back, she wanted to give me 3 days but I refused considering that I've took like 3 mc's this month. I've done the xray but yet to book an appointment for the physio.

Sad

As I'm with this company longer, there seem to be this bond that grows with me each day. Though there were rantings and all, the whinings, the laughters, the VRs, the caterers, people that's working with you. I realise I grew fonder of going to work. Though I have those lull periods.

I'm affected especially when people that I enjoy working with left the company. I wont press them for the reason, just wish them all the best and hopefully they remember the nonsense Jo that worked with them before. Gonna miss you babe! Take Care!

accident once again

I'm seriously accident prone. =(
My palm got pierced by the bloody safety pin thingy. Dont know the exact word to describe it. BLOODY SWELLED!!! =(

gonna see the doctor tomorrow.. boo! =(

Twist

It was a turn of event. It wasnt as bad as I thought it would had been. Instead it was enjoyable and fun =)

Been getting lots of bruises around my arm and leg areas, unknowingly. Can't seem to get these bruises away from me. Today it got worse, must be due to the cabin air, too drying. Thus causing some slight peeling and bleeding on my right hand. Uglified. =( It's depressing to see so many scars on myself. Clumsy!!
















Bought the big tin of Redondo Wafer sticks ;) it consists of 3 flavours; Choc, Vanilla and Choc Mint. I'm gonna give daddy the choc mint because it's not nice..HAHAHAHA!!! wanted to get just the vanilla only since it's on sale but cant find it so might as well just get that combo tin.









FOOD.FOOD.FOOD.

I'm dying to do something to my hair, after the failed attempt of getting my hair coloured, I've thought of waving my hair or maybe cut it short like Sonia! together with my sis..HAHAHA!! I need someone to die together with me..HAHAHA!! all these are just my random thoughts cus I cant manage my long hair, and it looks so dull on me..

gotta go now..

xoxo

Freaky Sunday

I thought it wasn't gonna take long, but I'm so darn wrong!. But I'm not going to backout. I've promised to go. Hope this positive feelings stays inside me long enough.

December is nearing.. got to reach my aim!. Dont wish to see flying punches to my face balls! be it literally or not..

RANDOM!.

Nights.. ;)

Nightmare

Woke up rudely by a nightmare. Dreamt that we're hit by Earthquake too, and it was in freaking bad condition. Everywhere was in a mess and I woke up groggly. Damnit. Look at the freaking time!! I'm off!!! yet I wake up as though I've got flight!! =( Mum thought I had flight. zZz

WARNING!

It's best that you give yourself at least 2 days of off before you burn your tongue and stomach with the " Buffalo Wings ". Bloody hell, my tummy is having a royal rumble, not sure if it's due to the wings or is it cus the fan was blowing directly at my tummy the whole night..

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

not going to torture myself anymore. I'm in pain!! ahhhhhhhh!!! :(

Pictorial mode..

Finally found the bloody buffalo wings.. LEVEL #7!!! Set the tongues wagging alr!!




















Still gotta head back there to submit some documents that I've missed out.. =(

GOOD NIGHTS!!!!!! =)

Stiff back

" Have you done any strenuous exercise lately? " with those cheeky looks..LOL!! that question came so abruptly that I almost burst out laughing. What a humourous doc.. Yes my back got worse, gave me stronger dosage of medication to cure it. And a vitamin.. Im full of illness.

This aching back is seriously getting on my nerves, Im going to the sinseh no matter what!. Lazing the whole day, the new sofa feels so comfortable, I can just sleep there, it can be my new bedroom.

My digital camera charger is lost. Im freaking sad about it. =( Will be heading to challenger later to see if I can get a third party charger or something. So crappy.

Be back to rant later, mooncake show starting!!! ;)



--Edited_ @ 5:45pm


Im back, gonna prepare now and off I go to the sinseh. Hmm, kinda scared though. Alone okay! Very lazy. =P
Finally found my camera charger, it's in Dad's drawer!!! how silly!! hahas.


See ya!

Drving

I hate driving seriously. It became a phobia to me.
I know you meant well, you got to be harsh on me so I'll learnt. Instead of making you feel that I understand the importance of safety, it made you feel otherwise. 1st day back and these happens.


All I wanted was just happiness, laughter. Not reminding me of the "long time ago".....

Drving is always an obstacle between us.
I hate myself all over again. And I'm hurt as well.
I know you meant well, how many times have I told you as well to try to be more patient to me and dont shout?. Tell me a few times patiently, I just need you to be a little more...patient.

My heart is aching.
badly.

Bored like hell!

ROAR!!