emotions overwhelmed

Have I told you how much I miss you?..
I miss you dearly..so so sososososososo MUCH!!

I miss you my bed..LOL!!!

and of course you =)
I miss you chen keke =)


After my flight last night, it just made me miss you even more..
come home soon..

Me love, me soul sister..LOL!!!

Chilly

Off days gets by faster than I've expected. Will be doing an overnight tomorrow, then I'll have my weekends off!! =) can't wait!!

Mr Tan had so much fun last night when he called me like 2:50am? singing the maggie instant noodle song!!!! hahaha wth?! been locked up for too long, the people in the ship are going bonkers already. =) It's nice to hear his laughter though, laughing is contagious as well. =)

I had my fair share of fun in class, thanks to Mr Cass Singh and my hokkien beng, Ng Si Bei!! hahaha, Cass's nonsense are one of a kind that simply makes all of us burst out laughing for no apparent reason, one example was Cass trying to get back his notes from FQ..cus FQ brought the wrong notes for lecture yesterday so she borrowed Cass's and forgotten all about it, so when Cass needs it back he just looks and FQ, unknowing what Cass needs FQ gave Cass the blur look then Cass played along by asking " How are you FQ?" like so loud and random, I just burst out laughing, the scene was hilarious, even Syaz burst out laughing..hahahah..

The class was very noisy last night, not due to discussion of the lecture but the jokers went crazy last night..LOL!!..

Till the next Monday, where the joke starts all over again..

cravings

Im having cravings for ABC soup. Shall have it for lunch tomorrow =)

Dear pimple, though you look pretty cute, can you not appear on my face anymore? I dont have spare cash to invest on you..

No matter how many times I've blinked my eyes, my days still seems so draggy. Can it fast forward a little to at least maybe mooncake festival? 7th month is near the corner, which means mummy is gonna be extremely busy, cus I'll need her to fetch me home once again. LOL!! Laugh for all I care, I just can't help it can?..

I'm pretty lucky today, cus one of the sector was cancelled, so we only need to do the Langkawi sector, which wasn't full at all. I love the load today. =) Ouhh! I had BK for lunch today, like after so long..

Enough of the food rantings, it's making me VERY HUNGRY..zZZ

good nights for now..

xoxo,
Jojo..

Momo

It's a crazy Monday to start of the week, I had to force myself to get out of bed, or should I say the pain on my back was so bad that I had to wake up and head out to see the chinese physician to fix my back. It was drizzling when I head out, the drilling from the renovation 2 units away was driving me mad. I never liked having to be in the lift with banglas, but today was an exception, I just needed to get to the sinseh asap.

I've got myself 4 circle tattoos on my back followed by the godly needles..I guess it's the "IN" thing now, to do "zhen jiu" for patients.

Headed over to meet the sick one who just had his op done, my gawd, get well soon dude..

After which it was straight to town to meet Teressa for her supposedly brow trimming which turn out to be a quick lunch and shopping. LOL. Damn! Total damage for today literally burnt a hole in my pocket. It's like my few days of savings gone. But I felt good, retail therapy. We had skinny pizza, didn't know that leek is actually SPICY, lucky I didn't add too much tobassco sauce like Teressa, her lips were literally red after the 1st slice. Ouhh ouhh!! I've got myself 2 books from borders, shall start on them tonight!! =))



=)
xoxo,
jo

Penny for your thoughts

I used a wrong approach, speaking in a manner which came out so differently, or which caused unnecessary misunderstandings. For that instance, I felt that throbbing pain in my heart, how much I meant to them. For that instance, I wish I wasn't around to hear anything. Me and my stupid mouth, brainless nonsense just comes right out from it when I've not realise that it's going to hurt people. Either ways, I felt it. Thank you very much.

Inception at !2:20 was awesome. The suspense was ongoing, like throughout the whole movie, time was a factor for them, but I hate the ending, there wasn't a closure, but I believe he didn't pull through, he remain at where he was, where he felt best. Ouhh well.. gonna rest now, need to be up like another hour time?..

October, can you be a little faster?..
I wish I could enter my own subconscious and rid of that fear that is kept at it's lowest level. I wanna face it and break free from it.

good nights..

Mad

As much as I hate it, I'm doing it all over again. I face it head on. No matter how much I dread the class cus it's the same lecturer, I'm giving it one more try. His lessons are really important, I've managed to get a clearer understanding of his lecture. Press on Jo, class of 90 students? freaking insane.

After 3 whole hours, my brain feels pretty much drained out. I feel the headache once again, at least it shows that I'm actually using my brain. Press on Jo!!

Gonna search for food now,
hungry ttm..

SMS

Tired. Exhausted from my 4 sectors.

dashed.

nights.

Back to school

It's finally the 19th! will be heading back to school, back to basic. =)

Woke up with eyes so puffed up like a pair of goldfish. Cried my eyes out last night, was watching the final episode of "My Fair Lady".

ciaoz! =)

Walk it out

Yes! we made it.

3 crazy woman met up early in the morning at 6:45am for "The Big Walk" though I've only slept like an hour and a half?.
It's been so long since I've took part in the walk.. nothing spectacular about it, though mum said the goodie bag was pretty impressive?.. It does feel good to be able to do something that you've planned for.

My friend's Taiwan trip seems pretty awesome, I wanna do that lantern thingy too.. can't wait!!

Dark circles forming once again.. bloody toad..

nights!
xoxo,

jojo.

=)

It's pouring outside but my heart feels so warm..it's been a while since I had morning calls. Baby, you just made my day =)

rain

Kiss the rain..it's pouring outside..
nights..

Agnes

Been a while since I went for movie, caught Despicable Me with Nic and her sis we had a good time laughing in the theatre. For that split moment, I remembered toothless..

I miss you..

monopoly deal

I feel so full and exhausted right now after the buffet dinner we had and the hilarious game of monopoly deal. I must get my hands on a deck of the monopoly as well, so freaking addictive!!

Time line

___/\/\/\/\/--\/\/\/\/\__/-/-/-/--\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\

wish

I wish I had my very own butler. LOL dream on..

Just like that, I've spent my off day, staying home watching Korea drama since 2pm till now... 3am? geez` freaking no life. But it felt good, drama marathon, long time since I did that. So I guess for the next few days I'll be doing the same things till school starts.

At least there's things for me to look forward to for the coming week. I wanna watch "Despicable Me", the trailer seems cute though. Anyone not watched it yet?

B said I look like I've put on some weight..from my fingers in the pic..TMD. LOL

My eyes need to rest now. I hope Spain wins. VIVA ESPANOL~

nights.

One more day to my off..

M-o-R-n-i-N-g

Dragged myself to work, KMG was a long day. Just glad that it was over. This should be the longest flight for the month. I'm a little less motivated today, to work. At least it makes my day past faster. My legs looks pretty horrible right now, it's going to take a very long time for the scars to recover. I wonder how did I collect these marks. Please go away. I've had enough things to fret. The freaking bruise on my left thumb seems to be getting bigger and darker. LOL. Freaking ugly..

DRAGGGGGGGG...

Out-

Can someone just freaking drag me out of the house?.
Misery at it's best.

Bruise

Dear bruise,

can you disappear soon?, you're making me look as though I've been abused.. =(


Wasn't able to search for the music video for "Love the way you lie-Rihanna feat Eminem" but manage to get the song from Shi, it's like a must to listen to these few songs these days, it's on repeat in my play list. In a way it does speaks of how some stuff happens in a relationship..the brutal love.

"Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em "

LOL

I couldn't recall I've ever done the same pose many years back, LOL. Till Fen found the pictures and posted it up.


Present 2010 Farmway

Past 2006 Punggol End

Finally it's my 3rd day, need to get it done and over.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars...I could really use a wish right now...

Take a break

I'm not a very complicated person, I indulge in simple things, small yet brings contentment to me. Just little things like sitting there beside me when I'm down, not having to utter a word, or a cup of longan water when I'm not feeling well. I'll be overjoyed. =)

Happen to chance upon this song- Never too far away by Mariah Carey. A very nice song, lots of emotion in it.

People change, there will be a point in time when it just hits you and you have to move on. It might be hard and lots of obstacles, times so bad when you feel like giving up because no one was there and it all seems so helpless. Swallow that sour feeling and hang on. Don't give up just yet, no matter if people left you, be it if you're left all alone standing there. Hang on.. just push on a little more, with that every little step, at the end of the other side, when you've finally see the light, you'll realise that those small little steps that you took have actually became a small little path, that has brought you where you are now.. just a little bit more. Go for it..

Wipe out

Negativity has been slowly eating me up. I let myself slipped into the emotional roller coaster and let it lead me on for a very long time. It made me feel like shit, and it made me so depressed. It's not as if someone died or something. But this is all bullshit. Im sick of it, yes I've banged the wall. Now I'm leaving this emotional baggage for good.

Been suppressing all these emotions all by myself, wondered how it actually triggered. Either ways, I don't wanna bother no more.No one can help me cept for myself. Though I'm concern about it, I wont be able to do anything. So,
I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!!! I've been praying that everyone leaves their emotional baggage, that happiness will reach them and let the bad times be forgotten, but apparently mine didnt. Now that I'm really sick of it, I'm letting it go, yes I know I should have done that like long time ago, WHAT TO DO!! Jo is ALWAYS LIKE THIS.

Goodbye emotional baggage,
pessimism gets you no where..NO WHERE. I don't wanna jog on the spot no more..why bother?..
Let the memories rest..at the end of the day, we aint in the memory no more, it's NOW that matters.
Had enough of the nuisance..

I got your point B. For what I want to think of stuffs that's not necessary at all. My numb skull needs a little time to process.. :)

so long`

Xoxo

RAH RAH RAH!!

My freaking tears rolled like free, I feel so exhausted..why am I so tired today?. I sat outside the arrival hall for a good 15mins. I just literally sat there, staring into space. I need smecta, seriously. My motion sickness is getting from bad to worse. It got so bad that I had no appetite at all, couldnt even finish my favourite cheesecake. I guess that's why I'm so tired and feeling so emotional. I get even more frustrated when I cant stomach any food down.

Met K at the bus terminal and we took the same bus home. Took a stroll back and it made me feel better.

gonna crash now, tomorrow's my 3rd day..one more day Jo, and it's your off day =)

Nights..