Hate paperwork

Once again, we got to do our paperwork for our pay. Yes, IM WHINING.
Feeling real exhausted, no plans for tonight I guess, everything is kinda silent.
People are doing their projects and stuff..
I just dont feel like disturbing..
I'm getting donuts from Donut Factory!! muahhahas!.. =x
It's scary, just to get donuts, queuing for nearing up to 4 hrs!..

I feel like going out, but a part of me just feel like stayin home..
hmm..
Im tired, am I repeating this statement?..hahas..

Define what you think about "Alone" and "Lonely"..

Monday Blues

Morning!! Just woke up, slept about 11plus last night. Was pretty tired, didn't stayed up last night.
Feeling kinda bad, right now, it's like I was lost at words last night.
I didn't meant for that to happen, but I wish the best for you.
I've just lost yet another best friend. A real good friend whom has been with me for almost 8 years?..
Take care.

I'll be having training again today, which I dont feel like going, but CANT.
It would be a HOLIDAY for all tomorrow, and I'll be heading down to my ah-mah's place.
Been a long time since I've last seen her.
The last time was CNY, I guess.

I didnt replied the msg as told.
Just felt real bad, this should not be happening btwn friends.
My bad.

A happy girl =)

( My new phone, Nokia 6288 =) )

Im a happy girl once again =)

Mum got a $100 voucher from Starhub and she got me a Nokia 6288. No doubt I still prefer 3250

But, as long as I get to use a phone, im contented with it alr, as long as I dont have to on the

loudspeaker to answer calls, Im greatful for that. =)

I dont ask more.

PS dragon force rocks!! wahahas, that song is nice.

Alright, so I was like some dumb fcuks, thinking that I was working..

Argh, but I went to meet mum at Starhub, so yea, not that bad =)

Didnt do anything cept slacking at home today.

My aunt came over my place and she told me I've put on weight. =( booo..

Bascially, Im just happy =)) muahahas..

I cut my HAIR!

Met up with Zara yesterday. She called me around 12 plus, just nice, I just woke up. Called me out-to study.Hahas, we were suppose to meet at 2, but I only left my place at 2. =p Woot` hahas, we met up at City Hall and headed off to the library at Esplnade to study, eventually, we only did 1 quest and we head off..muhahas.
Headed off to erm, Funan as Zara wanted to cut hair, so I brought her to the cheapest!,hahas, the Kimage school, where trainees cut your hair, she only paid $8.40! she was lucky cus her hair was cut by the teacher, so yea. WORTH IT!..kinda suit her alot shall show ya the pic some other time..
As I was too tempted to cut my hair, thinking long and hard, I' ve decided to cut!..
Went to the 2nd level, where the real Kimage was located where the professionals was, hahas, but my hair was still cut by the students, =.= but they are graduates so I guess no prob.
But afterall, I only cut my FRINGE..hahas..I dare not touch the rest of my long hair, I only told the person to cut my fringe..hahas, dumb. I paid $5.25 for it, hahas..

After the damage we had done to our hair, we went to Macs to continue studyin, but only Zara was studying this time round, I went cam crazy hahas, and there we had dinner and head home.

Some fag msg me while I was on the train, playing games with me, asking me to guess who he/she was..before I could even reply any further, my phone went flat. LOL..

I guess that's about it, oh yea, suppose to be in class now for accounts, but, since all not going, I'm heading back to sleep =)..

My line got CUT

( Jo & Claudia )

( The DUMB Lecture )

( The Ladies )

( Her fav hangout )

( Zara =p )

( Ryan and Pregnant Fish )

Sorry for the inconvenience, my line was once again CUT..

So yeap. Hmmm, it's my sec time blogging once again..ARGH! shit.

Just hate the feeling of having to re-blog my entry. HATE IT!..

Alright I'll just post a random, just wana get the pics uploaded =))

Had a simple dinner last night, ToriQ and Honey Red Tea with mini pearl =))

My throat is currently killing me, as in it is very itchy and I cant help but feel like scratching it!..

Saw some people at Century Sq last night, just that the girl beside you wasnt me..

Hahas, but I dont care! =p I've got over it! so long time ago.. =)

Felt kinda down when some people say.."You not sian meh?.."

What an idiot with sucha question.

I have alot of things on my mind, when I viewed my friends frienster.

Envious of them, being able to go on holidays..to Japan, Hong Kong..etc..

Stephen Di..entertain me will you?..hahas..

I need some comedy movies..might be going to the Dvd shop to rent

some good movies tomorrow or Friday..

If time permits..

Alfred advise me to use prepaid.

I'll see bout that..not use to it though.

Alright randoms are over..

Enjoy the pictures =)

Since I'm so "awake" might as well blog an entry and better start doing my costing..
shit man, this sem starts too fast! i'm not ready yet, so many things bombared me at once,
I'm gonna burst! anytime, the time bomb in me is ticking, anytime I'll just BUST!

Worked 3 days flat! non-stop. Can I be strong and be a fighter?..hahas..
As in having the willpower to fight on. I need REDBULL, it gives me wings!..hahas..
What a %$^#%@#%$#^ I cant say what I feel like saying.
A personal blog yet I cant blog out what I really feel like saying, ya true..I could just get a diary.
Maybe I should just do that,
It will come to a point in time when that diary will come in handy.
I'm trying to refrain from using the com so often, I dont wish to be dependant on such stuff..
hahas, dumb, I bet no one knows what the hell I'm saying once again.
But..oh well..maybe I'll just close this account down, since I wont be using it anymore
in the near future. =(
Hais..up till this point in time, I don't know what to say.
It's like a living nightmare.
I am FORCED TO FACE REALITY.
Karma I guess..
I feel so useless, I'm like still in a "refusing to accept reality" mood.
I still have that cant be bothered attitude.
Kill me.Take a knife and stab me.
I hate this.
I want to wake up from this, and do something right for once.
It's tormenting.
Alright I better not go on..I'm getting so emo-ed.

Back to work, everything was fine today.
Nothing much happened. I'm getting the hang of it.

HELPME!!!

It's like my 3rd time bloggin man..
Was online chatting with Shi fer a while..she introduced me a new game which
I was kinda stuck to it for a good whole 1hr.hahas..
But now I'm kinda bored of the games alr..ahas..
maybe you guys wana try it out..

www.maggiemarket.com

Im curled up like a ball, the cramps are killing me.. =(
I hope the cramps wont kill me at work.
I miss camera phones. =(

Pouring misery.
Im tired of putting up a strong front.
How I wish I have the guts to jump down.
But I cant bear to leave them.
I'll try my best to persevere.
Dont wish anything to happen to any of them.

Endlessly.

Late at night you call on a phone
We talk about the day
When you found out he was cheating
You tell that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find that he was deceving
And I know I've always just been your friend
But if you look my way
I'll make sure you'll never hurt again
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
EndlesslyOhh, oh yeah
I remember when you fell in loveI could not believe
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free
And I know right now you're broken in two
But did you know my heart's been broken since the day I met you
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you thisEndlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayerI'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
You've learn to put your faith in me
Endlessly
Sometimes the thing you need
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly

Stereotype

I guess Im just one of those stereotype people like what Im being known to "some" people.
Don't ask me why, but certain stuffs I just cant help but keep thinking.
Dumbshit. I was thinking bout it last night, and somehow, someone told me the same thing
that I was thinking of too. So now, I have six sense??..Crazy..
This is just some very random entries like any other of my randoms.

Maybe we had been taking stuff for granted,
that it finally took a toll on us..
I don't know what to do,
I hope I can help out in a way.
I'll try to abide to the rules..

I dont know what I'm trying to type in this entry.
It's so nonsensical..
I'm just suppose to go to the teller and transfer money.
Intended to go gym, but I guess the buggers went out to slack last night,
So conclusion would be that they are still asleep..
Hmmm,..
Now I cant slack anymore, got a curfew. =(
But on EXCEPTION nights, I'll try my best =p

So Mr YM has got into Police Academy and he's over the moon..
I dont wish to do the organising, it's difficult to control a zoo. =x

So Ms PS, are you gonna get the night cream from me?.. lol..
Do you still wana watch DragonForce?..
Alright I better head to the teller now, some people needs the money before lunch..

Maybe I'll go grab some bread or something to stock up.

This is soo random.

Free Cone Day Part II

Alright so the FREE CONE DAY was considered a success,
There were loads of people flocking into the queue.
I was in team3 it took us to wait for like half an hour and it was our turn to do the scooping..
It was kinda fun at first, but I realise I was hogging the scooper for tooo long,
And I felt a disturbance, so I retreated and let the others took over, and I tried my best to steer clear
from scooping.. I tried doing the runners job, but seems like I was more of an obstruction,
So..I slacked.. =x

It was kinda sweet when people wait for you to knock off..
Waited for like 2 hrs for me.. =))
Van came down too to get the free ice cream..hahas..
She rejoined the queue for the second ice-cream..hahas.. =p

im lazy to continue, currently, Mas playin Maple
While Im bloggin and YOU are acting angry reading Archie.

New semester

So a new sem has started and I'm already dreading it alot. Almost everyday starts at 8am.GOD please give me the DETERMINATION I need...

Now we get to go to the main lecture hall where it can seat in bout 8 classes?..
Will be having my costing and accounting lecture there. hmmm..
Apart from that, Ms Choo!!!! she is our CA. woot`!! =))
And most of all, we only have a 4 days class. =)

Today is only my second day since school reopened and I'm already not attending school =(
Got to work today..
FREE CONE DAY today..so we are expecting like one big flock of scary people coming
down for our ice cream..
I hope I only have to work till 7pm today..
which I highly doubt will happen man..=(

My phone was giving me problems last night, messages that I sent could not be received, and I guess
those that I sent to will receive bout 3-4 of my messages, stupid line..
Always giving so much problem..


Today is MS AUDREY CHUA JING MEI's
20th Birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I'm off to get ready and go get my typhoid jab..ah!
Hate jab's it's kinda itchy and I hate that numbing feeling!!

Sick.

School starting in like 12Hrs time, loathe it. =(

Very soon, it's either I'm gonna breakdown, or I'm gonna break through. hahas, OMG..
The usual routine of work, slack,work,slack,work,slack..
I dont like this as my routine..maybe slacking is okay, but work..aahh..

Okay bout B&J.. =)
Well, afterall it wasnt as bad as I had pictured it on my mind. The people there were friendly, very outgoing =))
I was working with Mai,Melissa and Joycelyn..They were all very friendly and I tell you..the feeling of welcoming is so different from HD..I would defiantely prefer B&J man..not that I angkat or what..but seriously.. =)) I like the working environment.. Maybe cus I have not meet the rest of the people yet, so ya.. GOD, please bless me..

I learned to make waffle cone, waffle dish and waffle basket..
The most challenging was the waffle cone, but I've mastered it..muhahah..
Then it was the usual, scooping of ice-cream, blah blah blah..serve customer..
Oh yea! saw Andrew Wee and Sky..while we were doing closing..and Andrew wanted ice-cream..IDIOT!!!!!!!!
He chose Chocolate Mint, which is like so difficult to scoop can! cus it's something like Choc choc chip. So HARD!!!! argh..IDIOT!!!!..Since he was my friend..I tried scooping bigger scoops for him, and he shot me back with a " GOU LE LA GOU LE LA.." in those typical ah beng manner..eh! you better dont come and disturb me on Tue! I'm not gonna serve you man!..bleah!

So now, I dont feel so good, been coughing alot lately, hmmm..

Okay, so I manage to gave you a fright hahaha.. My line was cut off temporary only..now my line is back..so yeap =))
Leaving my dungeon soon, hais, gotta head down to DTE for B&J meeting, then followed by 1.30-9.30 Clinique. Kill me please. =((

Some people enjoys the luxury of sleeping while I'm deprived of that luxury....
School starting tomorrow..like..NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! =((
I cant believe the holidays are over.. =(( My precious holidays..when will you drop by again?!!!!
Oh my holidays..........

First Day!

It will be my first day of work at B&J. =)

Alright ytd, marks graduation day for the 4 of us and a few others, in Clinique's first class!
We finally got the 3-step badge, =) no more waking up early in the morning, and running to Merchant Sq anymore, but will miss the group of people there having training with us. Jane! no doubt you defiantely dont read my blog, but..thankew so much!!!!!!! =) you've been very nice to us..
And Yvonne Sim! hahas, she's a joker!, she cracks jokes, that I cant stop laughing.
Samuel!!! hahas, zhan qi lai!!! hahaha, hope I get to see them at the next training.hahas..
Overall, after this 4 days of training, I have put on alot of weight..hahas..OMG.
My face swelled up once again.

Sold my K750i like finally, gone. =(
Oh well, hope I can save up soon to get a new phone..
I'm not sure if the Hong Kong plan will still work out or not, if not..is it possible to go somewhere nearer?..like..Bintan? Batam?..no plans no plans..not yet..hmm..

It's easier said than done, but I wanna change too..
I will put in effort..I aint getting younger anymore...

I realise today is my only off day from work, omg. =(
Stuffs happened, I wish it's not serious.

Feeling so "wu zhu"- helpless, if only i can create miracles...
I hope I spend my off day today fruitfully, gonna meet the people for gym at Pasir Ris CC..
not very clear bout the there after plan though..
After this entry, im gonna go bathe and get ready.

You came down to my counter ytd, with dunking donuts, hahas..thanks sweetie..=)
I gave her use the products, hahas, using anything that can be applied on over make up.hahas..
And also "that thing" hahas..THANKS GIRLIE!! =)))
I hope it helps to "BOOST" my confidence to another higher level..LOL.
Met the usuals for another slacking period, went to geylang for dinner, and thereafter, Kent Ridge Park.
HAHAS!! I was in Mas car so yea, it was like Grand Terrismo, lol, if i spelled it correctly, his turning was extreme but FUN!! hahas, just that the tires might go botak..hahaha..
Took some pics of them on the tank..I WASNT IN THE PIC!!!!! =(((
I was the camerawomen.hahas..
Maybe I'll upload it later, kinda lazy to do the transfer of pictures now, since Im running out of time, wonder if they woke up alr..hmmm..
alright it's 10.20am on my com alr..shall go prepare now..

*I wish that all else is fine.

Ciaoz!

Late fer work.

Alright I'm actually late for work, but, I sitll chose to write my blog first before I hit the showers.
I am going to say this the LAST TIME!
IM NOT GONNA ADMIT ANYTHING IF IT WASNT MY FAULT IN THE FIRST PLACE!.

Yeap, I have made this clear.
Working at Clinique today, hmmm, hope sales would be good. Sharon called me to give me a morning call, hahas, still I'm gonna be late, when time is the factor, Im lazy to put on make-up. But I've got no choice, UGH.
Went over to Mas place last night, we cooked pizza! hahas, technically speaking, it was JOsh and Mas, I was in the hall playing some NBA game on PS2 with Say Heng, when a fight broke out. OVER A GAME!!! I'M gonna smack your face if it ever happens again and I MEAN IT.
And for the rest of the time I was just lazing around, sleeping on the sofa awaiting for the pizza, hahas. =)
Overall out of 10 I give josh a 5/10 for the pizza, I think it lacks of tomato paste like what Mas said, and NOT ENOUGH CHEESE!! hahahs, but I didnt comment cause afterall, I didnt help out a single stuff, unless spreading of garlic paste on the bread was counted as one. hahas, hmmm..
Alright, I guess I better continue my blog tonight, gotta go bathe now..
CIAOZ!!

No More..

There's simply no more communication or whatsoever thingy between me and my family, I come back home to an empty house, maybe not empty, just that I dont see anyone around..just got home like half an hour ago, and my bedroom is empty, as in my sisters are no where to be found..hmm, maybe in school?..

Well, it seems like a routine for me to be slacking out till bout 6plus 7 the next morning before I head home. My dark circles are getting from bad to worse, I think I need rest soon, my temper aint getting any better either too, I flare up easily and worse of all, I get real emotional now too, UGH.
I guess I wont be able to wake up on time to head down to CDC to book my FTT. =(
I am getting fatter day by day, the rate Im eating seems scary, I wish to lose weight fast.
There's like many things on my mind, but not sure of how to write it out.

Im too tired, exhausted.
I need rest.
Morning.

Suppose to be..

Im suppose to be sleeping now, if not for that irritating call from Clinique, I should be still sound asleep.
Went for captains ball ytd, at Pingyi Sec, met up with Eve, like finally after so long, hahas, finally get to see her.
I was the goal keeper/catcher for the day, hahas, I wasn't running around, hmmm, I wanna lose some fats!!..
hahas, it was fun and we won CHAMPION!! =))

After that, went to TM to do my month end paperwork..hate it so much. UGH.
Had Spicy Chicken rice at B1 delicious, but expensive. And drank bubble tea, woot` =))
No doubt I look fine like that.
But deep down, I wish for a genuine answer. Said there was some regret, that it was all in the past, to me, it doesn't seem like it, it's written all over your face, your eyes cant tell lies. I've seen through you.
Gave you the chance to make a choice but you didnt, I know you dont wish to hurt me.
It's not like it hasn't happen before, I can take it.
I would prefer a genuine heart, than one that might fail me once again.

So disturbing, this kinda thoughts.
I believe if it didnt happen, you wont sink, neither will you be in a bad shape, there is so plenty of choices out there,
it's not whoever missed their chances, you just got to learn it from another point of view.
This is an offer which I bet is hard for you to resist.
Take this step and you will be a better person, I swear.

Take it that I dont have the confidence in me.
I dont trust easily anymore.
That is me.

---------------------------------[PART 2]---------------------------------------

Realise how bored I got..this is the second time blogging..

Was sleeping my day away, realise I replied a msg half-way and fell asleep..OMG..hahas..

Hope you aint feeling so moody le?..

Bt Timah doesnt sound that bad afterall =p

I wish my pay gets in asap!! Im DYING!! LITERALLY!!!..

UGH..