Sometimes it's just a thin line.
Sometimes the tension is so strong, but when I tried to bring it back it let go.
Now it's back to the past.


Priorities fails.

My all time favourite. [ You are not alone ]

Rest in peace.

Sweet Bitterness.

Firstly Happy Birthday to my baby sister JOLEEN TAN HWEE SAN, finally her sweet 16th birthday. Sadly, it's also my 1st day of work after 1 week of leave. I feel so half hearted suddenly.

It's been a long time since Im talking to my sister on our bed, side by side. Been missing out quite a bit, but I've caught up with her. =) It feels good, like someone you're really comfortable with to relate everything ...cus we're blood sisters. Like DUH~
Im glad the bond is still as strong as ever. Feeling a little emotional right here right now.

Although people admires my family, I feel that it's all surface. Yes, there's time when I really felt the warmth, but lately, I guess cus of my absence from home, it felt cold. I love my family alot I really do, but can you believe it?, it's the hardest to express your feelings to them. Especially me. I'm a very emotional fella these days. When I talked to my sister, my tears just literally rolled down.

[FAMILY= Father and Mother I love you. ]

This is freaking corny I know, but it's really what Im feeling. Although there were times when I got irritated, times when I just wanna scream my lungs out. But the thought of them, when they get older and when they have to leave us one day. Im scared. Really.

Sometimes some stuffs are really too late, though I always encourage people to do something for their family, dont neglect and all....

Apparently, I'm the one that lacks the courage to shower my love to my family. Because we have neglected it for so long, that it became so foreign to me, that I feel so uncomfortable. Like we're strangers living under the same roof, I miss the times when I just sat down with my family watching some nonsense show on the tv, and laughing it out.I miss that warmth.

There's so much more to say, but nah.
Every family has their little secrets. This is something I need to overcome and put in more effort.


I love my family.



People, please dont neglect your family members because they are the ones that sticks to you till the end.

Dont misunderstand me. I dont hate any of you.

Moment

For a moment I just felt like giving up everything. This is crappy.
What means the most now?, what is it that is causing me to falter. When some stuff diminishes.

I need that holiday so freaking soon.

Understand me please..

Thinking cap

Been a down period lately, like a landslide that came so abruptly, that there's no escape. It has covered up everything. Life brings many unpredictable changes, how have you managed? Is it suffocating you already?, has everything bottled up till it's brim already?..

Hang on, this tidal wave is gonna die down soon. For the meantime, hold on tight.

Im having a whirlwind inside me now, and Im so tired now, yawning away. Hahas.

Good nites people =)
Xoxo,
Jojo.

* A tiny wish for everyones trouble to slowly fade away, and that the happiness could be felt again..




Chuck Norris doesnt sleeps, he waits.

Heartfelt condolence

As more bodies were found, my heart sank, been reading about the news, hoping for a miracle. It was a devastating news. Since the day it went missing till the sightings of debris of the plane, till bodies now found. No matter how slim the chances are, I hope the people that manage to survive held on. When the report came out that there were babies on board. It killed me.

Imagine a full flight, filled with happy holiday goers.. geez.

I WANT!!

There were so many I wants when I headed to town today.

The list goes on. Be it mentally noted or spoken out loud.

-MacBook Air
-Addidas Jacket
-New Bag!!
-Slippers
-Fred Perry shoes
-PSP!!!!!!!!! ( Can someone just give it to me please, best in Ver.2000 )
-A good tan
-Slimming machine ( unrealistic) freaking ex.
-Tour around Europe.

My mental notes for GSS.
It's too wth.. I doubt any would be accomplished.

I'M FREAKING BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!! =(


Kimgary is my new love! <3

PS: Thankew lazybones for bringing my stuffs over to my place ;)
hahaha.

Low

Down period. The red alert is getting nearer. Affecting so many stuff, was all positive when I was at work today although I was tired. I was extremely polite. And was even complimented on my good service. =) reason being, Im off as of today!! 04/06/2009. HAHAS. =))

Had an arguement after my flight, now Im in a more stable state, time for my brains to process, but apparently, Im physically tired. Exhausted, I'll think about it after my good night's rest. Met up with the usuals for a while, my ku partner has finally passed her FTT =))) CONGRATULATIONS!! =) her 1st attempt. Now Im waiting for her to drive me around! hahas. Dont worry, Im very patient. HAHAHA.

I hope it rains heavily tonight, so that I get to sleep peacefully. =) Currently Im wide awake cus I've just bathed in cold water. The freaking weather is driving me NUTS.

Im cutting down on sweets and chocolate for the time being. LIM BEI TOOTHACHE IS BACK!!! %#@%!^$ hahaha. And my bloody big sweep TIO JIA!!!! =( damnit. No luck siol.

Enough said,
I'm gonna turn in soon..

I will overcome my weakness.

Sweet memories

It's good to know that no one is forgotten or left behind..

The kitchen madness..











I chose the consequences. Feel the pain.