Im back!

Im finally back from the 2 days trip from Malaysia!. LOL. I swear this was uncalled for, everyone was so spontaneous man!.. At first it was purely just a gambling session at Daryl's place with only me and jh, short of one player, but still we played " shan jiao mah jiang ", and it was JH that initiated it, lol, cus people seldom play 3 leg mahjong. The game didn't lasted for long, a phone call came and it was JZ, the first thing he said was " wanna slack? " so I told him to come over to Daryl's place, then the next thing he said was " wanna go malaysia?" time check was bout 11.20pm on the 27th night. LOL!! I swear everyone was damn steady that night, so he drove me and JH back to get our passport and off we went JB!! hahas, JZ went in to pump petrol and thereafter was supper at some store at the ah gua lane, hahas, the bloody king size Ramily burger was like RM6? lol!! it's DIRT CHEAP MAN!!, then we went to the convenient store, and JZ got a 5L cooking oil!! LOL!! omg, and I got myself a loaf of bread that cost bout RM1.50? LOL!!! went back to Daryl's place for mahjong, then the sudden idea of going Sunway Lagoon came into my mind, so I just said it out.." Aye, go Sunway Lagoon la! " I was expecting answers like " Siao Arh.." but instead the reply was " OK los.." I was like WTF!!!!! hahahahaha, then we started calling people asking them if they wanna join us to Sunway..so first we called Sh it was bout 6am, she thought we were joking, zZz =(



So we came to a conclusion that no one wanted to follow so we set off, on the 28th morning, sending JH home to pack his bag and thereafter to my place, packed our stuff and left for Malaysia..I thought the journey was going to be a fast one, to go Sunway Lagoon to have some fun and head back to Sg. But my calculations went wrong, and I wasn;t able to meet the ladies for dinner.. =(

Jz was travelling like 175 km/hr, on the highway, had our lunch at A&W which freaking taste like crap and continued the journey to KL..

We got lost on our way to KL, turning at wrong junctions, having to pay extrra TOL which is damn hilarious yet irritating. Eventually after some help from other vehicles, we manage to get to SUnway, but it was too late when we got ther, so we decided to stay at the hotel for a day before proceeding to Sunway for fun..hahas!

The hotel was freaking ULU!! it was called Sun Inn Hotel, it was located opposite Sunway Lagoon, Rm 110 per night for 4 person, DIRT CHEAP right?..hahas.

Alright, enough of my nonsense, time for BED.
nITES.

Rotting

Now that I'm temporary jobless, I've nothing much to do. Instead of resting more often, I seem to be heading out more, staying up late and sleep only like 5 or 6 plus in the morning and waking up in the late evening, yesterday was the first time I attempt sleep at 10.30pm. It was difficult, I woke up at 3.30am and I was freaking awake, but I force myself to sleep instead of using the com.

And now I'm bloody hell wide awake, I just feel like sleeping in more, I feel so tired yet I can't continue sleeping. =(
Today's the 27th. 4 more days to go.
Someone asked about me yesterday, it's not like you dont have my no. you know?.. instead of asking me, you chose to ask my mum. But I don't think you're that concern either, isn't it great that I've left the place already?, so why bother to ask my whereabouts now?..

I don't feel happy at all this morning, kinda moodfuckingswing again. Yesterday was bad, don't wish to go into details, it's like a cycle, it'll come back round to me.


Sometimes I just sat there and stared blankly into my future.

So wanted to

Susan msg me early this morning, OCS needed typist for tmr, but I rejected. Not now.

Today will be my last day at Clinique. Picture taking session today! I hope... hmm..
Alright, gotta prepare now.

To That Person

Stop ASSUMING. I wasn't talking about you in my blog.

Good Friday

[ 2nd Entry ]

Time check: 3.08am on my computer

For the past 30 mins or so, I was blog hopping, reading my past archives. Hahas, I have a habit to read back my past entries, and still laugh bout the silly things I've used to wrote, be it angry, sad, happy or confused. I see a standard pattern in my blog entries whereby I just whine and whine and whine. So basically, I just love whinning. That is one thing that didn't change. hahas. Feel like waking up early to go for a tan later, but I guess I'll be lazy. Was suppose to meet The Usuals later on, but I didn't reconfirmed with them, so I guess the meeting up will be called off?.. hmm, so I predict I'll most likely be rotting at home. :) Which I guess I'll need it? since I haven had much sleep lately, besides yesterday =p

Somebody must be watching CSI now, said to complete season 4. So I guess there's loads more of episodes. Was talking to my friend on msn, and I realise that guys tend not to solve problems. They just prefer to remain silent, even when questioned, they'll DENY everything and just let it be, though they know that they feel upset bout it and everything, they still chose to remain as it is. This is one thing I can never tolerate I guess?.. If you have doubt or anything? just clarify?! I prefer straight in my face then keeping it to yourself and making things all so miserable. Having the other party wondering what actually went wrong and having so mnay thoughts..not knowing exactly where went wrong, and the other party doesn't voice it out and just LET IT BE. Best scenario, this fella just disappears! wahh, crap. Anyways, not my problem, if you can just let it be and let go then good for you dude.

Enough of complaining..

[ 1st Entry ]
So I woke up only like ermm, 3 plus today? =x kekeke.
Lazy ass is finally surfacing. ;)
9 more days! can't wait can't wait!! :))

So I had the runs today, like this would be my 5th visit to the too-let. LOL!!! =p It was massive..LOL!! okay details skipped. So "Bekunis" is working real good that it fucking makes me feel like I'm in labour. So, if you wanna risk your life like me and try the pills, be my guest.

There after the bomination..cabbed down to " Holy Trinity" went to crash the chruch for some Good Friday fun =x Oops, just curiosity. Had to like "fast" for the day, but I skipped the "no meat" thingy. So I guess I can't live without MEAT. Be it PORK,BEEF,CHICKEN..MEAT MEAT MEAT!!!!
So after the service/mass, headed down to TM, by then I was freaking wobbly, an angry monster. I wanted FOOD. hahas, VienThai was where I had my feast, a mini one considering the fact that Im on DIE-T. Had Green Mango Salad and Pad Thai. Yummilicious I must say, sadly it has all been flushed down the toilet bowl. Had some arcade fun and caught " Be Kind Rewind ". Seriously, it was kinda boring at the start with very irrelavant scenes, you will only understand the show more like nearing the ending, when I don't feel that sleepy anymore. Did I make any sense?.. Nope I guess.

PEISHI...
Joanne seriously wanna catch " The Leap Years" with you. HOW HOW HOW!!!! :(

WHINE.WHINE.WHINE.
Boo!

New Day

Enough of those rantings, my second last day of work at Clinique. This Sunday would be my last. And next week would be a FREE WEEK for me, to sleep in all I want and just rot for a bit.

There's so many package I see online, like Batam/Bintan package, but Im too broke to go. Today's the eve of Good Friday. Was contemplating whether to club or not, but I guess I don't feel like going anymore, don't wish to bump into some people there. So tonight would be a quiet night. Am addicted to CSI New York, damn cool, was like stuck to it. I bet if I'm not working today, I'll be stuck to my com the whole day.

My hair extension is geting irritating, feel like taking it out real soon, but then again. $140. Maybe one more week..
Check out my friend's blog!! http://cassis-room.blogspot.com/ new bags launched!, my god my spelling sucks man, I cant spell the words these days..DAMN.

That's all for me now.

Not like anyone bothers.

Though I left, still, I was curious to know bout what's happening around. So I was kinda asking alot of questions, but the reply wasn't much. I can't possibly kept pestering when the person refuse to speak up. Come to think of it, there's no point either. Not everything needs an explaination.

Counting down..11 more days to go. Why do I feel that it's kinda vague?..
Almost a week now, and I've still not got over it. This can't go on. Like what the horoscope said, just MOVE ON, it's pointless to remain where I am.
Blabbering too much..

Had Botak once again, this time round I took the Cajun Chicken, hmmm, I'll still prefer the western near the prime mart. Just my personal preference, but I dont think Botak is as nice as what I had expected, or was it cus I expected too much from it?..

I left with a bad impression.

Ended

It ended earlier than what I had expected it to be. I dont wish to get involve with OCS anymore.
End of phase one. So long. This is it.
Too much so much, it hurts.
This happens too often, call it KARMA.

Learn it well and don't trip on it again.

Random

All the yada yada.
Eventually Im left with like 8 more days to go before Im officially out of OCS, like for good.
I doubt they'll ever need me back to help once a while. I don't feel like showing up for work too, cus of the misunderstandings and all. So much for the fond memories. It's always ruined. Be it one way or the other. So I wont be seeing them anymore. The noisy environment which I got so use to.. yada yada, blah blah.

Watched [ Rule #1 ] last night. It was a let down man, okay I got the shocker at some parts of the freaking show as though I was strapped to the electric chair or something, but the twist was fucked up. Seriously, I was expecting more to it. So yea, waste of my $7. Afterwhich, it was slacking at Macs at first it was just for a drink, which in the end ended up as another "Dai Dee" night. LOL. We wanted to use the 20 piece nuggets as bets for a few rounds of " in-betweens" first, but some people kept losing, so we decided not to waste the 20 pcs nuggets like that. hahas, so we crapped and slacked and Dai Dee-ed till bout 3plus in the morning?..hahas! before we decided to head home. It was damn hilarious at certain point in time, when you suddenly do some stupid dance moves that makes you laugh your ass off.. ahahas, like " lost in the woods" lol! shaking the whole body as though you got possessed. LOL. Wasted it wasn't videoed.

An ugly mark left. What happened?

A Bet

I made a bet to myself. 29th would be my last day working at OCS.
I'm left with 13 days.

I dont fell like leaving at all.
Little but fond memories.

Double O

Freaking got wasted once again last night. Was msging loads of nonsense to random people. Made a fool out of myself once again. Damnit. But it was fun having one big group of people clubbing together :)

Mistakes learnt.

1. Never to "tah" a jug anymore.
2. Make sure my phone is in my pocket and not taking it out to randomly msg people once again.
3. Who's ur daddy? lol.
4. Never trust the other side.
5. Fuck off jerks.
6. Never ever drink so fucking fast.

We were literally gone by 1 plus, okay not really gone, more of hmm, high I guess. Enough crapping, need a lil napping.

Ciaoz!







[ Goners of the night..]

I feel so lost ..

The papers are finally over. There goes my ITE life. Did I spent it well?.. cus I feel so weird inside. It's undescribable.

Hais.
Byee.

As we go on..will we remember?..

One more hell to go

When you don't study, don't expect much from it. The paper to me was difficult. Reason being, I didn't study enough. Simple as that. Those that mugged hard, paid off. It was easy to them, I gave up the 3rd question consisting of 20 marks, there goes my accounts. So if I manage to " pass" this paper, I'll consider myself LUCKY SHIT.
So one paper down, another hurdle to go.
One of my friend is told to leave work, I guess it's due to the attendance. But I believe things can be talked out, can't possibly ask you to leave just like that when they're in need of people?.. hmm?.. I don't think A will let go just like that. Chill ya, there's still space for negotiation and try to be early for work or something?.. I suck at cheering people up, guess I only made you feel more stressed out.

I can't possibly dwell on this paper anymore, since my effort wasn't there in the first place, so next up will be Audit. Dang!.. and thereafter, it's the freaking HOLIDAYS! when im freaking BROKE!..how cool is that. And some people is leaving for Thailand soon. Hmmmm..

I better get back to sleep,
My tummy's churning..
I'm HUNGRY!! =(

Edited:

There's this sour feeling inside my throat which Im unable to swallow down. Away from home, away from Singapore. 3 years would be the minimum, what's the max?.. What's it like in Netherlands?.. Quoted from Z.

Extreme Stress

Exams just a day away. I'm still stuck with Cash Flow..and I've yet to start revision on Hire Purchase.zZZz.
This is scaring me.

I kept thinking of stuffs that I wanna do after the exams, that ain't right. My schedule looks damn packed. Which I kinda dread, cus I'm still tired, from all these overnight thingy. " Who ask you?.." hahas, thankew very much. Dont let me catch your weakness.

What will actually happen 2 years from now, apart from the ever growing age..that's catching up with you so fast..

Realise...

To the pal..if ever you're reading. Sorry.

Some Updates

Very good morning!, today's a freaking rainy day that I was so caught up in bed that I missed school once again. Argh! Crap.

A few updates of what happened around me lately, since I've not been updating much.

-Was up last night as a translator..cey2 this sounds cool. Hahas, but wasn't of much help caused I dozed off at 2am.

-Finally I was hitting the books, literally submerging myself into the revision questions and it felt GREAT.

-Someone forwarding me weird msgs, that made me smile like a dumb fool.

-Lack of sleep

-Lack of movies to watch. Speaking of which I finally caught "P.s I love you" on movies.net last night, but I only stopped at part 3. Kinda disappointing.

Seriously Im kinda lazy to blog, that's why everythings ending up in point forms. =x

And Im seriously eating alot lately..argh. I had like...

- Botak Jones ( Fish n Chips ) which is not so nice..to me?..

- 85 market ( ah balling, sweet potato soup, and the stupid jelly ( cheat my feelings ), Ouh Lua, black carrot cake, and untouched indian rojak. HAhas..

-KTM mee soto!! yummylicious.

-Erm, not sure of that store name, but it freakin serves food only after 5pm! wth! eyh! u still owe me chicken chop! I don't care!

-Cartel and more cartel!! DAMNNNN!!!

I needa weigh my freakin weight man.. DANG!! I don't wish to invest in the tummy too. =p

Then I attended my Uncle's wedding at Intercontinental Hotel.

I watched my work mates playing soccer a few blocks away from KTM..it was hilarious.

And..

Clubbed with Aud like freaking last min ;)

hmmm, is that all about it I can remember?..hmmm, oh ya! slacked with Andrew, bloody hell he won our money from In-betweens!! UGH!!

And, I made my best pal fuming mad, that my msgs wasn't even entertained. Im dead.