A complete 24 hr

Time is never enough, so make full use of it. That's what Im doing when I get off days. Even just slacking at Starbucks makes me a happy girl. Raj told me to do something out of the ordinary everyday. So today I tried using my sisters toothbrush to brush my teeth. HAHAS. So random, cus mine gave way, and it's high time I changed mine, so yea.

Has anyone used a toothbrush for like >3 yrs? Holy crap.

I'm just trying to make myself feel happy by blogging. Which apparently it's not really working. Cus it doesn't chase away the fact that I'll be working later. Hahas, like wth.
Yea, Im full of contradictions. Like when I said I dont wish to gamble anymore. C'mon who actually believes me?..hmm? hahas.

Ugh it's 11.19am already, should be calling cab anytime soon. I don't like feeling so useless at work, I wanna blend in! This fear should stop, I should be enjoying. HUMPH.
I'll not be stepped upon by you, you, you, that one, you, and YOU. HMM! LOL there's actually more "YOU's" but Im too lazy already. hahas, okay okay, self talk is good in a way, I feel a lil happier now =) Hahas, what is this. LOL.

Talking to myself, easily satisfied.

HUNGRY! ROAR!!

Starbucks

Enjoying my potato salad now as I'm typing away at East Coast's Starbucks. LOL.
Eeew, the garlic is stinking my mouth. It feels good just chilling out. Another working day tmr..Hais. It's a dread lately, with those unpleasant events happening, but nonetheless, this is life. As the saying goes, " No one dies a Virgin, cus Life fucks you up." LOL. How true is that.
Was so looking forward to taking part in the 31 Aug event. But now my hopes are dashed. Cause I've got an evening flight that day. Argh. Oh wells. Half a day gone just like that, thinking of tomrrow. Hais. Oh mannnnnnnnnnn..

Dread.Dreadful.Dreaded.

Help!!!

My coco baby is shivering when she walks. She cant even stable herself.
Sending her to the vet now.

BOO!! =(

Where's my next stop..

My throat is seriously killing me. I woke up this afternoon with the throat feeling so dry and uncomfortable. =( Flt retimed. Reporting at 2015 hrs today. Damnit. Back only bout 0700 hrs. ARGH. Must be the weather. Hais.

Many thoughts running through my head as the date gets nearer. What have I accomplished?..
Do I wanna continue with my studies while Im working?, or is this it?. Do I stop here?, or should I get at least a private Dip. At least something for me to fall on. I've only got an ITE cert for accounting, do I wish to continue with accounting life?, or should I try NIE?, can I take up NIE for part time studies?, my second dream is to be a child care teacher. HAhas, yes laugh at me, I know my tolerance level only reaches a certain limit, but apparently, I've used to take care of these 2 rascals for bout 3 yrs before?, no matter how naughty they can get, I still find it amusing. As in I'm watching them grow day by day. Took care of them when they were ill, watch them sleep in my arms, fed them, when they welcome you when you go over their place. It's beyond explanation. =) Now the rascals have grown up, but still as cute as ever. =)

But how do I go from here?, this is so challenging. Where should I start from?, how do I go about with my queries?..

Pot Luck

Is this how you spell it? Pot luck?..
hello =) . Im back. Tiring day. Felt so sick today, I guess Im gonna fall sick very soon. The virus is all around, everyone is falling sick. My throat is hurting and I can't equalize my ear properly on board. ROAR!.
Tomorrow =) looking forward to tomorrow. =) Another overnight flight. Nes said we bring our own food to cook, lol. Sounds interesting. Another olive oil night. *Private joke.

Let this be a smooth flight then I can rest in peace for Saturday and Sunday.

Nites..

Obsession.

I guess I'm too obsessed with this blogskin. I kept clicking back to look at it!, so irritating. LOL.
Well I snowballed my debts well, and it's skyhigh man. OMG. I wanna return it SOON.

Been planning on jogging on a few occasions, but still didn't manage to go for a decent jog, and Im happily eating and EATING!. The weighing scale is moving higher and higher. Ms ROUND is back. =( BOO!! Now I cant wear nice tops again. Back to basics. Back to my stupid tee's =(

My mouth just cant stop munching, I finished the Marks and Spencer biscuit within 1 DAY!, even though I wasn't feeling hungry at all. Such a bummer life!, I don't want this to happen!! I wanna be able to get nice clothes!. Damnit. Any other stuff besides food that can replace my cravings!, it's seriuosly driving me nuts. Mind over body man.

My throat is hurting and I'm still feeling so sleepy.


Back to basics.

Thank God I Found You..
98 Degrees and Mariah..OMG.
Enjoy. =)

Love it =)

I love this new template. I love it like that. =)
Simple.

Post Monday Blues.

Nothing beats a standby. When you don't know if you should just try your luck and head out.

Nonetheless, the weekends was well spent. =))
Had Sun and Moon for dinner on Sat =)) followed by a lil shopping, walking around town. Caught in the rain, more walking, I think I saw Joanne Peh, very tall, taller than what I've always imagined. Ha~ last but not least it was "The Dark Knight", freaking AWESOME movie I would say! seriously!!. It was DAMN GOOD. I was damn uptight throughout the movie. If you know me well enough, Im scared of the Clown, and apparently the Joker's face resembles one. And it wasn't a very good sight seriuosly. And his famous line " Why...soooooo SERIOUS? " Oh man, whenever that line comes up, I just felt like leaving the cinema, Im not sure why, but I guess it's due to his hideous look, pardon me, Clowns are a big NONO. I can stand gore movies and all, but when it comes to CLOWNs. I chicken out. The joker loves to use his blade to slit people's faces whenever they were nervous or something. With that quote line. It was PERFECTLY FREAKED OUT Joanne sliding into her seat. But I LOVE THE STORYLINE. Everything man. I don't wanna spoil the show by spilling the beans. But yea, "THE DARK KNIGHT" is a MUST WATCH MOVIE OF THE YEAR man..
And now Daryl loves to use that quote, which simply sends chill down my spine, cus everytime he uses that quote, I'll have the flashback of the Joker's face.. EEww..

And for today, I manage to pull myself out of bed. And notice the fact that I only got home like 4 plus am. I rolled down at 1030am, prepared and met the ladies for breakfast at Cartel. =)) It was nice, full attendance for today. ALL. Everyone. =)) As per usual, we joked, we crapped, we gossiped. We did what we do best..hahas. MAhjong sessions, facials..and more plannings.. WOOTS. Oh oh! and also baking session with Sher..ahahas. Hmmm, cookiessss..cakes... =))

Too bad I didn't bring along my camera during the weekends so no pictures to upload. =(
Oh well, I guess this is an extremely long entry?, consider the fact that I went on bout my stupid childhood phobia that still haunts me till now?..

Mind games, hmm interesting. DARK KNIGHT ROCKS MAN!! I know I've said it umpteens times, but IT SERIOUSLY ROCKS MAN!!!!. LOVE IT! =)
Alright time for me to head to sleep, need it badly.

TLC,
Jo.

A PAT ON MY SHOULDER.

Smiling from ear to ear, I had a peaceful sleep.

And now, Im ready for tonight's INDIE's flight. OVERNIGHT.
I'm loving it!!'

Surprise =)
This is SO RANDOM. But it felt GGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD =D

Minimum crew. WHY?!!
My latest favourite drink : Carrot Juice. Ooo lala.

Should I bring along something to entertain me tonight?.. Feel like bring along my Mp3 it has FM function, wanna check out different radio stations.

Coconut Oil tonight. OMG. I LOVE IT SO MUCH MAN.....

Dhoom Machaleh!!

Waruku.BakerzInn

[ The J2's Unagi Don ]
[ My Kaikiage Don ]
[ Bacon and Asparagus ]
[ Sher's Ai Mori ]

16 July 08.

Met up with sher and the rest for some sumptious dinner. It was yummisinfulicious.

And I regretted ordering the fried tofu. Apparently I prefer the one at Sakae. =)) Now I know.

Ohoo and the Banana cinnamon pizza at BakerzInn is GODLY. But I chose to take very lil of it, due to WEIGHT conscious. =p

17 July 08.

Nervous.Nervous.Nervous.

It takes one to know one.

Your're not the only one playing this game.

Dinner.Slack.Starbucks

It's like a norm now, to have dinner then continue with our gossiping session at starbucks. hahas.
Was intending to meet up with Nic for dinner and thereafter to the gym, to stop myself from procrastinating, I brought along my shoes, towels etc. But we still ended up at Starbucks after dinner at Cartel. LOL!.
We gossiped so much till we only decided to leave only like 11plus pm. Reason being, I had no choice, cus I'm having flight today.
4 sector! I'm ready for it! bring it on =))

Went for a jog this morning, phew my timing sucked man. 17.45min for a mere 2.4km UGH!

Therer was this old man, he was very funny, motivates/distracts me from my jog, he was doing the "laughing theraphy" he went "hohoho,hahaha..." for like 10 mins while I was doing my jog. Very interesting, he wasn't bothered but how others was looking at him..
I like jogging at the stadium, I see many interesting people.. =))

Alright, I'm ready for the day =))

I miss Simpang Bedok's Seafood Agolio!.. Yummylicious =p

Sleeping through

I was practically sleeping through the whole day. Manage to wake up at 11 plus to talk to Nic on the phone for a while before retreating back to dreamland at 2pm. Woke up like half and hour ago, it was too late for gym. ARGH. Maybe tonight..hmm. I need the jog, seriously.

Why does day seems to pass faster during my off days. It'll be another day tomorrow. 4 sector. My first time trying it. Wonder how it's like. What worries me the most would be the load. I wanna jog!! ARGH!! Oh wells, time to bathe. Meeting Nic for dinner.

WHINE IT UP!!..
love,
Jo

When I went " THAT's HOT! "

Here goes my rantings once again, when I'm stuck at hm, with literally nothing to do!. I'll surf the web and more or less be some other suckers that would be stuck on some people's blog and enjoying what Im reading.

They've visited many countries and tried many delicacies. And most of all, they've got the package- the looks, the hot bod, and their confidence. Apparently Im those sucker that would just stare at the com and complain and whine bout myself, as in why Im not anything like them. But in a way, at least I get to lead a normal life, being beautiful, having a hot bod and loads of attention is only a plus factor, as long as you love what you're doing and you love your life? why not?..

Dar said looks are part of what you expects from your other half. Okay, in a way I agree with that. He commenting on me gaining weight is one that triggers my boiling point. LOL. Seriously, he loves to comment it only after I've had my meals, tidbits. Crap. Ha!

Just some randomness.


[ Ain't she hot?.. ]

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Back once again, went to pack my dressing table and found some random stuff.


[ Before..]
[ My "fav"...wadeva. ]
[ After =) ]


[My old sch specs..]
[ My fugly nails..]

Nurse

Today I'll be an in-house nurse and at the same time on standby. Is there such term? hahas, oh well.
Apparently ytd's flight made me knock out. I knocked out immediately after my bath. All the way till this morning bout 9 plus when Dar called. He's booking out today, having high fever. As he wont be able to attend the other upcoming trainings, and staying in wont help much he might as well come back. Running at 38.4 degree celcius. Poor boy.

And now missy Tan has to sponge him, check his temperature, and monitor his condition. He's very exhausted and smelly..HAHAHA. =p Snoring away while I'm typing.

Seriously I dislike people falling ill, especially when it comes to fever and all. They'll tend to be very lethargic, no strength, so I worry the most. Like no attention given to them. I was ill before, and it seriously felt like crap, no one was there for me, no one to sponge me, no one to get me drinks. I know how sucky that can be, so I prefer to be there.

My best pal went in on the 8th of July like 2 days ago, called me up and told me he was bored to death, LOL. They were only told to sit down for HOURS. My god, lucky ones. Cause he was in PES C that's why. For 2 consecutive days, they were told to sit down. LOL. Poor thing too aye. They cannot take physical trainings no nothing, afraid that they might injured themselves further and blah. So PA aint that bad aye?. As compared to Dar who has to do so many nonsense, so lil rest. That's Army.

"BMT" period for us ladies still ongoing. We worked, met with good and bad, high and low. Ups and downs, we're progressing I hope, hopefully I'll see them on my flights, I miss working with my batchgirls, at least we own the galley and we don't face the pressure, well we need some time-out dont we. We've been in this uptight tension for quite a while now. So yea, I wanna unwind for a while, chill a lil. Met up with Fang the other day, headed out for dinner at the new Aston located at Bedok the serving looked small but filling though, followed by Swensen's at TM. =)))))))
Awfully sinful. But it was fun, had my fair share of laughter, maybe cus I was too exhausted, I tend to go cranky when Im way tired. =))

Alright got to check on the fella..
Ciaoz

much love,
jo.

Tired

Day after day, time passes by so fast.
It's already July, 7 days gone. Mid-July is coming =)) Waiting..

An off day spent like that.
In a way I felt bad, I feel so guilty. Words came out without going through my brain. That's how I hurt people.
And it's even worse when I can't explain myself, or allowing the other to understand what I'm saying.

Things hasn't improved more stories heard. I'm so freaking pist. WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN?


Good nights.

First time

First time I experienced bad weather. Till it has to be diverted to Sub. It was very bad, visibility was way low. Time extended and I wasn't able to return to Sin as per estimated arrival. It was a good experience, when you learn to treasure life and people around you.

Met up with Nic for dinner after I came back. We had a good meal =p
Bought loads of shampoo and conditioner to stock up hahas. So now I know where to get extremely discounted shampoos =)) total damage was $34.20

-2 Loreal Orange Shampoo
-2 Loreal Conditioner

Its like 2 for the price of 1!! =)) I didn't wanna get too much though, I guess 2 to stock up is good enough cus I've just bought a pink L'Oreal at Giant like on Tuesday only.

Places I yearn to dine at once again.
-Shushi Tei
-Waraku
-Shikodu
-Wheellock place that Jap restaurant which I didn't manage to get hold of the name..
many many more.

July is a crazy month!, so many people's birthday!!!!!!!!!!
HUGE BOMB!

I wanna get Guess's perfume, so nice! I wonder why Nic hates it.
I wanna get nicer dresses!
My bank dropping once again.

Oh when oh when,
Dear pay, please come in real soon..


Love,
Jojo

godly hour

First time in my whole freaking life, I need to wake up so early to prepare for work, 0300 hrs. I wonder if I still have the energy later after work to run my errands and stuff. Today would be to BPN once again, this time round it's minimum crew. My gosh. Please don't let this be another heavy load, I believe it's on a 319. Alright, be back for more later after flight as for now, I needa prepare already.

Oh yea, anyone wanna company me to do gel for the nails?. My nails are freaking horrible now, chips like hell, and Im sick of painting, removing and painting already. My nails are too weak.
Enough of my nonsense.

Ciaoz.
0317 hrs.