In loving memories.. 26 Feb 2011

Coco left me, in my arms..
I'll miss you..


Heart aching..

done

Finally fell into a deep sleep at 8 plus this morning, woke up at 12 plus. Packed my cabin bag, cleared some stuffs, ironed my uniform,vacuumed the place and had my nails painted. Everything done within 2 hours (: It felt good. Will take a rest, wait for my nails to dry and there after to TM to get lunch.

Will be back to work tomorrow, the thought of having to head to office tomorrow makes me a lil uncomfortable. Shall continue later.. back to tv (:

Addicted

Facebook is addictive, it's becoming a daily routine for people to log on to it.
And times like this when I CANT FALL ASLEEP AGAIN!!! that I'll end up going online. This is crappy. =(

I'm sleepy but I can't fall back asleep again. My nose is blocked and the mood swing is bad. The worse of all, IM HAVING MAJOR OUTBREAKS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Clicked on my past entries, went all the way back to "2006" and the first entry that appears with the header "INSOMIA!!" greeted me.LOL, it's been with me so many years..

Was out with Sheryl and Teressa to town yesterday, curb my wanton mee cravings at Graffiti Cafe once again before heading for another singing session at Kbox. They were having this promotion $57.50 for 3 hours so I kept within my budget range for yesterday spending less than $40. I was literally hogging the mic, and Teressa had to search for songs for us.. but the amount of screaming wasn't enough for me..












I hate mood swings, it makes me all so emotional..negative at it's best..
I need happy pills..

STEER CLEAR.MOOD OVERHAUL AGAIN.

for the first time

For the first time ever, I took public transport to and fro work. Amazing isn't it?. It might just be the last time..LOL. I would say, I talked myself into taking public transport, along with my Ipod it'll never go wrong. As long as I have music to company me, I'll take the public transport, there's nothing for me to rush home to, I'm not feeling a wee bit tired, maybe a little hungry..but yea that's all.

Heard that the CIC interview is on not sure till which batch, have yet to take a look at the notice. Will do so when I get back on Thur..as for today and tomorrow, it'll be my rest and off day ;)

So much things yet so little time to do..hmmm..

Feel like tanning but the sun's not shining..and the thought of going into the cold pool makes my goose pimples stand.LOL. It was freaking cold last night, I've actually used 4 blankets to wrap myself which seems redundant till my ankle hurts due to the cabin temperature. Alrights enough rantings for now, gonna go wash up already..

ps: sometimes some feelings is best left unsaid..cus sometimes it stirs shit..

love

I'm getting pretty obsessed with those lovey dovey thingys that's on tv,magazines, radio, everywhere I go. It's getting on my nerves at times, you know how a woman will end up when she's too obsessed with such feelings, and when they're disappointed just because expectations weren't met that they'll eventually fall into the "perceived failings".

I can't help it..seriously..although those 4 days spent with bi was really a different feeling all over which I really like alot.. I don't wanna start on the possessive, "where are you what are you doing.." when we're apart. It's a NIGHTMARE..LOL!!! I don't wanna become like this.. though it's sweet some times, too much of it will get you diabetics.

I'm sticking to "time apart for time together.."

PS: as much as I hate to say this..I miss my long hair..lol! UGH

Count your ang baos!!!

CNY is officially over, it's time for me to open up my packets and count my incomes!! hahaha..I'll wait till bi is back and we'll do the sums..hahas!

Popped over to bi's mama place yesterday for dinner, another round of steamboat, filled with relatives, snowy, cousins..ate to my hearts' content. Though bi wasn't around, it felt okay, as in I didn't feel out of place, everyone was so friendly it didn't make me feel awkward or otherwise.Collected 2 more ang baos hahas, from bi's mama and orh yee..I liked the fish ball that has green fish roe inside, yumms!! (: didn't manage to take pictures as I was too engrossed with the food last night..

Left around 10 to meet Nic at Serangoon Garden, chilled at the ktv pub sang songs and drank beer BWEAH!! ): I hate beer, it's so bitter! we had our little fun, trying to out win those other tables there singing last night..we felt that we could do better with the singing to justify those that ruined the songs..HAHAHAHA..mean.. oh well, it's good to have some fun sometimes..

It's finally Friday, the poor one is sick..not gonna disturb him over the weekends, hopefully he'll be able to get some rest..gonna go prepare now, needa head to office. UGH it's making me tensed up..zzz

xoxo

Jojo

Words spreads like wildfire

Word of mouth is really dangerous. As much as I wish it wouldn't have happened, this would be 2011's joke for a long long time. As much as I try not to believe in the zodiac for 2011, things are slowly surfacing. I'm called to the office AGAIN, this Friday with more members involved. I wonder what I'm in for this time round. How to keep a low profile ):


Oh well, I'll just enjoy the limelight while I still got it..

Baking and IKEA!

A very good morning, the sunflower on the computer table is so pretty (:

I'm wide awake now and extremely hungry!! UGH. I'm currently on SBY mode, and I can't go anywhere ):

Went to Ikea yesterday with Sher to get some colourful stuffs before we started our baking session, I was so fascinated with the lights and everything in Ikea, they're all so colourful (:
Been having mad cravings for ToriQ lately, just had it yesterday and I'm still craving for it NOW!!!
I would say the baking yesterday was a success, as I was able to get my colours mixed well onto my cupcakes and it's definitely tastier than my first attempt, it look more appealing (:
Pandan essence is my favourite mixture for my cupcakes as it's green in colour and I like pandan (:

Though the process of going about, preparing the cupcakes was a little tedious, it's the final product that made everything worthwhile. Thumbs up for the great effort (:

More baking sessions soon!!! (:

The power of We

And so my Valentine was spent with Teressa in town, and it was awesome. hahaha

We met up at 8ish had dinner at Graffti Cafe in Cine followed by movie. I would say I felt damn crappy for the whole afternoon as I thought the delivery man wasn't coming. Bi said he has a surprise for me the night before and it got me all hyped and excited. The delivery fella came only bout 8ish, so I wasn't home to receive it, but NONETHELESS!! it still made me tear when I got home.. it must have cost a bit, for the "Vday special" when all the boyfriends turns into "ROberto". LOL!! BUT! l like the forever bear and pink roses. I don't care what any of you has to say about it, cus as long as I like it, that's what that matters. (:

Smiling from ear to ear.. (:
To the man I love..you sure know how to make me tear for the right reasons.. (:

Appease!

Unlike others when they're angry, they'll clean things up. I'm the direct opposite. I will make a mess out of everything in the way. For instance my kitchen..poor mom got to do the washing..oh well..I'll clear up the mess before clearing myself up..

I like the cupcake session today as it's my first attempt and it taste not too bad (:
I like the green ones, it has pandan taste (:

Alrights..got to wash up the pots and pans.. Pfft~

AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGHHHH~~~

Besides screaming I don't know what else can I do..*phew.. at least it feels better..

I'm downright unlucky..

Unlucky that both my bday and vday got to fall on a STUPID MONDAY.. really. Crap this is. ARGH!!!!

Can someone just buy something for me? LOL I know this is fucking pathetic..

-I hate it when special days that meant something FALLS ON A WEEKDAY!!

YES IM KAO BEH-ING............................

Afterall I'm still a woman..

Out of the system

Headed down Zouk last night, realized how much I've grown..and the squeezing and pushing no longer excites me anymore. The drinks didn't get me going and the people definitely not appealing. I was like a nanny last night, taking care of the birthday girl that got so wasted before 3, they were mad drinking from 10ish till 2. Few of them were gone, and I took care of the birthday girl. She reminds me of me back then. Party like there's no tomorrow, drink till I've cleared out all my sorrows. She was mad crying when she was wasted. I remember the emotional wreck when one's gone cus I've been there as well. LOL..and it's really awful. I stood there watching the fellas make themselves get wasted, drink jugs after jugs..the jugs just kept coming..I've got to help complete a jug cus the drinks just kept coming. The music was okay, maybe it's the crowd..my khaki left early due to unforeseen circumstances, I hope everything's well on her side..after settling the bday girl, got her safe into her buddy's car, we headed back in..lucky the bouncer was nice enough to let us re-enter as there were lots of drunkards outside, making a fool of themselves.

It's pretty much tiring when you're out in the club, instead of enjoying the drinks and the music, you end up being a nanny. At least, I know that the birthday girl is in safe hands. The groping is still happening in the club, with the amount of people squeezing into the small dance floor and the bar, it's literally vibrating on the spot. LOL.. I ended up standing at a corner with some of my ladies. Waiting for the lights to come on so that we could get out..

Clubbing seems so yesterday..it no longer excites me..

Rumble

Sometimes you just can't express how you feel, like how some messages will make you look silly, when you smile to yourself while you're reading it on the train, bus anywhere yet you just don't care?.

I enjoy these moments.. (:

Smiling from my heart

Happy Bunny year to all (:

How was your chinese new year? Mine was great (: though it's only a few visiting it was a whole new experience for me. My boyfriend was there with me for CNY this year (: yes, only this and it's making me smile from ear to ear. We went visiting both his and my side. Had more ang baos to collect and best of all we made time for each other. Not that Im being proud or something, I just can't contain my happiness, it's overflowing. (:

The past 4 days had been sweet and literally in our own world. I enjoyed the moments spent together. Every single moment of it.. even if I had to be the one to turn off the lights..hahahaha..

I'm just glad dad didn't make things difficult this time round, and that he's actually fine having Collin around..bibi do you feel proud or what? my dad is the most difficult species around and yet he's not making things difficult for you...hahas!

Im overwhelmed.. (: