Friday, February 20, 2009

All the randoms

How to make it big?, to have a more comfortable life for my family and myself.

This is how realistic the world is for the 20th century. No matter how much I wish to lead a simple life, there are bound to be setbacks.


Goodwill

Some people lead such fulfilling life, just by doing good things to others. Giving out almost everything of what they have left for themselves. Not trying to be boastful here, but I was once in such position, whereby I just want others around me to be happy at all cost. But lately, I've seem to lost that compassion. I've become someone which I find scary.
I've become so unreasonable, so tempremental, so crazy, too into my own life. SO selfish.


Work

Has been going smoothly for me. I've got used to the environment and everything. That subconciously, I'm somewhat influenced by it. That's my weakness. Not being able to be myself, been putting on this mask, that it sort of got into me. That eventually, I lost myself.



I miss what I lost.
And Im gonna bring it back.
Watch me.






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