Box of Chocolates..

okay, so i've failed.
No matter what i do, fucking things happens.
I kept very calm, tried talking nicely on the phone.
And i fucking missed out on the submit request part!..
I was so engrossed on the blardy class details shit, i omitted the submit request part.
Just cause i wanted to get the the submission thing over and done with soon.
It resulted in more shit. Now he is left with some crappy module, seriously i feel bad. I hate doing this kind of things.Yes, no doubt it's something very simple. Yet, I SCREWED IT UP.
Yes, i don't use my brains, yes its all my fault. Why the hell they only open up so little vacancies.
When i was in the page, it was left with 4 vacancies, but i screwed it up.
Yes, I've SCREWED IT UP.

I'm way disappointed with my capability. Seriously, what am i good for?.
Nothing i suppose, N-O-T-H-I-N-G
I'm only good at whining,sleeping,crying my eyes out for all the stupid reasons.
It's all my fault, what can i do to make things better?..N-O-T-H-I-N-G.
Bascially, i've did nothing right. Nothing to make him happy.
Therefore, in conclusion- A B-U-R-D-E-N to him.
Yes, a BURDEN. Nothing but a BURDEN to him.
I am neither good in studies, nor do i follow instructions well.
What the hell is wrong with me?..
People yelled at me for the same reasons.
Everyone, all of my boyfriends.
I do see this problem, by why can't i fix it?..
I fucking suck to the core.
Why can't i get things done correctly.

A senior crew who doesn't do the part of one.
A student who failed in her studies.
A girlfriend who failed in doing anything right for the relationship.
A daughter who failed - (one that would do the parents proud.)
A friend who people rather not have.

I'm afterall- a failure.

Enough said, my day is busted.