Although we're left with maybe less than a month till the final exams.. I've been skipping school as though exams were over. Loads to catch up on..any kind souls willing to burn their mid-nights with me?.. Apart of me wanna do well for this final shit..a part of me is left wandering. This is extremely bad, and I've got no one else to blame but myself for landing up in such a state, and I guess Ms Choo has already come to terms with it.
We're giving up on ourselves, before people gave up on us. I feel a lil wee bit stressful having to turn up for school like say tomorrow?.. I dont wish to see Ms Choo's face and people hounding us for our projects. I feel bad, but it just doesnt seem to have a big impact on me till the extend of making myself going the extra mile.
This sounds so loser man. Any kind souls willing to help this useless person here?.. =( Call me sadist, but I miss the days when my mum FORCE me to study, cus no matter how unwilling I was to study, the cane was always there for me, so yea. I never wanted to give in to the cane..
Like wad Ed said, I'm always giving in to the devil in my mind. It's too late for soul searching, just fucking pray that at least I clear my sem man. One last final stretch and that's it. GET THE HELL OUT OF ITE.
Speaking of which, Im gonna miss the class man, though I didnt made myself THAT sociable, only a handful were close to me..
Remembering the first day of school, when I cursed and sweared bout how fucked up this class was, which still does in a way..LOL!! I'm kidding!! okok.. the first time Van spoke to me in the auditorium..the first time I made friends with Shu Zhen and Co, the first time I thought Syahid was damn cool but turns out to be otherwise..the first time when I thought Zhe Wei was some fucked up ah beng..lol! joking larr! as in like those typical AH BENG..hmmm, the first time when Audrey and Van walked up to me and said I had flawless complexion when I had a pimple on it..My first found best fren SITI ZAHARA..hahas..Andeline the one that I thought was in the wrong course..hahas..Rina the noisy girl in class..hahas..still is ehh still is..LOL..hmm who else let's see..Jinyi aka JING YI aka Edmond aka HANDSOME ED..hahas.. the ah goon I thought, on his first day in class, whom turn out to be the funniest monkey..hmmm, Ryan and Ming han when we went to watch X-men3 lol! when we were suppose to do CIP, together with SuZhen..Gabriel that fella who fell for Yvonne, hahas!! u sucker! lol!! hmmm Yvonne that went haywired..Jieyin ever wanna fight with me..lol..Cai ling the one that has nice hair..Siyu the very skinny girl with long hair, Felicia hmmm the monitress..Huifen..the loud speaker!! lol!! no offence, but you seriously gotta tone down a bit.. =p Yati, the purple eye girl..nice lady..Farhana the ever so sporty lady of QA!! hahas.. Deedee the damn hot chick..hahas..Nysha the pretty girl..Ira I seriously love her hair..Alfred my suck blood brother..LOL..Johnson, the fella that sits beside me during OFA who likes to stay on soccer.net... Tom the fella that skidded near Circuit rd..hahas..hmmm,Azure the one that looks tao..hahas. Nurul the one who has very slim figure when she turned up at the first ever class chalet with tudung yet still looks nice..Sharifah very quiet girl that kinda get bullied at times..Naeera, she uses profound words man!! the twins..hahas. Kappoo the ever so irritating fella in first sem..that eventually went MIA..Allvyn he likes to drink..as of what Ms Choo said..quan tien the ever sleepy guy..Iza the shortest yet smartest..no offence arhh.. ;) Jun Jie!! wah wah wah this fella, always careless during OFA..Yana, I only started talking to her like 3rd Sem?..cool chick.. did I miss out anyone??..if I did, my sincere apologies okay?..
Anyway, though it's only 2 years, it's nice having people around in this class, though Im not that sociable to all, but I hope U dont forget my name someday when you happen to bump into me..Last but not least...of cus it's Joycelyn!!!, she is with me since sec 4 okay! lol..I didnt put ur name last on purpose okay..she was with me day 1 of school alrite! a gamer.. the one with all the latest gadgets.. =)
Im JOANNE.=)
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