Randomness

I've finally slept for a whole 10hours!! woots~ =) It feels so good.

What a lazy afternoon, what should I do today, since I'll definately be called up tomorrow for flight. Hmmm..

Some random shit happened yesterday, met Nic after I've seen the doc. Have an aching back recently, doc said was cus of my posture. It's slightly aching as Im typing away. Kind of lazy to go to the sinseh which is only 4 bus-stops away. Bought my favourite pineapple tart at Isetan yesterday, like it lots! :) though there's only 8 packets in that big box. Afterwhich to the KTV at Serangoon Gardens. Drama mama part happened. While I was alighting from the cab, there was another vehicle at the back sounding it's horn. So we were kinda rushing out. Jumped out of the cab as soon as possible and happily slammed the door assuming Nic had alighted from the other side.."BAM! the door slammed straight into her.." The moment she came out of the cab, she was laughing and laughing, the next moment tears trickle down. " WTF!! sorry!! is it painful??!!" and her bloody reply was.."it's not painful I'm crying cus I was shocked, and it's so funny!!" wtf right.. this SHA DA JIE!! Omg..
Then followed by the heartless fella who finally called after like 5days later..and the joker can still joke with me. I cried a river balls..LOL. Thanks ar Daryl.

I wanna watch "The Ugly Truth" and " Inglorious Basterds".
I'll never forget "The Proposal". The funny incident that happened.

Can someone plan an outing soon?!! Im rotting.

Im tired of life's struggle that permeates my life constantly.

Can I?

I felt better after the encouragements from those I've least expected. It was funny, sitting in front of the monitor and laughing away. Those were the days..

Can I get back those days, when nothing bothers me. Just enjoying all the time spent with friends, family, Dar.. this small little stone seems to be stucked to me. It made me stop in my track.

I needa get some laughing gas need it badly.

Town

Will be heading town later to do my nails. Apart from that, nothing else. AHHHh crap.
Tummy feels like crap now, it's the 4th time Im heading to the toilet. UGH!. No programs for today as well. Daryl will be going out with his friends for bingo night. And I forgotten about it! geez~

Not whinning or anything. Just nothing to say. Guess I'll just walk around in town hmm, maybe I'll bring a book with me, just chillout at starbucks or something and just read away...

gonna prepare now..

speechless.

literally.

This aint consequences that any of us will do.

Who really understands me?.

I just lost 2.

Dark Circles

My eyes looks as dead as a fish's eye. And surrounding it are dark dark circles. =( Insomnia is the result of it all. I feel like shit.

It's finally my 3rd day for today, cant wait for tomorrow.

Had a dream recently, that got me to open up my diary to read through. Warm tears trickle down as I flip through. Just rewinding, nothing else. It's like reading a novel, in Singapore's well-known "singlish" writings. There were so many grammar mistakes,those days; when I tried to indicate a "." after every word. Those were just early phases of my life, times when I was in my world, the "lala" lands. HAHAS!!

This world is full of unexpected changes, that sometimes it scares us or should I say ME to be exact. I feel disappointed that I cant stand firm on my grounds. Whatever that I say. I contradicts myself. Easily being stepped on, knocked down. But when I try to. I got overboard and people shun away from me.

UGH, just pms-ing again.

Shall open that longan bought from prime. Haha!

No surprise

Yeap, woke up by Daughtry's-No surprise. Im called up for a long flight ( Lombok ). Regretted not calling in earlier to report sick, I still feel the shivers and irritating cold sweat. But I've got no choice hopefully I'm functional today.

Feeling kind of hungry right now, but dont seem to have the appetite to eat anything not even the Redondo-Vanilla wafer sticks that never fails to keep me munching. :( this is so irritating. Will be back only about 10 tonight. Wonder if there's anything I'm able to get at Lombok?..hmm.

I guess I better go rest a while more before I prepare for work.

Ciaoz.

down

Eventually Im on MC for today but tomorrow standby. I cant sleep!! that's the irritating part! I cant fall asleep.. =(
I feel as though Im floating when I walk and my head weighs more than a ton. This is unbearable. SO IRRITATING!!!!

I've gulped down like 2litres of water already. I feel so bloated and green. LOL.

Nights.

SICK =(

Im seeing stars, Im running a temperature. This feels like shit.

simple minded?

What have I done?.

It's crumbling me inside.
Why things got to be so complicated?.
I dont wanna choose sides.

Everything I had, is slipping away..

Just merely a week, so much had happened.

" There are things we can't see eye to eye with, things that are of different perspectives. Maybe it's just a mere week, I sensed a whole different feeling all over."

stucked.