Friday, April 10, 2009

Black Friday

I cant freaking remember my pw for my blogger. It's merely a few weeks back. GAWD.
Nothing surprising/significant has happened to my life, so I wasnt that intertested/bothered to blog about it. I just felt like writing randoms since Im still awake for god knows why, when I feel so tired, Im screening my eyes while Im typing this entry. Ms Wai Mun has finally passed her TP and I got to sit her car! hahas, what a waste ying couldnt join us, else it would have been a blast!! We drove to places so far away, that I myself never drove to, okay Marina Barrage, that was Sherry's virgin visit to that place. HAhas! =P Congratulations!! You have higher points than me! BOO! =( hahas..

I've been talking alot to myself lately, not literally, more like questioning myself in my head, and sometimes, unaware of it, I answered myself aloud. Geez, freaky. I grew extremely quiet. I speak only to selective people. And Im slowly shuttting people out.

I feel mentally exhausted, and physically weak. I feel my body aging each day,feel so lifeless each day. I've lost enthusiasm. If that's how you spell it.

Family aint making anything better, not that there's any changes, but Im starting to feel the hatred growing, like I never belonged. This is depressing, maybe cus I've lost alot, so much so that, everything is turned into hatred. So yeap, dont bother being nice to me. It's not working. I dont feel anything cept hatred.

Nights`

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