FINALLY

Finally a slot for me at 2pm for dental later. Im having butterflies in my tummy. This tooth gotta go, and there after.. =( I cant laugh like how I use to anymore. Cus I'll be "BO-GAY!!" =( and it so happens that it's gonna be a position whereby once I open my mouth it'll be so obvious that there is one big hole. UGH! Gotta quit my addictions already. No more sweets for me. =(

Gotta go prepare now. Ciaoz~

Toothache

This toothache is getting me so tempremental. Feel like using a hammer to knock it out. The panadol extra aint working!!! =(

Why am I being ignored?.
Stabbed.

Good news?... not.

21.11.09 10:30pm

For the first time in my life, my atm card got retained in the machine! and best of all, it was at the cash deposit machine. =( My $$ and card gone. I've got to make a new card, and apparently it was my UOB NOW card. I can no longer get a replacement for that debit card cus they've got a new kind. My favourite red card. =( eitherways, Im only able to head down to the bank on Monday. Though Im not really bothered bout it anymore.. there's nothing I can do about it anyways. But for that instance when my card got retained. I was petrified! I almost broke into tears. Luckily Nic was with me. Imagine if that happens when Im alone. What will I do? I bet people reading this will come up with all kinds of reason and definitely be laughing at me. So mean. LOL.

Edited-22.11.09 2:43am

Literally bored to tears. Im suppose to be sleeping right now but Im WIDE AWAKE.
I've officially owned the titled- Facebook addict. What a life!
Cant wait for 2009 to come to an end. Looking back at my resolutions, which I dont really dare to check back. Random thoughts started sipping in..if I were ever to leave, will I be able to find someplace better? December is coming along real soon. Holidays, Christmas, work.. and more work. 2010.. ...... .... ..

2010 has plenty of stuffs planned ahead. Am I really prepared for it?. Though I feel nothing of it now. But when it does approaches. What will I do?. How to overcome it?. Will it drift away. Do I really bother about it?. I feel too comfortable now that it actually scares me. It feels so stagnant.

Will you still be the same?

town

Heading to town for physio today. Appointment at 2pm. Doc gave me a shock, cus at first he msged me and said that it was at 1pm when the time now is like 12:57pm?

The sun is finally out today or should I say it's finally my off day today. Guess I'll just head for physio then there after do some shopping to stock up for my midnight cravings. Last night was bad, I couldnt find food and I've no mood for Macs. I drank only a campbell soup and a bar of Hershey's chocolate.

Alright enough of crap. Gotta prepare already. PHYSIO!. Hopefully this is the last session.

Weird.

Pathetic

Sitting on e bloody floor. Air-con blowing straight at me. Thanks.

Op

Finally Coco has done her operation. That lump on her forehead is gone, but left with an ugly stitch and she has done her abdominal surgery as well. 2 ops on the same day. =(

When I got home last night, mum said she just manage to lie down, so I went to look at her, she was shivering badly, as though in pain. =( And she turned around as if to show me her stitches. Mum was real shocked, cus they didnt manage to see her stitches. The stitch was done nicely. Woke up this morning to check on her, she's lying down even though I walked into the kitchen. Doctor said she needs plenty of rest. =(

Aunt did a research and said that soya is bad for dogs, so we're changing her food to white fish. =)

Faster recover.

Second Attempt

I tried curling my hair again today, this time around it lasted for the whole day =)
sort of accomplishment?. LOL. And because of this I was late for my physio like 1 hour. zzz




After physio, I went Ion to walk around and happened to see S.H.E!! LOL. I was once a big fan of them.. LOL!!

Jia Hao Yue Yuan

Finally finished watching this heart warming show. =)

cloudy

The sky looks real dark outside and I needa head out soon. Meeting Nic for lunch and there after for my physio again.

Rainy day.
Where is the sun hiding?

2010

YOU

I hope you make the decision that's best for yourself which you wont come to regret in the near future. No one decides your future except yourself. I believe my emotions got the better of me today. It takes lots of self discipline to be able to control what I wanna think about.. but apparently it went kinda off today.

Physio was okay, my back doesnt hurt that much after today's physio. Nic has been so sweet to company me down for my 2 physios.. I've another session tomorrow and I'll be headin back to work on Saturday. Some thoughts just went through my mind. Maybe that explains why Im kinda down today. Am I ready to change vocation?..change my life..

How well do I adapt to changes?..

Can I take another heartache?..

Can I still remain as cheerful as ever?..

xoxo

Jo.

scared

Im scared. It feels even worse after physio. I can feel that it's painful than usual. And my legs feels numb easily.. I really hope it's only a strain..

Eating Habits

This should be 1 week of me abstaining from the nicotine and have been munching like mad eversince. I was surprised that I actually stopped myself from taking any. =)

But I get hungry easily from time to time. Like now, Im extremely hungry it's growling like mad. UGH. Might get BK or something when I reach later.

Alright Im gonna book for physio tomorrow. Hopefully there's slots for me. My back cant take it anymore. UGH crap.

GTG.
Xoxo.

=)

no matter how little time spent, how seldom we meet.. we're always there..

Laughing is contagious

It's been a while since secondary school girls met up. Went for dinner at the Taiwanese cha chan ting at Citilink. Thought of giving it a second chance. This time around I tried the coffin toast with the same pearl milk tea. The toast doesnt taste that bad, but the "cream" like kinda chowder form is a little "mua/gelak" after a few mouths.

There after was parkway for a supposedly " Cotton on megastore" last minute shopping, but was under renovation. Popped by Joycelyn's company, and down to Mustafa with Sh's bf and their friends. We laughed so hard, till my stomach hurts. It feels like good old days, especially when sh is there. Though it sounds disgusting, but her nonsense never fails to brighten up people's day. =) I bet Joycelyn had fun too! =) those monkeys that didnt turn up, you ladies missed the fun!!!!

Have fun at BKK tomorrow Ms Heng!! =)


Oyasumi..
xoxo.

2 days

Doc gave me 2 days of mc to rest my back, she wanted to give me 3 days but I refused considering that I've took like 3 mc's this month. I've done the xray but yet to book an appointment for the physio.

Sad

As I'm with this company longer, there seem to be this bond that grows with me each day. Though there were rantings and all, the whinings, the laughters, the VRs, the caterers, people that's working with you. I realise I grew fonder of going to work. Though I have those lull periods.

I'm affected especially when people that I enjoy working with left the company. I wont press them for the reason, just wish them all the best and hopefully they remember the nonsense Jo that worked with them before. Gonna miss you babe! Take Care!

accident once again

I'm seriously accident prone. =(
My palm got pierced by the bloody safety pin thingy. Dont know the exact word to describe it. BLOODY SWELLED!!! =(

gonna see the doctor tomorrow.. boo! =(

Twist

It was a turn of event. It wasnt as bad as I thought it would had been. Instead it was enjoyable and fun =)

Been getting lots of bruises around my arm and leg areas, unknowingly. Can't seem to get these bruises away from me. Today it got worse, must be due to the cabin air, too drying. Thus causing some slight peeling and bleeding on my right hand. Uglified. =( It's depressing to see so many scars on myself. Clumsy!!
















Bought the big tin of Redondo Wafer sticks ;) it consists of 3 flavours; Choc, Vanilla and Choc Mint. I'm gonna give daddy the choc mint because it's not nice..HAHAHAHA!!! wanted to get just the vanilla only since it's on sale but cant find it so might as well just get that combo tin.









FOOD.FOOD.FOOD.

I'm dying to do something to my hair, after the failed attempt of getting my hair coloured, I've thought of waving my hair or maybe cut it short like Sonia! together with my sis..HAHAHA!! I need someone to die together with me..HAHAHA!! all these are just my random thoughts cus I cant manage my long hair, and it looks so dull on me..

gotta go now..

xoxo

Freaky Sunday

I thought it wasn't gonna take long, but I'm so darn wrong!. But I'm not going to backout. I've promised to go. Hope this positive feelings stays inside me long enough.

December is nearing.. got to reach my aim!. Dont wish to see flying punches to my face balls! be it literally or not..

RANDOM!.

Nights.. ;)

Nightmare

Woke up rudely by a nightmare. Dreamt that we're hit by Earthquake too, and it was in freaking bad condition. Everywhere was in a mess and I woke up groggly. Damnit. Look at the freaking time!! I'm off!!! yet I wake up as though I've got flight!! =( Mum thought I had flight. zZz