Saturday, January 30, 2010

Far away

I'll be departing at 910am today to Kathmandu.

This vicious cycle still lives within me. A part of me concentrates on school and the other, lost. I thought I was able to handle it, but it keeps haunting me. I cant seem to focus. Bits and pieces kept recurring in my mind. I have to smile and maintain positive when Im outside . Can I turn around this time? can I hide away for a while?.

I dare not think of anything, I just kept myself busy, to make myself exhausted. I cant have silent moments like this. Im scared. Really. How long this has to go on?..

Have a great weekend.. =)

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