After a while..I realise I just grew out of it..

It's one of those reflection nights that I sit here in front of the monitor and stare into space once again. Take a little walk back into memory lane. The craziest and funniest things I've encountered in my life, how I accept things and reciprocate to it. The unending bumps that occurs once a while, the crazy people that came into my life. How people around me, changed my perceptions of everything that's happening in my life.

How wilful I was back then, to a relatively more ladylike individual now. I hope. hahas..

Another of my friend would be leaving for Shanghai soon to work there, in a way I'm envious of their courage, to take up such offers, away from your close ones, away from your comfort zone. To be out there to fend for yourself, to learn independence. Can I do that too?..hahas..

I do wish to go for bag packing some day. Hopefully before I hit 30s. At least to be able to see what's it's really like out there, I've heard so much about other countries, like say Cambodia, Vietnam..etc. to have a taste of what it's like to live a life out of Singapore. A life exchanging experience I would say..

good nights..
xoxo

Jo.

power ge de gahhh'

Been a long time since Im so dead tired. I'm going to crash any moment.

I need a massage badly.. superb.

30 letters in 30 days

Today's the 1st of SEPTEMBER! (: finally..so many running thoughts in my head it's all over the place, cant wait cant wait!!!

As promised shall start on my letters soon..

back to write later`

Off to work now..ciaoz

xoxo

jo

fingers crossed

Please be a sunny day today. =)
Del ma! wo lai le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha

Feel so bad

Did I overreacted?. Was that even necessary, but at that moment in time, I did felt uncomfortable, I just reported accordingly. I can't seem to agree with myself. Must be cursing and swearing at me so much.

I just woke up, it's a bad day for me..UGH
Diarrhoea, flt delayed, and now Im feeling so extremely hungry..

UGH

It felt like 5mins ago that I fell asleep..

This is not very good, to start off the day with a stomache. I'm experiencing it RIGHT NOW. ouhh no.
Must have been the tom yum soup and manog salad I had yesterday. AAhhhh!.

Today it's the start of my 3 days shift, get it over and done with!.
Will be using the new products today, for my face. It kinds of worries me, the dosage and all.. man the ache better go away soon, it's not those, whereby you can settle it in the toilet kind, it's like I don't know, say a big mixture inside.

Alright, enough of rantings..
need to go prepare now..

can the days get faster..please..

Can't think of a title for today's entry. Been meeting up with Myat and K pretty often lately, yesterday met up with them at Cartel and headed over their place to chill. I always learn something new from K..gonna go get the essential oils hahaha! =X

We were so excited when we were talking about the different religion and cultures, it's like so interesting, to understand a little bit more about the different types of festivals and stuff.. I mean, I've always been interested in this kind of stuffs, which I believe some doesn't. I've always been fascinated about the little aspects of life from different ethnic groups. Hearing K's experience in Mumbai makes me laugh so much. She showed me pictures on the net of how certain part of India, hmm can't remember if it's southern part of India, it looks like paradise!! so relaxing and all, and it's not very expensive to go India. I don't know, but yea, I just felt like visiting these places, though I know I will be whining so much when I'm actually there. I bet it's going to be a culture shock, but it's an experience you will never get to see in Singapore. Maybe I could be a tour guide or something. LOL!!

The flickering lights at the corridor freaks me, it cast huge shadow from my neighbour's plants. Even mum feels uncomfortable. LOL. She was like struggling to open the door last night.

K's been showing me places in India that looks freaking awesome. They have their own "Bali" that's such a scenic place! I would like to go Goa if given a chance, but bi said to think twice..LOL!!

Randomness kicks in..

Will be going to the dermatologist today..hopefully the doctor can give me some hope.

Cooking mama

Feel quite accomplished to be able to cook lunch for myself (:

Nothing spectacular, just tofu with minced pork and some sweet potatoes. I was so hungry that I gobbled up the food..HAHAHAHA.. so ashame of my greediness..LOL hmm though the tofu meat still doesnt taste like mummy's, I will try again (:

Eitherways, I'm still happy that I cooked lunch for myself cus Im too lazy to do that most of the time.

Now Im waiting patiently for my sweet potatoes.. it's taking a very long time to steam... :(

It's like the 3rd time, that Im tasting hard sweet potatoes, ugh.

RAH..

On mc for today, the nose block and the period and the cramps, and the what not. I admit Im not functional today, so I do not wish to endanger the lives on board.

Today Im very grouchy. Extremely.
Dont come near me, I'll bite!

RRRRRRAAAHHHHHHHHH..

Monday blues

I feel so worn out.

Baby Alveena's a big girl now, she doesnt shy away from people, very bubbly and fun to play with (: poor thing, she had to wait for me till late, got scolding from her mum..LOL!!

Went ktv with Nic, it's the longest time since we went for some singing session, and I must say we've lost our standard..HAHAHA, I feel like a tone deaf now! my pitch is off, painful for my ears to hear..hahaha..

Sat at summer breeze for the longest period of time, talking about life. That was the longest night out after so long. The 3 crazy woman sat there till 5plus in the morning, and we walked out to the main road to hail for cab. Imagine that, 3 crazy bitches, laugh,crap and cried..this happens when woman gather together. We get the emotional energy reved up high.

I feel so sleepy this instance, yet I've still got assignments to be done.

Down. Period.

Fright night

I feel so wide awake right now, just got back home from flight. Reason being, I just went for a sprint in my uniform and someone else's cabin bag. LOL!! what a IDIOT!

Cus I was sharing cab with 2 other crews, so happily I was taking "my" cabin bag from the back and happily waving goodbye to my friends when I realise it wasn't my cabin bag, I made a clown out of myself, yelling and chasing the cab..LOL!!! omg, so horrible, imagine that scene, it's like a "just for laugh" LIVE. Luckily my friend turned back to look at me, and got the driver to reverse back. OMGoodness.........

zZZ so embarrassing.. UGH!! lol.

HAve you ever?

Ever woke up feeling like going back to sleep once again. It happened today and it's still happening right now. The hour just doesnt seem right. Im awake for an hour now, it feels as though it was 5 mins ago that I was on the phone, not realizing what I was saying. LOL!!

I went back, I miss being there surprisingly..

4 sectors 4 sectors 4 sectors!! Im thinking of what's gonna happen after the 4 sectors..hehe..SING SONG SING SONG SING SONG!!!! hahaha. Hopefully Im not dead beat exhausted..

I've got so many songs in my head that I wanna sing right now..hehe

Tomorrow would be Mes again, swiss roll and lapis!! HERE I COME!!!

Dear nails, can you dry already?..

Cranky.Period.

cold night..

Im shivering right now, so cold, though I'm wearing the thickest jacket right now..brrrr..

okay let's do a recap of what happened during the week..let's start with the most recent..

I've finally visited "Raindrops Cafe" not exactly what I've anticipated..BUT, I love the battered mushrooms (: yummylicious ;) had Kwak to accompany our food. We ordered 4 cheese pizza..hmmm =) Me LOVE! hahas then the not so nice fried soft shell crab..eeww..hahas!

Then it was walking ALL THE WAY!! not joking balls, it was literally walking from one end to the other and back! hahah, there was so many..TOO MANY.. from Lido to Cine, and then back to Far east, imagine the HOURS spent in one mall..hahahaha, I didn't know I could walk that long.. luckily im wearing flats..imagine that! my knees got busted for walking SO SO MUCH..

Eitherways, it's the company that matters..

Been hanging out pretty often with my sis, the most memorable day out was when we went for a shopping spree in town. My goodness!, brought back memories of my secondary school days, where we only do window shopping and NONSENSE!! tons of them, I was laughing like no one's business at ION, imagine that..how unglam that looked.. behaving like a 17, it feels good though, to let go and go crazy some times, or should I say CRAZIER..hahaah..

I couldn't remember what was it about, must be I said something wrong that made her punch me, there's a blue black okay! ouhh!! I remembered!! I did the stupid dance.."sorry sorry.." that stupid korean song..hahaha, we were laughing so loudly, then the next stunt she pulled was..when we were looking for directions, and she turned without looking with her fingers still up, she point straight into my face, and the passerbys were LAUGHING at me..but I burst out laughing as well..hahaha, laughing too much till Im bloated with air..geez~

Then it was the gift from baby. The huge chocolate bar..that kept my smile ongoing (: even talking about it makes me smile =) I took a peek at it again, =) hehe.

Close to you..

Baby, you're my wonderwall =)

That's the highlights for the week..pictures will be up later..

xoxo,

Jojo..

For you

Must be tonight's "Mooncake Resonnace" episode that made me miss him exceptionally much.

My tears are circling in my eyes this instance. It looks as though Im looking at my own playback. Especially the scene when Su qiu was late for the appointment with guan jia gong. So sweet.. the things she said to him and how he replied her, with a peck on the forehead.

I miss you Mr Tan..

you and your silliness..

Subjective

I told myself, just let it be.

depress

Mum says I look fat and ugly..like a puffer fish Im puffed up..

MAJOR PMS

Feeling very grumpy right now, ugh.

If words could kill, I've been dead eons ago..

SWING

Swing swing from the tangles of..my heart, it's just another freaking month..

The freaking swing is here again. And it's making me a horrible woman..

STEER CLEAR!!! WOMAN IN MAJOR PMS!

colourful sprinkles

Baked again today =) this time round it's over at Nic's place. We started at 4pm and we're still baking..HAHAHA!!! shall upload the pictures later ;)

what hurts the most

Sometimes "what hurts the most" comes from the people that's the closest to you. It could be your parents, siblings. Was yakking away on the phone with Nic, about how our siblings have treated us. Remembered the times when I was so piss with my sisters that I just word vomit on them, throwing them with very hurtful words, that I believed was unbearable. Thinking back now, I've been mindful of my words these days, so in any point in time, when wrong choice of words are exchanged, it dampens my mood pretty much.

Im not saying that Im all prefect and great, at least try to keep your cool. Im trying my best not to get angry these days, trying to control my temper, and be as patient as possible..

I miss the "buka" timing again! ugh..

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Korean dramas are ever so disheartening..they always make me cry a lot. So much..