Morning Angels

Long time since I had my randoms on my blog. Been kinda busy lately, most of the time catching up with the sleep that I've missed out on. Well, been busy catching movies and companying the silly monkey. It's like a long holiday for me.

Updates on my daily life would be back on track I guess...

First and foremost, IM OFFICIALLY TEWNTY-ONE!! Legal!! hahas..looking forward to movies at Yang Ze, or something. Hahas, I dont know the actual spelling for that specific theatre. Well, Im just glad that people I've miss have turned up my celebration, a small one. Disappointed with some, but I shall keep the comments to myself. Im glad for those that turned up and made my day a better one. Thanks for all the wishes =) Special thanks to Pei Shi, Mantianal- Lily, Cactus, Kiku, Lavender, Sheryl, Jun, Dennis, Kelvin, Wei Jie, Feng Chang, SOP-Sherry, Nicole, Ying, Chantelle, Jason, Jeff, Nel ( Bday boy as well ), Mark, Reuben, Terrence, Cong, Lao Da, Collin,.. My ITE mates- Ah zek, Lion, F word, Handsome Ed, Minghan.. HD peeps-Andy,Ym,Daphne..5N2 gentlemen-Josh, Kenneth,JH,Nicolas,Willkie,Mas,Irvin.. Seniors-Cher, Kuan and post celebration by HD peeps-Fen,Ym,Andy,Hannah,Mingwei,Cecilia,Qiaofen,Clark thank you everyone, appreciate it alot, my family, Gynn and her bf, and most importantly Bi-Daryl.


Without his persistance, I wouldn't had initiated any birthday celebrations. Thank you so much bi. It ended off well..

Thank you my ladies for being with me the whole day..Mantianal. Sherry,Jason,Nicole and Jeff. Thank you so much..

And so, I've finally attended Midnight Mass, and finally gone down town to see the Christmas lightings.
This year came and gone so fast, I never caught a good glimpse of everything that past me.


I wish everyone best of health, happiness and fortune for the coming 2009.
Cheers~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! =)

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! PEACE YO!!

Untimely

I woke up at this untimely hour cus Im feeling a little hungry and I've got some cravings for CHOCOLATES!!!!! UGH!! I miss the hot chocolate!!

Gonna search my fridge later, this craving is kinda strong, feel like going to the 7-11 to get a bar of it. UGH. Curb this temptation... Boo.

I'm actually home on a Friday, no Saturday early morning already. But it felt good to be able to sleep in. My Xiamen flight was tiring though. Like to the extreme, not sure if it's due to lack of sleep or something, but when I touched down, I felt so drained. Exhausted.

Yipee!! Chocolate is on the way =))
TWIRL!!!!

Tv time..

Tired of explaining.

I've come to a point where I grew tired of explaining. I know that's not healthy, but I guess not everything I do got to be accounted for?. I HATE people yelling at me, showing their anger on me. How great are you?.

For instance, I was filling in some form. Which to me, is kind of personal so, Mr KC came out from the room, immediately my first reaction was to flip the form over. Puzzled, he asked what was it, so I said nothing and straight into his face I said I dont like it. For that he went into a rage flaring up slamming the door and everything. Now I know how that feels. I do need my own privacy, I aint small kid no more. Give me my own space. Maybe I should choose my words these days, it's been quite offensive.

Finally I went for circuit driving today, it was horrible. I was kind of impatient cus I was so used to driving on the road, that when I went into the circuit, it felt so unbearable!! I couldnt drive more than 20km/hr!! the place was too packed. Geez. Saw Uncle Gordon today, hahas, ah pa! I miss your teaching!!..not that my current instructor is bad alright. Just my own preference. Impatient in the sense that everything be it to stop here, or to turn here, etc.. everything was like so last minute, made me so angry. Should have like told me, for circuit you need to drive slow, there will be lots of turnings to do, you will have to pass through .... so on and so forth. At least PREPARE me.. Hais. But it went well after a few rounds, plenty of roll backs today..hahas.

After which, headed down to the stadium for a 2.4km jog, tired now.
Bedtime.

Classroom

I miss a classroom filled with familiar faces, people that brightens up your day be it the skies of grey.. I miss those moments man, be it ITE days or Sec sch days.. I miss being that wilful brat, talking nonsense and laughing so hard.. till our stomach couldn't take it..

Down

I can't feel my stomach cramped up with laughters these days. Cloudy skies are here to stay, and it's been quite a while. My mood fluctuates with the colour of the skies. It's gloomy skies these days.
Buckle up Jo, a storm is coming this month. Monsoon season.

I need more haunted inn clips or something..

Earful

Hearing the same things but harsher. Im at the edge right now. Either ways it's death.
I seem to be a little confuse and it's not really helping with the weekly war.
"Through" has been a frequent word used. Like it has lost it's meaning, instead it became more like a threat to a kid.

How does hate and love coincide?.
I can't rant no more, cus it'll just create more negative vibes..
Now Im tired. I lost the struggle, it only lasted for 2 days and I picked it up again.

Waiting

As per usual, when Im done with preparing and I've still got time to spare before I leave home for work. I'll surf the net, check out my horoscope, check out my facebook and maybe like now-blogging. Ugh, it's really a chore to wake up early. But nevertheless, I'll get to go home early. Can't wait to head back home. Hahas.

So many things going through my mind, be it the negative or the positives. I've got to weigh them correctly, cus my heart and my head doesnt seem to coincide with each other. Which I guess is ALWAYS the case. Gotta reach airport by 0530. Boo. Im lazy seriously. In fact, extremely lazy. Bummer. December is coming, confirmation for the seventy's is coming. Doubt I'll be getting mine.

I've got to start inviting. But who can I invite?. No one seems to be free, and some didnt reply me. But I cant blame them though, I know I've disappointed some, so I have no say on whether Im disappointed in them or not. But yea, this is how far my friendship with them have gone. Time really drifts everyone away from me. And to my own doings, it's getting worse. Somehow or rather I forsee bad premonitions. Blame it on my own doings. Call this K A R M A.
Im merely on this thin line. 21 aint my kind of fun no more.

Too many things, it's bringing me down.
Too many thoughts..
Too many IF's..
Too many doubts..

This little things are all pilling up. Will you catch me if I fall?..

Bleeding love..

Down the slumps

My mood is definately not in the right state. Like as though I had a little too much to drink. Like as though I predict something.

And this time round, something bad. If you have something to say, can you just let me know?. I feel weird. This feeling is overwhelming me, and it's making me upset. Is this the season of falling into (emo-ness). It's like I dont know you anymore.

Finally an end to my holidays. Back to work, gotta wake up at 4am for a morning flight.
Went on a spending spree. Burned a bigger hole in my pocket. Treat my mum to a classic mani and pedicure plus colouring of her hair. She's happier now, I've a little lesser to spend.
At least I've done my part on pampering her. At least something for her, so I guess once a while burning my pocket for my them is fine with me.

Im dreading. I dont like feeling this way.

I better tone down lately.

Goodnights.

December

I hate December. Seriously, so many freaking problems. It's always a vicious cycle. I hate this kinda feeling. I HATE IT. I HATE YOU!! why must it always got to be YOU!!! Can't you just vanish?. Or maybe I should just vanish. Sometimes I really regret making this decision. Or am I just too narrow minded. One way or another, it's driving me up the walls. I can't express myself in words, it always ended up making me feel like im a control freak or something. Woman, sensitive creatures by nature. Or it's just Joanne's nature. Either you stick with it or get out of her life.

I've tried changing and Im glad I changed. No point sticking to the old me, when nothing I did was appreciated. Till it was gone that people learn to cherish. I'm going bonkers seriously. Is this KARMA on me already?.

Lately my sensitivity level has been increasing. I guess it's due to the lack of sleep. I hate feeling depress. It feels so stupid.
Especially when Im depress everything that goes through my mind seems like some mixed up jigsaw. My feelings and thoughts are all jumbled up like scrabble. I wish to make my point clear, but it always ended up with another meaning. I don't ask for alot, I just want the basic, the simplest. Yet, it all blew up. POOF!!.

I'm grumbling all my randoms, it's seriously driving me crazy. I can cry for hours over matters that dont mean a thing at all. How silly is this. I hate DECEMBER seriously. Give me a reason why I shouldnt or why am I behaving in such behaviour?. WHY!! Do I not know how to compromise?, am I really so irritating?, what am I suppose to do?. I feel so pist off so freaking pist off!!! It's not like someone triggered me, it's like the time bomb in me just exploded by itself.

This post is extremely random, I guess it's due to my PMS. It's really driving me up the walls.
I guess I need a sandbag, for me to release my anger, no one seem to be able to understand this. NO ONE. Not a single person, no one. How pathetic this is.

My eyes look like a pair of goldfish. Still no calls.

The cramps are killing me. Nothing seems to be going smoothly.

Im giving up on myself.

Useless.

2 more days

2 more days till Im officially back to work. Can't wait man.
Just woke up, imagine how screwed my body clock is working. I practically bummed around during my leave with nothing done. Becasue of money issues, I held back all my projects. My intention was to:
1- clear up my clothes, so that I can stock up with new ones
2- clear my study room so that my new bed can come in soon.
3- clear my dressing table ( currently a computer table.. with a huge mirror) so that I can get a proper one.

that's about it man. But sadly NONE accomplished.

Ran through my old albums back then in secondary school, I couldnt believe my eyes man. I looked freaking bloated but tanned. I miss the tan. With the weather like this, it aint helping much though. Hopefully I can get to do some decent tanning some time soon, Im sick of being fair. My veins looked freaking scary, like railway tracks all over my body. EEeeww.


December's coming, and I've got no plans but another 5 days leave. I don't know what to do with a 21st celebration, any ideas? my 1st intention was to hold it at my void deck, LOL. I find it pretty cool, but some of my friends objected to it. Then came the MacDonald thought, but I was thinking who will come man, not like I have alot of friends, and not everyone is free, they'll definately give me a " err..I dunno eh" answer, and I cant give a confirmed no. of people attending. ARGH, I hate planning for birthdays. Haven't seen Mantianal for quite a while now, the last was Cactus's birthday. Like in Aug...Geez, everyone's so busy. I'll be back with my busy life too. I have ran out of plans for my birthday, maybe from the 18-22th I'll just do small gatherings with all my friends that are free. A continuous 5 days celebration with different groups of people. UGH. Boring. Else to save everyone's trouble I'll just give you my account no. donate any amount as you wish. A donation drive to save Joanne. Hahas.

It's peanut butter jelly time!!!

Bummer

Been bumming around for 4 days now, if inclusive of the weekends it would have been 6 days already since I last did any flights. The last was an overnight to CKG, which was also when I got my 3rd check. Geez.

3 more days for me or should I say 2 1/2 days before I hit back to flights. I kinda miss the hectic life once a while, it feels a little boring when Im home doing nothing and no income coming in. It feels horrible.
My sis came back from Taipei yesterday, she bought a wallet for me =) brown in colour..AWESOME!! =) It doesn't have to be expensive though, I love the compartments it has inside, it's brown, and it's unique. =) Jealousy boiling inside of me..I wanna go there too. PATIENCE. I'll wait for April'09. PATIENCE.

Confirmation in Dec. Ugh. I wonder how long I'll be extended. =( Geez.

FAT.FATTER.FATTEST.

I wanted you by Ina

Since everyone's been uploading mtv's onto their blog, I find this song kinda nice. Introduced by Joleen.

Couldn't find the MV .. the base a little overpowered too..





Just the beginning..

Unbelievable

Read 2 sets of newspaper on board, the flight was too draggy with too many details which Im too lazy to go into details with.

Thoughts and feelings for what had happened to be in the headlines. Questions surfaced.. same reactions. Why so silly? It was considered quite a detailed description of the whole incident, apart of me was thinking, Damn why wasnt I there..geez.

Tired.Shag.HEADACHE.

Toodles.

All to myself

Jo's leaving for Taiwan tonight, the room will then be only mine all the way till the 19th. Woots`

I'll be going to Chongqing tonight, back only tomorrow morning bout 0525hrs.

Pictures will be uploaded soon into my multiply for Qiaofen's birthday celebration. Stay tuned.

Got to go now.

It's misses.

Gain back what I lost

The carbs are all running back to me all at one go. Im back to my original FATNESS!.
This is crazy, I thought changing a new job would bring my weight down. Apparently, I forgotten the fact that Im a food lover. OH GEEZ~

Freaking 51.2kg GONE! =( It's back to 53 LAGI SAD!!!!!!!!! Like to the extreme. =(

Gotta cut down on supper, CHOCOLATES, SWEETS, POTATO, FAST FOOD. The list just bloody goes on. =( Just today's flight, for the 4 sector, I ate all the way man. CRAP!
Met nice people at work today, enjoyed myself though it's really tiring. Like I feel the ache on my shoulders man. UGH. Seriously I hate the 3rd sector, like to the CORE MAN! But I've got no choice do I? hais. It was a freaking tiring flight, not the crew bt otherwise.

Drive me up the walls balls.
Geez.

I'll be back with post bout my uncle's wedding.. another day. Cus people say Im FAT. So I dont wish to be reminded. HUMPH!~

MOF

Just a short post before I head to bed, went to MOF for dinner. Laugh my ass of man..

Let the pictures do the talking.


Babe if there's anything, be it good or bad,anytime of the day. I'm just a call away.

Dont worry..



[ Premium New Zeland Beef.. ]

[ My claypot Ebi Udon ]

[ The tea..apparently I didn't ask for ice water..]

[ Trying out ways to clip my dull hair..]

Toodles. =)

Nonsense

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