People has seen me writing bout this shit before, and now it's happening once again.
Currently Im just not in the mood to study, but that's not gonna happen, gonna force myself to study later.
Saw ah Paul with his " complicated " partner. HAHAS!!! =p

Watched "Just follow law" once again. Can't help laughing at the indian man. Say "somemore".."somemore!!" hahas, alright, that show kinda bore some people out. My bad.

It's the 28th today. They are goin Zouk tonight. Will Joanne be joining?- not sure.

Sweet Nap =)

My days seems to get by even faster these days, till I've lost count of the dates, with sleepless nights and all, accumulating, Im die of exhaustion soon. Anything to do with school?.. Well, NO!
It's like I've self-declared holiday.
Finally went to school today, and guess what, I COULD NOT STAY ON TILL THE LAST LESSON.
I left school at 12. Took cab home, and slept immediately.
Just woke up not long ago. Was suppose to give some people wake up call at 2.30 and to think I missed that alarm! imagine how tired I was!, luckily that person set own alarm too, and called me at 3.45 and told me " You're the best man!" and I was like huh?..still in my sleepy state, and to realise I forgot to give the wake up call!!!! hahas, niwae, manage to be there on time so yea, my help wasnt really needed =p

Lesson Learnt: Never ask me to give any of you wake up call when Im very very sleepy. =p

Now Im suppose to bathe and go over to Coffee Bean to study.
I feel more energetic now.
Gotta go ..

How to go about with it, aint sure either. It was quite bad last night.
I guess, it's the end to everything.
All I can say is im sorry. But that's not gonna help.
Cus I know you too well.
Problems that were never solved. Things which I don't know how to let you understand and which it doesnt hurt you.
Problems which;... to have a clearer view, got to sit down and voice it out.

Just that I know, you might not even forgive.
Guess you can't be bothered with what I've got to say either.
Just..

Im sorry.

Future.

Got home around 6plus this morning. Had a long night out.
We settled down at 888 coffee shop somewhere in Woodlands. New spot found. hahas.
At first we were just slacking talking nonsense as per usual. Then the conversation got serious and we were talking about life. True enough, the future freaks me out.
It's like the 1st time I see the other side of them.
Things that has been bothering me, which I didnt want to do something about it.
Now I know I'm not alone, we share almost the same problems.
I was having a hard time fighting back my tears man.
I hear what each of them has to share, it just makes me feel like crying. But I held it back.
Wiping the tear in my eyes everytime my visions blurs.

Alright enough said,
gtg.

zombie

Now im feeling like some zombie, using ken's com to do a lil of blogging since everyone is doing thier com stuff, uploading of some stuff to their com =x

Well, slept for only 2 hrs yesterday, got home at 7plus am after the gambling.
Went over to JKY to have breakfast and after which went home to sleep and got up at about 12plus. Gotta go over to Sheryl's place for a supposedly session of "Blackjack" once again hahas. But nah, we were enjoying ourselves in her cosy room, just chit chatting the day away.

As it was kiku's Birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! =)
We made her a large ang bao..hahas. Well, idea came out from Sheryl. Taped alot of 10 bucks to a cardboard I guess?..hahas..shall upload that pic soon to show u people..hahas..
We went for movie after that, watched " Follow the law" something like that.
It was damn hilarious hahas..=p

Well, after the show came over to Mas place to watch "Silent Hill" not as scary as described!..hahas..
Just that Josh and Ken scared me at times..hahas.
Besides that, nothing else le..

well, gtg..
I've crapped enough here. =)

New yr eve night out.

Im back to blog not bout yesterday but the day before. New Year Eve.

Met up with my pri.sch peeps to chill out at " The Lybrinth" it was somewhere near Paradize Centre I guess?..the moment we reached there, found our seats, ordered a bottle of JB and the singing competition starts. Having the urge to sing " Happy Birthday to Me " hahas, so right after another table finished singing that song, our table requested for that song again.
It's nice to be able to sing the night away. =))

I was half gone at 3plus am. and started msging nonsense to everyone. hahas..
It was pure fun we had there, playing 5/10, 007, "christmas tree", hmmmm..I guess that's about it.

Everything was fine till some dumb people sang " Dying inside to hold you "...
hahaha, omg. Yea, waters formed up in my eyes. Not sure why did that phenomenon happened for?..

But not thinking about it after the song ended, cus it was our turn to sing again. =))
Argh, got to go prepare le. Going out to Sengkang =)

Happy Chinese New Year! the Piggy Year!!!

( that's what I wore today )

( The Jo's )

( Dat's me at Ah Mah's place )

Yea!! It's Da Nian Chu Yi!! Ang Bao collection Day!! muahaha, ate alot during yesterday's Reunion Dinner, till I gonna puke. And today...MORE STEAMBOAT!!! aargggghhhh...

Well, overall it was okay. I find that New Year is getting quieter each year.

Hmmm, was kinda bored while I was over at my great grandmother's place. But nonetheless, I have my phone with me... =)) hahas..

I was laughing my ass out man..hahaha.

Stayed till bout 8plus and we left. Joey in total puked 2 times today. argh. She still hasnt got over her motion sickness.

Okay time to upload pics!!! bleah =p

Trend: Zombie

Just woke up. Reached home bout 4 plus in the morning, resulting in lack of sleep which I feel kinda shitty now. Hahas. Im meeting Audrey for our last min shopping spree later, I feel like staying home to sleep not wanting to get any new yr clothes le. =x URGH . Real TIRED. My style for this new year, hmmm, not sure of what to get either..aaaahhhhhh...

Should I get shirt and tapered pants?
I guess no tube fer this year. ( ate too much lately. )
Short dress with leggings? ( MINA sia )
hmmmm, Dammit.
Dress? ( too Sweet? tt's not my style )
something from TopShop?
Oversize shirt? and leggings?.. ( poser ? )

I seriously dont have a style in mind this year.
Maybe I'll get a dress and something. Something which I have not decided on.

Okay work was CRAZY man! customers were flocking to Clinique yesterday. Hit SALES =)
LOADS of people came down my counter.. =)
First it was Mr Charlie, thanks fer the organiser and pen =) I'll try to schedule smth! hahas BABI!!!
Second is was Josh,Ken and Paul they came down to play with the cosmetics..hahas..retarded!..
Lastly was Jason,Sher and Kian!! hahahas..
Was an enjoyable day ytd =)

Alright Im late, not even prepared yet, IM DEAD. =p
ByEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

long and tiring day

Damn! I've got to use the new blogger. Sucky man. =(

Just got home not long ago was working at HD.
Real tiring day for me today, most likely due to the late nights that I've been getting.
My dark circles are surfacing, and yea my face looks more pale than ever.
And I've got to control my diet once again, my appetite for today was HUGE man, had nasi lemak and breakfast set for breakfast and Yong tau fu soup with rice for lunch. I skipped dinner. But drank bubble tea, woohoo..

Stress level is way beyond the red zone man, if I dont pass this sem that's it. Im FINISHED!.

Working once again tmr, argh. If only I can take MC and skip that miserable day tmr.

got to go =)
nites.

Early morning...

This is the result of not completing assignments given and thus accumulated till now..
My eyes are barely opened, GOSH this is toturing.
I thought I could complete my stuff by 3am but look at the time now!..argh..4.44am buy 4D ya..hahas..
I've still got like 20 more questions to go..
Well let's talk about my day today or was it yesterday (Sunday)
Worked at HD, hmmm, the crowd kept coming in, lasted till bout 8 plus 9?..hmmm, didn't feel so bad as compared to Tue?..My second shift of the week, I guess i'm adapting to Century Square's style already?..I hope so, or else Im gonna get that resignation form man.
CNY round the corner, it's time for a lil "investment" hahas, hmmm, haven got my new yr clothes yet..aaarrrr..no black colour tops either! =( Darn..
I've finally watched "Night at the Museum", wasn't that funny afterall, guess it was due to the people I watched with. They were practically sleeping los....DOTS.
Hmmm, it's 4.50am already, time seems to pass very fast today, and I've not sleep yet!!..I dont wish to get sleeping disorder man.
Got to wake some people up at 5 soon, hahas, I wonder if you will wake up. hahas.

I have the urge to wake everyone up, since I cant sleep, =p
Nah, nonsense.
My $$ is runnin real low, hope the Clinique pay does get in on the 15 at least I can survive till CNY.
Wonder what it would be like for me this week, will I be in living hell? turning into a zombie. Plenty of random thoughts running through my mind, like what should I eat later for breakfast, what should I bring to school, what should I do today after school-should I go home to catch some sleep or head down to Macs and mug with sh?..
Hmmmm, is this a long entry?..
hmmmm, wonder what will happen if I call Audrey they all now..LOL..

Reminder to myself: Beware of Jerks.
Alright my phone alarm rang alr!..
gtg..

[17 more days to EXAMS]

pics!! =)

me and fang =)
Birthday girls..

( me and Le )

Finally got hold of the pictures from Le and Phei..
Woot` =)
pictures of Jayle's bdae =)

dumb.

Im back! finally my com is fixed!!!! yea =)
Just got home went out to slack with the usuals. Now I've really sorted out everything that is sort of stuck in my mind for quite a while. Im BACK!!! =))

Okay went to celebrate Lily Lim's birthday, we got her a Guess watch and a VS 9-in-1 curler =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!! hehe..
It was nice to have everyone together =) and even Sheryl =)
People send me the pictures soon!!!! it's way time for me to do some updates on my pics, ahahs..

Alright,i'm feeling kinda hungry right here right now, hmmm,
Hungry hungry, very hungry.

There's some stuff which I feel like saying out but I cant.
All in all, Ladies with me like Zara,Van,Aud,Von hahas..not forgetting Ps and Sh..lol..
thanks fer being there fer me. =) thankew.
I've recovered already. Totally.


Hungry!!!! hahas..
ciaoz.

back once again ( in sch )

once again the person who never fails to blog once she gets the chance..hahas..

truck loads of shit happened to me lately, struggling.
Got myself a new job. No further comments for it.
I guess im seriously down on luck for this week. Injured myself at work lately, and got myself 3 stitches, it feels like shit. The doc was fucked up. The company is fucked up for wanting me to pay for the medical fees.Had high fever last night, and there was no one there to look after me.
Felt like shit, cried. It seriously just wasn't my day, days liek this just makes me feel like sleeping and not wana do anything and maybe don't ever wake up.
It's not like i have anything to look forward for anymore. I feel like no one cares.
But, forget it. I can pull through.
When I was in the clinic doing the stitches I was crying my eyes out, I msg-ed you.
But nothing much helped. I felt dumb for msg-in you. I thought there is at least some ppl i can still turn to. im dumb, so downright dumb.
Scars..when will these scars heal?..
It hurts soo much.

Audrey girl thanks for reminding me bout the food that i cant eat..hahas..
thanks shi hui fer being ther for me =)

bye.

The Social Misfit is Back.

Its almost 2 weeks now since my com broke down.
Im isolated from everyone. Now my phone seems to be like my "MSN"..the only way to get to me.But my line got cut yesterday!!! =((
Mum called Starhub and they say that it was due to some connection problem.
ARgh..
Very shitty, now I can only use the com in school, which is real laggy!!! argh, at least I can still use it. SO yea.
Will be having my BFS CA tmr.
I've got a new job =) starting next Wednesday. I hope everything will turn out fine.
Okay many things happened, but not sure of how to go about with it.

Okay I guess Im to hungry to continue blogging, gonna go grab some food. Argh..
Till my next entry, hahas.

Bye.

Self-Denial

After so many days- absence of the computer. I slept ALOT.

Been a good girl staying home, slept in early.
Went down to collect my pathetic pay yesterday.
Having mix feelings right here right now. So much for thinking.
Ya true, I think alot.
Now it feels so fucked up.
Was so happy that I can finally get online..but now..
FUCK YOU man..

Thanks girl for helping me with my com ytd, you should know who you are.. =)
And that you know who, 31 Jan.

i wish.

I wish I get in and leave this place.

Been a while since my last entry, was busy working away, taking up as many shifts as possible, I hope I earn alot next month.

Well, it was my off day ysterday, and also for me to take my FTT once again, and ya..like what Daryl said, "Song Bo!"..I failed once again.ARGH!!..Some people told me, I only read the book and not memorise the content inside.Some told me to try again.But nah, maybe next month or something.$$ running low this month.
After accepting fate that I failed my FTT once again, went down to meet Shi hui..
Met her for badminton session, hahas, the kick is coming back. hahas, but I dont think will have much time in future to play another round of it.
After badminton session, went to sing KTV at the usual place, sangs lots of oldies, hahas, it was really way back songs, when Aaron Kwok had his mushroom hairstyle. Sang "Nan Ren Bu Gai Rang Nu Ren Liu Lei" ..and all the memorise flood back to me once again.
I just let the memories flow.
Another wrong move I guess for msg-in.

Argh.
Gotta go, working at 10.

INSOMIA!! =(

Couldn't sleep last night, tossed and turned, my mind just simply refuse to stop thinking and let me sleep! =(
I was typing random thoughts on my blog last night but decided to delete it and re-write a short post. My random thoughts was rather nasty, a selfish thought, so I decided to delete it.

I wont be joining ken and the rest for the countdown taking place at Expo. But no worries people, the 3rd of Jan' 07!! ..wow, 2007.
I bet I'll be having flashbacks once again tonight. ALOT. I chose to catch fireworks tonight.
May everyone enjoy themselves at the countdown at whereever they are. I'll be at Marina. With my primary school friends.No drinking for me on sucha day. I might just blabber out my Darkest Secrets . Ha!
Oh boy, gotta go prepare for work. =(
Will be wearing a dress tonight. I will be dressed BLACK from head to toe.
"Welcome to the Black Parade"..

Hugs to all.Enjoy this day, which marks the end of 2006 and a new year ahead.
Toodles.

A night away before New Year.

It's a night away from New Year.
Good nights.

All by myself.

Slept my day away. It's like I've not slept for a long time. And today I was a good girl. I stayed home.
My friend asked if I wana go MOMO today, was tempted, but I rejected it. I chose to stay home to sleep. No more drinking session for me.

Was suppose to meet up with yl,ak at inter mac. But it was still rainin when I woke up around 8plus?..so yeap.We were all lazy. Kinda worried for that girl. I hope everything is fine for her.
I went imeem.com to upload songs to my blog. Was listening to a few of X japan's song. Yah, and it didnt made me feel any better. It just made me felt worse. Was very tempted to go MOMO, wanted to drink. But NO. I stayed home.

Meeting up Audrey and the rest to do the TPS project.
At least something for me to do tomorrow. School's starting soon, will be working a lot next week to clock in as many hours as I can.

What is wrong?..
nites.