Im just very tired, my visions are starting to blur.
Yet, my body and mind refuse to rest, I'm just thinking of the negative.
The negatives and the "what if's"..
I dont feel the way I should be feeling..
Some stuffs which I dont know how to describe. I just felt like doing so manny things at a time that most of the time I'm just staring blankly..just plainly thinking of what to do more than what are the stuff that got to be done.
Am I not making sense..hais.
Anyway as I was saying..
It still feels best to have things not within your reach, because when you eventually did..there will be 2 outcomes..
It's either:
1. You'll feel accomplished or whatsoever..or
2. You'll feel that it should not had happened.
See, Im back to the contradictions.
And, I still have my doubts.
This is not what I'm suppose to be feeling right now, but damnit why is it so??..
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