My rantings..

I feel tired, having to wake up each day to think of a way to handle my fringe, that fringe made me felt horrible. And I horribly miss my long hair. This is my HUGE mistake, to horribly went to the salon to get it snipped off.
2yrs of keeping it and now it's gone for good, I just kept convincing myself that my hair will be better when the new ones grow out. At least it's not frizzy anymore.

It's painstaking to start all over again, to wait for my once "long hair" to grow back again. Yes, people might think that Im being a retard whining bout hair that could be grown back, maybe because I'm too concious of how I look in others eyes, in other word- VAIN. Who isnt vain AT ALL? hmmm?.. =(

But I got to surpress that thought and not go for hair extension.
I'll just stop looking at myself so often in the mirror,reflections etc, etc.
I'll feel better that way, maybe wear a cap for a change, or maybe just find new ways of styling my hair, yea maybe new ways.
Freaking rebonding costed me $200. Money that literally went down the drain.
Horrible lesson learnt. I'm $200 poorer, and that means I'm gonna work more this month I hope or maybe next month.I'm trying my best to cut down on spending, today I spent $1 which I felt kinda guilty cus it was spent on flavour bust-Raspberry.
I've been dying to have an ice cream so I bought myself one on my way home from work just now.

Speaking of work, OCS has shifted to a new location, it's at the old Gan Eng Seng School, which is kinda ... hmmm it's not accessible, mum is trying to persuade me to quit, but..I'm not considering that as of yet. Maybe when I found another better paying job.

I'm beginning to aim higher, as in the usual average pay I get now, doesnt seem to satify me anymore. Maybe cus Im starting to buy stuff which I use to find them pointless to get. Or maybe it's cus my shampoo and all are no longer sponsored by my mum, just base on my dail necessities is already around $30 odd, that doesnt include my facial wash, or body wash. It's only shampooo!!. =(

Hais,the monetary issues again..


This looks like a rather long entry..
tired.