went out for supper wif him jus now..guess it wasnt any of our days..it was kinda bad at first b4 we met up fer supper...after talkin a while on the phone we got back to normal..and decided to meet up for supper...but..i always have to make tings turn sour...i brought up tings dat doesnt sound pleasant to him..and yeap..silent film throughout the nite..i know tt he is very sweet and loving to me..i just dun get it tt y must i always have to hurt him so bad..at times i see tt smth is troubling him..but he just refuses to let me know wad it was..jus didnt bother bout wad he was thinkin..im selfish..i didnt tink for him..y do i love him but make him suffer?..why?..why is it so?...it hurts everytime i hear him saying things like "take e fork and kill me la"..no doubt at times its jus a joke..but i jus flare up..i lose my temper easily wif him..i dunno why...
im lousy_
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