Tsunami?

Saw the news on Yahoo page, bout Singapore might meet with the Tusnami on the 22nd of July, which happens on the same day as the solar eclispe. Sounds scary, like if we're able to pass the eclispe everything will be fine. Like such a news on a Tuesday morning, though it's said that even if Singapore were to meet with one, it'll only be about 1m high. But Hong Kong will meet with one that is 10-15m high. Imagine that! omg. That's like scary shit balls. Deep!! 5 levels?

Finally curb my cravings for CHoco Pops. But cant seem to stop thinking about it, all thanks to Daryl for recommending that ice cream from Swensen to me. Now Im stuck to it. Damnit.

Gotta go prepare now, heading out to run some errands.

Ciaoz.

Black Friday

I cant freaking remember my pw for my blogger. It's merely a few weeks back. GAWD.
Nothing surprising/significant has happened to my life, so I wasnt that intertested/bothered to blog about it. I just felt like writing randoms since Im still awake for god knows why, when I feel so tired, Im screening my eyes while Im typing this entry. Ms Wai Mun has finally passed her TP and I got to sit her car! hahas, what a waste ying couldnt join us, else it would have been a blast!! We drove to places so far away, that I myself never drove to, okay Marina Barrage, that was Sherry's virgin visit to that place. HAhas! =P Congratulations!! You have higher points than me! BOO! =( hahas..

I've been talking alot to myself lately, not literally, more like questioning myself in my head, and sometimes, unaware of it, I answered myself aloud. Geez, freaky. I grew extremely quiet. I speak only to selective people. And Im slowly shuttting people out.

I feel mentally exhausted, and physically weak. I feel my body aging each day,feel so lifeless each day. I've lost enthusiasm. If that's how you spell it.

Family aint making anything better, not that there's any changes, but Im starting to feel the hatred growing, like I never belonged. This is depressing, maybe cus I've lost alot, so much so that, everything is turned into hatred. So yeap, dont bother being nice to me. It's not working. I dont feel anything cept hatred.

Nights`

3rd Day

It's the 3rd day today, I'm heading to work today after 2 days of off. No one was free to head out, or maybe I just wanted to stay home. 11 more days I guess. Haven been having much appetite for food. Didn't have the mood to do anything. Even work. Im like dragging myself to work each time. I need some slacking session, but I dont seem to be asking anyone out. Contradicting shit.

Tomorrow would be another working day, then followed by an off. At least there's something for me to do on Saturday. Then after which it'll be work again. Weekends....... what am I suppose to do?. Anyone has craving to head down to the theme park for those freaking rides or something?. I just felt like going there. Or maybe Haw Pa Villa or something. LOL. Damn.

Lately, I just love the silence.

Start of the Trip

Just sent Daryl off, he's going to Brunei for a 2 weeks training. It's not even counted as Day 1 yet and Im dreading already.
Luckily his friends were around, so the atmosphere was lightened. Else I would have felt real awkward with only his family. It was jokes throughout that 2 hours before he entered the gate. =( I managed to put on a smile throughout, I know how crappy that feels. To be away, not for holiday but training. Let this 2 weeks past fast. And that he comes back safe and sound.

It's also a time for me, myself and I to reflect once again..

I will never fall.

Cleanup!

Bathed Coco Baby today, she smells nice now okay, will be sending her for grooming on Sunday. And I make sure it happens! She is currently lying on her smelly green pillow, her favourite instead of the bed Daddy bought for her from Ikea. Hahas. Silly piglet.

Have been having nightmares lately, bad ones. Last night was the worst!
I dreamt that I was doing a flight, not sure where it's to but it got screwed. It was a coming back sector, then I was doing some stuff in the galley and one of my collegues was checking the toilet when suddenly I heard a loud burst then Cap came on the PA. "Ladies and Gentlemen... he didnt finish his announcement then the windows burst, everyone was suppose to bend down cause it was a crash landing. I dont know why but it landed at Pasir Ris. I couldnt bend down in time, I only manage to run to the last row, and squat between passengers. The next thing I know, everyone was running out of the aircraft. I was badly injured, the glass sunk deep into my right arm, I felt the excruciating pain. It felt so real, my legs were all injured. Then the next scene I was in the hospital, waiting for people to treat my injuries. Then the next moment, my friend just pull out the broken glasses from my arm, it was a freaking long one. The cut was deep, till blood was gushing out.

I woke up in cold sweat. It felt too real. And it happens that I'm sleeping with the comforter again. Hais, mum said it wasnt a good sign, and that she has to wash the comforter. She felt uncomfortable with my new comforter. Hais, I chose not to believe such nonsense, but it has been giving me lots of nightmare, eversince I bought it..

Will be heading out to get my Coco baby's food.

Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero, never comes to you

If you need someone, you're feeling blue

If you wait for love, and you're alone

If you call your friends, nobody's home

You can run away, but you can't hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I'll show you there's a destiny

The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder

If you need someone, who cares for you

If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There's a place in heaven, where we'll go

If heaven is, a million years away

Oh just call me and I'll make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay by your side I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder

If you need someone, who cares for you

If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder

If you need someone, who cares for you

If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

Drive,Driven,Drove

Had been driving these few days, getting the hang of the Fiat Punto. Rented it from turfcity, $200 for 5 days. Relatively cheap?. Bout $40 for a day, no extra charge for people that just got their licence.

Went for Ivan's wedding yesterday, hmm, we felt kinda out of place, cus our table only had Weiliang, Eric, Daryl, myself and 2 other couple. Then the other tables had like Roger, Eugene, Ling jie.. blah blah. Those younger people. The food was okay, Ivan looked damn tired, not much photos taken cus when the couples marched in they seemed like rushing for time. Hahas.

Then the day before, we headed to Marina Barrage and sadly the gallery closed when we arrived. =( Nothing much there, just some decoration ornaments and scenery. Lunch was at Kenny Rogers, we miss their food =) I miss the corn muffins. Yummylicious!!

Okay my post seems a little jumble up. Yesterday on the way to Maz's place, cus Daryl wanted to collect some stuffs from him, we withnessed an overturned vehicle at the junction outside Simei ITE. It was an oil tanker. No explosions. Just loads of foam on it from the fire fighters.

All the randoms

How to make it big?, to have a more comfortable life for my family and myself.

This is how realistic the world is for the 20th century. No matter how much I wish to lead a simple life, there are bound to be setbacks.


Goodwill

Some people lead such fulfilling life, just by doing good things to others. Giving out almost everything of what they have left for themselves. Not trying to be boastful here, but I was once in such position, whereby I just want others around me to be happy at all cost. But lately, I've seem to lost that compassion. I've become someone which I find scary.
I've become so unreasonable, so tempremental, so crazy, too into my own life. SO selfish.


Work

Has been going smoothly for me. I've got used to the environment and everything. That subconciously, I'm somewhat influenced by it. That's my weakness. Not being able to be myself, been putting on this mask, that it sort of got into me. That eventually, I lost myself.



I miss what I lost.
And Im gonna bring it back.
Watch me.

Sweets.

Happy Valentine's Day to all the readers out there and everyone in the whole wide world. =)

Busy

Been busy lately. Today will be my 3rd day for the 2nd consecutive week. Geez, my backs going to break.

My nerve near my eye area is giving me problems. It feels as though it's gonna burst any moment. The ache was unbearable. Wonder what's the cause of it.
Eitherways, I'll just go for work then maybe tomorrow or something then I'll head out to see the doc.

When it slips away, it'll just turn to dust.
Nothing seems to last.

3rd Day

Finally =) today's my 3rd day, and a deserved off. Hahas. My body clock is screwed. I wake at odd hours and sleep when everyone is bustling down the streets. Happy belated birthday to everyone yesterday. =) Ren ri on Chu 7th of CNY.

Plain

CNY was a very simple and plain one this year. Due to the fact that recession is here to stay for a while, and that everyone is kinda avoiding CNY, and the fact that I was working. So yea, each little stuff contributes to it. So far, I've only been to my Ah Mah's place, Daryl's place, Reuben's place, Jason's place. Upcoming would be Sherry's place, Daryl's relative's place. I didnt go over to my Great grandmother's place this year, moo year seems so quiet. I dont really feel the CNY excitement.

Should be preparing now, as I'll be heading over to Sheryl's place =) Primary School meetups! =)

Adios`

Da Chu Yi

It's the first day of CNY. Xin Nian Kuai Le =)
Im quite surprised that Im all ready to go to bed anytime now. Im in my PJ's and Im feeling sleepy already. Today everything went well and work was smooth. =)
Tried fake lashes today, and it was stucked to my eyelid throughout. Had an early reunion dinner today at my grandmother's place. There was ABALONE!! but I only had like 2 pieces. Dont really appreciate it though =p. Preferred the longan with red date drink. That's my favourite =)

Will be heading back to grandmother's place on Chu Er (day 2), and it's gonna be a very busy day. Can't wait! =) till then, I'll head to rest now, having another flight tomorrow.

Nights everyone.
Hong Bao Na Lai!!!!

Contradicts

May all those that got to work on CNY to gather around and congratulate each other on a good job well done that we are not going to take MC for it.

Hais, as contradicting as it may sound, Im quite affected that Im not going to gather with my family members to enjoy some steamboat and catching up session. To just sit around and hear the laughters in the hall. Looking at my aunts and uncle, taking group photos. Sit around to gamble and eating ba kwa. But on the other hand, I get to avoid answering questions avoid showing the fat side of me. Ha!. This year I didnt do much shopping. I bought only a red tube dress for my second day ( my only off day ), a simple black and white dress- not meant for CNY, 9 sets of new "DKNY" hahas.. if you know what I mean, ya that's about it. Kinda cost a bomb as well. Geez.

Hopefully I get to celebrate CNY next year..

Dont feel depress about it, not everything will go our way though. It's okay to not be around for CNY, just chill relax dont let it affect your working mood, put a smile on your face, these days will pass faster when you dont brood over it.

Cheer Up!! =)

Weekends =)

Your long days in camp, or long office days is finally ended and it's the weekends once again. =))
Time to sit back relax, play your PSP, watch some CSI series or just GO OUT!! well, Im heading for my "fun" now, back in the evening.. till then..

Xoxo
Jojo.

KRAZY!!!

This week is madness. Totally. My pay came in, but my bank statement now looks so disappointing, there's a hole in my account! my money's gone. And I dont see any new stuff on me. Damn those bloody food!! My freaking old school weight is back, it's so damn irritating!! New year's like next week and im looking like crap! =( Lucky Im working this year, so I kinda get to avoid alot of visitings. Lesser visitings = lesser income. Geez.

My new year shopping isnt complete. I've not got a single thingy yet!! Im planning to head down Haji Lane later, see if I could grab something from there. My shopping list is filled! but I wonder if the $$ is enough. Can someone drag me to the stadium to run or gym? Please?.. just drag me, keep reminding me of the fats i've accumulated. =( UGH! Damnit.

Crap.
Fats signing off`

Dream

I had this very weird dream once again, I guess in that dream I lost my job and went back to studies. Not a private school but, back to ITE. HA!. This time around it's not Simei ITE it was somewhere else, somewhere kinda run down. And my subject was some mechanical shit! hahas, geez. Then in the dream I totally regretted studying mechanical, cus I know nothing bout it, I joined only like second half of the semester or something, loads of things to catch up on.. then I was asking myself in the dream why wasn't I in Simei's Beauty therapy?.. hahaha. WTH right. Then my dream changed scene.

I was in this big hall, filled with students, then Wani was in my dream, like how she usually crack me up with her jokes, I was laughing so hard in my dreams I guess subconciously I felt myself laughing out loud. Luckily no one was home, else my sis would have given me a slap on my face. HAhas, then the scene jumped again, this time it was Shi hui, I dreamt that I was walking along the shop houses when I passby this cafe and saw her with the usuals, in the dream I was boiling, I literally screamed at her, I said something like.. " so that's how you wanna treat me la.." well, I don't know why I was that furious.. Geez.

And now..
I got to head back to the clinic to have my second round of drawing my blood once again, cus the doctor said the blood he drew wasn't sufficient........ I've already a blueblack for my first draw, now another one. UGH. So much for having obvious veins. Doctor said my veins are very fragile, the minute the needle went in, he said it punctured/burst..

I'm having second thoughts of getting a new phone. Yes I know I just bought LG ice cream, but....
I'll get slaughterd if I attempt to get a new one. =p SAVEEEEEEEEEEE...

more updates coming up soon, in the meantime I gotta go for my jab..

Toodles,
anne.

Ponders

I wonder what I'm actually doing. Been working, and stayed home, most of the time hogging the computer if Im home and only head out during the weekends, my life has turned mundane. Everyone around me has got their own stuffs to do. It's not easy to maintain friendships. I miss Ang Lin Lin, I wonder where the hell she went, the last contact no of her's cant even get through. Wonder how is she doing right now. It sounds like work has tied me down alot.



Im not really complaining about it, this is life. Some things come some things go. It's a give and take. Can't have the best of both worlds. My life is a little stagnant right now. THough it's only like 8 days into the brand new year, changes are catching up so fast, that Im breathless sometimes. To reach for the goal, you gotta go all in. And when you actually slowed down to take a look around, everything, everyone has slowly left you. Till the time when you actually slowed down to take a look, the people you've once known might just change into someone you dont know or understand anymore.



THoughts are running in my head once again, people that use to have so much nonsense to talk with like PS,SH, the 5N2 ladies and gentlemen. Wow, if I've got to write down everything, I doubt one entry is enough.



Im becoming someone I dont know anymore, I hate being so serious. Why does everything got to be so serious?. I miss having fun and loads and loads of nonsense. Like times when me, Van, Aud, Zara.. just laugh at the toilet bowl that was flushing continuously like a tornado, or just laughing at some random shit be it from Aud, Van or myself. Im more quiet these days, and by writing this entry it's making me emo. Ewwwwww



On a lighter note, I've got myself a LG Ice Cream =) it's white in colour. Love it =) simple and sweet.

It's a love/hate situation with my career. It's like a relationship. Hahas, anyways I just miss having big group of friends having lunch/dinner, walking around the malls, having somethings in common to do..just hang out.



Things I feel like doing..



-Picnic
-Sentosa Beach Vball
-Shopping
-Singing
-Spa/Massage
-Club
-Prawning
-** secret

Alright Im feeling sleepy already..Toodles =)

Drop dead like a BOMB

Finally my off day once again. Im exhausted, running up and down the aisle. Anyways it's over. I still get to see the sunlight and only half a day gone, I've still got 1 and 1/2 days more to R&R =))

My nails are in a very horrible state now. Even typing kinda kills me. MS G please call me soon. I need an appointment!!.

Considering the feedbacks that I've got for G900, I've changed my target to LG Ice cream =) just a simple phone will satisfy me. Need no sophiscated ones.

Im pretty exhausted now..shall continue some other time.

Time to crash!.
Nites everyone =)

New Year 2009.

Another year has past and it's year 2009. Alot of changes in my life looking back from 2008 till now.. finally some accomplishments . A stepping stone. New year eve this year was a quiet one. Not like crazy parties I use to love back then. Eitherways it's a brand new year all over again, and Im 21. Geez, tell me more about things a grown up need to know and handle.

A new year a new start, hopefully a better person. My resolutions are simple.

Welcoming 2009:

-Save more money.
-Stop taking MC's
-Be more hardworking
-Stay positive
-STOP SNACKING
-Jog more often
-Hopefully my jeans can down 2 sizes.
-More meetups with friends..

Pink of health for my family and friends.