I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, feeling lil grumpy and definitely tired. But I chose to sit infront of the com than lazing in bed.
Had been using this eye mask, that kinda helps reduce dark circles and wrinkles, yet I still dont see the slightest effect, and there's only like 6 packets inside the box. I'm dead. It's finishing soon. =x

Prepare to DIE Joanne. I've not touched tax a single bit, not even a glance at it..DIE DIE DIE.
The end of Sem1 is coming, is it? Exams are like in September. Argh. Pfft.
Alright so this morning I felt a lil "hardworking", did 50 crutches, 10 push-ups and 1 min leg raise. LOL.

Meeting the GF's tonight, for an early celebration for Ms Seow =))
We'll be heading down to Bugis, so I guess, I wont be wearing uniform to school later.. =p
If only my pay comes in early, then I can do some shopping too, =p hiak hiak hiak.
Been whinning alot lately, realised that all my entries are all whinning and stuff..etc.
Starting to get irritating huh..hahas.

Feelings are so hard to fathom.
One minute your so deeply in love..
The next you know it, '
Your're starting to drag it.
It's not about giving it up hoping that someone better can take your place.
Maybe it was a grave mistake,
But if you really love someone,
Is it really that difficult to change?
It's a matter of whether your're allowing your heart or mind to take control.

It's real annoying when I look at skinny people. When they get to fit into any type of clothes/dress perfectly.
Been doing some online shopping, a few tops attracted me but the measurements definately cant fit mine. =(
Saw this floral dress that was really pretty, but =( same reasons again. Hais.
Is there any website that has models that are bigger size? that has clothes that people my size can fit into? =( hais.
The webby that I was looking at, the model was real petite and cute..if only..hais..

Go on a crash diet so as to be able to fit the clothes I want or stick with only those few cuttings and design that I can fit into? =( hais.
Disappointed.

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[part 2]

It's my second time blogging, argh. I seriously think that I needa start a healthy diet asap!
These people are killing. They have great bod, they fit in any types of clothes and I'm envious of that. Yea, that's all girls "side-track" dreams I guess, and I'm kinda affected by it too.
Wait till I get my pay. Something has to be done!

Hmm, just got back from 85. Had omelette and ba chor mee it's freaking filling, till I feel like puking.lol
Simple dinner, nothing much.Just more comments on my "FAT" face. Argh, regretted cutting my fringe. =(
I wanted to try "bangs" but the hairstylist said that my forehead was too short..so it wont look good on me.

Things not done:
-Revision on Taxation
-PIE Assignment.

And it's gonna be a LONG WEEK. =(
I'm working 5 days straight at Clinique. Hope that my sales will be good, else I'll just be wasting my time away.
I guess Taxation is gonna kill me.Real soon. I've cleared my Costing and AA1..with border line passes, hais. That's not what I'm aiming for.

So I met up with PS ytd =) No doubt I was having very bad cramps, luckily that girl was able to tolerate me. We went Ikea for lunch and just slacked our day away.
You must be thinking, HUH? so BORING..well, hell NO! LOL
We were laughing like mad enjoying ourselves.hahas, I was behaving like a kid, and poor shi shi.hahas! she got to tolerate my nonsense.
She had her fair share of fun =)) trying to scare the kids away. We just found ourselves a comfortable spot and just sat there and slacked.LOL.
We were walking around the showrooms, hmmm..where they have displays of the room where they have like either kitchen settings or bedroom settings, so me and shi shi were walking, till her legs were aching like mad, so I just pointed out to a table and chair from one of the kitchen settings and told her to slack there, she was like.."okayl los" lol!!! we just sat there. Imagine how people walking past that section sees us?..
To me and shi, we just felt comfortable and cosy, as though we were really in the kitchen or smth, LOL.
And we started doing nonsense..

Just take a look at the pictures and u'll understand..

( Actually I wasnt paying attention to what you were saying bout this carpets..LOL )
( My new fringe )
( I like this picture )
( shi tring to bring down the blinds, lol! so as to prevent ppl from seeing us..hahaha )

Yeap..I cut my fringe at Jean Yip for 5bucks..hahas, and it looks like CRAP! yet shi told me it looks kinda rock..zzzz rock ur head my dear girl..hahaha..

Got myself chocolates to cure the pain..and I forgot to take the pictures!hahas argh! Passed some lao po bing and some chocolates to xinyi..hahas.

Alright, I ran out to the corridor to view the fireworks! =) aye, I still wana watch the real thing..

hmmm..mahjong later..lol! =))

Morning! =)

I'm satisfied with my new template, so I guess it'll stay with me for quite a while, hahas..

( My New shoes )
(My Clinique products )

( Wifey Biscuit )

Shall continue with my update later.. =))

Im home.. =)

Mum's back!! She bought stuff for us =)
-converse shoe [ ahhs! new shoes! =) ]
-Clinique from DFS [ great deal ]
-Lo Po Peng! [ Wife Biscuit ] From My FAVOURITE SHOP!!!!!! =))

Not sure what else she bought. =)

Thanks Paul, for helping me out by picking my mum up from the air-port.HAhas! For the first time in my life, I see Taxi driver that "HARDWORKING" they were literally cutting lanes like no ones business, trying to outwin one another even though the allowance in front of Paul's car was very little, they just filter abruptly and accelerate! gosh! that was HORRIBLE. Accident could have just occured like that.Thanks to them.Tsk!
So in return for his favour, I got him an ice-cream.[which kinda melted] lol.BIG Thankew!

Nothing much happened at work today, cept the fact that I was caught in act of singin some song loudly while using the broom as my mic.2 malay guys walked past and they were smiling away.OMG.Embarrassed.

Received the happiest news I was waiting for. =))
Yeayyeee =)))))))

Alright Bed-time.
Toodles.


A new journey.

AA1

Finally it's Thursday.Which I kinda dread and at the same time anticipating.
Im having my accounts test today and Mum coming back =)

I've actually wrote a long post and cleared it, decided not to post it afterall. Maybe I should just get a handwritten diary, those old school kind.Since Im no longer using camera phone, I wont be uploading any pics anytime soon.
Been a bad day for everyone I guess, as in yesterday.

Aud fell ill, better smoke lesser girl, remember what the doctor tell you and rest more.
I was being aeroplaned by SOME people [ you should know who you are hmm..Z... ]
Some joker didnt answered my morning callS as per usual..
Loads of accounting stuff to do..

Oh wells..It's Thursday already!
Im working later..aagh.Ben and Jerry.

Oh yea, I'm labelled " Fucking Suay Mouth" Ha. So people, dont have to get any luck from me, Im unlucky afterall..ha. I wonder if I ever made the right choice. People would have said Im just TOO DUMB to realise that. Maybe they're so true afterall.

If only the love wasnt so deep, it wont have hurt even a bit.
It's as though pins were slowly pierced into the heart, a million of them all at once.
Why did it still carry on?

New skin.

Something new for a change.

It's not like anyone bothers.

It happened again last night.
Some soul searching has to be done.


Changes.

I feel like switching my blog to livejournal. hahas, for no specific reason.

Today is an exceptionally 'FAT DAY' for me. No doubt I slept almost half a day away. I ate alot just now.

Had chicken chop rice,french fries,CHOCOLATES!.The DEADLIEST. lol..

Yeap and the results- FAT.

Went to meet up with the HD guys, OMG! there were only a handful.Hais.WHERE DID EVERYONE GO!

But I met up with them around 9plus when the initial meeting time was like 7.30pm =p because........

I went shopping with Audrey in the afternoon after her BTT in the morning..hahas..she passed on her first attempt! congrts! =)

I bought myself a new black pants, hmm a jacket and did some mani n pedi =x

Total damage: $75// Which I kinda regret now.Hais.

It was nice seeing all the familiar faces last night. The irritating ones..lol..

Had ceasar salad last night for dinner, and ICE CREAM at HD..omg. TRIPLE FAT.We were seated at booth 14,Derren had to seat with us, the TORN among the roses..so IRRITATING!!! hahaha, kept making fun of me and qiao!!! humph! IT'S NOT LIKE YOUR'RE VERY SKINNY EITHER YOU KNOW!!!! I got myself an aloe vera can food. lol!! one of my favourite toppings, when I was working at HD back then. Fond memories man, and tomorrow marks the end to Raffles City Haagen Dazs.

We parted ways and headed for KTV!!

All 5 of us squeezed into MingWei's small comfy car. Imagine, 3 guys and 1 girl sitting at the back , and they dont have the decency to let me have a full seat!!!!!!!!! ARGH. I was somewhat only sitting like 1/4 of the seat and they are sitting so COMFORTABLY!!! CLARK!!! ESPECIALLY YOU!!!! you only bothered to ask me only when we're reaching the place!..argh.

Andy and Yiming was looking for trouble, trying to make fun of me ALL THE TIME!..argh.

Had alot of fun last night, was practically laughing like mad, till Hannah was like asking me, ' are you alright?'

HAhas, oh well, what to do?..

Now I have phobia singing "Wu Ding" after hearing Andy's version, LOL!!!

pictures to enjoy! =)

TOodles.

When all else fails.
Second time in a row, I should have called.
Now it's all back to square one. When you know inside what you should have done, but yet didnt put into action.Shit follows.And what's worse, nothing aint going your way.
You try to apologise.Yet it's making things worse.
I never liked such treatments.
It's the first time I'm encountering this. When I'm being blocked away from MSN, and the phone is off.
I simply have no contact. Dont even try the house, it's 3plus in the morning.
Text after text were sent, kept calling till it finally got through.
No one talks on the other end..

2hrs waiting for a phone call wasnt a joke. My bad.
I felt bad, but it's always small little stuffs that triggers. Have I not grown out of my comfort zone to know what to do at the right time?
Yes, my way of handling the situation was childish. Seriously, no one would wanna be with someone like me.

Thinking back of how nice it was just a few days back, and now.
What have I done?
I'm seriously a letdown.


Where's respect?..

There's no return.

I've just finished watching " 200 Pound Beauty " okay, it's an awesome movie! I cried! lol
I loved her character alot, she's innocent and honest.
She had set-backs that was so bad that she wanted to change herself entirely, okay, maybe everyone has already seen the show like so long ago and might even move on to the next movie already.Ha!

But I liked the show ALOT! =))
Overall I would rate it 7/10.

Seems like doing a 10 page thesis is real difficult, no doubt I'll never have to do that hmmm at least not now, the way I look at it is REAL TEDIOUS. You've got to do research, hmmm, come up with " how you feel..etc"
Oh man, that's kinda bad. Feel kinda helpless not knowing what to do, but to sit here and blog.
Hmmm..


Maria! Ave Maria!

Not bad seems like people are doing my 'Friend Test' hahas, Im gonna change the questions soon.. =)
Please participate once again..hahas..

I cant rem what happened yesterday, and these few days, cant really recall, but one thing for sure; I've been working alot lately. Till it just takes me 2mins to fall sound asleep. Hadnt been replying msgs as per ususal. No longer that efficient with msgs. lol.. sorry sorry!!!!
Friendster been giving me shit.This stupid 'BMW' thingy kept popping up. ARGH.
Skipped schoool today, suppose to have BTX CA. But I skipped it. I've not a clue of the stupid S19 and IBA thingy. Fang when are you coming back@!!!!!!!! =(

Okay I remembered what I wanted to blog about, it all happened like this.
I was working morning shift yesterday, and Isetan has this morning briefing everyday. So all of the people gathered, okay, what they do at the briefing would be like, briefing of upcoming promotions and stuff like that. And the last part of the briefing I believe strongly it was going at me.

1. No chatting with friends at counter, else WE will transfer you to another outlet.
2. If promoter is not performing to our standards, WE will ask you to change to another counter.

Both announcement made by 2 people which I happen to DISLIKE the most. I dont use the word HATE. It's too strong a word. BUT. I dont give a damn. No point acting nice to me, and stab me the next moment.You horrible witch. It's like a silent war, EVERYDAY. Fake Bitches. Only wanna save your OWN ASS. Shallow WHORE! [ quoted from ps ]

I dont feel tired at all, hmm, that's weird.
Miss late nights =( hey people, where have all of you gone?
Need some supper and some good jokes man..hahas.. and I mean the WHOLE lot of you.
ALL!..everyone.

Sales was bad today, as per usual, I had nothing to do at the counter.
But time past so quickly, faster than usual, I wonder why?..
Sherry came down, hahas, gave her loads of sample, and the woman saw me.
I guess I'm gonna get complains real soon.

Im hungry now.

Nites.

Back to blog before I head for work. It's gonna be a long day today, hope my sales will be good.
Was out very early yesterday. I woke up at 6 and slept till 7.45 before I prepared and got out.
Had breakfast at some coffeeshop near 85 and headed off to Esplanade library to do research and study.
Shit load of information from Tax, still I've not a clue on how to start. So all I did yesterday was solely READING.

Had Carls Junior at Marina Sq for lunch..woot! VERY BIG burger. LOL.
Skipped the excursion, wonder how was it? hmm..
Sorry girls [ Aud, Van and Zara ] I aeroplaned again.
I wana have tongue piercing too! boo! I wasnt allowed to do that. Oh well...
Saw Gabby!!! girl! Long time since I met you man! As usual she has that strawberry scent, she's getting very skinny man, when I hugged her, I felt only BONES! girl ur're very SKINNY!!!
Had some fun at the arcade and headed to the National Library.
Nope didnt continued with mugging, we went there to watch Dvd. HA! [ 12 Storey by Eric Khoo ]
A very old school film, but thought provoking though.

Had some drama at BHG. Saw cactus and jun busy checking out the sales at Topshop, but I didnt had time to stop and chat! =( boo. He brought me to LAFON to walk one round. Trying to aggravate me.

So Friday 13 was a down-right unlucky day. We wanted to take a cab home, but there was NONE for us.
My feet are filled with blisters from all that walking.

Nothing went right- Aeroplaned my friends, got myself blisters, didnt STUDIED.
MY BAD! sorry girls.





* Please dont pull stunt on me anymore, I might had just walked away.

Rip

I was ripping some songs from my CD to the com, and when I played the songs, they werent playing to their titles..argh. Is it cus my shuffle mode was on that's why it caused such nonsense or I have to do something when I rip cd?..argh.. NOOB man..

Having costing today, damnit. =(
Hope the day will pass by quick for me. I've got work in the noon, and I feel so lethargic today.

Okay, guess I'll continue blogging tonight, mum got to use com. BS!
argh.
Toodles.

Finally I've got the time to sit down and do some decent blogging, been very buy lately, school is torturing. Kinda envy Eve and the rest that are just slacking their day away EVERYDAY. Well, they have gone through shit too..now it's their time to enjoy..my turn will come someday. As for now, PERSERVERE.

The reason why I had the time to blog was simply cus I woke up late, and missed the most important lesson..BTX. Wonder how am I going to pull through for tax when my attendence is so low man..=(
All the S19 schedule and the IBA all my god..I've kinda mixed all the 3 subjects together..=(

Now we're learning some published ermmm, shit I forgot the name for it..accounts stuff once again..okay, I was STRESSED OUT YESTERDAY..simply felt like screaming my lungs out..but I got hold of myself and remained calm. It's gonna be a long day today..Accounts for 3 hours..No joke man..More formats more memorising!

Lifeskills has thought us to create SMART goals..I'm gonna PERSERVERE.
S= Specific
M=Measured
A=Action
R=Realistic
T= Time Frame

GOALS.


Give me the strength and power to move on!

[ Okay I look like crap..] boo!

A very long day in school it was..and Im now..VERY EXHAUSTED!!..

I couldnt keep myself awake during lecture, the "zzz spell" was too overwhelming..so I gave in..lol..

Ate ALOT today, first thing in the morning I bought a pac of popcorn, all TO MYSELF! muahahas..

Felt very satisfied, hahas..

Had loads of sweet stuff today, Im dead..

A change of dressing today, tried dressing like a nerd..lol..

I buttoned up my polo tee and wore a skirt that is slightly longer than my school skirt..hahas..

Seems like there's no difference, no weird comment or anything. Nothing much in school, nothing for me to look forward too. But I have no time to reply msgs at all, sorry people!!

I was pre-occupied by either crapping around, work or SLEEP. hahas..

There was supposedly a " fight " taking place during lunch time outside the main gate..

So I was kinda excited, LOL I've never really seen it happening before, so I wanted to catch a "glimpse" of it..hahas.But I didnt get to see any action, as they decided to change location..Oh wells..

I had HOKKAIDO again!!! muahaha..I've gained alot of weight man..ARGH..

Mocking at my " HAMBURGER" face =( BOO!! so bad..

Went

-TOy R Us..took pic with The Simpsons..

-77th Street [ bought black earrings $4 ]

-NTUC..

Very Exhausted..

Back to my assignments..

Another day spent working my ass off.. =((
The last day of my precious HOLIDAY!!! it's over before I knew it!!! BLEAH!!!!! I WANT MORE HOLIDAY!!!!!
Mantianal is leaving on Friday..BOO!! =(( I should be joining them on that flight man..
I wana go BANGKOK too!!! =(( BOO!!..
Very sad..
Seems like I didnt really rest this holiday..
I feel so exhausted..and school is starting at 8 tomorrow..SPARE ME man.. =((

* Hint *
Maybe more HOKKAIDO FOOD..might cheer me up..LOL!!

I came upon this, and I found it hilarious..lol
Slowly scroll down let's see what you've got...Dont CHEAT! scroll down slowly..


1. Man
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guess what can this come up with..think.. =))



Ans: Man Overboard



2. stand
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Ans: I understand.. [ hahas..getting it? ]








3./r/e/a/d/i/n/g/
















Ans: Read between the lines [ got that? lol ]





















4. R
road
R
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Ans: CrossRoad

































5.Cycle
Cycle
Cycle








































Ans: Tricycle [ HA! bummer]



































































6. O
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M.D
P.H.D
































































Ans: 2 Degrees below O


























7. Knee
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Ans: Neonlight [ knee-on-light]

Feel like killing me? hahas..













































































8.ground
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you should be able to get this..





























Ans: 6 feet underground



































































































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Ans: He's by himself




































































































10. ecnalg







































































Ans: Glance [ read it backwards ]














































































































Last one..

abababababababababababababababababababababababab



























































got it?



























































































Ans: Long time no CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC!! hahas..


=)

My Current Mood: [ Unhappy ]

I've got no mood to do anything now, =(
In a way Im sad, you changed the display pic. Is it so embbarrassing to have it on?
You didnt replied any of my msgs. Fine.
Messed up right now.
ARGH.
I better continue with what Im suppose to be doing.

Im afraid I might not be able to turn up for yl's celebration, my freaking pay isnt in yet.
Feel so FUCKED UP. All my plans all gone.
ARGH.
SOrry VAN,AUD AND ZARA..

People, Im really sorry if I've been giving alot of shit to you guys.

Some pictures I've just uploaded to my com, hmmm..not really in the mood to blog today..

Happy Birthday to Ms Leong Yan Lin !!!!

ur're finally 20!!!!


woot`

Alright so I feel kinda blue today..I didnt had my peaceful nap! msgs after msgs! HUMPH!
hahas, oh well..guess will be a busy day today.hahas..

[ The day before we clubbed..hahas.. ]

[ Look at how UGLIFIED I looked..and the tipsy zara..lol ]

[ That was what I wore last night..CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! ]

[ Finally I went clubbing last night, MOS. The music was CRAP! ]

-why does it always has to happen. So having our picture on is so difficult for you huh.

Then I shall never..

Never..

[ Happy Birthday Girl ]

Finally I've got the pictures! woot! =)

Pictures from Eski Bar, like so long ago..hahas..

Had alot of fun killing ourselves in the cold room..hahas.

I wana have more fun!!!!!!! =))

A long day at work today, but Im a happy girl =))

Had ToriQ for lunch today =) hmmm, hadnt hit target though.

But oh wells =))

What's the catch phrase for MacDonalds?

What's the catch phrase for Nike?

What's the catch phrase for Addidas?

Hahas, I was totally lost for answers! lol..

It's gonna be a long week for me.

Will be working 5 days this week. Off on Thurs and Fri.

mmm, just finished "fried fish soup" =)

I'm so FAT now.. Alright people are sick of hearing me whine about this to the extend of ignoring me alr..hahas..

Went over to Van's place yesterday for her birthday celebration..hahas, she was very busy yesterday, hahas..I felt like helping but like not sure where to start so I just do my best- I help them refill their drinks..lol..brought Joleen along with me, hahas..she had so much fun! and she didnt wana leave! hahas, idiot.. ohyea! I had BAILEYS!!! NICE!! but not as sweet as the other time I drank it, hmmm..but NICE! hahas..

there was green bean durain dessert, very unique. =) Oh ya! Van's grandparents are very cute I must say. Hahas, if only my grandfather was still around..but hais, I was never a good grand-daughter, I never did my part as one, even when he was in the old folks home, I never looked him up. He doted on me the most when I was young.Sorry gong gong. Now I try to make time for my grandmother, but I dont think Im doing enough either, everyone doted on me alot, but I never cherished. Never. I remembered ah mah was very mad at me when I told her I wanna stay with my mum and not stay with her anymore, she was heartbroken.

I still feel bad about it, after so many years, a good whole 10 years..

Nothing much to say now..

Hahas..

bIRTHDAY wishes to

-ang lin lin ADELINE!! [ meet up when I get pay!! ]

-Vanessa Leo Ming Xue!!

Big 2!! hahas, girls may good fortunes come along your way!!! =) hmmm, I suck at birthday wishes, lol..

hmmm, hahas, for Ade yea may you find a good husband who loves you and may you stirke 4D!! lol!!!!

As for Van..XING FU MEI MAN!!!! =))

To Audrey girl..

I MISS YOU!!!

Alrights..I heading to bed..

Nites people =)

Apparently, Im dumb-struck.
Was on the phone with him, why at this hour? cus I couldn't sleep and the fact that Im flat broke thus wasnt able to join them for movie.
Great another movie watched without me. It's annoying. I swear it is. I just refuse to fight with him over that. Too childish. It's not a MUST that he watches movie only with me. [ Am I lying again for saying this? ]

Well I'm not.I seriously mean it. It's not a MUST to catch a movie with me.
I was lost for words, what led to this silence? can't really remember, must be me and my big mouth once again.Talk without thinking.

A moment on my own.
Is this love only this shallow?