Pictures! =)

Random pictures I feel like uploadin..Fang!!! I cant find ur pic..needa get the rest from cactus!..hahas

Was out last night to meet up with the Tembeling people.
Had fun at Kbox, sang to my heart content and headed to Hong Kong Cafe for supper.
Had fun sharing ghost stories, my favourite, especially when Marcus and Weizheng are around.
They updated a few ghost stories that made me stop and think for a while.
Life after death..wooo..

Not much people was there, Kbox was with Yufeng, her friend and Marcus.
Marcus didnt sing!!!!!..hahas, I was kinda like hoggin the mic.. =x

Ali came with his gf, but not sure y, he didnt look for us..BAD!!..
There was Jasmine,Lloyd,Eric,Feng,ME,and Marcus.
So it was just a lil get together.
But it was nice hanging out, chilling. Talking rubbish, hahas..

Shall upload some pics later..
toodles.

meeting Ms popcorn =)

The weekends are here once again, been slacking alot lately.
And this is only like my 3rd week of school is it?..or is it more than that already??..hahas.
Hmm, might be crashing NYP tmr, not sure though, see how first.
Tembeling gathering tmr, wahahas, been a long time since I've seen those ppl.. =)

Nothing much for me to do now..
Went to some places that I wish I do not have to set foot there anymore.

Good nites.

Hate paperwork

Once again, we got to do our paperwork for our pay. Yes, IM WHINING.
Feeling real exhausted, no plans for tonight I guess, everything is kinda silent.
People are doing their projects and stuff..
I just dont feel like disturbing..
I'm getting donuts from Donut Factory!! muahhahas!.. =x
It's scary, just to get donuts, queuing for nearing up to 4 hrs!..

I feel like going out, but a part of me just feel like stayin home..
hmm..
Im tired, am I repeating this statement?..hahas..

Define what you think about "Alone" and "Lonely"..

Monday Blues

Morning!! Just woke up, slept about 11plus last night. Was pretty tired, didn't stayed up last night.
Feeling kinda bad, right now, it's like I was lost at words last night.
I didn't meant for that to happen, but I wish the best for you.
I've just lost yet another best friend. A real good friend whom has been with me for almost 8 years?..
Take care.

I'll be having training again today, which I dont feel like going, but CANT.
It would be a HOLIDAY for all tomorrow, and I'll be heading down to my ah-mah's place.
Been a long time since I've last seen her.
The last time was CNY, I guess.

I didnt replied the msg as told.
Just felt real bad, this should not be happening btwn friends.
My bad.

A happy girl =)

( My new phone, Nokia 6288 =) )

Im a happy girl once again =)

Mum got a $100 voucher from Starhub and she got me a Nokia 6288. No doubt I still prefer 3250

But, as long as I get to use a phone, im contented with it alr, as long as I dont have to on the

loudspeaker to answer calls, Im greatful for that. =)

I dont ask more.

PS dragon force rocks!! wahahas, that song is nice.

Alright, so I was like some dumb fcuks, thinking that I was working..

Argh, but I went to meet mum at Starhub, so yea, not that bad =)

Didnt do anything cept slacking at home today.

My aunt came over my place and she told me I've put on weight. =( booo..

Bascially, Im just happy =)) muahahas..

I cut my HAIR!

Met up with Zara yesterday. She called me around 12 plus, just nice, I just woke up. Called me out-to study.Hahas, we were suppose to meet at 2, but I only left my place at 2. =p Woot` hahas, we met up at City Hall and headed off to the library at Esplnade to study, eventually, we only did 1 quest and we head off..muhahas.
Headed off to erm, Funan as Zara wanted to cut hair, so I brought her to the cheapest!,hahas, the Kimage school, where trainees cut your hair, she only paid $8.40! she was lucky cus her hair was cut by the teacher, so yea. WORTH IT!..kinda suit her alot shall show ya the pic some other time..
As I was too tempted to cut my hair, thinking long and hard, I' ve decided to cut!..
Went to the 2nd level, where the real Kimage was located where the professionals was, hahas, but my hair was still cut by the students, =.= but they are graduates so I guess no prob.
But afterall, I only cut my FRINGE..hahas..I dare not touch the rest of my long hair, I only told the person to cut my fringe..hahas, dumb. I paid $5.25 for it, hahas..

After the damage we had done to our hair, we went to Macs to continue studyin, but only Zara was studying this time round, I went cam crazy hahas, and there we had dinner and head home.

Some fag msg me while I was on the train, playing games with me, asking me to guess who he/she was..before I could even reply any further, my phone went flat. LOL..

I guess that's about it, oh yea, suppose to be in class now for accounts, but, since all not going, I'm heading back to sleep =)..

My line got CUT

( Jo & Claudia )

( The DUMB Lecture )

( The Ladies )

( Her fav hangout )

( Zara =p )

( Ryan and Pregnant Fish )

Sorry for the inconvenience, my line was once again CUT..

So yeap. Hmmm, it's my sec time blogging once again..ARGH! shit.

Just hate the feeling of having to re-blog my entry. HATE IT!..

Alright I'll just post a random, just wana get the pics uploaded =))

Had a simple dinner last night, ToriQ and Honey Red Tea with mini pearl =))

My throat is currently killing me, as in it is very itchy and I cant help but feel like scratching it!..

Saw some people at Century Sq last night, just that the girl beside you wasnt me..

Hahas, but I dont care! =p I've got over it! so long time ago.. =)

Felt kinda down when some people say.."You not sian meh?.."

What an idiot with sucha question.

I have alot of things on my mind, when I viewed my friends frienster.

Envious of them, being able to go on holidays..to Japan, Hong Kong..etc..

Stephen Di..entertain me will you?..hahas..

I need some comedy movies..might be going to the Dvd shop to rent

some good movies tomorrow or Friday..

If time permits..

Alfred advise me to use prepaid.

I'll see bout that..not use to it though.

Alright randoms are over..

Enjoy the pictures =)

Since I'm so "awake" might as well blog an entry and better start doing my costing..
shit man, this sem starts too fast! i'm not ready yet, so many things bombared me at once,
I'm gonna burst! anytime, the time bomb in me is ticking, anytime I'll just BUST!

Worked 3 days flat! non-stop. Can I be strong and be a fighter?..hahas..
As in having the willpower to fight on. I need REDBULL, it gives me wings!..hahas..
What a %$^#%@#%$#^ I cant say what I feel like saying.
A personal blog yet I cant blog out what I really feel like saying, ya true..I could just get a diary.
Maybe I should just do that,
It will come to a point in time when that diary will come in handy.
I'm trying to refrain from using the com so often, I dont wish to be dependant on such stuff..
hahas, dumb, I bet no one knows what the hell I'm saying once again.
But..oh well..maybe I'll just close this account down, since I wont be using it anymore
in the near future. =(
Hais..up till this point in time, I don't know what to say.
It's like a living nightmare.
I am FORCED TO FACE REALITY.
Karma I guess..
I feel so useless, I'm like still in a "refusing to accept reality" mood.
I still have that cant be bothered attitude.
Kill me.Take a knife and stab me.
I hate this.
I want to wake up from this, and do something right for once.
It's tormenting.
Alright I better not go on..I'm getting so emo-ed.

Back to work, everything was fine today.
Nothing much happened. I'm getting the hang of it.

HELPME!!!

It's like my 3rd time bloggin man..
Was online chatting with Shi fer a while..she introduced me a new game which
I was kinda stuck to it for a good whole 1hr.hahas..
But now I'm kinda bored of the games alr..ahas..
maybe you guys wana try it out..

www.maggiemarket.com

Im curled up like a ball, the cramps are killing me.. =(
I hope the cramps wont kill me at work.
I miss camera phones. =(

Pouring misery.
Im tired of putting up a strong front.
How I wish I have the guts to jump down.
But I cant bear to leave them.
I'll try my best to persevere.
Dont wish anything to happen to any of them.

Endlessly.

Late at night you call on a phone
We talk about the day
When you found out he was cheating
You tell that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find that he was deceving
And I know I've always just been your friend
But if you look my way
I'll make sure you'll never hurt again
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
EndlesslyOhh, oh yeah
I remember when you fell in loveI could not believe
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free
And I know right now you're broken in two
But did you know my heart's been broken since the day I met you
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you thisEndlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayerI'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
You've learn to put your faith in me
Endlessly
Sometimes the thing you need
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly

Stereotype

I guess Im just one of those stereotype people like what Im being known to "some" people.
Don't ask me why, but certain stuffs I just cant help but keep thinking.
Dumbshit. I was thinking bout it last night, and somehow, someone told me the same thing
that I was thinking of too. So now, I have six sense??..Crazy..
This is just some very random entries like any other of my randoms.

Maybe we had been taking stuff for granted,
that it finally took a toll on us..
I don't know what to do,
I hope I can help out in a way.
I'll try to abide to the rules..

I dont know what I'm trying to type in this entry.
It's so nonsensical..
I'm just suppose to go to the teller and transfer money.
Intended to go gym, but I guess the buggers went out to slack last night,
So conclusion would be that they are still asleep..
Hmmm,..
Now I cant slack anymore, got a curfew. =(
But on EXCEPTION nights, I'll try my best =p

So Mr YM has got into Police Academy and he's over the moon..
I dont wish to do the organising, it's difficult to control a zoo. =x

So Ms PS, are you gonna get the night cream from me?.. lol..
Do you still wana watch DragonForce?..
Alright I better head to the teller now, some people needs the money before lunch..

Maybe I'll go grab some bread or something to stock up.

This is soo random.

Free Cone Day Part II

Alright so the FREE CONE DAY was considered a success,
There were loads of people flocking into the queue.
I was in team3 it took us to wait for like half an hour and it was our turn to do the scooping..
It was kinda fun at first, but I realise I was hogging the scooper for tooo long,
And I felt a disturbance, so I retreated and let the others took over, and I tried my best to steer clear
from scooping.. I tried doing the runners job, but seems like I was more of an obstruction,
So..I slacked.. =x

It was kinda sweet when people wait for you to knock off..
Waited for like 2 hrs for me.. =))
Van came down too to get the free ice cream..hahas..
She rejoined the queue for the second ice-cream..hahas.. =p

im lazy to continue, currently, Mas playin Maple
While Im bloggin and YOU are acting angry reading Archie.

New semester

So a new sem has started and I'm already dreading it alot. Almost everyday starts at 8am.GOD please give me the DETERMINATION I need...

Now we get to go to the main lecture hall where it can seat in bout 8 classes?..
Will be having my costing and accounting lecture there. hmmm..
Apart from that, Ms Choo!!!! she is our CA. woot`!! =))
And most of all, we only have a 4 days class. =)

Today is only my second day since school reopened and I'm already not attending school =(
Got to work today..
FREE CONE DAY today..so we are expecting like one big flock of scary people coming
down for our ice cream..
I hope I only have to work till 7pm today..
which I highly doubt will happen man..=(

My phone was giving me problems last night, messages that I sent could not be received, and I guess
those that I sent to will receive bout 3-4 of my messages, stupid line..
Always giving so much problem..


Today is MS AUDREY CHUA JING MEI's
20th Birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I'm off to get ready and go get my typhoid jab..ah!
Hate jab's it's kinda itchy and I hate that numbing feeling!!

Sick.

School starting in like 12Hrs time, loathe it. =(

Very soon, it's either I'm gonna breakdown, or I'm gonna break through. hahas, OMG..
The usual routine of work, slack,work,slack,work,slack..
I dont like this as my routine..maybe slacking is okay, but work..aahh..

Okay bout B&J.. =)
Well, afterall it wasnt as bad as I had pictured it on my mind. The people there were friendly, very outgoing =))
I was working with Mai,Melissa and Joycelyn..They were all very friendly and I tell you..the feeling of welcoming is so different from HD..I would defiantely prefer B&J man..not that I angkat or what..but seriously.. =)) I like the working environment.. Maybe cus I have not meet the rest of the people yet, so ya.. GOD, please bless me..

I learned to make waffle cone, waffle dish and waffle basket..
The most challenging was the waffle cone, but I've mastered it..muhahah..
Then it was the usual, scooping of ice-cream, blah blah blah..serve customer..
Oh yea! saw Andrew Wee and Sky..while we were doing closing..and Andrew wanted ice-cream..IDIOT!!!!!!!!
He chose Chocolate Mint, which is like so difficult to scoop can! cus it's something like Choc choc chip. So HARD!!!! argh..IDIOT!!!!..Since he was my friend..I tried scooping bigger scoops for him, and he shot me back with a " GOU LE LA GOU LE LA.." in those typical ah beng manner..eh! you better dont come and disturb me on Tue! I'm not gonna serve you man!..bleah!

So now, I dont feel so good, been coughing alot lately, hmmm..

Okay, so I manage to gave you a fright hahaha.. My line was cut off temporary only..now my line is back..so yeap =))
Leaving my dungeon soon, hais, gotta head down to DTE for B&J meeting, then followed by 1.30-9.30 Clinique. Kill me please. =((

Some people enjoys the luxury of sleeping while I'm deprived of that luxury....
School starting tomorrow..like..NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! =((
I cant believe the holidays are over.. =(( My precious holidays..when will you drop by again?!!!!
Oh my holidays..........

First Day!

It will be my first day of work at B&J. =)

Alright ytd, marks graduation day for the 4 of us and a few others, in Clinique's first class!
We finally got the 3-step badge, =) no more waking up early in the morning, and running to Merchant Sq anymore, but will miss the group of people there having training with us. Jane! no doubt you defiantely dont read my blog, but..thankew so much!!!!!!! =) you've been very nice to us..
And Yvonne Sim! hahas, she's a joker!, she cracks jokes, that I cant stop laughing.
Samuel!!! hahas, zhan qi lai!!! hahaha, hope I get to see them at the next training.hahas..
Overall, after this 4 days of training, I have put on alot of weight..hahas..OMG.
My face swelled up once again.

Sold my K750i like finally, gone. =(
Oh well, hope I can save up soon to get a new phone..
I'm not sure if the Hong Kong plan will still work out or not, if not..is it possible to go somewhere nearer?..like..Bintan? Batam?..no plans no plans..not yet..hmm..

It's easier said than done, but I wanna change too..
I will put in effort..I aint getting younger anymore...

I realise today is my only off day from work, omg. =(
Stuffs happened, I wish it's not serious.

Feeling so "wu zhu"- helpless, if only i can create miracles...
I hope I spend my off day today fruitfully, gonna meet the people for gym at Pasir Ris CC..
not very clear bout the there after plan though..
After this entry, im gonna go bathe and get ready.

You came down to my counter ytd, with dunking donuts, hahas..thanks sweetie..=)
I gave her use the products, hahas, using anything that can be applied on over make up.hahas..
And also "that thing" hahas..THANKS GIRLIE!! =)))
I hope it helps to "BOOST" my confidence to another higher level..LOL.
Met the usuals for another slacking period, went to geylang for dinner, and thereafter, Kent Ridge Park.
HAHAS!! I was in Mas car so yea, it was like Grand Terrismo, lol, if i spelled it correctly, his turning was extreme but FUN!! hahas, just that the tires might go botak..hahaha..
Took some pics of them on the tank..I WASNT IN THE PIC!!!!! =(((
I was the camerawomen.hahas..
Maybe I'll upload it later, kinda lazy to do the transfer of pictures now, since Im running out of time, wonder if they woke up alr..hmmm..
alright it's 10.20am on my com alr..shall go prepare now..

*I wish that all else is fine.

Ciaoz!

Late fer work.

Alright I'm actually late for work, but, I sitll chose to write my blog first before I hit the showers.
I am going to say this the LAST TIME!
IM NOT GONNA ADMIT ANYTHING IF IT WASNT MY FAULT IN THE FIRST PLACE!.

Yeap, I have made this clear.
Working at Clinique today, hmmm, hope sales would be good. Sharon called me to give me a morning call, hahas, still I'm gonna be late, when time is the factor, Im lazy to put on make-up. But I've got no choice, UGH.
Went over to Mas place last night, we cooked pizza! hahas, technically speaking, it was JOsh and Mas, I was in the hall playing some NBA game on PS2 with Say Heng, when a fight broke out. OVER A GAME!!! I'M gonna smack your face if it ever happens again and I MEAN IT.
And for the rest of the time I was just lazing around, sleeping on the sofa awaiting for the pizza, hahas. =)
Overall out of 10 I give josh a 5/10 for the pizza, I think it lacks of tomato paste like what Mas said, and NOT ENOUGH CHEESE!! hahahs, but I didnt comment cause afterall, I didnt help out a single stuff, unless spreading of garlic paste on the bread was counted as one. hahas, hmmm..
Alright, I guess I better continue my blog tonight, gotta go bathe now..
CIAOZ!!

No More..

There's simply no more communication or whatsoever thingy between me and my family, I come back home to an empty house, maybe not empty, just that I dont see anyone around..just got home like half an hour ago, and my bedroom is empty, as in my sisters are no where to be found..hmm, maybe in school?..

Well, it seems like a routine for me to be slacking out till bout 6plus 7 the next morning before I head home. My dark circles are getting from bad to worse, I think I need rest soon, my temper aint getting any better either too, I flare up easily and worse of all, I get real emotional now too, UGH.
I guess I wont be able to wake up on time to head down to CDC to book my FTT. =(
I am getting fatter day by day, the rate Im eating seems scary, I wish to lose weight fast.
There's like many things on my mind, but not sure of how to write it out.

Im too tired, exhausted.
I need rest.
Morning.

Suppose to be..

Im suppose to be sleeping now, if not for that irritating call from Clinique, I should be still sound asleep.
Went for captains ball ytd, at Pingyi Sec, met up with Eve, like finally after so long, hahas, finally get to see her.
I was the goal keeper/catcher for the day, hahas, I wasn't running around, hmmm, I wanna lose some fats!!..
hahas, it was fun and we won CHAMPION!! =))

After that, went to TM to do my month end paperwork..hate it so much. UGH.
Had Spicy Chicken rice at B1 delicious, but expensive. And drank bubble tea, woot` =))
No doubt I look fine like that.
But deep down, I wish for a genuine answer. Said there was some regret, that it was all in the past, to me, it doesn't seem like it, it's written all over your face, your eyes cant tell lies. I've seen through you.
Gave you the chance to make a choice but you didnt, I know you dont wish to hurt me.
It's not like it hasn't happen before, I can take it.
I would prefer a genuine heart, than one that might fail me once again.

So disturbing, this kinda thoughts.
I believe if it didnt happen, you wont sink, neither will you be in a bad shape, there is so plenty of choices out there,
it's not whoever missed their chances, you just got to learn it from another point of view.
This is an offer which I bet is hard for you to resist.
Take this step and you will be a better person, I swear.

Take it that I dont have the confidence in me.
I dont trust easily anymore.
That is me.

---------------------------------[PART 2]---------------------------------------

Realise how bored I got..this is the second time blogging..

Was sleeping my day away, realise I replied a msg half-way and fell asleep..OMG..hahas..

Hope you aint feeling so moody le?..

Bt Timah doesnt sound that bad afterall =p

I wish my pay gets in asap!! Im DYING!! LITERALLY!!!..

UGH..

Hmm, Im working today at 2pm, Clinique.
Well, Mr Chan has finally booked out and back to civilisation..hahas, somehow I feel he's a happy man now, LOL.
Hmm, the way he describes army life seems fun, cause it sounds so much like sec sch days, just that they do PE all the time. His company has 3 female recruits, so cool, says that they are of average looking.

Oh yeap, went for B&J's interview, most likely I'll be getting that job. My cousin will start work coming Wed, while for me..I gotta settle some stuffs first. Their incentive sounds more attractive than B&J but I forgotten what they told me alr!! hahas, I only rem " for every 300 hours you clock in, $400 will be credited into your acnt" cool eh, but I've calculated, I tink I need almost 2 and half months to clock in so many hours man.

After thinking long and hard, I've decided to sell my phone, goodbye K750i =(
I don't wish to take from mum. She needs the money for herself too.

I didnt turn up for Sakae Sushi ytd, so I guess for the time being, I better avoid dining at Sakae. Especially the branch at Dhoby Gaut. =x

Maybe to me some stuff, I wish I dont hear it.
Because the more you are showing it to me, the more I....
To build up the trust I hope you understand my feelings.

Woot!

The 6 weird things about joanne...

1. She likes to talk to herself
2. I am an optimistic introvert ( contradicting huh..hahas)
3. Gets hungry easily ( but cant eat as much as I want to, as I have a tendency to put on weight easily)
4. I'm afraid of clowns and dolls
5. I can stay online the whole day not doing anything.
6. I feel weird having to sit here and think of stuffs that I feel weird about me. hahas..

I guess that's about it, I believe I still have some other weird stuffs which I dont know myself. hahas, definately something?..hahas, oh well, maybe laugh at my own jokes?..or think of something while I'm on the train and smile for nothing??..Now I sound more like a psycho than a weirdo..hahas.

Ohwell, nothing much happened at work today, just that I was kinda clumsy and knocked my knee onto the drawer, and got a bump now. With dots of purple and blue, so UGLIFIED!!! if there's such word..Met up with the usuals for dinner. We went GIANTS to shop for food and went over to Mas's place to cook, hahas, I've never seen them so homely before..hahas..Oh wells, we had spaghetti with erm, Im not sure which is it, Alfredo or Carbonara sauce, I made the mash potatoes, which doesnt require much effort..hahas, just add in hot water, and its good to go =p , we had bacon, and also SOTONG!!! my all time favourite lately man..hahas, SAMBAL SOTONG ..hmmmmmmm, so HEAVENLY!!! hahas..

SO much for that 3 and 1/2 jog plus 30 cruches, now everything is returned to me after that "late night dinner"..UGH!! I wish I get anorexia. So I can stop eating so much.

Audrey told me this week was the last week before Momo closes for renovation!! and I MISSED it!! UGH. =( No more free drinks anymore..

Alright, gotta go get some rest, gotta wake up early later..

Nites =)

Stamina gone.

Just got home from a long jog at the park. For just merely a 3 and 1/2 round plus 30 cruches, it made me feel kinda wobbly. Hais, stamina gone. Gotta start all over again.
And just received a msg that I need to work later. UGH.
I hate this kinda feeling, when it's suppose to be your off day, and you got a last min call up.
Alright, on the other hand, I do give last min shit too..Hais, karma.
I have to turn up for work later at 5.30pm and tmr I dont have to work. =) hehes, so I guess I can turn up for training tmr.

This is my second time writing this blog, feels so dumb. Just cause the html was having some problem and they can't' publish my blog. UGH.

So I guess, I cant go for any job hunting today, Im working at 5.30 pm =(
Oh wells, more work more $$. That's the only thing I can console myself now..
I guess Im gonna search for a banquet job, I dont wish to drag you guys down, as in like when I cant turn up for standby, then you guys would be dragged down.
I dont wish any conflict to happen..
Hais, so much to say, but dont know where to start.


I gotta learn to bury the hatchet, that impact is still there.
I dont know why it hits me that bad,

I am me. Love me or hate me, it's still an obssession.

Sentosa & Teo Heng

Im using the very last energy that's in me now to blog.
My grumpy morning call came at 8.27am Hahas.
But I only woke up at 9 plus.Hehe. =p
Have to prepare for Sentosa. Bathed and rushed out of house. Met Van,Aud,Lion,Leo,Johnson and Bday Boy at the interchange.
Went to have our breakfast, and headed for Harbour Front.
Someone gave me a shock of my life by giving me a tap on my back while we alighted at Outram, it was none other than Ms Von, so all along we were on the same train, and we didnt see each other..hahas..
So we walked around Harbour Front looking for the cake for the bday boy.
Everything done and met up with Edmond, we head off to Sentosa!!! =)
But the weather turned it's backside on us. It rained the minute we got there.
Lion and the rest got there first cus lion was driving, he picked us up at the shuttle bus pit point. We didnt pay $$ =p we just walked in and hopped onto Lion's car. hahas.

The 4 girls were tempted to jump into the water, but we couldn't!! =(
Took loads of pictures, Von made " ai xin bian dang " I liked the Tuna.
Oh ya, we played the erm, what is that called?..wait till I get the name of it. hahas.

Since the girls couldn't get into the water, we decided to go over to "New Zeland" to chill.
To wait for the guys to return from their water parade. Hahas.
After everything we went our seperate ways,

Oh ya!! I missed out the part when bday boy got sabotaged! hahas..
Edmond gave him an unexpected cake smack on his face! hahas, it was very lenient le..=p
After leaving Sentosa, Lion they all went for dinner, while me, Aud and Van went Teo Heng!! =))

------To be continued.. I'm real exhausted..--------------

Alright Im back to continue my blog..hahas, well after Sentosa, Aud, Van and I went Teo Heng!!

We went there with Van's friends, Aud was real high, kept pestering me to sing with her, hahas. But I wasn't on form ytd, hahas, so yea I didnt sang much. Shall upload some pics we took =))

-To myself:

No doubt it was just a small lil matter, it made an impact on me.

Hmmmm

In a way Im kinda pist, but never mind. I had Kim Sam Soon to company me throughout the night. Just finished watching the show not long ago on youtube. Not all of the chapters, and some chapters I was watching them speakin gibberish throughout.hahas alright not gibberish, just korean. They were wicked, they didnt had eng subtitles for some. There were missing parts here and there, but yea, at least I managed to get to the last part. I kinda liked the ending, as in it applies.

Believe it or not I hadn't ate anything the whole day. Unless you consider green apple as a meal.
Sh did ask me out to Simpang, but it was way too last minute, I wasnt prepared yet. Sorry gal. =(
Now, im feeling WAY HUNGRY. Dumbshit =(
It's 5.50am and I've yet to catch some sleep. Nice one. I guess I'll be sleeping later.

I hate being left feeling like this. So UNFAIR
Im seriously very hungry right now, but there's nothing for me to eat. =(
Any kind soul willing to meet me now for breakfast? =(
Hais.

New foundings =)

Alright, so I was told to rest early, but...look at the time now!! woots` hahas, it's 6.05am!! hahas, MORNING DEAR READERS if I happen to have any. hahahs.

I was once again blog hopping, saw Xiaxue with this new snowflake tatoo, it's very nice!! *tempted grins* =p

Alright, upon reading her entries, there was this entry that struck me " The South Beach Diet & Pilates ( pronounced as "PUH-LA-Teez" ) lol sounds like some vulgarities hahas. "

Well, for South Beach Diet, you get to eat the carbs and the fats!! woot! =))

And you do an exercise called the Pilates which helps to make your muscle long and lean and IT'S NOT DIFFICULT AT ALL!!! hahas, Im doing some research on it on the web now, and maybe try it out. It looks kinda dumb lying on the "Bed". Im going to upload pics on how pilate is done, it's so simple! I'll just need to get a ball?..hahas, I don't know the correct term for it, but ya, that big ball. Hahas.

PS!! please do call me when ya see this, hopefully before noon?..at least we can meet up for movie date? LOL..

Hmm, currently Aud's online!! hahas, and ym..MORON!! hahas..
Im hitting the gym in the evening. Hopefully the cramps don't kill me.
Oh yea, I went for Sakae Sushi interview. $5.50/ hr.
Please don't go for any interview at Orchard Plaza, firstly that place is run-down. Secondly, I don't think it looks like a decent place either. I went there initially for an interview for waitress at a Bar, which is located at Orchard Plaza, it stated on the papers that it needed waiter/waitress. When me and Jz got there. It look like some red-district pub. They rejected Jz and told me they needed female waitress, they only put up the "waiter" position merely because they say that MOM don't allow them to open vancancy only to waitress. WHAT A SCAM!! hahas. Anyway, the minute they told me that I left with Jz without second thought. I won't wana work there.

And yeap, headed down to Cine and HMV, I wanted to look for Kitori's CD but cant be found. So yea. It's equivalent to not finding anything.
After shopping around for a blue cross which Jz can't locate, we decided to do some shoppin!! lol Jz sounds so gf material now, lol. He wanted to look for a black shirt, which I told him Bugis has the BEST DEAL! hahas, so I brought him there, and yea found the shirt but not the size..DOTS!!
Decided to meet SH at 85 for dinner. Say heng came, Mas came, Irvin and Wilkie came. Okay gf's WILL DEFIANTELY ASK U GIRLS OUT OK. Don't get mad at me please?
THat's all folks! =)

Happy reading this entry !!

[Part 2]

Im back again!! reason being, YM show me his blog and the entries are written in CHINESE!!!

CHAO DIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but I dont understand a shit!! lol, maybe a few sentences lol, omg. It's some wordpress thingy, but very cool. Like Im in some Taiwan webpage reading on some review. HAhas. Creative sia. I've uploaded 2 more pics, one of which is the blog and one of which is the aftermath of a dumb when she doesn't understand what she's reading. =p

So this is what a " Tai Ke" does. :)

Slack

Another day spent at home, was suppose to go gym with JH lol. I ps him, cus I got fever and Paul got the cheeks to laugh at me. Hahas.

Well, let's see what I had done so far, hmmm..

-Watched TV

-Play with Coco

-Played Maple ( oei dont laugh! )

-Took pictures of my baby girl hahas.

But all is fine now, Im feeling better already =) hehe.

Shall upload some pics of my monster. =)

Dont laugh at my her, she is like a snowball.

Part 2 [ 2.30am ]

It's a high chance that I might miss clubbing later on.

Reason being, some people told me my $$ is running low, and that I wont be able to survive till 15th of April. Another problem would be, should I go to Genting?.. It's from the 3rd to the 5th of April. Hais, I feel like going, but it won't be fun. Just going ther for the breeze. Hmmm.. =( PS!! wan follow? hahas, or is ther anyone who wants to go with me?.. =(

Went to the gym just now, in the evening, I feel more energetic than ever. Good sign =)

I guess I'll be very free next week, I wana SLACK ALL I CAN!!!!!!!

Oh yeap, had subway after gym, had a turkey breast-Honey Oat bread. D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!!!

Hmmm, maybe I shall get some later on too.

I so feel like clubbing =(

Get me a banquet job asap.

GYM!

Finally I hit the gym as planned. Hahas, so I did went afterall.
As the treadmill was all occupied, I've got no choice but to go to the stadium to jog 2 rounds first then head back to the gym to use the other equipments.

But I have a feeling it was redundant cus after gym, went to Cartel to have dinner. So yea, ate back everything. LOL. OMG.
Instead of losing those stubborn fats, I have a feeling I'm just welcoming more man. SHIT.
I feel like going to the gym tomorrow.
I need more exercise.


Alrites, gtg.
Exhausted.

sad

Im like permanently out of the grup. If any know what I mean.
No more me tagging along. UGH. SO BAD!
They banned me. Out of the group for me.
I guess it was planned. I knew it the moment you were silent.
Something. Just something.
But now, it's just nothing.

Nothing at all.

These Days

Stuffs hasn't been going smoothly after the exams, thought it was time for enjoyments and more enjoyments, but stuffs came tearing apart.

I don't know what to do, but just stay where I am now.
Watched a great movie. " Freedom Writers" maybe after watching this show, you will learn to appreciate the life you are living now.

To sh, maybe Im not good at comforting people, but you can ask me out or smth, dont harbour everything to yourself.

Cad

Random thoughts running through my mind.
How did it became like this.
Hiding in the dark?..
Who's ashame of who?..
If this is considered a game, maybe I know where I'll be heading.
Now back here at this bottomless pit. I chose to keep silent.
I chose to avoid that question where it pops-up in my thoughts.
I should know by tonight if what " I still believe " should stand.
I hope it doesn't hurt.
Please don't.
But maybe at times I just need the cruel truth to be thrown at my face.
Straight at me, into my face. Let me die on the spot.
Afterall, this might just be a dream.

Proven

So i guess it's proven that lighting does strike at the same spot twice.
And that dumb saying bout leopard cant change their spots or smth, whatever it is.

Im dead, was out till this morning bout 6plus, out all the way at Cosy Bay ( Tanjong Reu? ) hmm nt sure what's the spelling, before cosy bay we were at ECP. They played the reversi soccer? hahas, I studied a lil while we were at Macs, seems like Im also having a lil prob- vomitting.
Is it due to the side effects?, not sure though.
Oh ya..we went 888 coffeshop ytd too, and I was kinda bad at directing. Sorry PAUL! hahas.

And this morning I literally missed my alarm, and I didnt went for training.
Tmr's the last day to attend the training. Im getting sacked soon.
They might be studying tonight.

Alright, I'll go study now.
Off.

1 March 2007

It hurts.

Rainy Days

So much for promising. I didnt went to school, slept through my alarm once again.
So afterall Ng still cares about us, she called Audrey the day before to ask about us. I'm so going to attend her lesson next week man. Make a breakthrough. To have 100% attendence. wahaha. =x

It's kinda giving me the headache. It's like a silent war.
Went spinning around last night, everyone was kinda silent. I fell asleep in Ken's car 3/4 of the time while they were driving around. Same places, Ulu Pandan, etc..
Pit-stop at Kopitiam in town for smoke break, while I went 7-11 to get magazine, a tomato lemon and Ricola sweet after which we ended back at Paul's coffeshop, and there after, headed home.
Checked my mails, and went straight to bed; concussed.

Studying with Audrey later, I make sure I do.
Gonna be regular customer of Mac's once again.

People has seen me writing bout this shit before, and now it's happening once again.
Currently Im just not in the mood to study, but that's not gonna happen, gonna force myself to study later.
Saw ah Paul with his " complicated " partner. HAHAS!!! =p

Watched "Just follow law" once again. Can't help laughing at the indian man. Say "somemore".."somemore!!" hahas, alright, that show kinda bore some people out. My bad.

It's the 28th today. They are goin Zouk tonight. Will Joanne be joining?- not sure.

Sweet Nap =)

My days seems to get by even faster these days, till I've lost count of the dates, with sleepless nights and all, accumulating, Im die of exhaustion soon. Anything to do with school?.. Well, NO!
It's like I've self-declared holiday.
Finally went to school today, and guess what, I COULD NOT STAY ON TILL THE LAST LESSON.
I left school at 12. Took cab home, and slept immediately.
Just woke up not long ago. Was suppose to give some people wake up call at 2.30 and to think I missed that alarm! imagine how tired I was!, luckily that person set own alarm too, and called me at 3.45 and told me " You're the best man!" and I was like huh?..still in my sleepy state, and to realise I forgot to give the wake up call!!!! hahas, niwae, manage to be there on time so yea, my help wasnt really needed =p

Lesson Learnt: Never ask me to give any of you wake up call when Im very very sleepy. =p

Now Im suppose to bathe and go over to Coffee Bean to study.
I feel more energetic now.
Gotta go ..

How to go about with it, aint sure either. It was quite bad last night.
I guess, it's the end to everything.
All I can say is im sorry. But that's not gonna help.
Cus I know you too well.
Problems that were never solved. Things which I don't know how to let you understand and which it doesnt hurt you.
Problems which;... to have a clearer view, got to sit down and voice it out.

Just that I know, you might not even forgive.
Guess you can't be bothered with what I've got to say either.
Just..

Im sorry.

Future.

Got home around 6plus this morning. Had a long night out.
We settled down at 888 coffee shop somewhere in Woodlands. New spot found. hahas.
At first we were just slacking talking nonsense as per usual. Then the conversation got serious and we were talking about life. True enough, the future freaks me out.
It's like the 1st time I see the other side of them.
Things that has been bothering me, which I didnt want to do something about it.
Now I know I'm not alone, we share almost the same problems.
I was having a hard time fighting back my tears man.
I hear what each of them has to share, it just makes me feel like crying. But I held it back.
Wiping the tear in my eyes everytime my visions blurs.

Alright enough said,
gtg.

zombie

Now im feeling like some zombie, using ken's com to do a lil of blogging since everyone is doing thier com stuff, uploading of some stuff to their com =x

Well, slept for only 2 hrs yesterday, got home at 7plus am after the gambling.
Went over to JKY to have breakfast and after which went home to sleep and got up at about 12plus. Gotta go over to Sheryl's place for a supposedly session of "Blackjack" once again hahas. But nah, we were enjoying ourselves in her cosy room, just chit chatting the day away.

As it was kiku's Birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! =)
We made her a large ang bao..hahas. Well, idea came out from Sheryl. Taped alot of 10 bucks to a cardboard I guess?..hahas..shall upload that pic soon to show u people..hahas..
We went for movie after that, watched " Follow the law" something like that.
It was damn hilarious hahas..=p

Well, after the show came over to Mas place to watch "Silent Hill" not as scary as described!..hahas..
Just that Josh and Ken scared me at times..hahas.
Besides that, nothing else le..

well, gtg..
I've crapped enough here. =)

New yr eve night out.

Im back to blog not bout yesterday but the day before. New Year Eve.

Met up with my pri.sch peeps to chill out at " The Lybrinth" it was somewhere near Paradize Centre I guess?..the moment we reached there, found our seats, ordered a bottle of JB and the singing competition starts. Having the urge to sing " Happy Birthday to Me " hahas, so right after another table finished singing that song, our table requested for that song again.
It's nice to be able to sing the night away. =))

I was half gone at 3plus am. and started msging nonsense to everyone. hahas..
It was pure fun we had there, playing 5/10, 007, "christmas tree", hmmmm..I guess that's about it.

Everything was fine till some dumb people sang " Dying inside to hold you "...
hahaha, omg. Yea, waters formed up in my eyes. Not sure why did that phenomenon happened for?..

But not thinking about it after the song ended, cus it was our turn to sing again. =))
Argh, got to go prepare le. Going out to Sengkang =)

Happy Chinese New Year! the Piggy Year!!!

( that's what I wore today )

( The Jo's )

( Dat's me at Ah Mah's place )

Yea!! It's Da Nian Chu Yi!! Ang Bao collection Day!! muahaha, ate alot during yesterday's Reunion Dinner, till I gonna puke. And today...MORE STEAMBOAT!!! aargggghhhh...

Well, overall it was okay. I find that New Year is getting quieter each year.

Hmmm, was kinda bored while I was over at my great grandmother's place. But nonetheless, I have my phone with me... =)) hahas..

I was laughing my ass out man..hahaha.

Stayed till bout 8plus and we left. Joey in total puked 2 times today. argh. She still hasnt got over her motion sickness.

Okay time to upload pics!!! bleah =p

Trend: Zombie

Just woke up. Reached home bout 4 plus in the morning, resulting in lack of sleep which I feel kinda shitty now. Hahas. Im meeting Audrey for our last min shopping spree later, I feel like staying home to sleep not wanting to get any new yr clothes le. =x URGH . Real TIRED. My style for this new year, hmmm, not sure of what to get either..aaaahhhhhh...

Should I get shirt and tapered pants?
I guess no tube fer this year. ( ate too much lately. )
Short dress with leggings? ( MINA sia )
hmmmm, Dammit.
Dress? ( too Sweet? tt's not my style )
something from TopShop?
Oversize shirt? and leggings?.. ( poser ? )

I seriously dont have a style in mind this year.
Maybe I'll get a dress and something. Something which I have not decided on.

Okay work was CRAZY man! customers were flocking to Clinique yesterday. Hit SALES =)
LOADS of people came down my counter.. =)
First it was Mr Charlie, thanks fer the organiser and pen =) I'll try to schedule smth! hahas BABI!!!
Second is was Josh,Ken and Paul they came down to play with the cosmetics..hahas..retarded!..
Lastly was Jason,Sher and Kian!! hahahas..
Was an enjoyable day ytd =)

Alright Im late, not even prepared yet, IM DEAD. =p
ByEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

long and tiring day

Damn! I've got to use the new blogger. Sucky man. =(

Just got home not long ago was working at HD.
Real tiring day for me today, most likely due to the late nights that I've been getting.
My dark circles are surfacing, and yea my face looks more pale than ever.
And I've got to control my diet once again, my appetite for today was HUGE man, had nasi lemak and breakfast set for breakfast and Yong tau fu soup with rice for lunch. I skipped dinner. But drank bubble tea, woohoo..

Stress level is way beyond the red zone man, if I dont pass this sem that's it. Im FINISHED!.

Working once again tmr, argh. If only I can take MC and skip that miserable day tmr.

got to go =)
nites.

Early morning...

This is the result of not completing assignments given and thus accumulated till now..
My eyes are barely opened, GOSH this is toturing.
I thought I could complete my stuff by 3am but look at the time now!..argh..4.44am buy 4D ya..hahas..
I've still got like 20 more questions to go..
Well let's talk about my day today or was it yesterday (Sunday)
Worked at HD, hmmm, the crowd kept coming in, lasted till bout 8 plus 9?..hmmm, didn't feel so bad as compared to Tue?..My second shift of the week, I guess i'm adapting to Century Square's style already?..I hope so, or else Im gonna get that resignation form man.
CNY round the corner, it's time for a lil "investment" hahas, hmmm, haven got my new yr clothes yet..aaarrrr..no black colour tops either! =( Darn..
I've finally watched "Night at the Museum", wasn't that funny afterall, guess it was due to the people I watched with. They were practically sleeping los....DOTS.
Hmmm, it's 4.50am already, time seems to pass very fast today, and I've not sleep yet!!..I dont wish to get sleeping disorder man.
Got to wake some people up at 5 soon, hahas, I wonder if you will wake up. hahas.

I have the urge to wake everyone up, since I cant sleep, =p
Nah, nonsense.
My $$ is runnin real low, hope the Clinique pay does get in on the 15 at least I can survive till CNY.
Wonder what it would be like for me this week, will I be in living hell? turning into a zombie. Plenty of random thoughts running through my mind, like what should I eat later for breakfast, what should I bring to school, what should I do today after school-should I go home to catch some sleep or head down to Macs and mug with sh?..
Hmmmm, is this a long entry?..
hmmmm, wonder what will happen if I call Audrey they all now..LOL..

Reminder to myself: Beware of Jerks.
Alright my phone alarm rang alr!..
gtg..

[17 more days to EXAMS]

pics!! =)

me and fang =)
Birthday girls..

( me and Le )

Finally got hold of the pictures from Le and Phei..
Woot` =)
pictures of Jayle's bdae =)

dumb.

Im back! finally my com is fixed!!!! yea =)
Just got home went out to slack with the usuals. Now I've really sorted out everything that is sort of stuck in my mind for quite a while. Im BACK!!! =))

Okay went to celebrate Lily Lim's birthday, we got her a Guess watch and a VS 9-in-1 curler =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!! hehe..
It was nice to have everyone together =) and even Sheryl =)
People send me the pictures soon!!!! it's way time for me to do some updates on my pics, ahahs..

Alright,i'm feeling kinda hungry right here right now, hmmm,
Hungry hungry, very hungry.

There's some stuff which I feel like saying out but I cant.
All in all, Ladies with me like Zara,Van,Aud,Von hahas..not forgetting Ps and Sh..lol..
thanks fer being there fer me. =) thankew.
I've recovered already. Totally.


Hungry!!!! hahas..
ciaoz.