I feel so fat right now. Hahas, had too much to eat yesterday.
It was my long awaited Family Day once again, where all my relatives come together for a lil get together, we were all gathered at Allson Hotel to celebrate the 'June Babies' birthdays.
The people are..
-> Grandpa
-> Zachary
-> Joleen
It was a buffet from 11am till 5pm. So my family was the second to reach, so yea. Mum got all excited and brought back mountains of food each time she went near it..
I was practically forcing food down. ARGH, kinda embarrassing too, so typical Singaporean. gosh. =x
Soon after..bout 1plus my other two families came down..woot` and the picture spree started!! hahas..=)
I only got a few in my phone, the rest are all with my sis.
The rascals were so much fun, they brighten up my day =)))
Will upload the pictures tonight.
The buffet was really worth the money, besides the fact that my mum was a 'Kiasu Queen' it was only bout 23 per person after the triple+++. Isnt it worth it?

After the feast, Jo and I went to Bugis St as I need to trim my brows, it's too messy LOL..
We were like ZOMBIES after I've trimmed my borws, we just banged our way through the MRT station.

Feeling so exhausted, I still wanted to go to the gym. So I messaged everyone, and only 3 replied. IDIOTS!
So there was Ken,Willkie,Daryl and myself. We were there for like only a mere 1hr plus?
and headed for dinner at Subway, Jz met us up for dinner. Imagine I could still take down 6-inch honey oat with tuna. OMG.
Now I feel so bloated. hhahs, there is girl, an ang moh. She wanted Jz's no. hahas, said that he was cute.
We shall bring JZ back there again this week! =x

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When stabbings still happens. Trust being betrayed over and over again.
Im always. ALWAYS. Kept in the dark.
I hate this. WHY MUST IT HAPPEN ON ME! =(

Is this my retribution? Why is GOD so cruel.
GOD why are YOU doing this to me? Will it make me a stronger person?
It's crumbling my life?. Why do I have to learn life through this way?

*Im beginning to hate you.How am I gonna face you?

Currently we're all at Daryl's place playing monopoly, hmm well not everyone. Except Mas & I.
Mas is playing "Gof of War" while I'm just sitting around using Dar's laptop. hmmm, finally had the celebration for him at " Lemon 3 Thai " well all I can say is, the celebration was "alright".
Why I said that?..well cause I kinda screwed it up..
At first it was the " waiting time " part, cus not really everyone has reached the place, so I thought maybe it would be nicer to bring the birthday boy for a walk first before everyone has arrived.
My idea was like to give Daryl a lil surprise to see people there for his birthday dinner.
But I didnt told Ken my plan, so it was like..hmmm he was kinda pist?.. hmm SORRY KEN..
Oh well, that was my first mistake, second it was "The cake joke". Not sure why but I was kinda pist.
Maybe this whole birthday celebration took me a while to prepare?..but Daryl is not making things easy for me, since he can read my mind like a book. He kinda knows exactly what I was gonna do.

Sad to say, I find that this year's celebration was kinda sucky. =(
Wasnt really a perfect one. I know Daryl's upset, but I've really run out of brain juice to figure new surprises..
=(
I feel so lousy, told myself not to cry, but my tears drop the minute I hear them joking about it.
Hey, it's not like I'm a baker, this is my first time baking a cake ON MY OWN! so yea.. if you dont appreciate it, dont criticise it.. =(

Well maybe 'criticise' is kinda strong word to use, but somewhere along that line.

Wanted to surprise him last night, at the storke of 12. But my attempt failed, cus I could not hail a single cab at all, waited for like 15mins below my house, before I could get one.
Then I had to blow the ballons, stick the paper on the wall, it turned out to be in a mess..
I felt shitty about it. =(

I feel so lousy! argh =(

Before my tears start rolling down once again.
I better stop here..

I dont understand. Not a single thing. Am I really too shallow bout this kinda stuff..
" I look as though I really have alot to think, but on actual grounds I'm just very shallow. "
I just don't get it.. even if it has nothing to do with those stuff.. still? I was lost for words, no word vomit at all.
I just kept very very quiet. Tears started to fill my eyes once again.

I'm not asking alot do I?..
What is so deadly that I would NEVER KNOW? and even if I did, it will already be too late...
I'm feeling a lil disappointed..My eyes hurts.

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Alright, I guess I feeling better typing it out. I need to/ I got to. Else I cant carry on.
ARGH. The cramps are not making me feel any better. =((

Why is it there are such bad predicaments? =(
All I just wanted to do was to ... argh =(( please make it turn out smoothly.
I might just break down anytime.

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" What you don't know doesn't kill you "
But honestly. It already did.

The letter should be here anytime soon.Hmmm.. or it wont?

Loads of updates lately, hmm..

It's finally the HOLIDAYS!! but I dont feel one bit happy about it. =(

There were like few meeting ups here and there =)

Latest was Eski Bar shall upload the pics when I get hold of the people!!

Everyone was there, cept kiku.

The 'cold room' was freaking COLD! it's like NAB! the minute we went in..lol

I had Lychee Martini, MF had Snowball, Lily had Blue Lagoon, Cactus was some ermm..what is it call? lol I cant recall..hmmm was it Eski Ice or smth?..hmm and Jun had ermm..Mango Margarita.

The food there wasnt that fantastic, maybe the sausage roll?..=x

Daryl had Heineken, lol. Watch that belly mister!..

Was a nice lil gathering that ended kinda early on a Friday night?..

Hmm, it's already Monday, and I am already feeling drained. So little time so much to do..

I snapped once again. Kinda bad, I'm unable to control my temper these days, must be the sleepless nights..

Some pictures I got hold of..

( He Never Takes DECENT pictures )

( In the Cold Room )

Shall continue when i get the rest of the pics

So I've slept only like hmmm, an hour plus.
Thinking of too many stuffs.
Went to school this morning to do my retest paper and headed back home to sleep.
No idea why I brought the helmet to school either.
I'm going to miss the application once again.ARGH =(
Knew of it too late.

When hand and floor meets.

Happened to be blog hopping once again. It's always your blog that updates me the most.
No doubt we don't know each other, but we have common flaws. Ha, what crap.
The pictures are sweet, certain stuff mentioned brought back memories to me.hahas..
Nothing much from Ms Anonymous. [ My Best Wishes ]

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Work was "not so boring" I guess?. Kept myself real occupied, doing stuff you wont believe Joanne will do.
Yes, I kept myself busy- for a moment. I wana go Thailand =(
Cristelle is a nice girl, easy to talk to, talked bout almost everything..

What is it like now?..

Is it really my fault to be like this. [ Yea ]
Is it wrong for the person to be like this now? [ No ]
Conclusion : [ Joanne has died ]

Call me childish, I just hate the sight of it.

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Just came back from school, went to have lunch at East Link with the girls.
I'm exhausted, but I've got work later, hmmm..
Nothing much happened in school today, I was only looking forward for PIE lesson.
Finally we've completed the movie-" Pay It Forward ". I liked the ending. No doubt the lil boy died.
But at least he manage to "Fix" people, or should I say, change?..

I'm gonna rest now.

It's SUNDAY!! =)

Finally the day we have been waiting for SO LONG.

10 June 2007. Mum's coming back!!!!!!! =))))

Everyone woke up real early today, including me. I woke up at 7 despite the fact that I got home at around 2plus 3 this morning.

WooHooo, finally x)

Some pics before she left.

=)

Some shit happened to my blog. Now it looks alien to me.....

5 Star Chicken Rice

Was a long boring day for me yesterday.
My day was spent at home doing practically- NOTHING.
Cept for the daily chores which I cant escape.

At least I went out last night. That moron came back home, shouting and yelling.
I couldnt take it, I just went out.
Met up with Mas and Josh, as I haven had anything the whole day, I suggested supper.
They brought me to 5 star Chic. Rice. SHIOK!!!! ahahs.., it's located at Katong.
We ordered half chicken, mei cai kou rou, salad you tiao, kidney?..hahas, ermm, I guess that's about it.
After which we head down to the NTUC, checked out the magazines..
Lindsay Lohan was arrested for consuming cocaine, her car hit some lampost or something?..hahas..

After the pit stop, we went Yishun Dam. WOOO, there were loads of CARS and I mean ALOT!..
But nothing much, so I fell asleep real soon. hahas..
So we headed to JLK, had some drinks and we just felt like riding bike once again.
Therefore, Paul's place was next. He's bike was better to sit on?..
But he needs to change alot of stuff..hahas, esp his sexy horn. HAHAHA..
Slacked a while, and we went home.

That boy was out clubbing yesterday.

Blogger is giving me problems..

My pay is PATHETIC.
Been a long time since I've changed my template, so I thought it was time for me to change.
Hmmm, didnt took me long to settle on one though.
Woke up real late today; 3plus.

Let's talk about yesterday..

Finally, after a week of rest, I was back working at Ben n Jerry. Marisa was like saying, how long haven you been working??..weeks/months?..hahaha..
Was working with Mai and Marisa for closing. Hmm, I feel that I'm a lil difficult to start conversation with huh??..
People are saying that I'm "DAO" difficult to approach..hmmm..
Is it that way, or people just simply dont feel like talking to me?..Oh wells.
I'm not really a people person at times myself I guess??
But I dont feel that left out last night while working, so yea. =)
Oh yea! There was quite a commotion yesterday at Pasir Ris MRT station.
There were ambulance,police cars and civil defense.
Kenny,Mai and myself were like thinking, giving our own conclusion of what's the commotion were all about.
We all agreed; someone commited suicide. Hahas, there was like groups of NOSY buggers, waiting to see what is going to happen next.
After about an hour or so?..We saw police officers about hmmm, 4-5 of them?..with a indian guy?..looks like terrorist to me..LOL.Well, not sure what really did happened. And the guy was sent into the ambulance on hand-cuffs and that was it. Up to you guys to decide.

Met up with Mas,Josh and Jz to slack.
I rode, or should I say start up?..hahas..anyway. I was on Jz's bike.
I was having real difficult time to kickstart the bike. The 3 of them had to hold on to the bike while I did the kickstart.
They were like telling me, "ZAM the thing..!!" and I was trying my very best to "ZAM". LOL. But my attempt failed. So Jz helped me, he kickstart the bike, I had to hold on to the clutch and the breaks. Slowly release the clutch and trottle, I guess I'm having some cordination problems and the bike stalled. LOL.
Man, my legs feel wobbly. Hahas..

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Cant wait for Sunday to arrive. Mum is coming back. =))
Been doing the laundry's and washing of the dishes. My hands feels so old now.
I miss you mum.

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You've been real busy lately.

Hello ?

This feels so way off.
Why do people held high hopes on me?..
You see people around me, having a goal in life, striving for that something.
On the other hand, I just felt like throwing away all these miseries, studies..
And maybe just work. Work and earn that pathetic sum of money.

There were some motivational talks by Ms Chan, that kinda made me stop in my track.
Realising how I'm wasting my life away.
I dont seem to have that motivation- to push myself to work hard, strive for something.
What do I want in life?
What are/is my goal/goals?
ITE has made me realise some cruel facts which I knew long ago which I just chose to ignore.

Her words. Only this person. Whenever she talks to me. She just wakes me up.
I've seriously let her down. No doubt she isnt that close to me.
But I'm not sure why, but EVERYTIME. I will definately break down in front of her.

It felt nice to receive a lil hug from my younger sister when I got home.

Hurt.

Late entry

This entry came a little late.

In this world, you can't trust just anyone around you.
Especially people you deemed as "FRIENDS"
It might take month/week to make a friend, but it takes seconds to ruin one.
Once bitten twice shy.
I've learned it well. [ YLSX ]
You should know who you are.
I'm too lazy to type out your full name.

You treat us as though you are a GENUINE FRIEND. But behind our backs, you stabbed like mad.
If you werent happy bout something, voice it out. Why used such underhand means.
Put aside that.
Do you remember who offered to give that free gift?..
To think you used the pitiful STORY. Please mend your ways, and STOP YOUR NONSENSE.
Wake up girl. Doesnt mean that when I kept quiet, I'm deemed as such person.
I've heard what you said about me.
If I were to see you on the street, I wont walk away and ignore your presence.
I would like to sit down and hear what you have to say.
This is not how "FRIENDS" treat one another.
You dont seem evil, but it kills to know you have hidden agendas.
You said too much about almost everyone.
You hate the fact that people disallowed their friends to change working venue with you.
At least that person confessed/told you. We heard your stories, we stood by you.
Now that you have made a grave mistake, you turned back to that person.
Please search your conscience.

You may/ may not see this entry. I dont care.
It's no point not turning up for school.
Do what you do best.
Save your own ass.

IT'S TIME TO SUMO.

DONT YOU DARE.

Dont you dare try anything funny.
That's all I can say.
No one will know what I'm saying, but that culprit. YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR BACK.

I hate to say this. But what is there for you to look forward to huh?..
GET OUT THE WAY. If it aint yours' please FUCK OFF.
Yes, I am a very angry woman now. NOW!.
I hate you!, why is your presence everywhere. Cant you just DISAPPEAR!.

ARGH. I'm so angry for the wrong reasons.

Went for combine school selection today, must say the training is kinda different from sec school days.
It feels like soccer training to me..hahas..oh well at least I get to play with balls..LOL that sounded SO WRONG.
I mean at least I get to play volleyball. Hmmm, people do have different views, and I must say I'm impressed in a way. hmmm, wonder if I'll turn up for school later..I wonder.. hmmm..
So, after training, we went to have our dinner, I was VERY HUNGRY..hahas, but I gobbled down my chicken rice..
No further comments on that..[ My lips are sealed ]

Slacked further at TM mac, lol..gossips and more gossips.. muahahas..
You young lil thing sure is attractive aye..hahaha..

It's like 1.29 am on my computer clock and some faggot are still singing Karaoke ..
I hope the man in blue gets to you man..

This entry is definately SSOOOOOOO RANDOM.
But I like. =)

Sorry for not turning up at the Chalet, my apologies-

The idiot is back..

A very long time since I've last logged in to write something that happened on a particular day of my life.
Well, I did something new for the first time yesterday.. I put on fake lashes..hahas..it's VERY DIFFICULT TO PUT ON!..
Well, the comments given were kinda bad, they told me to TAKE IT OFF!!..wahahas..
Went over to study at Van's place..well.. =p as expected, we did everything cept studying..LOL
Gotta go prepare for work later..BOO =(

COLLEGE EAST GOT CHAMPION FOR 2007!! yea!!!!! =))
It's like 7 years of playing volleyball, FINALLY A GOLD MEDAL!!!!! =))

I'll be joining the combine team, going for the first training tomorrow =)
And maybe, chalet after that.

I've recovered from the bad fever, and now I'm back eating ALOT. =(

Cant remember what to write anymore..
Off to prepare for work..

Feeling so frustrated right now!!..UGH
With the fever and the "time of the month", it's seriously getting on my nerves.
Did nothing at all for the whole day.
I just slept my day away..
Got my sis to sponge me..
At least it helps to bring down the fever.
Now, it's the cramps that is killing me.
Slight depression on my tummy and the pain would be worsened.

Sick and cramps! WOAH`
Combo hit. =(

Still Sick

It's like I'm FINALLY SICK! =)
At first I was like, yea! I'm sick! hahas, kinda sick of me to think that but yea..
I just want to be sick!..
But after being sick for so long, it's kinda getting on my nerves..
Waking up every other morning, feeling like shit.
This morning was bad. =(
Been coughing alot too, not sure why but my throat is VERY ITCHY!..
And now blogger saves my drafts automatically..hahas, so cool.
No more fried food/ fast foods for me.
NOT EVEN CLUBBIN =( ARGH!
Been watching MTV almost the whole day..not really in the right condition to do a proper entry.
Wait till I get better, then I'll come back to continue..

Sick

Not sure what virus hit me but I was coughing non-stop.
I was literally coughing throughout the night, and was having difficulties falling asleep.
Woke up this morning to realise that I had fever.
Thus, skipped school once again.

My neck was killing me, cant seem to tilt it upwards else it'll be very painful..
Got to force myself out of bed this morning. UGH.
Feeling real weak now, not sure why the fever hit me..

Though I'm sitting in front of the com, and the fan is blowing at me..
I still feel very irritated, my neck is giving me problems..

Anyway, was suppose to head down to Art friends today..UGH :(
And I was suppose to attend Clark's birthday party at Aloha..my god..Sorry Clark.

Maybe I'll go back and lie down..
Not feeling very good.
Gone for now..

Painted my nails black,while watching "Mars Versus Venus"..
This kinda shows always relates to my feelings.
The killer part was Huang Bi Ren's part..
When both parties are stubborn and refuses to say any further..
Communication Breakdown Syndrome.

Hais, she did so much for her husband.
Knowing that he is facing some financial problem and it so happened that she gets to take part in some tv game show competition to win some cash prize to help him tide over..
She didnt explain her intentions, and misunderstandings happened.
The mother-in-law was fucked up.
I'm kinda lazy to write out the whole show. But the gist is that, the husband misunderstood her.
And it killed me on the spot. I teared kinda badly at the ending.
Because they broadcasted her on tv. She telling her viewers how much she loved her husband..and the best husband she ever had..My god..and to think the husband wanted a divorce.

Nothing much for me to blabber anymore,
nites.

Gathering =)

Met up with my favourites this morning for breakfast at Cartel..
I was as usual VERY LATE..hahas..
But they ordered a ermm..not sure what it's called..it consists of 2 sunny side up, a few bacons, 2 sausages
and ermm egg toast bread and a muffin. SHIOK. That was my meal of the day..
We were planning..I hope this plan works.. =)
Saw Senget queing outside Cartel with his family..hahas..
Heard some news that was quite shocking to us.
Girl..you still have us..

Alright, after breakfast and a lil of aimless shopping, it was time for me to punch-in.
UGH. But I manage to hit target for today..hmmm..I hope I can hit all..
I kept looking at my phone in hope of some people to msg me or call the counter to disturb me,,
But there was none.
Sorry for giving you headaches..I'm fine =))

I was literally in a daze when I had no customers to serve, flashbacks..they are the deadliest..
Slowly tears formed..but I didnt let it flow..cus I aint no crybaby. I'm gonna PROVE YOU WRONG.
But that was not the worst that hit me badly..
I saw my friend. For 5 years we hadn't met up only happened to talk in MSN..
A friend who chose to delete me away from the contact list..
I still regard you as a friend.
We were walking the opposing direction, I guess you were heading home..
I was heading for my bus..
We exchanged glances, I held your arm..
Yet you just walked away, like what your last msg said...
"Forget that you knew me.."
You literally ignored me, as though some stranger bumped into you..
Tears dropped..
I wanted to msg you, but I held back.I ruined the friendship.

Met up the usuals for supper..
He came..but..
the feeling is just not there anymore..
despair is the word for me now I guess?..

Dont wish to think any further..
nites.

Didnt had much sleep last night.
That "sour feeling" kicked in once again.
My heart felt real painful.
I dont wish to bother anymore.
I'm gonna change back to my normal self.
I wont make you feel as though I'm controlling you.
I'll leave you on your own.

Just when I thought things were going smoothly..there comes that little bump.
Just when I thought everything fits into the picture..
Just when I thought, I've changed.
Reality just slaps me back on my face.
Things aint working smoothly for people around me lately either..
Disappointments..
Bullshits..
Just so you know..
I'm crumbling once again..
I hate this.

Pictures! =)

Random pictures I feel like uploadin..Fang!!! I cant find ur pic..needa get the rest from cactus!..hahas

Was out last night to meet up with the Tembeling people.
Had fun at Kbox, sang to my heart content and headed to Hong Kong Cafe for supper.
Had fun sharing ghost stories, my favourite, especially when Marcus and Weizheng are around.
They updated a few ghost stories that made me stop and think for a while.
Life after death..wooo..

Not much people was there, Kbox was with Yufeng, her friend and Marcus.
Marcus didnt sing!!!!!..hahas, I was kinda like hoggin the mic.. =x

Ali came with his gf, but not sure y, he didnt look for us..BAD!!..
There was Jasmine,Lloyd,Eric,Feng,ME,and Marcus.
So it was just a lil get together.
But it was nice hanging out, chilling. Talking rubbish, hahas..

Shall upload some pics later..
toodles.

meeting Ms popcorn =)

The weekends are here once again, been slacking alot lately.
And this is only like my 3rd week of school is it?..or is it more than that already??..hahas.
Hmm, might be crashing NYP tmr, not sure though, see how first.
Tembeling gathering tmr, wahahas, been a long time since I've seen those ppl.. =)

Nothing much for me to do now..
Went to some places that I wish I do not have to set foot there anymore.

Good nites.

Hate paperwork

Once again, we got to do our paperwork for our pay. Yes, IM WHINING.
Feeling real exhausted, no plans for tonight I guess, everything is kinda silent.
People are doing their projects and stuff..
I just dont feel like disturbing..
I'm getting donuts from Donut Factory!! muahhahas!.. =x
It's scary, just to get donuts, queuing for nearing up to 4 hrs!..

I feel like going out, but a part of me just feel like stayin home..
hmm..
Im tired, am I repeating this statement?..hahas..

Define what you think about "Alone" and "Lonely"..

Monday Blues

Morning!! Just woke up, slept about 11plus last night. Was pretty tired, didn't stayed up last night.
Feeling kinda bad, right now, it's like I was lost at words last night.
I didn't meant for that to happen, but I wish the best for you.
I've just lost yet another best friend. A real good friend whom has been with me for almost 8 years?..
Take care.

I'll be having training again today, which I dont feel like going, but CANT.
It would be a HOLIDAY for all tomorrow, and I'll be heading down to my ah-mah's place.
Been a long time since I've last seen her.
The last time was CNY, I guess.

I didnt replied the msg as told.
Just felt real bad, this should not be happening btwn friends.
My bad.

A happy girl =)

( My new phone, Nokia 6288 =) )

Im a happy girl once again =)

Mum got a $100 voucher from Starhub and she got me a Nokia 6288. No doubt I still prefer 3250

But, as long as I get to use a phone, im contented with it alr, as long as I dont have to on the

loudspeaker to answer calls, Im greatful for that. =)

I dont ask more.

PS dragon force rocks!! wahahas, that song is nice.

Alright, so I was like some dumb fcuks, thinking that I was working..

Argh, but I went to meet mum at Starhub, so yea, not that bad =)

Didnt do anything cept slacking at home today.

My aunt came over my place and she told me I've put on weight. =( booo..

Bascially, Im just happy =)) muahahas..

I cut my HAIR!

Met up with Zara yesterday. She called me around 12 plus, just nice, I just woke up. Called me out-to study.Hahas, we were suppose to meet at 2, but I only left my place at 2. =p Woot` hahas, we met up at City Hall and headed off to the library at Esplnade to study, eventually, we only did 1 quest and we head off..muhahas.
Headed off to erm, Funan as Zara wanted to cut hair, so I brought her to the cheapest!,hahas, the Kimage school, where trainees cut your hair, she only paid $8.40! she was lucky cus her hair was cut by the teacher, so yea. WORTH IT!..kinda suit her alot shall show ya the pic some other time..
As I was too tempted to cut my hair, thinking long and hard, I' ve decided to cut!..
Went to the 2nd level, where the real Kimage was located where the professionals was, hahas, but my hair was still cut by the students, =.= but they are graduates so I guess no prob.
But afterall, I only cut my FRINGE..hahas..I dare not touch the rest of my long hair, I only told the person to cut my fringe..hahas, dumb. I paid $5.25 for it, hahas..

After the damage we had done to our hair, we went to Macs to continue studyin, but only Zara was studying this time round, I went cam crazy hahas, and there we had dinner and head home.

Some fag msg me while I was on the train, playing games with me, asking me to guess who he/she was..before I could even reply any further, my phone went flat. LOL..

I guess that's about it, oh yea, suppose to be in class now for accounts, but, since all not going, I'm heading back to sleep =)..

My line got CUT

( Jo & Claudia )

( The DUMB Lecture )

( The Ladies )

( Her fav hangout )

( Zara =p )

( Ryan and Pregnant Fish )

Sorry for the inconvenience, my line was once again CUT..

So yeap. Hmmm, it's my sec time blogging once again..ARGH! shit.

Just hate the feeling of having to re-blog my entry. HATE IT!..

Alright I'll just post a random, just wana get the pics uploaded =))

Had a simple dinner last night, ToriQ and Honey Red Tea with mini pearl =))

My throat is currently killing me, as in it is very itchy and I cant help but feel like scratching it!..

Saw some people at Century Sq last night, just that the girl beside you wasnt me..

Hahas, but I dont care! =p I've got over it! so long time ago.. =)

Felt kinda down when some people say.."You not sian meh?.."

What an idiot with sucha question.

I have alot of things on my mind, when I viewed my friends frienster.

Envious of them, being able to go on holidays..to Japan, Hong Kong..etc..

Stephen Di..entertain me will you?..hahas..

I need some comedy movies..might be going to the Dvd shop to rent

some good movies tomorrow or Friday..

If time permits..

Alfred advise me to use prepaid.

I'll see bout that..not use to it though.

Alright randoms are over..

Enjoy the pictures =)

Since I'm so "awake" might as well blog an entry and better start doing my costing..
shit man, this sem starts too fast! i'm not ready yet, so many things bombared me at once,
I'm gonna burst! anytime, the time bomb in me is ticking, anytime I'll just BUST!

Worked 3 days flat! non-stop. Can I be strong and be a fighter?..hahas..
As in having the willpower to fight on. I need REDBULL, it gives me wings!..hahas..
What a %$^#%@#%$#^ I cant say what I feel like saying.
A personal blog yet I cant blog out what I really feel like saying, ya true..I could just get a diary.
Maybe I should just do that,
It will come to a point in time when that diary will come in handy.
I'm trying to refrain from using the com so often, I dont wish to be dependant on such stuff..
hahas, dumb, I bet no one knows what the hell I'm saying once again.
But..oh well..maybe I'll just close this account down, since I wont be using it anymore
in the near future. =(
Hais..up till this point in time, I don't know what to say.
It's like a living nightmare.
I am FORCED TO FACE REALITY.
Karma I guess..
I feel so useless, I'm like still in a "refusing to accept reality" mood.
I still have that cant be bothered attitude.
Kill me.Take a knife and stab me.
I hate this.
I want to wake up from this, and do something right for once.
It's tormenting.
Alright I better not go on..I'm getting so emo-ed.

Back to work, everything was fine today.
Nothing much happened. I'm getting the hang of it.

HELPME!!!

It's like my 3rd time bloggin man..
Was online chatting with Shi fer a while..she introduced me a new game which
I was kinda stuck to it for a good whole 1hr.hahas..
But now I'm kinda bored of the games alr..ahas..
maybe you guys wana try it out..

www.maggiemarket.com

Im curled up like a ball, the cramps are killing me.. =(
I hope the cramps wont kill me at work.
I miss camera phones. =(

Pouring misery.
Im tired of putting up a strong front.
How I wish I have the guts to jump down.
But I cant bear to leave them.
I'll try my best to persevere.
Dont wish anything to happen to any of them.

Endlessly.

Late at night you call on a phone
We talk about the day
When you found out he was cheating
You tell that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find that he was deceving
And I know I've always just been your friend
But if you look my way
I'll make sure you'll never hurt again
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
EndlesslyOhh, oh yeah
I remember when you fell in loveI could not believe
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free
And I know right now you're broken in two
But did you know my heart's been broken since the day I met you
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you thisEndlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayerI'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
You've learn to put your faith in me
Endlessly
Sometimes the thing you need
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly

Stereotype

I guess Im just one of those stereotype people like what Im being known to "some" people.
Don't ask me why, but certain stuffs I just cant help but keep thinking.
Dumbshit. I was thinking bout it last night, and somehow, someone told me the same thing
that I was thinking of too. So now, I have six sense??..Crazy..
This is just some very random entries like any other of my randoms.

Maybe we had been taking stuff for granted,
that it finally took a toll on us..
I don't know what to do,
I hope I can help out in a way.
I'll try to abide to the rules..

I dont know what I'm trying to type in this entry.
It's so nonsensical..
I'm just suppose to go to the teller and transfer money.
Intended to go gym, but I guess the buggers went out to slack last night,
So conclusion would be that they are still asleep..
Hmmm,..
Now I cant slack anymore, got a curfew. =(
But on EXCEPTION nights, I'll try my best =p

So Mr YM has got into Police Academy and he's over the moon..
I dont wish to do the organising, it's difficult to control a zoo. =x

So Ms PS, are you gonna get the night cream from me?.. lol..
Do you still wana watch DragonForce?..
Alright I better head to the teller now, some people needs the money before lunch..

Maybe I'll go grab some bread or something to stock up.

This is soo random.

Free Cone Day Part II

Alright so the FREE CONE DAY was considered a success,
There were loads of people flocking into the queue.
I was in team3 it took us to wait for like half an hour and it was our turn to do the scooping..
It was kinda fun at first, but I realise I was hogging the scooper for tooo long,
And I felt a disturbance, so I retreated and let the others took over, and I tried my best to steer clear
from scooping.. I tried doing the runners job, but seems like I was more of an obstruction,
So..I slacked.. =x

It was kinda sweet when people wait for you to knock off..
Waited for like 2 hrs for me.. =))
Van came down too to get the free ice cream..hahas..
She rejoined the queue for the second ice-cream..hahas.. =p

im lazy to continue, currently, Mas playin Maple
While Im bloggin and YOU are acting angry reading Archie.

New semester

So a new sem has started and I'm already dreading it alot. Almost everyday starts at 8am.GOD please give me the DETERMINATION I need...

Now we get to go to the main lecture hall where it can seat in bout 8 classes?..
Will be having my costing and accounting lecture there. hmmm..
Apart from that, Ms Choo!!!! she is our CA. woot`!! =))
And most of all, we only have a 4 days class. =)

Today is only my second day since school reopened and I'm already not attending school =(
Got to work today..
FREE CONE DAY today..so we are expecting like one big flock of scary people coming
down for our ice cream..
I hope I only have to work till 7pm today..
which I highly doubt will happen man..=(

My phone was giving me problems last night, messages that I sent could not be received, and I guess
those that I sent to will receive bout 3-4 of my messages, stupid line..
Always giving so much problem..


Today is MS AUDREY CHUA JING MEI's
20th Birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I'm off to get ready and go get my typhoid jab..ah!
Hate jab's it's kinda itchy and I hate that numbing feeling!!

Sick.

School starting in like 12Hrs time, loathe it. =(

Very soon, it's either I'm gonna breakdown, or I'm gonna break through. hahas, OMG..
The usual routine of work, slack,work,slack,work,slack..
I dont like this as my routine..maybe slacking is okay, but work..aahh..

Okay bout B&J.. =)
Well, afterall it wasnt as bad as I had pictured it on my mind. The people there were friendly, very outgoing =))
I was working with Mai,Melissa and Joycelyn..They were all very friendly and I tell you..the feeling of welcoming is so different from HD..I would defiantely prefer B&J man..not that I angkat or what..but seriously.. =)) I like the working environment.. Maybe cus I have not meet the rest of the people yet, so ya.. GOD, please bless me..

I learned to make waffle cone, waffle dish and waffle basket..
The most challenging was the waffle cone, but I've mastered it..muhahah..
Then it was the usual, scooping of ice-cream, blah blah blah..serve customer..
Oh yea! saw Andrew Wee and Sky..while we were doing closing..and Andrew wanted ice-cream..IDIOT!!!!!!!!
He chose Chocolate Mint, which is like so difficult to scoop can! cus it's something like Choc choc chip. So HARD!!!! argh..IDIOT!!!!..Since he was my friend..I tried scooping bigger scoops for him, and he shot me back with a " GOU LE LA GOU LE LA.." in those typical ah beng manner..eh! you better dont come and disturb me on Tue! I'm not gonna serve you man!..bleah!

So now, I dont feel so good, been coughing alot lately, hmmm..

Okay, so I manage to gave you a fright hahaha.. My line was cut off temporary only..now my line is back..so yeap =))
Leaving my dungeon soon, hais, gotta head down to DTE for B&J meeting, then followed by 1.30-9.30 Clinique. Kill me please. =((

Some people enjoys the luxury of sleeping while I'm deprived of that luxury....
School starting tomorrow..like..NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! =((
I cant believe the holidays are over.. =(( My precious holidays..when will you drop by again?!!!!
Oh my holidays..........

First Day!

It will be my first day of work at B&J. =)

Alright ytd, marks graduation day for the 4 of us and a few others, in Clinique's first class!
We finally got the 3-step badge, =) no more waking up early in the morning, and running to Merchant Sq anymore, but will miss the group of people there having training with us. Jane! no doubt you defiantely dont read my blog, but..thankew so much!!!!!!! =) you've been very nice to us..
And Yvonne Sim! hahas, she's a joker!, she cracks jokes, that I cant stop laughing.
Samuel!!! hahas, zhan qi lai!!! hahaha, hope I get to see them at the next training.hahas..
Overall, after this 4 days of training, I have put on alot of weight..hahas..OMG.
My face swelled up once again.

Sold my K750i like finally, gone. =(
Oh well, hope I can save up soon to get a new phone..
I'm not sure if the Hong Kong plan will still work out or not, if not..is it possible to go somewhere nearer?..like..Bintan? Batam?..no plans no plans..not yet..hmm..

It's easier said than done, but I wanna change too..
I will put in effort..I aint getting younger anymore...

I realise today is my only off day from work, omg. =(
Stuffs happened, I wish it's not serious.

Feeling so "wu zhu"- helpless, if only i can create miracles...
I hope I spend my off day today fruitfully, gonna meet the people for gym at Pasir Ris CC..
not very clear bout the there after plan though..
After this entry, im gonna go bathe and get ready.

You came down to my counter ytd, with dunking donuts, hahas..thanks sweetie..=)
I gave her use the products, hahas, using anything that can be applied on over make up.hahas..
And also "that thing" hahas..THANKS GIRLIE!! =)))
I hope it helps to "BOOST" my confidence to another higher level..LOL.
Met the usuals for another slacking period, went to geylang for dinner, and thereafter, Kent Ridge Park.
HAHAS!! I was in Mas car so yea, it was like Grand Terrismo, lol, if i spelled it correctly, his turning was extreme but FUN!! hahas, just that the tires might go botak..hahaha..
Took some pics of them on the tank..I WASNT IN THE PIC!!!!! =(((
I was the camerawomen.hahas..
Maybe I'll upload it later, kinda lazy to do the transfer of pictures now, since Im running out of time, wonder if they woke up alr..hmmm..
alright it's 10.20am on my com alr..shall go prepare now..

*I wish that all else is fine.

Ciaoz!

Late fer work.

Alright I'm actually late for work, but, I sitll chose to write my blog first before I hit the showers.
I am going to say this the LAST TIME!
IM NOT GONNA ADMIT ANYTHING IF IT WASNT MY FAULT IN THE FIRST PLACE!.

Yeap, I have made this clear.
Working at Clinique today, hmmm, hope sales would be good. Sharon called me to give me a morning call, hahas, still I'm gonna be late, when time is the factor, Im lazy to put on make-up. But I've got no choice, UGH.
Went over to Mas place last night, we cooked pizza! hahas, technically speaking, it was JOsh and Mas, I was in the hall playing some NBA game on PS2 with Say Heng, when a fight broke out. OVER A GAME!!! I'M gonna smack your face if it ever happens again and I MEAN IT.
And for the rest of the time I was just lazing around, sleeping on the sofa awaiting for the pizza, hahas. =)
Overall out of 10 I give josh a 5/10 for the pizza, I think it lacks of tomato paste like what Mas said, and NOT ENOUGH CHEESE!! hahahs, but I didnt comment cause afterall, I didnt help out a single stuff, unless spreading of garlic paste on the bread was counted as one. hahas, hmmm..
Alright, I guess I better continue my blog tonight, gotta go bathe now..
CIAOZ!!

No More..

There's simply no more communication or whatsoever thingy between me and my family, I come back home to an empty house, maybe not empty, just that I dont see anyone around..just got home like half an hour ago, and my bedroom is empty, as in my sisters are no where to be found..hmm, maybe in school?..

Well, it seems like a routine for me to be slacking out till bout 6plus 7 the next morning before I head home. My dark circles are getting from bad to worse, I think I need rest soon, my temper aint getting any better either too, I flare up easily and worse of all, I get real emotional now too, UGH.
I guess I wont be able to wake up on time to head down to CDC to book my FTT. =(
I am getting fatter day by day, the rate Im eating seems scary, I wish to lose weight fast.
There's like many things on my mind, but not sure of how to write it out.

Im too tired, exhausted.
I need rest.
Morning.

Suppose to be..

Im suppose to be sleeping now, if not for that irritating call from Clinique, I should be still sound asleep.
Went for captains ball ytd, at Pingyi Sec, met up with Eve, like finally after so long, hahas, finally get to see her.
I was the goal keeper/catcher for the day, hahas, I wasn't running around, hmmm, I wanna lose some fats!!..
hahas, it was fun and we won CHAMPION!! =))

After that, went to TM to do my month end paperwork..hate it so much. UGH.
Had Spicy Chicken rice at B1 delicious, but expensive. And drank bubble tea, woot` =))
No doubt I look fine like that.
But deep down, I wish for a genuine answer. Said there was some regret, that it was all in the past, to me, it doesn't seem like it, it's written all over your face, your eyes cant tell lies. I've seen through you.
Gave you the chance to make a choice but you didnt, I know you dont wish to hurt me.
It's not like it hasn't happen before, I can take it.
I would prefer a genuine heart, than one that might fail me once again.

So disturbing, this kinda thoughts.
I believe if it didnt happen, you wont sink, neither will you be in a bad shape, there is so plenty of choices out there,
it's not whoever missed their chances, you just got to learn it from another point of view.
This is an offer which I bet is hard for you to resist.
Take this step and you will be a better person, I swear.

Take it that I dont have the confidence in me.
I dont trust easily anymore.
That is me.

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Realise how bored I got..this is the second time blogging..

Was sleeping my day away, realise I replied a msg half-way and fell asleep..OMG..hahas..

Hope you aint feeling so moody le?..

Bt Timah doesnt sound that bad afterall =p

I wish my pay gets in asap!! Im DYING!! LITERALLY!!!..

UGH..