New foundings =)

Alright, so I was told to rest early, but...look at the time now!! woots` hahas, it's 6.05am!! hahas, MORNING DEAR READERS if I happen to have any. hahahs.

I was once again blog hopping, saw Xiaxue with this new snowflake tatoo, it's very nice!! *tempted grins* =p

Alright, upon reading her entries, there was this entry that struck me " The South Beach Diet & Pilates ( pronounced as "PUH-LA-Teez" ) lol sounds like some vulgarities hahas. "

Well, for South Beach Diet, you get to eat the carbs and the fats!! woot! =))

And you do an exercise called the Pilates which helps to make your muscle long and lean and IT'S NOT DIFFICULT AT ALL!!! hahas, Im doing some research on it on the web now, and maybe try it out. It looks kinda dumb lying on the "Bed". Im going to upload pics on how pilate is done, it's so simple! I'll just need to get a ball?..hahas, I don't know the correct term for it, but ya, that big ball. Hahas.

PS!! please do call me when ya see this, hopefully before noon?..at least we can meet up for movie date? LOL..

Hmm, currently Aud's online!! hahas, and ym..MORON!! hahas..
Im hitting the gym in the evening. Hopefully the cramps don't kill me.
Oh yea, I went for Sakae Sushi interview. $5.50/ hr.
Please don't go for any interview at Orchard Plaza, firstly that place is run-down. Secondly, I don't think it looks like a decent place either. I went there initially for an interview for waitress at a Bar, which is located at Orchard Plaza, it stated on the papers that it needed waiter/waitress. When me and Jz got there. It look like some red-district pub. They rejected Jz and told me they needed female waitress, they only put up the "waiter" position merely because they say that MOM don't allow them to open vancancy only to waitress. WHAT A SCAM!! hahas. Anyway, the minute they told me that I left with Jz without second thought. I won't wana work there.

And yeap, headed down to Cine and HMV, I wanted to look for Kitori's CD but cant be found. So yea. It's equivalent to not finding anything.
After shopping around for a blue cross which Jz can't locate, we decided to do some shoppin!! lol Jz sounds so gf material now, lol. He wanted to look for a black shirt, which I told him Bugis has the BEST DEAL! hahas, so I brought him there, and yea found the shirt but not the size..DOTS!!
Decided to meet SH at 85 for dinner. Say heng came, Mas came, Irvin and Wilkie came. Okay gf's WILL DEFIANTELY ASK U GIRLS OUT OK. Don't get mad at me please?
THat's all folks! =)

Happy reading this entry !!

[Part 2]

Im back again!! reason being, YM show me his blog and the entries are written in CHINESE!!!

CHAO DIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but I dont understand a shit!! lol, maybe a few sentences lol, omg. It's some wordpress thingy, but very cool. Like Im in some Taiwan webpage reading on some review. HAhas. Creative sia. I've uploaded 2 more pics, one of which is the blog and one of which is the aftermath of a dumb when she doesn't understand what she's reading. =p

So this is what a " Tai Ke" does. :)

Slack

Another day spent at home, was suppose to go gym with JH lol. I ps him, cus I got fever and Paul got the cheeks to laugh at me. Hahas.

Well, let's see what I had done so far, hmmm..

-Watched TV

-Play with Coco

-Played Maple ( oei dont laugh! )

-Took pictures of my baby girl hahas.

But all is fine now, Im feeling better already =) hehe.

Shall upload some pics of my monster. =)

Dont laugh at my her, she is like a snowball.

Part 2 [ 2.30am ]

It's a high chance that I might miss clubbing later on.

Reason being, some people told me my $$ is running low, and that I wont be able to survive till 15th of April. Another problem would be, should I go to Genting?.. It's from the 3rd to the 5th of April. Hais, I feel like going, but it won't be fun. Just going ther for the breeze. Hmmm.. =( PS!! wan follow? hahas, or is ther anyone who wants to go with me?.. =(

Went to the gym just now, in the evening, I feel more energetic than ever. Good sign =)

I guess I'll be very free next week, I wana SLACK ALL I CAN!!!!!!!

Oh yeap, had subway after gym, had a turkey breast-Honey Oat bread. D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!!!

Hmmm, maybe I shall get some later on too.

I so feel like clubbing =(

Get me a banquet job asap.

GYM!

Finally I hit the gym as planned. Hahas, so I did went afterall.
As the treadmill was all occupied, I've got no choice but to go to the stadium to jog 2 rounds first then head back to the gym to use the other equipments.

But I have a feeling it was redundant cus after gym, went to Cartel to have dinner. So yea, ate back everything. LOL. OMG.
Instead of losing those stubborn fats, I have a feeling I'm just welcoming more man. SHIT.
I feel like going to the gym tomorrow.
I need more exercise.


Alrites, gtg.
Exhausted.

sad

Im like permanently out of the grup. If any know what I mean.
No more me tagging along. UGH. SO BAD!
They banned me. Out of the group for me.
I guess it was planned. I knew it the moment you were silent.
Something. Just something.
But now, it's just nothing.

Nothing at all.

These Days

Stuffs hasn't been going smoothly after the exams, thought it was time for enjoyments and more enjoyments, but stuffs came tearing apart.

I don't know what to do, but just stay where I am now.
Watched a great movie. " Freedom Writers" maybe after watching this show, you will learn to appreciate the life you are living now.

To sh, maybe Im not good at comforting people, but you can ask me out or smth, dont harbour everything to yourself.

Cad

Random thoughts running through my mind.
How did it became like this.
Hiding in the dark?..
Who's ashame of who?..
If this is considered a game, maybe I know where I'll be heading.
Now back here at this bottomless pit. I chose to keep silent.
I chose to avoid that question where it pops-up in my thoughts.
I should know by tonight if what " I still believe " should stand.
I hope it doesn't hurt.
Please don't.
But maybe at times I just need the cruel truth to be thrown at my face.
Straight at me, into my face. Let me die on the spot.
Afterall, this might just be a dream.

Proven

So i guess it's proven that lighting does strike at the same spot twice.
And that dumb saying bout leopard cant change their spots or smth, whatever it is.

Im dead, was out till this morning bout 6plus, out all the way at Cosy Bay ( Tanjong Reu? ) hmm nt sure what's the spelling, before cosy bay we were at ECP. They played the reversi soccer? hahas, I studied a lil while we were at Macs, seems like Im also having a lil prob- vomitting.
Is it due to the side effects?, not sure though.
Oh ya..we went 888 coffeshop ytd too, and I was kinda bad at directing. Sorry PAUL! hahas.

And this morning I literally missed my alarm, and I didnt went for training.
Tmr's the last day to attend the training. Im getting sacked soon.
They might be studying tonight.

Alright, I'll go study now.
Off.

1 March 2007

It hurts.

Rainy Days

So much for promising. I didnt went to school, slept through my alarm once again.
So afterall Ng still cares about us, she called Audrey the day before to ask about us. I'm so going to attend her lesson next week man. Make a breakthrough. To have 100% attendence. wahaha. =x

It's kinda giving me the headache. It's like a silent war.
Went spinning around last night, everyone was kinda silent. I fell asleep in Ken's car 3/4 of the time while they were driving around. Same places, Ulu Pandan, etc..
Pit-stop at Kopitiam in town for smoke break, while I went 7-11 to get magazine, a tomato lemon and Ricola sweet after which we ended back at Paul's coffeshop, and there after, headed home.
Checked my mails, and went straight to bed; concussed.

Studying with Audrey later, I make sure I do.
Gonna be regular customer of Mac's once again.

People has seen me writing bout this shit before, and now it's happening once again.
Currently Im just not in the mood to study, but that's not gonna happen, gonna force myself to study later.
Saw ah Paul with his " complicated " partner. HAHAS!!! =p

Watched "Just follow law" once again. Can't help laughing at the indian man. Say "somemore".."somemore!!" hahas, alright, that show kinda bore some people out. My bad.

It's the 28th today. They are goin Zouk tonight. Will Joanne be joining?- not sure.

Sweet Nap =)

My days seems to get by even faster these days, till I've lost count of the dates, with sleepless nights and all, accumulating, Im die of exhaustion soon. Anything to do with school?.. Well, NO!
It's like I've self-declared holiday.
Finally went to school today, and guess what, I COULD NOT STAY ON TILL THE LAST LESSON.
I left school at 12. Took cab home, and slept immediately.
Just woke up not long ago. Was suppose to give some people wake up call at 2.30 and to think I missed that alarm! imagine how tired I was!, luckily that person set own alarm too, and called me at 3.45 and told me " You're the best man!" and I was like huh?..still in my sleepy state, and to realise I forgot to give the wake up call!!!! hahas, niwae, manage to be there on time so yea, my help wasnt really needed =p

Lesson Learnt: Never ask me to give any of you wake up call when Im very very sleepy. =p

Now Im suppose to bathe and go over to Coffee Bean to study.
I feel more energetic now.
Gotta go ..

How to go about with it, aint sure either. It was quite bad last night.
I guess, it's the end to everything.
All I can say is im sorry. But that's not gonna help.
Cus I know you too well.
Problems that were never solved. Things which I don't know how to let you understand and which it doesnt hurt you.
Problems which;... to have a clearer view, got to sit down and voice it out.

Just that I know, you might not even forgive.
Guess you can't be bothered with what I've got to say either.
Just..

Im sorry.

Future.

Got home around 6plus this morning. Had a long night out.
We settled down at 888 coffee shop somewhere in Woodlands. New spot found. hahas.
At first we were just slacking talking nonsense as per usual. Then the conversation got serious and we were talking about life. True enough, the future freaks me out.
It's like the 1st time I see the other side of them.
Things that has been bothering me, which I didnt want to do something about it.
Now I know I'm not alone, we share almost the same problems.
I was having a hard time fighting back my tears man.
I hear what each of them has to share, it just makes me feel like crying. But I held it back.
Wiping the tear in my eyes everytime my visions blurs.

Alright enough said,
gtg.

zombie

Now im feeling like some zombie, using ken's com to do a lil of blogging since everyone is doing thier com stuff, uploading of some stuff to their com =x

Well, slept for only 2 hrs yesterday, got home at 7plus am after the gambling.
Went over to JKY to have breakfast and after which went home to sleep and got up at about 12plus. Gotta go over to Sheryl's place for a supposedly session of "Blackjack" once again hahas. But nah, we were enjoying ourselves in her cosy room, just chit chatting the day away.

As it was kiku's Birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! =)
We made her a large ang bao..hahas. Well, idea came out from Sheryl. Taped alot of 10 bucks to a cardboard I guess?..hahas..shall upload that pic soon to show u people..hahas..
We went for movie after that, watched " Follow the law" something like that.
It was damn hilarious hahas..=p

Well, after the show came over to Mas place to watch "Silent Hill" not as scary as described!..hahas..
Just that Josh and Ken scared me at times..hahas.
Besides that, nothing else le..

well, gtg..
I've crapped enough here. =)

New yr eve night out.

Im back to blog not bout yesterday but the day before. New Year Eve.

Met up with my pri.sch peeps to chill out at " The Lybrinth" it was somewhere near Paradize Centre I guess?..the moment we reached there, found our seats, ordered a bottle of JB and the singing competition starts. Having the urge to sing " Happy Birthday to Me " hahas, so right after another table finished singing that song, our table requested for that song again.
It's nice to be able to sing the night away. =))

I was half gone at 3plus am. and started msging nonsense to everyone. hahas..
It was pure fun we had there, playing 5/10, 007, "christmas tree", hmmmm..I guess that's about it.

Everything was fine till some dumb people sang " Dying inside to hold you "...
hahaha, omg. Yea, waters formed up in my eyes. Not sure why did that phenomenon happened for?..

But not thinking about it after the song ended, cus it was our turn to sing again. =))
Argh, got to go prepare le. Going out to Sengkang =)

Happy Chinese New Year! the Piggy Year!!!

( that's what I wore today )

( The Jo's )

( Dat's me at Ah Mah's place )

Yea!! It's Da Nian Chu Yi!! Ang Bao collection Day!! muahaha, ate alot during yesterday's Reunion Dinner, till I gonna puke. And today...MORE STEAMBOAT!!! aargggghhhh...

Well, overall it was okay. I find that New Year is getting quieter each year.

Hmmm, was kinda bored while I was over at my great grandmother's place. But nonetheless, I have my phone with me... =)) hahas..

I was laughing my ass out man..hahaha.

Stayed till bout 8plus and we left. Joey in total puked 2 times today. argh. She still hasnt got over her motion sickness.

Okay time to upload pics!!! bleah =p

Trend: Zombie

Just woke up. Reached home bout 4 plus in the morning, resulting in lack of sleep which I feel kinda shitty now. Hahas. Im meeting Audrey for our last min shopping spree later, I feel like staying home to sleep not wanting to get any new yr clothes le. =x URGH . Real TIRED. My style for this new year, hmmm, not sure of what to get either..aaaahhhhhh...

Should I get shirt and tapered pants?
I guess no tube fer this year. ( ate too much lately. )
Short dress with leggings? ( MINA sia )
hmmmm, Dammit.
Dress? ( too Sweet? tt's not my style )
something from TopShop?
Oversize shirt? and leggings?.. ( poser ? )

I seriously dont have a style in mind this year.
Maybe I'll get a dress and something. Something which I have not decided on.

Okay work was CRAZY man! customers were flocking to Clinique yesterday. Hit SALES =)
LOADS of people came down my counter.. =)
First it was Mr Charlie, thanks fer the organiser and pen =) I'll try to schedule smth! hahas BABI!!!
Second is was Josh,Ken and Paul they came down to play with the cosmetics..hahas..retarded!..
Lastly was Jason,Sher and Kian!! hahahas..
Was an enjoyable day ytd =)

Alright Im late, not even prepared yet, IM DEAD. =p
ByEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

long and tiring day

Damn! I've got to use the new blogger. Sucky man. =(

Just got home not long ago was working at HD.
Real tiring day for me today, most likely due to the late nights that I've been getting.
My dark circles are surfacing, and yea my face looks more pale than ever.
And I've got to control my diet once again, my appetite for today was HUGE man, had nasi lemak and breakfast set for breakfast and Yong tau fu soup with rice for lunch. I skipped dinner. But drank bubble tea, woohoo..

Stress level is way beyond the red zone man, if I dont pass this sem that's it. Im FINISHED!.

Working once again tmr, argh. If only I can take MC and skip that miserable day tmr.

got to go =)
nites.

Early morning...

This is the result of not completing assignments given and thus accumulated till now..
My eyes are barely opened, GOSH this is toturing.
I thought I could complete my stuff by 3am but look at the time now!..argh..4.44am buy 4D ya..hahas..
I've still got like 20 more questions to go..
Well let's talk about my day today or was it yesterday (Sunday)
Worked at HD, hmmm, the crowd kept coming in, lasted till bout 8 plus 9?..hmmm, didn't feel so bad as compared to Tue?..My second shift of the week, I guess i'm adapting to Century Square's style already?..I hope so, or else Im gonna get that resignation form man.
CNY round the corner, it's time for a lil "investment" hahas, hmmm, haven got my new yr clothes yet..aaarrrr..no black colour tops either! =( Darn..
I've finally watched "Night at the Museum", wasn't that funny afterall, guess it was due to the people I watched with. They were practically sleeping los....DOTS.
Hmmm, it's 4.50am already, time seems to pass very fast today, and I've not sleep yet!!..I dont wish to get sleeping disorder man.
Got to wake some people up at 5 soon, hahas, I wonder if you will wake up. hahas.

I have the urge to wake everyone up, since I cant sleep, =p
Nah, nonsense.
My $$ is runnin real low, hope the Clinique pay does get in on the 15 at least I can survive till CNY.
Wonder what it would be like for me this week, will I be in living hell? turning into a zombie. Plenty of random thoughts running through my mind, like what should I eat later for breakfast, what should I bring to school, what should I do today after school-should I go home to catch some sleep or head down to Macs and mug with sh?..
Hmmmm, is this a long entry?..
hmmmm, wonder what will happen if I call Audrey they all now..LOL..

Reminder to myself: Beware of Jerks.
Alright my phone alarm rang alr!..
gtg..

[17 more days to EXAMS]

pics!! =)

me and fang =)
Birthday girls..

( me and Le )

Finally got hold of the pictures from Le and Phei..
Woot` =)
pictures of Jayle's bdae =)

dumb.

Im back! finally my com is fixed!!!! yea =)
Just got home went out to slack with the usuals. Now I've really sorted out everything that is sort of stuck in my mind for quite a while. Im BACK!!! =))

Okay went to celebrate Lily Lim's birthday, we got her a Guess watch and a VS 9-in-1 curler =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!! hehe..
It was nice to have everyone together =) and even Sheryl =)
People send me the pictures soon!!!! it's way time for me to do some updates on my pics, ahahs..

Alright,i'm feeling kinda hungry right here right now, hmmm,
Hungry hungry, very hungry.

There's some stuff which I feel like saying out but I cant.
All in all, Ladies with me like Zara,Van,Aud,Von hahas..not forgetting Ps and Sh..lol..
thanks fer being there fer me. =) thankew.
I've recovered already. Totally.


Hungry!!!! hahas..
ciaoz.

back once again ( in sch )

once again the person who never fails to blog once she gets the chance..hahas..

truck loads of shit happened to me lately, struggling.
Got myself a new job. No further comments for it.
I guess im seriously down on luck for this week. Injured myself at work lately, and got myself 3 stitches, it feels like shit. The doc was fucked up. The company is fucked up for wanting me to pay for the medical fees.Had high fever last night, and there was no one there to look after me.
Felt like shit, cried. It seriously just wasn't my day, days liek this just makes me feel like sleeping and not wana do anything and maybe don't ever wake up.
It's not like i have anything to look forward for anymore. I feel like no one cares.
But, forget it. I can pull through.
When I was in the clinic doing the stitches I was crying my eyes out, I msg-ed you.
But nothing much helped. I felt dumb for msg-in you. I thought there is at least some ppl i can still turn to. im dumb, so downright dumb.
Scars..when will these scars heal?..
It hurts soo much.

Audrey girl thanks for reminding me bout the food that i cant eat..hahas..
thanks shi hui fer being ther for me =)

bye.

The Social Misfit is Back.

Its almost 2 weeks now since my com broke down.
Im isolated from everyone. Now my phone seems to be like my "MSN"..the only way to get to me.But my line got cut yesterday!!! =((
Mum called Starhub and they say that it was due to some connection problem.
ARgh..
Very shitty, now I can only use the com in school, which is real laggy!!! argh, at least I can still use it. SO yea.
Will be having my BFS CA tmr.
I've got a new job =) starting next Wednesday. I hope everything will turn out fine.
Okay many things happened, but not sure of how to go about with it.

Okay I guess Im to hungry to continue blogging, gonna go grab some food. Argh..
Till my next entry, hahas.

Bye.

Self-Denial

After so many days- absence of the computer. I slept ALOT.

Been a good girl staying home, slept in early.
Went down to collect my pathetic pay yesterday.
Having mix feelings right here right now. So much for thinking.
Ya true, I think alot.
Now it feels so fucked up.
Was so happy that I can finally get online..but now..
FUCK YOU man..

Thanks girl for helping me with my com ytd, you should know who you are.. =)
And that you know who, 31 Jan.

i wish.

I wish I get in and leave this place.

Been a while since my last entry, was busy working away, taking up as many shifts as possible, I hope I earn alot next month.

Well, it was my off day ysterday, and also for me to take my FTT once again, and ya..like what Daryl said, "Song Bo!"..I failed once again.ARGH!!..Some people told me, I only read the book and not memorise the content inside.Some told me to try again.But nah, maybe next month or something.$$ running low this month.
After accepting fate that I failed my FTT once again, went down to meet Shi hui..
Met her for badminton session, hahas, the kick is coming back. hahas, but I dont think will have much time in future to play another round of it.
After badminton session, went to sing KTV at the usual place, sangs lots of oldies, hahas, it was really way back songs, when Aaron Kwok had his mushroom hairstyle. Sang "Nan Ren Bu Gai Rang Nu Ren Liu Lei" ..and all the memorise flood back to me once again.
I just let the memories flow.
Another wrong move I guess for msg-in.

Argh.
Gotta go, working at 10.

INSOMIA!! =(

Couldn't sleep last night, tossed and turned, my mind just simply refuse to stop thinking and let me sleep! =(
I was typing random thoughts on my blog last night but decided to delete it and re-write a short post. My random thoughts was rather nasty, a selfish thought, so I decided to delete it.

I wont be joining ken and the rest for the countdown taking place at Expo. But no worries people, the 3rd of Jan' 07!! ..wow, 2007.
I bet I'll be having flashbacks once again tonight. ALOT. I chose to catch fireworks tonight.
May everyone enjoy themselves at the countdown at whereever they are. I'll be at Marina. With my primary school friends.No drinking for me on sucha day. I might just blabber out my Darkest Secrets . Ha!
Oh boy, gotta go prepare for work. =(
Will be wearing a dress tonight. I will be dressed BLACK from head to toe.
"Welcome to the Black Parade"..

Hugs to all.Enjoy this day, which marks the end of 2006 and a new year ahead.
Toodles.

A night away before New Year.

It's a night away from New Year.
Good nights.

All by myself.

Slept my day away. It's like I've not slept for a long time. And today I was a good girl. I stayed home.
My friend asked if I wana go MOMO today, was tempted, but I rejected it. I chose to stay home to sleep. No more drinking session for me.

Was suppose to meet up with yl,ak at inter mac. But it was still rainin when I woke up around 8plus?..so yeap.We were all lazy. Kinda worried for that girl. I hope everything is fine for her.
I went imeem.com to upload songs to my blog. Was listening to a few of X japan's song. Yah, and it didnt made me feel any better. It just made me felt worse. Was very tempted to go MOMO, wanted to drink. But NO. I stayed home.

Meeting up Audrey and the rest to do the TPS project.
At least something for me to do tomorrow. School's starting soon, will be working a lot next week to clock in as many hours as I can.

What is wrong?..
nites.

That's how i feel right now.

Listen to the song and look at the lyrics.

Forever Love

I can't walk by myself anymore
The winds of time are too strong
Ah, what a wounding thing
I should have gotten used to it, but right now. .

Ah, hold me the way I am
My heart, damp as it is
Is being changed at this moment
If unchanging love is there

Will you hold my heart
Catch my tears
All my heart is ready to break

Forever love, forever dream
Only overflowing thoughts
Terribly, sorrowfully, bury all time
Oh tell me why

All I see is blue in my heart
Will you stay with me
Until the wind passes
All my tears start to overflow again

Forever love, forever dream
Be with me this way
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn
Oh stay with me

Ah, I wish everything were ended
Nothing is ended in this night
Ah, what a loss it is
There's nothing at all, only you

Forever love, forever dream
Be with me this way
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn

Ah will you stay with me
Until the wind passes
Now more than anyone else, with me

Forever love, forever dream
I can't walk farther than this
Oh tell me why, oh tell me true
Tell me what it means to live

Forever love, forever dream
Amidst overflowing tears
Until the shining season changes to eternity
Forever love

Reminiscing

It's my off day for today. A long night for me yesterday. Couldn't sleep. My head still feels a lil woozy. Exactly how I felt yesterday while I was at work.It's like the alcohol effect still hasn't go off.

I never learnt from my mistakes. Never. =(

Have nothing planned for today.Maybe I'll be sleeping my day away.

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Okay Im back, can't get some sleep, can't get my eyes off the com.
Read my past entries, and I've like 201 posts including this entry.
Didn't really read all of it. After reading through my past entries, it's like everything just happened yesterday.
How did it turn out this bad?..
Those unhappy stuff that happened.It was seriously very minor matters.Why did I feel so sad at that point in time?..and made sucha big fuss bout it?..

I told people, Im fine, I can pull through.
But don't ask me how long I'll take.

I bet people that views my blog feels like giving me a tight slap. It's like I've said I would forget but in the end, here I am, repeating my misery. Is it due to my PMS that Im feeling like this.
Hais.
Sorry people, I just feel this way.

Melancholy

This is just not the time of my life.

The Pump Room

Von,Me, Ryan
Von and I (Suzhen and Me)
( Look at the Barrel, 3.5 Litres omg)
( My beer and Martini)

Spent my Christmas working away.Eyeing for the double pay hahas.After work went down to Bugis to meet up with Von and the rest.Headed down to Clarke Quay-The PUMP ROOM, Edmond was working there so we decided to head there to check out the new place, hmm, the atmosphere is nice, they have live band, and NO SMOKING =)
Von ordered one barrel (3.5 litres) it taste like Hoegarden to me.Hmmm..
First there was only Von,Ryan and me. Ryan dared me to bottoms-up. Hahas.
3.5 litres was way too much for the 3 of us to complete, we needed backups.hahas, we called down SuZhen, she brought along her friends, DK came down too with his friend.
So yeap in total, 8 people. Suzhen can really drink man, she bottoms-up with Ryan,her friends and me. Wooah` she can really drink man. Suzhen and me had extra order of Green Apple Martini, OMG, EDMOND!!! IT TASTE LIKE CRAP!!!!! I would prefer Lychee Martini man.
Von went a lil haywired, hahas, gotta company her to the ladies now and then.
Silly girl!!! PLEASE! IF WE GONNA DRINK ANYTIME SOON, I think you drink fruit punch will do.hahas, but she was fine after she rest a lil.

TO YOU
Im sorry for giving you so much nonsense.

Well, it wasn't really a nice Christmas celebration.
With everyone around asking "Where's your punk bf?"
all I can do is just "HUH?, =) oh we're not together already"
But they just wont stop there, they will go "How come?, When?, Who broke up with who?"
Okay I know it's just concern, but, repeating the whole thing time and again.
I just refuse to reply further, I just shrug and walk away.
I've just got NO MOOD for anything.

Can't wait to see the happy Joanne once again.
I need someone, someone who can help me pass this soon.
I'm tired of smiling and act as if everything is fine.
TIRED.

Sorry people if my reply to you is kinda cold.
Merry Christmas people.

and J, stop your blardy attitude, I don't wish to scream at you on Christmas Day.

MOS-ed last night.
Made a fool out of myself once again. I gotta learn man. So gotta learn.
Now my head is feelin so big and heavy! URGH.

Im officially taking a step back, alined with friends.
I aint gonna go further. I know where we end.
It was very clear to me last night.
"I dont love you anymore"
It just pierced straight into my heart.
I knew the facts but I just wanna avoid.
Afterall, it still feels better to be friends.
and STOP SAYING MY PARENTS NAME!!
LOL..

Friends =)

Okay just got home not long ago, and now here I am, once again to blog about my day.
Went Bugis with Audrey, she INSISTED on getting me a gift.She was feeling unwell at first when we met up. SILLY GIRL!, please STOP SNACKING!
She looked real sickly when we were at Bugis, I wanted to head home, wanted her to rest, but she's jut stubborn!..hahas..
We went Bugis St shop arnd and finally decided on a top =)
I bought a bag from BagLady, people you should check out this shop, their bags are real nicey =) it's located on the sec lvl.
I bought a shoe or is it considered heels? Mine was black while Audrey's was Red,woot`..just kept myself occupied the whole day, madness with Audrey.. =))
We shop and shop and SHOP!!! OMG, I cant believe I can actually do hours of shopping, I guess it's cus of Audrey's presence, hahas..
We disturbed Van and Von while we were at Bugis, hmmm, they seem real busy.
I took picture with the Christmas Tree, was real nice..made from ermm, soo kee?..if Im not wrong?.

With Christmas round the corner, I felt lonely once again, no doubt I have loads of plans on my mind, and gatherings to go to. I just felt like...
What you said to me still lingers in my mind, it's like a player that keeps repeating itself. Promises that were made..
I don't know why, but this feeling is kinda shitty. =(
I hope Im fine and not go berserk.hahas..just kiddin ya..
Im tired.
Working full shift tomorrow at HD..aaaahhhh

I needa cancer stick.
Out`

Okay Im back with my life. Went topsy turvy lately, I flipped yesterday night. Hahas.
It was nice having a small lil dinner with them.
Okay so now im officially 19 and ya, gonna kick the bucket soon. LOL..nahhs..
Okay I met my manager in the noon for lunch at Fish & Co..and the people there sang me birthday song after we asked for bill..omg..that was embarrassing. I was made to stand on the chair and hold a sparkle high up.That made me look like statue of Liberty..hahas..okok..after lunch we were DEAD FULL!! hahas..we went shoppin a lil, the candy shop is in centry square bullock cart!!! I was like searching for it high and low..hmm..hahas..no la..just searching..and now its in Century Square =)
Took pictures with fen and she bought me a strawberry erm , something for me to massage my back, selling at Mini Toons..=))
And dinner was at Seoul Garden, thanks people for turnin up once again!! I appreciated it loads =)) oh ya..Thanks Shi Hui Sweetie and her bf for the cake!..sorry i was tooo full to finish it up. =( But i liked it alot with that special name ON MY CAKE!..hahas..
After dinner, went ADDICTED, with Ken,JH,Paul and JZ for drinking session,instead of clubbing. Drank to my heart content I guess but I'm still sober, no worries, I still know what I was doing, ya I was msging nonsense I guess.Sorry for that. I guess people are the most daring when they get to drink, hmmm, boost confidence?..hahas..
Cried to my heart content, I hope I wont tonight. Meeting Audrey sweetie i guess?..woohoo..just 3 days and I've gained back all my FATS!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! and it's not even CHristmas yet!!!! aahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! hahas..
Enough of me crapping, going for a jog, needa breather.
I'll keep that "Just between the 2 of us" promise.

PS:People if u happen to be at ADDICTED, go see what i wrote on the wall..hahas..=x
Out'

I just dont feel like accepting it.

Once again, it's another TIME OUT..
I'm afraid of the distance, so no confidence that I feel it's better to let go.
But, a part o fme just wont want to. I'll just wait. I hope eventually it would be the final answer, we had too many TIME OUT..

I feel so iritated by myself everytime this happens, questions kept popping up in my mind.
K was right to a certain extend, what has it got to do with this?..
I'm just holding on to it, holding on.
Thought everything was fine once again.
But, it was merely a thought.
Went for a long jog last night, felt better not thinking of anything and just running.

10 more days to go.Will it be a happy one?.. =(
Just a lil more space for u..
It's killing me inside.


I hate.

Had a heart to heart talk last night, was both happy and sad..
Sad because the love is nt as strong as before..
Happy..cus we've finally got the time to talk about us..
Dear felt real guilty to only come to realise what had become of our relationship..
Things could improve if there's more understanding..
Dear has too much work to do in school, I'm getting my fair share of stress from school too, I hate last minutes deadlines to meet,LAST MIN projects given by the blardy course..ARGH!..
I feel like doing smth special for him, just to cheer him up a lil..
hmmm..that idea just popped into my mind..=x
Hmmm..I tink that's what I'll do!! =)) hmmm..kinda excited..wonder hw will his expression be like..=x..

okok..
Out'

Zouk-ed last night, the place was real packed with all holiday goers. AAArrghh..
It was okay for last night. Mambo was playing me and Daryl's song once again!! aarrgghh..BF where are u!!!! =((

Oh wells, wanted to meet him today, but after I've chnaged and all, I no longer feel like going out..I wana save money for something special..

Died laughing today with VOn,Aud and Van, the first time all 4 of us were laughing like mad. Audrey was our merry maker =)) Skipped BFS once again this week.
Me and Audrey went home first, we skipped our elective, was kinda pist off with the role play script thingy, was unhappy with Annie Koh..luckily Audrey eased away my anger..hahahaha..i used up all my energy laughing. =))
I slept all the way till Dear called me around 6 plus?..It was nice to hear his voice..=))
Miss you so much, if only u appear below my block like the past, which I highly doubt EVER. Im just dreaming =)

I miss secondary school days, when friends were genuinely true to one another.

To a certain extend, I guess I was just dreaming. =(

Hmmm, just got home not long ago from a slow slow jog with mum. hahas, her stamina is worse than mine, no doubt she plays badminton every alternate Saturday.Hmmm...

Why the jog?..Well, before that I was at my GREAT GRANDMOTHER's place, it was her erm..90+ birthday I guess?..hmmm..
Ate alot!!..the celebration was suppose to be held at some teochew resturant in Orchard, but my great grandmother had a bad fall, the celebration was held at her place.
Felt kind of sad when I saw her, she seems to be so much older as compared to CNY, a few months back. She seems so much frail. =(
Went over to ah mah's place today too, was nice being able to see her..miss her so much =))
Hmmm, bf is out to Funan to do his sound set-up for tomorrow, hmmmm..he'll be working..so am I..I'll be working at Aranda tomorrow..hmmmm..work and more work, I've yet complete my homeworks!!!..urgh..there's BCM project, still on-going..hmmm..=( after this project there will still be TPS project..OMG..=( holidays BURNT I guess..since we are gonna graduate in yr 2008 March..so as to be able to proceed to Poly there after..which means there wont be much break for me..AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH... =((
Is this what it's like to compensate back the 2yrs I've lost..=(( hais..

gotta go bathe alr..I smell ;p hahas..
Away`

PS: Some pictures I found at my Ah Mah's place.. the baby is Joleen.

Dear just got home not long ago and gave me a call, hmmm i find him real sweet when he's drunk..but that's NOT THE EXCUSE for more drinks LOL..=x
Well, I shall not go into details with the contents..

Was working ermm..hmmm it's already 5.34 am Sunday..
So yea, while working mmmm, yesterday.
It was kinda HARDCORE..
Working at Aranda in the mornin and Haagen Dazs in the night.
Hmmm, I liked working at Haagen Dazs yesterday no doubt it closes at 11.30pm, just slightly later than usual. But I was workin in the kitchen the whole night, was kinda BUSY..hahas..
Was quite satisfied with myself that I manage to turn up for work and not trying to find any excuse to skip work. It was fun working with Cheryl,Victoria. Okay our manager (Marcus)..hahas.. He found a FHM magazine in the cupboard and I was like "WOW!!" and I browse through a little, I guess Marcus took it home x) lol..
H came down!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!
That's the first time I saw him, and I guess the impression wasn't really that nice I must say, =x
The way he talk to Marcus and stuff, I just turn away..hahahahaha =x
Bird came down too to look for Marcus, just dropping by I guess?..hahas..He had a HAPPY FEET PLUSH!!!! SO CUTE!!!!!!!! he said he didnt want it and I wanted to take it, but since Cheryl liked it too I gave it to her..because it looked a lil fake x) hahaha

Oh ya! I played the video me and shi recorded, they were like "HUH?!" hahaha..I was just laughing away, there were hmmm, 1 dumb customer today, but ohwell, hmm, I feel so much more energetic after Dear's phonecall, hmmm, I'm dead I cant get back to sleep!!! hahass..

Miss my monster, he sure can't recall what he said to me just now..
Should had recorded..
YOU went ZOUK!!! argh!!! BABI..hahas..
Love you monster =))

Out`

Hmm, I'm real tired right now..
Had so much fun just now..LOL..
Met up with Shi fer dinner. Woot`
We went to Whitesands..woah it's like alot of changes I must say, with better shops and most of all..there was BENS n JERRY!!!! hahaha but I didnt had that fer today.
We headed to the foodcourt for dinner and after which Downtown East to walk around, initial plan was to go to the beach but ermmm, on the way there the route was kinda creepy so we gave up the plan. Shopped around the new lil shops at Downtown East and we proceed back to the townpark and played the see-saw..hahahahahahaha..
I had videoed down the funny stuff shi did, but ARGH, my lousy phone. It was too dark..
Shi was real funny =))
There were a few "kids" around. They were real cruel, they smashed the fish they caught by laying the fish below the see-saw and used the seat to smash the poor lil living thing till it was real flat. =( HEARTLESS ANIMALS.. =(( they were preverts man, they were having so much fun smashing up the lil fish =( argh.Dammit. Kinda disturbed by their actions..=( Hais..
I'm so tired laughing so much..
Working two places tomorrow =((((((

ARGH..
Dear santa, maybe I've not been a really good girl this yr, can I have a small lil request?..
I don't really ask for much but I want to spend my time, everyday of my life, being able to face up with obstacles and difficulty with an optimistic attitude..
And everyone around me and defiantely my monster deary, HAPPY,HEALTHY AND NO WORRIES =).

nites`

(hahaha, i guess shi is gonna kill me fer that =x )

Last night was nice, seriously. I liked that feeling =)) It's like it's been a long time since we were like that..
Happy 9th Month anniversary Dear =))
We watched Tenacious D..Woot` Dear was having fun watching that show, hahas.
I love you =) *promises*

Okay, im now in class..im so BORED~!! hahahas..
oh wells, went for S&W today, ran only erm 3 rounds. =p
Zhen's stamina!! OMG!!! she ran like 6 rounds in 11mins++ ARGH!!!!
and now it's BCM lesson..hmmm..
Im bored now..
Friends..hmmm..I was talking to Zhen just now when we were having our break after SW..hmm..true, totally agree with it..
SH call me soon okay?..
PS!! when is our next dating session? LOL!!..
YL & Eve!!!! come out soon too..hmm..a ladies day out!!! to ermm..SENTOSA!!! woot`!!
Please please please~!!! hahah..=))

okay i've crapped enough =p
GTG

[DJ, renewed =) LOVES!!!!]

Done with my bathing, had a long slow jog at the park..
Bad move I guess?..I had headche,DUMB! haha..
Hmmm, it's like I've not been training much for quite sometime now.
Maybe it's time to slowly pace back my stamina.
In a way, it made me tire myself out. =)
I've too much unnecessary thoughts on my mind.

It's so difficult to understand.
And it's not easy to figure out.

nites'

I'll wait for you.

Holidays are you comin soon??!! =( *CRIES*!!
Now that i've sort of cleared my presentations, up next will be "ROLEPLAY" argh!..
Yes, it's once again another roleplay =( *CRIES*
This time round,it's not giving us any ample time for us to complete as the assignment is only given like today..ARGH.
Shall return to revise my IAC..
Away`

Sometimes I just hate it being left feeling like this.

Oh well, went out to study with the girls today, woot a very strict day today I must say. I was strict with myself, made sure I was focus and studying, and I was. But it only lasted for a while, and I started my nonsense..hahas..
Went to the toilet, walked around, went to shop a lil, hmm..
I just kept reminding myself to do well for this upcoming test, kept reminding myself what I want my future to be like, hmmm, if I'm thinkin bout that while i'm studyin, hmmm, am I studying?..lol

Okay, i'm just bored at home right now, downright bored. ARGH.. =(

It was nice to meet up with Eve,Shirl,and ps..=)
Eve and Shirleen was so serious, I just kept myself focus and no fooling around.
So i guess it's considered a fruitful day today?..just that not much pictures taken..aaahhh..hahas..nvm..there'll always be time for next time!!! =))

Shall upload the pics soon.. =)

Okay Okay one last entry before i end my day.
Will be meeting sec sch girlfriends for mugging session, WOOT` =)
There will be a newcomer, shirleen (eve's buddy) WOOT`
I'm goin out tmr!! hahas, after one long day at home, boring myself to death, I guess i just needa get out.
Currently missing my monster soooo much =( *cries*
Dear i miss you =(

hmmm, I have so manythings on my mind,
Oh ya!..sorry felicia I cant turn up for your celebration today..
Sorry sherry I turn u down too..=(
Omg..seriously i feel real bad, it's like I've turn down Sherry plenty of times =( dammit..
and fer Catherine, i didnt turn up for work..aargh..

Weekends are gonna be over soon..aaahhhh!!!!
Save me from the boredom, need to keep oneself hyper and active..hmm..are they both the same meaning?..hahas..
Oh wells..
My head is starting its random beats once again, better rest soon.
Nites people =)

It was the biggest joke ever today.
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
Neither had I king horses or any kingsmen. Hahas..
I only had 4 angels and not forgetting my Darling Daryl.
I fell in my own toilet!! my own, HOME toilet.
The floor was real slippery, one foot in and I just slipped and fell hitting the back of my head against the hmmm was it the tile or the metal?..
Everything happen within a few seconds and I'm down, flat on the floor.
The pain was extreme, i held on to the back of my head.
When I've finally settled myself lying downwards on my sofa, I took off my hands to realise that my hand was filled with blood.
But nothing much happened. It was only a small cut, and a few bruises here and there.
Thankew my sisters "jo's", Pei shi ( my personal nurse ), Van and of cus Dear =)
im fine =)
My mum just helped me clean my wound was painful, feeling slight pain and headache.
Oh wells, shall turn in now, tired.
Working at 10 tmr.

Nites'

Blardy hell!!! i just cant get to sleep =( argh.
i so happened to pass this person's blog, and im tryin out the quiz now since i needa do smth to make myself feel sleepy.

What i'll answer when people ask me these questions:

[WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT]
me: cus I'm like that?
[I JUST REALISED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU]
me:then how?

Okay its a little stupid I shall nt continue with the quiz..her last part of her entry was..

love dont mean changing who you are to be
who somebody wants you to be.
nobody got to belong to nobody's.

I cant seem to get back to sleep..
Reached home alr?..
Don't know what I'm thinking about now.
Quite a number of our classmates still online, all rushing project.
I'll go do mine too since I cant sleep.
Bye'

[2.40am]

Im back again.
I seriously cant get back to sleep.
ARGH. =(
Some random thoughts on my mind.

[4.46am]

im still hanging arpund cant get to sleep.I went bloghopping, was stuck with Dar's blog. From his past entries till his current. I miss the "honeymoon period". The times when we were so sweet to each other.The first time he waited for me below my block to give me a "flower" =) He thought I dont feel surprused or anything, actually I was just that I didn't show it. I was just too surpried.

Few months back we were like missing each other so much, meeting almost every night below my block, now it's like everything has died down.

The randoms thoughts in my mind. Is it more interesting to be mysterious to others so that they don't know what ur're thinking and they want to know you better, spend more time with you?..just like our starting, I miss the beginning. That's only like the first phase of our relationship, there is still a long way to go.

Now it's only the second phase we're going through, he is going to be real busy with schoolwork, I'll try my best not to irritate you.

Sorry means nothing much, maybe once or twice, but it has happened more than those few times. Everytime I get into shit I apologise, now the "Sorry" means nothing, don't give a damn. Dear's very stress with his schoolwork. So am I with mine. I hope things don't turn drastic, we were so pist with each other that the bomb was nearly dropped once again. ARGH.

Now it's 5am already, and i've yet to get some sleep still. =(

I need you.

Will all these go to a waste eventually?..when was the last time we had a heart to heart talk,

I miss lying on ur chest and talking about us.

I miss having shopping with ya.

I miss the messages you used to send me.

I miss having fun at Toy R Us.

I miss you hugging me.

I miss just having you beside me.

I miss you.

Bad Day

It was totally crap today.
I've screwed up my BCM.
Didnt called BF after I've finished school, went down to Bugis to pass Kenneth the CD instead.

Maybe its due to the hectic workload.
It's like it will just happen anytime.No longer able to be able to put up with it.
Kept silence,
Wish I could just turn back time.

argh, hate presentations

Once again, I was vain =x

Thought my days of staying up late to complete the presentation slides had paid off.
But it's still not up to Ms Chan's standard. Now she tells me my focus is a little wrong.
I've had enough, I'm not gonna edit any further. =(

Met up with SH,her bf,YL,JKSS last night and we went to the Khaki Bukit CC and ktv-ed the night away.hahas.
Bought SH two small slices of cake from Galilee.I use the excuse of meeting Daryl, LOL
Left early and reached home around 11plus 12?..as I had to catch the last bus and return home to help dear burn the CD he needs.
My dark circles are coming out and there are visible zits on my forehead, aarrgghhhhh
Took come snap shots when I got home, my phone's camera was real lousy, the quality for camera is still my K750i instead of Z610i.

Load off me =)

Finally!!! Finally the paper is over!! =) but =( BFS is coming up and I've got in total 2 presentations for tomorrow..urgh..

I've just completed 2 of my presentations, I can sing to my heart content tonight =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS HENG SHI HUI!!
Kinda lazy to blog further, shall upload pics hahas..
The coffee was disgusting *yuckks*
It's time for EXAM!! urghh

presentations

Okay so I guess it's not only the Poly students who gets to feel the stress of presentations that has deadlines which are drawing near. I am facing that crisis too. ARGH!!..well it's not only me but everyone in class and the whole of accouting and other courses students.

Well, I just manage to complete my presentation slide for my BFS, which is like happening today ( 21 Nov 06 ) at 2pm!..argh..well, this time round my slides werent done with much effort. Disappointed with it. Yet, I'm not going to do something to it. There's too much information that I've come to realise that I've missed out only- NOW.
My topic is on "Credit Cards", I know it sounds simple. But seems like I'm just not putting in enough effort. After today, I still have BCM presentations on Wednesday. ARGH, everythings too last minute to be completed now. I wonder how bf can complete it last minute?..=(
Not only do we have presentations on Wednesday, we also have our IAC exams as well. DOUBLE STRESS!!! =(

Okay,enough about school work.
Met up with Bf just now, had dinner =)
Kenneth came to meet us, chatted and stuff, well got a little, just a little bored when their convo was on games, which I am alien to. Oh well, therefore I took Bf's phone and "Spot-Check" I guess that wasn't a pleasant move. I felt the pang of jealousy hitting on the door to my head, but I just ignored the knocking, and calmed myself down.
The feeling soon subsided, I kept telling myself inside that I should trust him.So yeap.
Mas came after and we headed down to JKY. Was speeding on the expressway, and the cool breeze made me shiver, hahas..
Argh, holidays!! when are you comin?!! please come soon?!!! =(

Everythings gonna be alright,
Everythings gonna be okay.

It's not the end don't give up!!

Welcome to the black parade

Currently, Im stuck to this song.

Went out to study with SH ytd, well, im still stuck with quest 3 & 4.
Slacked till the wee hours, met up with 2 other of our frens, slacked and crapped the night away.
One of my fren was having CHICKEN POX!!..i was so afraid that i might catch the virus, at first we wanted to catch a movie, but nahhs, by the time the my fren came it was already too late to catch any movies.
Therefore we ended up in Macs.

Went gym before meeting them, had fun tryin out almost all of the machines besides the weights.
The culprits involved were, nysha,von, aud and me.
There were this group of girls, me and Aud were on the treadmill, and i felt weird that this particular 2 girls were standin behind, I thought they were waiting for their turn to use the treadmill. But actually they were being childish?.. Well, kids this days.

Some random thoughts on my mind.
I need to talk to someone but who?..
Its a whole new matter all together.
I can't cope with this.
This is not my life anymore.
I just wish that nothing happens to my family.

joanne's BACK!

Just some little problem lately, all is fine now.
Problems resolved. Friends constant advises and all..Thanks alot ppl!
Especially, Yvonne,Audrey,Van,Dk and MY ever best listeners!! SHi Hui and PEi shi..

Thankew guys fer listenin to all my nonsense..

Things are going for another higher level,
It's just whether we'll be able to pull through or not.
Through these 4 days..
And what you had told me today.
I guess I'll learn to slowly let go.
I wont hold you down anymore.
Life gotta go on. Be it with or without you.

Love you =)

i jus died.

Back from school, feeling like im missing something.
Was miserable in school today. I cant sms.
IAC was alright. But BFS was crap.
I didn't studied for the test and I gave rubbish answers.

Nothin much for me to blog.
bye.

Im getting more unreasonable these days,
Even I myself at times cant stand what Im doin.
The deadly question appeared in my mind.
As it ever happened before, Im afraid it'll happen on me.
Im sorry, but my unsensible ways are getting me all out.
I wanted to end stuff last night.
He told me to talk tomorrow.
I feel so lost. I know it's not his fault things has come to such an end.
I've grew toooo sensitive that Im no longer sensible to handle stuff.
I've become sensitive, unreasonable and worse of all, childish.

It's all so wrong.
Im sorry.

PIST OFF

PIST OFF!!!!!!

I cant msg/call..I CANNOT DO ANYTHING....
I can only stare at my bloody phone and do nothing, maybe taking pictures..that's all..
Arghhh, hate this.
My phone just wont ring the whole day.
Hais, so now I know.
Im the one who always calls out or irritate people with my msgs..
I have not collected my pay at Aranda, hope I'll be able to wake up early tmr to go collect it.

My life now revolves only around-HOme,Work,School.

Never again..

I'll never want to do anything to my hair anymore for the time being.
It's very short =( I miss my long hair..
Met up with bf last night after work and he told me it doesn't look nice..=(
Hais..
Was working yesterday, skipped school, was boring at work as per usual, did a delivery at Kim Chuan Rd..was damm creepy, as it was on the factory side, and it was a Singtel Bldg.
Rained heavily, was afraid that if I were to be caught in the rain, my head would be dripping with purplish-red water. hahas..Luckily I wasnt caught in it.
After went back to Tembeling, I guess I was feeling way tired. I started with all my nonsense.
As yong li had to go over to Springvale to collect the weighing machine and Kat gotta go over to Springvale to work. The shop was left with me and Kelvin.
I went to wash the dishes and the next thing heard were "enchanting melodies" LOL, in total I broke 3 glasses, or was it 4..hmmm..not long after Yufeng and Yong Li came back, and it was about time for me to leave, talked a little with them, about the ghostly encounters once again. Hah, it kept me awake,Ha! chit chatted.

I was blardy tired last night. The moment I've reached home, got my self changed and doze off soon after I've hit my bed. Woke up suddenly around 1.20am and called bf, he was still awake..ahhas..as per usual..
Didnt chat much, just kept making fun of each other, so now I'm called tutrtle to him.
Urgh..
I cant be bothered to look into the mirror for a second look anymore.
Self-confidence another level down.

And I've not done my homework.
Not in the mood for it.Argh`

Gotta prepare for work soon, workin at 5 today at Suntec HD.
Drop by people,
I need another honeymoon period to tide over this.

Feeling real tired easily lately, no doubt I don't do project and stuff..
Not sure what I'm tired with..
Dear been very busy lately, we chatted about our relationship..
There's stuff for me to chnage..
I'm not going to be that irritating to bf anymore..

Oh ya..went for highlight today.Now it looks better I guess?..hahas..
Went with Audrey..hahas..she had her golden highlight..was kinda obvious..
The whole session lasted about 4 hrs plus?..hahas..
We went TM to shop and had lunch..
No doubt it was rainin heavily, I still turned up for training.

Oh yupps, currently I wont be able to reply or make any outgoing call, temporary my line is cut off..but u guys can msg or call me..I'm still in a way, reachable..hahas..

Nothing much happened today..

I miss you.

TIRED`

Im DEAD exhausted.
Well, nothing much in school today, skipped BCM once again and accopmanied Audrey to Novena. I seriously think that "MC" is worse than my previous work place. They can actually delay so many staffsssss pays. Yes you heard me, not one not two but STAFFSSSSSSS, take note of the "s". But we left earlier, cus I went to meet bf.
Me and von left first, sorry Audrey..
We were suppose to just draw money and leave the mall..hahas..but we loitered around and ended up in Cold Storage.LOL

Von bought a whole spring chicken for her dinner, LOL and I bought Sushi, Choc & coffee biscuit and Ruffels for bf.
Eventually we took cab, hmmm, the driver was some wad scary..hahas..but i just ignored it.
Talked about loads of stuff while we were on the cab, hahas..
Well, perceptions of people..hahas..or rather we were doin the usual..GOSSIP hahaha..
It's nice just chit chatting, I miss my chit chatting sessions with all the girlfriends..hahas..People please meet up with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas..Oh well, after dropping von off, she sent me a text msg warnin me of the driver, hahas..
Seriously speaking, the driver was kinda reckless.
He was constantly tail-gating other vehicles, that's scary..
hahas..
Oh well but I reach bf's place safe and sound.

I wana know what you were thinking!! you only told me half and not the other!!..
I wanted to follow bf to the air-port but he refuse to let me do so..
So I was abandoned.LOL
I left for TM and shop ON MY OWN.
And witnessed another sad incident, a young girl's feet was trapped in the escalator towards the 4th level. It was a scene, with everyone crowding around and stuff, well, nonetheless, I was one of those suckers that wana know what happened. hahas..
But the resuce team came shortly and the girl was saved. Luckily it was only bad bruise and blood clot i guess?..I didn't had my specs on. LOL..

Oh well, my thoughts and feelings for the whole situation is that, SINGAPOREANS are defiantely KAYPOS, they form a crowd fast and disperse fast too..hahas..
But seriously, I guess there should be more precautions against escalator and stuff, to prevent any more harm done to anyone.

Bye for now,
Im gonna rest before heading back to study.